i miss you.
这么多天没见
可是我总想起你的声音在我耳边
今天心情好吗
是否不愉快
要一切都看得开
世界没有太坏
虽然不在你身边
我的心有一条线
连着你
牵着你
好想你想到愿意相信
我就闭上了眼睛
你在这里
别忘记我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里
不要忘了我有多么爱你

不要忘了吃饭不管有多忙
不要忘了开车时候一定要往前看
其实我真的很快乐
有你一直守侯
一直走到了以后都挽着你的手
虽然不在你身边
但我在你心里面
我愿意等着你
我好想你想到不能呼吸
想到全身没力气没有关系
你别忘记我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里
不要忘了我有多么爱你
我一直在这里
别忘了我有多么爱你.

Merry X'mas Everybody! :D!
Alrights,though darryn:),xinhui & kc bro isn't here to celebrate it with me,
but i've gotta admit this is the best christmas that happen to me(:
Its been so long since i receive presents on Christmas day!
& the traditional thing to do here is that we wake up early and put the presents all on the hall table.
Like if these presents are mine,put it here,and the presents for another person are left on another side :D.
Then when we are ready,we have to open the presents right in front of everybody:D
Unlike singapore,we have to bring back the presents first,or else if we open it in front of everybody,its no respect-.-
Because its my first year celebrating here,i didn't got any presents for them.=x
Instead,i'm the one receiving:DWheeeees.
Let me tell you what made me so happy(:
Okays,i was the one who woke up the latest,hehes,because i find no reason to wake up early=x.
Then my family started saying,"go,go open all the presents!".
So i went to brush my teeth and change my shirt to darryn's shirt=x.hehes.
Then i went to sit on the sofa to look at my presents.lalalalas.
Look look,important part coming:D
At first,i was only concentrating on the wrap-up presents that were on the sofa.
Then i realise something was like in front of me,blocking me.
When i took a look at it,it was a Guitar...
I never thought it was for ME!
Till i look at the envelope that was paste in front,that wrote,Vionna.
And wheees!Its for me for me!:D
It came with everything,a box wrap up and inside was all the ehs,whats that call,i forgot.Whatever lahs!Just that,everything comes with the guitar!
Even books and CDs that had to do with the guitar.lalas,jealoused?!
And then other presents was a bag,that i can put my laptop in it:D,
and another one,a perfume & a body lotion that has a very nice smell.
Its like,you don't have to put perfume anymore if you just put that body lotion:D
Wheeeees~~how nice is this.
Though i don't know whether the guitar is branded or not,but who cares,
its beautiful,its shiny,its nice,its WONDERFUL. :D
Its the thought that counts,this is all it matters(: whees,its enough.

Alright,stop the presents thing.Anyway,its christmas today,and neither i'm going anywhere):
So sad,but the thought of the present just satisfy me.lalas.
And one more week,one more week i'm going back!
Quick quick,i miss darryn,i miss daddy,i miss xinhui,i miss kc! :D
So yea,i had my lunch,i'm gonna watch a show on com now while waiting for darryn to get online.Hehhheh.
OK!Bye readers(:

P.S : I don't mind to receive more presents =x .

Ok,nothing to blog recently.(:
Just that i bought many many chocolates and sweet.
wheees.Currently listening to the song,Miss You Like Crazy,by The Moffats.
Very long ago song i guess.Just went to check up some of their songs,
they came up with this song themselves,long long ago.
When they were still very very young,around my age,i guess.Hahahas.
Really nice song,go check it up(:
There're more songs,like the,Misery & Always In My Heart!
Hahahahas!Nice.(:
Alrights,been shopping and coming back home early.Nothing more):


Came by the song,Laopo,just now.
Loads of memories.And where had all the promises gone to?
The way we all changed,these memories....(: forget it.


emotional moment,
i miss you like crazy.
when could i see you again.
i just miss everything,everything about you,silly.

Went to abit of shopping ytd(:
& get to webcam with darryn:Dbut i can't see him,
only he can see me):
And they're selling lots of lots of CHOCOLATES here!wheees,
anyone,want some ?!:D
i'll buy back for you guys!hahahahas!
Will be celebrating my christmas and my mum's birthday here(:
So now,using the com for awhile,and then we're going to shopping AGAIN:D
Guess will be shopping like everyday?!hehheh,and so you guys want anything ?!
I'm kind what!:D
Ytd my mum and my auntie was like talking,and then they was saying that my sister use to study here for a few months.
And then was like asking me if i like this place ? What if they plan to let me study here a few months too?): Then how am i gonna see darryn?
Anyway,two weeks decide for now ...


你始终没有爱过,你在敷衍我.
一次一次忽略我的感受,我真的感到力不从心,无力继续.
这感情不值得我犹豫,不值得我考虑,不值得我爱过你.
这种回忆不值得我提起,不值得想起,不值得哭泣.
这段感情早就应该放弃,早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹.
这样的你不值得我恨你,不值得我为你而坏了心情.
我决定不为你而毁了心,放弃爱你. (: J .


emotional moment,
all because of you.
after two years,its still meant to be.

So,here to do a little update.Currently already at Sydney(: .
Don't pause and think why i have com to use here,
because i have family living here.So yea,using my uncle's com(:
Current time here is 2.35am,which is faster than Singapore for 3 hours.
Singapore's current time is like only ehs,11.35pm?Hahas.
& i'm tired,but i miss darryn:),alot.
Like praying for him to get online real soon.
But then he can only be online around 4 plus,means here around 7 plus):.
Think i get to sleep first,maybe.Cas i've nothing to do here-.-
Blahs,i've nothing to update.Cause i reached here in the night,
and came to the house right away.
Lets see how tmr(: i'll try to update everyday but no pictures(:
Only till i'm back in Singapore then pics will be updated:D



emotional moment,
missing you so much,tell me what to do.
): i feel like a little kid,so in need of someone.
yes,i teared,yes,i did.

before i went hongkong(: had work with jabez & people(;

my pretty girl(:

before i cut my hair):i had a few pics of them first.

So yes,i did my trip to hongkong on the 14th,and i came home,the bloody com of mine can't be on.I had no phone,because my phone was with xinhui(:.so only now on the 21st,i got back my phone,and manage to on my com(:Blogging now at the time on 5:34am while behind me,david,darryn:),edmund,kc & xinhui,playing mahjong.Getting kinda of tired already,but i still have a flight to sydney at 9.30.Gotta leave house at 7.30am):I just can't bare to leave singapore again.& this time,i will be back only on the 1st of Jan 2008.-.-

Anyway,talking about hongkong,it wasn't as nice as taiwan.bored.The pictures there taken was over 400 of them,so wondering how am i gonna post them up.hahas!Went to disneyland,wasn't as fun as i thought.Only that i saw many cute characters:DNothing to shop,just that i got many shoes thats all=x.hehes.didn't get much presents back either.The things were so orh-piang,or i should say,all the same.Nearly every shop i walk into,had the same things.Just that some prices are different.Nothing much to talk about,i shall let the pictures i update the next time do the talking(:

Alrights,nothing to blog anyway.Shall go entertain them awhile more & i shall go prepare for my early flight(:And as for the renovation of my room,i think i should get to see it when i come back from sydney:Dwhees,so excited.(:Tag me,and i'll reply asap when i get a chance to use the com.Loves.

There are just some things,i can't be bothered to say anymore.
People do get tired of empty promises and disappointments,

then i'll let it be this time.

I gonna miss you,i hope you would miss me too.
But don't work too hard,you need your rest time too.(:
Enjoy this last two weeks of your holidays here,take care,bestfriend!

To you who called me a friend,

now,not only i get sick of you.
Everyone you called bestfriend is getting sick of you too.

You might not realise,but i know what i heard(:

For you,too many times of nagging & telling you dosen't works,so now,forget it.

Since you don't even know how to learn over your mistakes,
& don't even know how to repay people for what they did good to you,

i don't think there's anymore i could do for you.

The people you always tell me about,are actually now turning their back on you.
& again like what i say,i don't have to specific the person i'm talking about(:,

its just that if you're guilty reading this,then you are the person.
Don't have to act like you're not guilty or its not you when actually,

you're feeling the right thing deep down inside(:

emotional moment,

among all people i've mentioned,

last but not least,i hope you know,that you're the one i gonna miss the most.

like same,take good care of yourself,i don't wanna come back here,

and hear you coughing like the way you are now.

The sad thing is,i'm not using my laptop anymore,its full of virus.):
No picutres for you people.
I'm sorry that i didn't blog for such a long time(:

2007's ending soon and i've only realise now,
that i'm left with 10 days here.
For the nex 3 weeks,i guess i'll be blogging no more.
I won't be in Singapore.Leaving for Hongkong & Australlia.
Though i'm looking forward to it,but it dosen't cheers me up.
I still get disappointment from people around me again,&,again.
Maybe i'm really not important,but i hope this time i leave,
it would be really a nice break.
I lost my K810i.Bloody fuck.& this time,my dad didn't even bother to talk to me.
Then my mum got me a k630i.
So no more doting on me from my dad,instead,
he got darryn:) a Ice Silver Psp.& when my dad bought the Psp @ Simlim,
he got con by the people there,around teenagers age.-.-
How i wish i was there,so i could bloody knock their head off.
Fake wire which can be bought at a few dollars,he cost my father $20 to $3o.
__fuck off asshole.If i have the time,i wanna bring back the psp & everything
thats inside and throw it on your bloody fuck face.
Refund me back the bloody money,asshole.
Anw,there's nothing much to blog about.
My life's been such a nightmare.__
Well,gonna re-renovate my room(:with brown & white colours as main.

I've been looking at you as a stranger.
Not anymore the one i'm familiar with,the one i talked to about everything,
while you do the same.
You no longer do the things we plan and say,
no longer the one i knew.
Maybe i'm doing too much on you,but if you know,
i've been taking too much too.
Since the day he came,you're no longer the one you are,
to us,you could say speaking out about everything we ain't happy about is good.
But to him,i'll never see you do that.
Whatever advice and things we've told you is enough.
& always listening to my grumbling and nagging,they're tired too.
I'm tired too,i've been doing too much talking.
Elders were right,time could heal every wound,
but time could also make things change from bad to worse.From good to bad.
When we hadn't see each other for 8 days,and when i see you again,
though i was happy,but then what i feel isn't the same anymore.
You became a stranger to me,someone i was unfamiliar with,
though the things we do are the same as usual,but i don't see you anymore.
Ytd[monday],was the day i was looking forward to,
but everything turn out to be a disappointment,maybe more than that.
Well,nvm about that i guess?Cause if you realise,i'm leaving in 10 days time.
This time,it would be more than 8 days we wouldn't get to see each other.
I don't know how it would be,when i'm back.

To another "friend",
Its time for you to go think about what you should do about your life.
& more to do on your attitude & character.
& if you uncomfortable reading this,then yes,i'm talking about you.

Emotional moment.
you've changed me,i guess.