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SAT : Well , same thing , everyone thought we were really going down to sentosa but in the end , we didn't . Grrr . Met up at woodlands MRT and then we headed off to RP [ Republic Poly ] . indeed a nice place , very big and simple . Hurhur . Started our filming at the canteen and then it started to rain , so me and jun horng went to take our scene . AHHHH , just started and the rain stopped !! only the wind kept blowing . Haas . Can feel like any of us is going to fly away so soon . LOLS . Then after our scene , we walked back to the canteen , guess wad , we walked inside the water thing . Some kind of big big pond with loads of stones inside , tat made me scream like hell because i took out my heels and walked on it ! Haas , if i rmb next time , i promise to take the stupid thing for u guys to see . Haas . Then changed my clothes for around 2 - 3 times , due to the different scenes !! AHHHH ~ did anyone tell those guys VIONNA CHAN hates changing so many clothes ! Haas , because im lazy ohhh . oppps . Then after everything , went back to causeway point to pei qiwen , yong ming and chee how to have their dinner . Rebecca went back first because she had something on . Hurhur . Then while they are eating , chiwen pei me go my new born niece de presents . lalas . Had to be so choosy lurhs , cas first time buy and i've not much cash with me ! Ewww . Ke lians rights ? who want yang me ? hehheh , im on sale ~~ LOLS . OH YA , i rmb on our way walking to causeway tat time , i was holding on to their guitar while jun horng [ " my boyfriend " ] LOLS , helped me carry my heavy bag . Haas . then i kay kiang put my hands on some kind of those kiap kiap thing . tsk , guess wad ? I KIAP DAO MY HAND . so pain la , then i was screaming like a idiot there , who don't even dare to move . LOLS . then they thot i ki siao again , nobody came to help , stand there at look , they didn't even know la ! Haas . Then qiwen give those look then walked here , LOLS , then they all started walking to my side then look at my hand . Luckily nobody push me to walk , if not i sure scream and yell and curse . LOLS . they were trying to get tat damn thing off my hand while i at there tolerate and tolerate . Haas . finally the thing got off and my poor finger was hurt . tsk . well , nvm .. and worst , we took the short cut and have to walked on the muddy mud . AHHHH ~~ my legs was full of those muddy grass la ! tsk . then held onto jun horng for help ! LOLS . We even took pics of chi wen and yong ming walking , throwing us behind . Then while trying to hai them , me and jun horng also tio . tsk tsk ~ ok , back to buying presents , after tat we went back to KFC to watch them eat , then went to find SUBWAY for chiwen for her dinner before meeting boon chew . Haas . But too bad , don have , so we took some pics , then i went off to my baby niece de munyue . xD .
OMG la , the moment i step out of the life , they were like , EH EH , THE SINGER AH , come liao come liao . damns . so hurting . LOLS . then they were like so happy to see me la . alot alot of people then everybody were like passing here and there , come le come le . LOLS . do i look like a ghost or something ?! tsk tsk .then had my dinner and then went to play with my baby niece . Around 9 , i went down to look for stanley and his fren . Tsk , chao bu shuang . At there keep bullying me ~ then around 1o , i went off . Haas . thats the end of my sat . =) . i always love my sat with those peeps around . I LOVE CHIWEN , QIWEN , REBECCA , SHIQI , CHEE HOW , JUN HORNG , ZHIYANG , YONGMING ! xD .

SUN : goshed , thats todae isn't it ? tians . I always love my sats but not my sundays . AHHH , its always so boring . its been like 3 weeks or a month or sundays that i've been staying at home to rot !! do you know how bored it is !! and when i thot i was going to meet beloved , i was so happy la , in the end he say something crop up . Then when i thot i was going to meet jovel , her fone end up with no money , cant reply , also never meet ! AHHHH ~~ pls , someone , call me out on sunday . LOLS . anw , i manage to pass every sundae like tat , and now i am sitting here to write my blog . ! hurhur . =) .

Each time you appear , i know something's gonna happen . Its always like this , i'm use to it . Then after a long long time , everything wil be ok again . I can't take it last time , but i know now , im use to it . For the first time u called me during the last few days , i didn't suspect anything , only after the third call from you . Then i didn't know if i should act as i know , or not . I decided to just say whatever u ask or i want . I just don't understand , why must , urhs , nothing . don't wanna cause any trouble . Whatever it is , the last thing im gonna say is , whatever happens between the both of you , pls don't pull me into ur games . and don't make your problems mine . I've tried to help , I've stop contacting , but always at the very end , everything turns out to be my fault again . I don't copy words , no worries and no offence , it just pops out of my mind long ago , and i've also stop using it long ago . Pls pls pls pls pls , let me go .

Suddenly hurhs , miss alot of people oh ! Like shaowei those bunch ~ ahben those bunch ~ laobudian and his friends ~ DANBAI ~ alot more lurhs . I miss my night life more then whatever things ! AHhhh ~~ Well , anw , im here to promote to you one of my FREN , she is so so so wanting to be famous ! She loves to copy whatever i have , She's always jealous of whatever i have . She's a clever girl , she knows what she should do to pull me down . Yes girl , even though i see that you went to meet him up , but no worries , no matter how crazy i gonna get , i won't prove it to you to make you happy . =) . I'm not going to list out who she is , BUT , if she's looking at this , pls sweetie babe , change for the better , you should learnt to treasure whatever u have now instead of trying to think of ideas to pull me down . You're already very very lucky now , so pls , don irritate me more before i really start hating you . You're always jealous of wadever people i meet and whatever pics i put in my blog , then you wil use ur schemings shou duan to find them and take pics to put . Goshed , you already made me quarrel with him so many times , aren't u tired ? LOLS . silly girl , time for you to wake up , don't be so childish , its useless . =) . They can't see what a person you are , but i can , and tats a very bad news rights ? =) . Wake up bahs . Hurhur .

Hao le , going le , hurhur . BYE GUYS !! =) .

*THANKYOU XIN (: *

THANKS ALOT XINHUI (:

THANKYOU XINHUI :)

SAT : Slept very very late the previous night , so woke up late . Again , had to rush there , and everybody was like waiting at hwa chong's canteen for us . IM SORRY GUYS ! =x . Sister Jas and Sister xin pei me there tat sat , becas they slept at my house the previous night , and we were like busy taking pics and video-ing stupid videos . LOLS . can't stop laughing the whole night . =) . whees . and then had to bring alot of clothes , becas i thot we were going SENTOSA ! But in the end , it was a lie , LOLS , change to next week . Grrr . As soon as we reached there and got change , we started filming . I and wen darling really look like idiots tat day . Very light make up and everything was very messy . Haas . Had to be under the sun light the whole day , so i think im turning black soon . BECAS NEXT THURS AND SAT HAVE TO BE UNDER THE SUNLIGHT TOO ! AHHHH ~~ i hope i won't turn as black as Sister xin . oppps . =x . hehheh . Then we end around 4 plus i think , so we went to eat . YUM ~ had to queue up quite long , but nvm , we had fun queuing ~ LOLS . anw , the filming scenes was quite fun this sat ehs ~ we had to NG so many times because we kept laughing and laughing . And then alot of running scenes . Haas , kept laughing about wen's small eyes . Then i had to stick so close we my so called " boyfren " in the film . Haas . Hold hands some more . Chao pai seh de ok ~ Grrrr . Anw , after eating , zhiyang and others had to rush back to sch for other rehersals . So , the good and kind us pei Wen to this park for her scene , ok , she had problem with it . LOLS . We played alot la , tats all i rmb . Hahas . We were under the hot sun , and everyone was so thirsty . Yawns . Haas , after tat , it started raining like cats and dogs . goshed , we had to run under the rain with high heels ok ! Then me , wen , jas , xin took a bus to bukit merah interchange . Went to buy PAO PAO CHA , then i saw yong jie . Haas , started messaging him , then we messaged the whole day in the end .... LOLS . Slacked at bukit merah for awhile , then we took a bus back to my house ! hurhur . Reached home and then again , slack for awhile , playing webcam with shuannaDABOR . Haas , then i doze off . Wen went to east coast for her crew gathering , jas went back home to take money . Then she came back . Then we prepared and cab down to town .

After cabbing down to town , we went to find ehs , LIYONG DARLING , wanxuan and chinyi . Yawns , was really really very tired la , and it was like only 9+ . durhs . Called edison to ask if he was at town , he said no AGAIN , damn him mans , always not at town . tsk . no fate . LOLS . Came out of the toilet after a very long time , then tian long and peter came to pick us up . Waited for sean and his fren , then we cabbed down to BOAT QUAY ~ but Chinyi didn't came with us . ewww . Again , had to wait for the taxi for damn long time . Finally got up the taxi and then went to boat quay to meet up with the others . And the few of us were , ME , JAS , XIN , LIYONG , WANXUAN , PETER , TIAN LONG , SYL , ZHAN HAO , FABIAN , SISTER VENNON + 3 of his FRIENDS , SEAN AND HIS FRIEND . Ya , thats all then . went to drink at a pub first , then we walked damn damn farking far to FLUID . Had to wait outside so long for the ICS and everything . Then finally went in around 11+ . Saw alot alot alot of people , like Ah bao , shanling , IRIS , BEIBEI , WINNIE , CHLOE , YANYAN , STANLEY . and other unknowns name . Haas . yinghui did go , but i didn't see her ! nvms :) . So we dance like siao inside , then there's this two guys went to bua wanxuan . so peter and fabian made funny movements to shoo them away . LOLS . can't stop laughing whenever i think of tat scene . Then after tat they went out to smoke and talk , let me and liyong , xin and jas inside . Now the two guys came again , then they started grrrr , nvm , shall not continue . LOLS . didn't gave a damn anyway . Haas . around 1+ , i had to cabbed down back to cine to meet my dad . Goshed , such a rush . Grrrr . So i had my hugs from my girls , then i and xin went . XD . Reached just in time lurhs , so heng =) . Reached home and then washed up , died in bed . Haas , sister jas came to take her things in the end then went back home . Gosed , everyone was dead beat la . After sister went home , i and xin lied on bed to watch tv then i doze off . Hurhur , pig rights ? But u never know when times get rough and busy for you . Its really tiring . =) .

SUNDAY : Woke up around 2 plus , cooked for ourselves . Eat and slack at home becas i promise daddy not to go out today . Hehheh . good girl rights ? Then i tried to sleep back again but can't , so sad . Haas . Dad came back with food around 8 plus , ate again then sister came . Smoke and talk , then they went back . I started watching television , got bored then use com . Yawns . im going to sleep soon after i blogged this finish . xDD . Just had a talk with roy , we realise its been decades since we met . So we're gonna meet up soon with joyce . Hurhur . YEAH !! I MISS EVERYONE . =) .

I have to be strong , i know le . =) . i know wad to do to get myself back already . Study , Play , Work , Do the things i like , keep myself busy everyday . Chatted with you earlier on , at least its so much better today although its abit out of subject to talk about , but at least we did HAHA ALOT . Didn't chat alot , but i treasure tat alot . =) . This will do , i'm happy enuf . =) . And JOANNA , thanks alot alrights , without your help , i don't think we will even talk now . SMUACKS ! Hurhur . Its because of your consolling and everything tat i think about made me woke up from my SHI LIAN DAYS ! I LOVE YOU TONS LA ! =) . Loving him silently and looking how he live his life everyday happily is the thing tat made my day . I again , wanna thank you for everything . =) . FRIENDS FOREVER GUYS ! xDD .

MR.NICE GUY , you're a good boyfriend tat can do anything for your girl . But we weren't meant to be , i've tried , we really weren't meant to be . =) . I know you're really really sad right now , but im really sorry . Stay strong ! Im sure you can do it ! If fate were there for us , im sure we will get together again one day . And maybe , thats the day we're truely meant to be together . Your friends and mine were glad i let you go , instead of lying to you everyday . At least i don have to live in fear . Well , for now , we continue our life without each other . You are living without me , so ya , =) , don think too much alrights . We are stil FRIENDS , rmb ? x)) .

Decided to give my all to this few weeks of studying after school . Like maybe monday and wed and fri , staying back in sch to study for my upcoming exams . I really don wish to stay back for next year . Hurhur . Concentrate on studying and then my frens . i don't think i would want to be attach until i found someone who's truely there for me always . =) . Or maybe someone i can put my love on . i don't know what's going to happen for the next few weeks or months but i know what i want . =) . Clubbing with frens and shopping is a must . So ya , =) . Vionna's strong again ! Hurhur . I shall not drop back into our memories , i promise , and im real this time ! I LOVE EVERYONE ! ESPECIALLY , dont tell you guys . Hehheh .

BLOG UPDATED BY JASMINE x)

Was it meant to hurt so much ? Why do i have to act like i'm strong enough to forget you ? Its difficult , to continue to be like this . How would anyone know the feeling of this ? Am i just too tired ? Thinking too much ? Or isit true ? Can u come back like the way u want to go back to her that much ? I've so much to say , I've so much i wanna do . Why did they tell me its so impposible already ? Are they speaking the truth ? Why am i still giving myself hope ? Why am i believing so much in fairy tales stories ? why do i have to make myself wait on when i know nothing's gonna happen ? Why is he still so cold towards me ? Why do i only have to be his friend ? Why does i still have to put on a smile , when it actually hurt so much inside ? Why can't it just be a happy ending ? Why am i so agitated ? Why am i breaking down now ? You're still everything i want , but you've lost the love , for me . She's a lucky girl , why did she leave you ? Why wouldn't you talk to me ? What did i lose in her ? Why isit so difficult to erase to pain you had left for me ? Do you know how it hurts now ? Why wouldn't you give my love just your last chance for me ? Why do my pictures have to smile , when it isn't suppose to ? I promise i would be a good girl if you come back , i'll promise , i will . Is everything gonna be like this , forever .......

I'm sorry , sorry for everything . I know everything's my fault , i'll never do it again ...

BLOG UPDATED BY XIN :)

Vionna's in very very good mood today . She dosen't even know why herself . Haas . Its like i slept at around 6 plus in the morning today , i thought my dad was going to wake me up around 7 , like as usual . But he only woke me up around 1o plus and i was like jumping up from my bed then he said , " aiya , late le la , go back sleep " . lols . cute rights ? hehheh , then i was like thinking , wheee , so heng ahs , so late sleep stil no need go sch . lalas . then Jas sister [ MRS.CHOO ] woke me up around 2.o8pm . then i jump out of my bed again , thinking , xue te , late le late le , suppose to meet Joyce darling ! awwww , been decades since i last see her . then rush rush rush , but usually if i rush , i will be in a very bad mood , but dunno why today rush , i'm stil in a very good mood . Hahas . After that dad went to fetch Jas sister first then fetch me then we went down . Goshed , suppose to meet her at 3 but was late for 2o mins . hehes . so i have to be her maid for the day . Well , i'm a good maid ok , don't believe ask her . hurhur . We went kobayashi to have our breakfast / lunch , and then have our girls talk , then went to kbox . Everyone was craving for ciggs after our nice breakfast/lunch . Grrrrr . Had such a fun day la ! Then after that finish singing , it was around 8.15 already , vionna me was craving for FAMOUS AMOUS cookies , grrrr , so went to buy 1oogm . hehes . i know i'm a pig , but its really nice ok ! lalas . Went to sit in front of burger king there to take our pics . Whee , fun . We made loads of faces and laughed alot . =) . i'm glad Joyce smiled and laughed ! We had alot of talk last night on the phone already , and we just can't stop talking even after we meet up . hehes . Whatever it is , I LOVE HER lurhs . no doubts . X)) .

Jas sister was suppose to come my house but after fetching Joyce darling home , her brother called her to go back her coffeeshop there to eat with their family . sobs sobs . i feel so pathetic . So dad fetch her home , then brought me to buy my dinner , yum yum . Walked pass Blk 12 and realise its been so long since i last go down stairs to slack with them . I miss xiaozhi , marcus , didi , etc ... BOOS ! I miss those days . =) . Midnight slack and drink at block 12 , tell ghost stories , jokes , IQ quests , morning go someone house to play majong or go for breakfast . Slack around again then go kbox or go out , arbo go home . Boos , even if the night was long and slow , but its stil fun slacking with them . BOOS . Called xiaozhi right away and he said he was not downstairs , called renjie , he say he at safra . Grrr , am i that suey ? Was nagging to xiaozhi saying that its been so long we never met up , and he kept blaming me ! RAHHS ! Guess only Ah Huat and the other guys were there . Well ! Came back home and prepare , then again , use com . Didn't know why suddenly so busy , i just reached home and my msn kept blinking . over 12 chat logs were calling for me . Busy chatting , i don't even have time to watch my tv ! BOOHOOS ! so i just finish chatting to that BLACK BITCH [ ng xin hui ] , lols . She's getting online now , and going to help me blog again , hurhur , thanks lurhs girl ! muacks muacks muacks muacks muacks ! LALAS ! =) . Anw , its a nice day todae =) .

[ Why am i lying to you , to myself that i love you , when it isn't even you . I've been forcing myself to pass this few days of mine , why do we have to suffer together ? Why must i give you the chance just because you've waited for me for more than half a year ? Why must i lie to myself ? Why am i lying to you and your friends ? Why am i turning like that ? I thought , I assume i would tend to fall for you as time passes , but i just couldn't . I know i've not been replying to your messages and calls for this past two days , but i just can't bare to lie to myself anymore . I didn't have the courage to say anything to you , I just lied to you just the way he lied to me . i know whatever i do is hurting you now , but i really have nothing to do more other than being like this . I lied to you , i said i just hadn't the time to accompany you , i lied saying i'm only busy . Why do i have to ? I'm afraid to hurt you , i'm really afraid to do so . I know i still miss him , i know i stil love him , but i know all i could do was to continue lying to you and myself . After the news i've heard today about wad had happen between him and her , i was so glad , i didn't knew why . But something came to my mind , so what they're seperated , its impossible between us anyway . GIve me time , to have the courage to tell you what i've always wanted , pls wait for me . ]

* I remember asking Zhiyang on sat , i said " ehs , is adriano cominq to sing for this concert ? " He looked at me , he smiled , he replied , " no , but he's cominq to see this concert . No worries , don't think so much , =) . " At that moment , i didn't jump for joy , i think and think , wad would you do if you see me on the video ? What if you see me in the concert , what would you do ? would you walk off like the way you walk off that day ? I thought she said she loved you more than me , i thought she said she's going to treasure you more than me , i thought she was like so wei da when she said all these things ? what's happening now ? Why did she leave you ? Not suitable ? Do you realise the feeling now ? Do you ? When someone you loved tells you only after a month u've been together that she/he don't find that you guys are suitable to be together ? Or like she thinks you're too old or something ? Do you know the feeling now ? Do you realise how i felt at that moment , that sat ? Waiting for you was all i could do , but wad happen ? nothing .. nothing .. I called you , i cried , i shouted , wad did you do ? Kept fcuking quiet on the fone and listen to me cry and then when i just put down the phone , did you even bother to call back ? Don't you feel guilty ? Don't you even feel hurt at all ? I don't think u feel any right ? Because you're someone so heartless , someone without feelings . You don't know the feeling of being hurt and alone . My friends feel sad for you , do you know why , becas you're such a loser , others are trying to find a long lasting relationship , but how about you ? Still tryiing to be a play boy playing with girls feeling ? So is the feeling of being dumped like this good ? Don't you look down on yourself ? Think back of everything you've done , pls wake up . I know , i've know long ago that u've block me from your msn , wad's the use ? am i that irritating ? did i irritate you ? Or what ? you feel guilty and don't wish to look at my nick ? Or after my friends called to scold your BELOVED GF and made you so angry that you block me from ur msn ? Silly boy , silly one , Whose fault was it at first ? If she hadn't say those things in her testi for you , none of this would happen ! I pity her , i pity you . If she had truely love you , she wouldn't have leave you now . Sometimes , i don't know why i am as silly as you , i don't know why am i still here waiting PATIENTLY for you when someone better is out there waiting PATIENTLY for me . i wonder why ... *

SPECIALLY TO MY JOYCE : This is all i have to tell you , don't be silly to buy for him so much things already alrights . Its obvious he dosen't even appreciate whatever his having now , so what's the use of treating him so good ? I can't imagine you told be the trip that you're going to taiwan with him , and you're going to pay for him ! A ticket cost over $85o , how about both ? I've been to taiwan , the ticket has already cost a bomb , and i even spent over $5ooo there . Worst you're going with him now , how much are you going to spent then ? The cost you've spent on him in this past 1o months you've been together is really a bomb ! Its time to wake up and leave him ! i'm not trying to break you guys up , i just can't bare to see him treat you like this . Can't you see he's just a bastard out of nothing ? I just don't want you to get hurt or cry the way you cried ytd . I believe if rain knows anything about this , i think she would probably go crazy right ? DARLING , I DON"T WANNA SEE YOU LIKE THIS ! NOOOO ~~ Grrrrr . I'm glad i've made your day today alrights ! I'm happy enough to see you smiles . No worries la , anything just give me a call or a message , i'll promise i'll return to you asap alrights ! Think properly ok ! =) . WAIT , aiya , i forget to give you my hug today . nvm nvm , next time next time , i ehs , pay you back double of my hugs . HURHUR ! =) . I LOVE YOU OKAYS !! I LOVE YOU ! .

TO MY DEARY JAS SISTER : JIE , make the decision yourself . Think for all you can . I can tell you de , i already say finish ytd on the phone le . I hope you rmb . Don't regret only after giving up . Treat him all the best you want , its not becas he's a fun guy means everytime can play de ! Both of you also have fault , cannor say only him . Whatever he said to you , i believe its true . You can't easily change a guy's mind on this kind of things . Like he said , if he had really want to , you run also cannot run . So i beg you to think over carefully alrights . i don't want you to get hurt too . I just don't want anyone close to me get hurt , understand ? Like wad i say , there's always many disadvantages and advantages in a relationship , it only sees how you go and fidle with it . Alright alright ! you also lurhs , no more tears ok !! =) . SMUACKS LA ! HURHUR . you never know how much i actually love you girls . =) .

To friends who had always been there for me , been there for me since the day i fall , thank you for everything . Thank you for accompanying me , tolerating me and everything , thank you lovely people . =) . Its because of you guys , i realise whats my dream , i finally realise what i really wanna do for the rest of my life . i know what i should concentrate on now , i know what to do le . My dream of being a sucessful singer / model , i've been trying to work on it . Trust me guys ! im really working hard on it ok !! =) . I told myself , even if none of this fulfil , i'll just want to be a normal happy house wife . xD . You guys won't know how much i love you all la ! Although i know sometimes my attitude really sux like hell but durhs , those who know me always know what to do . =p . Thank you , thank you for always being there for me . =) .

And lastly ! To all those who hate me like fcuk , i wanna thank you guys too lurhs ! You made me realise where i should change in or what i should stop doing . You guys made me grow & learn ! Although sometimes you guys really sux la , hehes , but durhs , after a few mins , i just durhs , don't have the hate feeling for you guys . I wonder why am i like tat la . So Ya , even if you hate me hurhs , pls pls pls don't go around asking " ehs , you know vionna ? eh , you know miss vanilla ? you know hors .. blahs blahs blahs " Durhs . Haas . its kinda of childish to be doing this now lurhs , Its time to realise wad u guys should really do ! i don't need you guys to make my name big . i don't need you guys to spoil my reputation . Even if its really like this , no thank you , i will rather spoil my reputation myself . PLS don't go spread things that isn't true about me becas Blehs , let me find out , xia chang bu kan she xiang . HEHEHE . no offence for whatever im saying now , but ya , jjust put yourself in my shoes . So people , ! Get a life ! xD .

Hao la , wad a really long blog . Boring ma . Then suddenly mind appear alot of things to write . so just write lo . hehes . kks la . this time update also dunno when wil update liaos . Slowly read hurhs ! =) . BOOMS !
WONG JIA XIN SAYS SHE LOVES ME IN HER BLOG . SHE LIED .
SHE MESSAGE JAS SAY SHE LOVES HER MORE . WTH .
LIAR ! I LOVE HER NO MORE MANS ! NO MORE ~~~ lalas .