why am i loving you ?

currently at a so call lan shop now . hahas . this damn lan shop is for gambling lar . lols . and im here with my cousin and auntie . they gamble , i surf the net . i got no money to gamble lar , and its real de nawh . hahas . okays . todae's quite a dots day nawh . so im tired . hahas . ytd same arhs , talk on fone and then rmb tat i got hw haven do . so put now , after doing two exercise , i wanted to take a rest but i slept lar . hmmms . but nvm ehs , woke up in the morning and went to school nors . hmmms . thought todae wil got chance kan dao baby .. but in the end also don have . he bluff me again ehs . never come . hmmms . roar . so pek chek . den ytd he sae if he never come wil come outside sch wait for me pei me go home . the end also don have . until around two something den he wake up . haiis . hahas . den during school time scolded ian lar . damn . todae's mood is so not good nawh , hmmms . and he can play beside me and knock my head down . so pain lar , my fan ying also abit chi dun lar . awhile den give fan ying . den scold n scold and scold nors . den he sae sorry and act blur jiu continue with his things . damn fed up . after school nearly gotta stay back nawh . whole day i was sleeping in class lors . dun wan sleep also cannot . hahas . den after tat after school le jiu get out of class . becos so long never one bunch of friends go out le . so todae actually is meverick , patrick , wei sheng , shao lun , judy , joey , tiffany , hui hui and me go out de . the end only left me judy , joey , tiffany and hui hui lar . hahas . so ke lian ehs . den got no where to go so come my house nors . den we decide to go to the coffee shop eat . hmms . suey suey saw that celest lar and dunno who lar . pei xiu i think . damn lar . trying to act blur not to see them but realise they keep looking and diaoing . so fed up . but told myself to =) . childish kids then play this games . hahas . den purposely tell judy sae , teacher say at this kind of crisis , don care and walk away . they are childish people . lols . den tat celest and dunno who jiu purposely sit beside us lar . and keep turning back dunno mur mur what . lols . i also don care . den tat gerl keep lookin n lookin . maybe she thinks im too cute ? hahas . she look so auntie .. whakakas . den after tat we don care them nors . den we play play play den run away becos the thing so er xin liao . hahas . not run becos scared them ehs . hahas . den went home nors . actually decide to drink de but the end don have , we end up buyin two bottles of sweet ehs . den went home nors . den so cute ehs , we on tat m18 ghost show . cos i see alot times le mar , so see dao sleep . lalalas . den left tiff watch . after awhile jiu wake up le . den after tat actually got meet baby eat dinner de , the end also don have . i todae tio pian by him 3 times le . haiis . den after tat my cousin call me mar . sae go eat sakae sushi . she pay mar . so i eat lors . hahas . since not meeting baby le . hahas . shh . she now behind me scolding me idiot . bad ehs . slap her =) . omg . she slap me . and my ear piece drop . poor me . being tortured . shhh . after tat ner . wan meet baby for fun . the end also don have lar . roar . buuu lar . i dunch lyk . hmmms . hahas . den finish le go walk walk awhile nors jiu come this so called lan shop le . so bored ehs . later dunno wanna go home do what also . sleep bahs ? don feel like going sch tmr ehs . cos until 12.3o nia . hmmms . i wanna be a zi bi ! can i ? soon lar . den just now walk walk tat time . baby tell me maybe tmr never come , maybe wanna quit again . i also siians 1/2 . hais . don sae le. from the time he sae he wanna quit , i never smiled til now . well ..... hmmms . tats all for todae ehs . i just now go read my horoscope . so dots nawh . hmmms . later put it up . whakakas .

i dunch know why even todae , i cant open my mouth to talk to ue . hmmms . even if we are all in the toilet , i just cant talk to ue . maybe i thinks it is funny ? suddenly talk to you . the * quarrel * between us seems like the whole world knows . everyone asking . well , what can i say ? i dunch know anymore . silently waiting .....

never meet precious two days le . also no contact . wonder what happen ehs . hmmms . i go home use msn jiu talk to her le . miss you =( . tmr ue sae go out ehs . so how ner ? hmmms .

well , thats all bahs . if later got anything . i go home then write again bahs . =) . take kare peeps . * im shivering . its cold inside here * . im sick . damn sick .

darling gerl * don quit . wil ue ? * i wan open chalet !!!! *