PASSER-BY : Why ?! Haas , i don't think i rmb how i know him .

WINNIE : Baby , ya la , adriano won't use his name and tag , too bad if you guys wanna act as him . Haas . Sweets , the video still can't be seen . Send from ur fone to me soon . Loves .

:))))))))))) : LOLS , do i really look like her ? no one said that before . hahas .

TERRANCE : LOLS , we never pray to him ahs , when did you see us praying to him ? Goshed .We are naive , so are you sweets . & ya , everybody is small to you . Hahas .

HONGLING : i miss you too :D .

ANON : Er , do yi gong . LOLS .

ADRIANO : don be lame =) .

FELICIA : Hahas , i not sure . but i heard from zhiyang saying that he's not performing but going to watch the concert only . There will be 2ooo over people , i don't think you will be so heng to see him bahs , hahas .

GERALDINEWANG : baby , i will see you tmr =) . wheeees .

PASSERBY : LOLS , is ur hair very nice ? i don't mind if you wanna send me your pic to have a look . Hahahahahas .

:)))))))))))) : yes , she's a pretty girl =) .

HELLO : LOLS , don't mix around with them ? Haas , thanks for ur concern and compliments but ya , hahas , i find they're all quite alrights . =) . I won't get cheat by them , i think , because we ain't as close as u people think .

PASSER : Juensu is juensu .

JAVIER : LOLS , i want a divorce ! lols . quick update la . tsk tsk .


ANW , HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO YAN ER =D . i hope you love ur present we gave you , i see you girls soon tmr maybe alrights . Loves .

MABLE : Ya la ! lols . nvm ~ we know ourselves can lerhs . alrights sweets , i love you tons too . Gonna link you guys up asap ! Promised :D .

GERALDINE WANG : aiya , you go cut same hair as me lurhs . LOLS . then u can love one more thing and thats your hair ! Muahahahas .

SEANY : Because it seems like its so fun la ! but i see the judges i will faint . LOLS .

IRIS : shudup , damn angry with you . you owe me that testi you say ytd write . Till now i received none la !

SOFIA : Yup Yup . see you tmr . Hurhur .

TERRANCE : oh isit ? LOLS . you pity those girls huhs ? kk , good for you :D .

FAITH : I ask chee how send me , you did a good one , but i totally look like shit . LOLS .

LIL'BAO : Haas , alrights , sure , np . ehs ? did you add me ? which one ? i accept all le , i don't think i recgonise you . Haas .

PASSERBY : Oh really ?! oh my god , don't puke too much alrights , harms ur body . Goshed , take good care of urself sweets =) .

SOMEONE : nono , i sec three . Haas , do i look like a sec 2 ?! LOLS .

PAT : Well , but its still not good to forget his birthday , am i right ? Feel so lost in the car when he hinted me it was his birthday .

JAVIER : Sweets , i see you tmr =) .

XIAOJESS : OK , IM VERY HONOURED ! I miss and love you too , so be honoured too ! Hahaas .Yup !

XIAOLING : Ah ! sures , i link you up soon , no worries , i note down ur link le ! hahas .

HEY : Ya , for the past 2 years i've been in OSS . lols .

=) : Thanks . but like wad i say , its still so wrong to actually forget such an important day .

DENISE : no sweets , you can't be sad ! you're leaving at 5am later , i gonna miss you tons . And rmb our date u planned darling ! :D .

PASSER : nono , i sec 3 . hahas .

NAME : ya , you're correct , i'm sec 3 .

KAKAS : urhs ? didn't know i'm someone nice ? Haas , what you mean ? Alrights , but i wouldn't want to smile with teeth on every pic , it will look very boring . Haas . Thanks anw . :) .

RACHEL SIM : sures ! =) .

SERENE : I know =) . Thanks loves .

JENNET : Haas , i always use mascara , i would have die without them . It concerns skills lurhs , at times i too accidently apply it onto my eyelid , but my hair's covering it , so hahas , no worries for me ! Just use ur make up remover to rub it off =) .

JUDY : you better think before u do anything . Like wad i've said many times , you know what i will do if anything happens to you .

SY : I know le i know le ! But its going to be so tiring la , its so early , at 9 . Haas , but if i can see you guys , no matter how early isit , i don't mind :D . whees , its filming time again ! Thank u anw , loves .

SAMANTHA : Thank u sweets ! Ya la , actually wen also have short hair . only that her hair's grown longer , let's force her to cut short too ! Haas . Misses ! see you on 1st June too ! whees .


The damn game was awkard the whole night after that talk . You asked me what i don't like about you , i said i didn't know . Maybe because i prefer the way you are now . I'm sorry we ain't like you girls who prefer to talk out face to face or just shoot out right away , thats your friends , not me . I saw your letter , yes , i was very angry when you told me you read my sent message and inbox . I wonder at that moment , is his messages so important to you ? If you wanna talk it out , maybe i'll say it here then . In a while , you say you have jackie , and then wilson , and then darryn , and then jordan , and at times you said fabian . Have you ever think what we will think of you ? I covered you when they talked bad about you , ending me up with loads of misunderstandings with my classmates now . You said you don't care , but i'm your friend , if you don't care about your face , would you think about mine ? I know you're willing to change for your friends , who wouldn't ? And about the zhiying thing , i had no intentions for anything @ first . I only asked wilson , and asked him if you've said any thing more , he said you said i was cheap and blas blas blas . How would i feel ? I seriously starting to dislike Hwee , i know you can see , would you asked him not to be such big mouth ? Like you came my house ytd at 3 plus for that game , i think you told him right ? Zhiying also know . Can't he just shut up ? I really don't mind if he sees this you know ? He can go around telling others where u go and wadever shit , i can say him here too . You told me its my decision now whether who i belived in , but then i realise , i've not been believing anyone since adraino left .


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEETHEART ! Your birthday's today and Yan's tmr ! Gonna see you soon later so baby , i hope you have a nice birthday tmr alrights . I LOVE YOU ! =) .


Baby , to cry in front of you about love , thats gonna be the worst thing in love i ever do . Although my heart is set on you , but our love will never be justified . I've been waiting for your message the whole day , so i understand now , even if i message you , u wouldn't even be bothered to reply . . . Denise's strong , too bad i'm not , all i can do is to pretend that i'm strong yet deep down inside , i can only cry throughout the night . I've learnt my lessons after HIM , i'll never show you how much i love you nor how sad can i be about you , loves .

PLEASE KILL ME .
I was so damn stress about my batam trip because i can't make it due to personal reasons and some religious cause ..
Had to worry so much about it and i wanted to go so much .
It feels so uncomfortable not going after i promise`em .
Been stressed up by my own personal stuff and everything .
I totally forget my dad's birthdae , which is today .
Woke up today with a bad mood because i didn't want to go to school so much .
All i was thinking was the batam trip .
Only then after school when dad fetch me up from sch and he reminded me himself what date was today .
And i realise it was his birthday . I was just choked up by words , i had nothing to say .
I was crying terribly while walking home because while i tried to called all my close friends , none was there for me .
I wanted to give a surprise for my dad but its already 4.52pm now .
I have no cash with me @ all .
Goshed , am i blind to have such sisters and friends ? I really don't know what to do now .
I guess dad heart's breaking now , i don't even rmb his birthday .
What's happening to me ?
I guess i will have to lend money around to help dad celebrate his birthday this sunday . Anybody willing to lend it to me ?
I promise i would return asap .
Dad , i'm truely so damn sorry , i'm really really very tired about things around me and really damn stress up .
I hugged my dad before i walked back home , i said sorry , and that caused me to cry out loud without letting him knowing it .
I can't imagine i even quarreled with him in school just now .
Can someone shake me awake ?
I only know how to hurt my dad , always , and even today , i can't rmb his birthday .
What kind of daughter am i ?

TELL ME I'M WRONG ,
to be with friends with you .
to know you .
to trust you so much .
to even open my mouth to say you were my sister .
If you really treated me as a good friend , would you be out there talking about me behind my back ?
Would you even wanna find probs with me ? For goodness sake , i'm so blind .
I've been trying my best to treat you as good as i can , don't you feel guilty now ?
Trying to add my friends , trying to talk bad about me that nearly caused me to have problems ?
And should i ever trust you again ?
How can you tell me different things from what you did ? I'm blind to find someone like you as a friend , why not say sister ?! goshed ...

PASSER BY : No , i'm not together with him . Haas .

SHUANA : gosh , sweetie , both of you girls really making me in such a bad place ! AHHHh ~

SMILEALWAYS : hahas . Thanks for reading and ur comments . =) . no , i'm not with xiaoping before . We're just very close .

GUIGUI : Should be know . Haas , but nvm , will link you up too . Link me too x)) .

JAVIER : oh yes yes sweets , we gonna go vroom vroom all around singapore . wheees .

GERALDINEWANG : oie oie , you is in love with me or my hair de ?! tsk tsk , luan luan lai lehs ! RAHHHS . u bu ai wo then i bu ai u le . lalas .

JUDY : yes , long time no see . been a week huhs . so bu xi guan not seeing u for so long . but im sorry loves , im really busy and don't wanna go sch .

123 : x)) . thanks for ur tag =) .

JUEYUU : hahas . Thanks ! you are ?

LYNN : oh ya loves , meet up soon ! Been so long since i see u guys . Misses la ! x)) .

GERMAINE : sweetie , i miss you like hell tons la ! But i very less go tiong le ! so difficult to see you guys ! go town juust give me a call x)) . hurhur .

lil'baO : Haas . thanks and you take care too alrights ! well , you name's familiar , you are ? :) .
PAT : AUNTIE , i want my present . sobs sobs . lols .

As days pass , you turn cold towards me . No more sweet messages , lesser meet ups , lesser subs to talk about , No more phone calls , no more sweet talks , nothing . We acted like strangers that day , wasn't we ? She hugged you as if you were going to fly away from her arms . She bidded goodbye as if she wasn't going to see you again . And when u called me there for a talk , she came in and i walked away without you even noticing . Isit because i didn't care or you ? Where's the sweet you ? Baby loves , i miss you . You still asked whenever i don't message you , you would still ask if i don't talk to you , but have you ever feel wad i felt ? You said you know about me , you said they blame you whenever i get sad , baby , i don't need that . I just don't wanna you get so cold . I don't like your way .