Here's my replies to tags darlings (:

Hongling : Soon soon ! We meet up soon , you tell me first lahs ! Ask me out first . Or we go Velvet Dragon together . Laughs .

Ssx : 2nd floor , then turn to your left (: .

Pat : Really anot ?! But my patricia thng got as famous & as cute as`em ? LOLS !

Passer : (: thanks !

Sofia : Yes yes ! Loves to you too ! :D .

XLS : (: , thanks love . I've to see you soon . Been decades since i last saw you , you're so busy with your projects lahs !

Girlfriend : Weight's a woman secret ! LOLS ! Family genes . Most of my female relatives have slim legs but horrible body like me =x . lols .

Kenny's : So fast holidays ! Then u also didn't bother to contact me lors . laughs . how long ur holidays oh ?

Anon : Me & marcus ? Class mates what , not surprise if we're very close . Laughs , why ?



Mood's really really bad . I'm so damn disappointed ): .
Didn't know you could cause my mood to change so much .
If i had listen to the voice inside me long ago ,
& not care about what others think ,
things wouldn't be like these now .
Why made what isn't suppose to be become what it is ?
Why isit hatred i always have for you ?
You don't bother about anything .

My heart's fixed , all pieces fixed on you (:

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks !
You've succeeded in spoiling my mood !
Oh my god . How i wish i could strangle you .
Bang your bloody head on the wall and hang you on top of a tree ,
kick your arse & pull your long bloody tongue out .
Feed you with dozens of reddy small chillies & then i shall chew onto bubble
gums and stick them into your stupid nose .
Using my make up remover and apply`em on your bloody small eyes .
Pierce tons of piercing needles into your throat and clam your fingers .
Bloody hell ! You suck the fcuk out of me . Oh my , curse your whole damn life !
Blahs , i guess by doing this , you would be dead by now .
& your girls will come chasing after me for my life . :D ! Whatever ...



Honey moon period is over so soon .
This love is fading off & i can feel it .
Is it my fault or yours , or its suppose to be like that ?
& then i slap myself hard today ,
i guess i need a real long rest again . . .
When i shared this to daddy , he told me ,
" whats that suppose to end , you've gotta let it be . There's no point holding on to it , whats the use ? As fate reaches , whatever gotta go , have to go . If you force it to continue , do you think you'll face happiness ? "
Will this end soon ?



So this is the way it should be ?
Life's so complicating . i'm speechless & i don't know what to say to u anymore .
laughs . since overall , you made me feel like i'm the one @ fault .
Then when u feel everything's right or whatver again ,
then come talk to me bahs .

@ first , i thought friends shouldn't lie to each other .
Or maybe best friends shouldn't keep anything from each other .
Now , i feel like such an idiot among the both of you .



Oh god bless , i have so many pictures to upload .
& stupid blogger can't upload them again . Sickening blog .
Anw , i've changed my blog song , nice isn't it ? Laughs , enjoy .....
& i'll be selling tickets for Lustrous @ Velvet Dragon , 06 sept 07 . $15 per tix . Call me , find me now to get`em ! & don't buy from chinhong =x , laughs . Buy from me from me ! :D .

Edison & jay chou ? (:

A very fcuking unhappy day . Mood's been changing up and down for me today .
Durhs .
Woke up in the morning , because i had a difficulty in sleeping due to some problems .
Went to told my dad " pa , i don't want go school . "
Seriously ok , i'm very sick & tired of sch , especially Mondays .
Now i believe , Mondays tends to be very blue-ish .
So i went back to sleep .
Woke up by a phone call @ home . I forgotten all about my cousin outside sch waiting for me .
So i said " arbo you come my house now "
After that she call me , and asked me to meet`em @ tiong for lunch .
So i rush and prepare , then phoned daddy to ask him bring me down .
Went for lunch with cousin , then went walking around tiong to find my foundation .
Can't find any foundation or clothes i'm interested in .
So i went down to bugis with cousin . Then she said she had to go to meet her friends @ batok .
So i went shopping alone @ bugis .
Because i'm a simple girl (: , so i don't need any high class items .
I prefer buying things from streets .
I went to this shop and i was looking @ the shoes while talking on phone with kristine baby .
Then someone patted on my shoulder , i nearly faint . laughs .
When i turn my head around , tada darling me , Its hazel baby :D .
Been wanting to meet up with her for so long , but didn't got the chance . Giggles .
And i'm so surprise she regconise me because i was facing my back to the front .
Laughs . Talked abit then i continue buying my shoes . they're so lovely !
I kept " shouting " on the phone " ahhh , this is nice , ahh , this is nice too " . lols .
then after putting down the phone , i went to look @ shirts and bags and everything .
Kinda of proud of myself =x . laughs , because i saw alot of people .
And even on a monday , i can see friends around =x . OK , i know i'm talking too much =x .
Too proud ~ lols . i should remain humble . Hahahahas !
Saw jovel , then we talked abit too , then went on seperate ways . Laughs .
When i was getting my shirt , i saw edmund , so i said " edmund ! "
Then he was like " ehs , who are you ahs , so familiar . who who ~ "
Then i go " fcuk you , everyday see me @ class you don't know who i am . lols . "
Anw , i saw quite a few more people who called out for me , but no idea of who they are now .
I've short - term , you know .
Then when i was walking towards the other side of bugis street , this girl came up to me ,
she said " hey , er , bla bla bla " i nearly faint . i thought wad was going to happen .
I've very very innocent . I'm scared . lols .
But nothing la , she said what advertisment wad thing de . Some bluff people thing . lols .
Town have alot . Lets see how this is gonna bluff me this time . Hahahahas ! =x .
Went to accomapnied xiao-lyn , the one who always sells clubbing tickets de .
Accomapnied her walk around , talk , smoke with martin [ her friend ] .
Saw darling (: . Awww , those lovable memories .
Anw , i found a job @ bugis :D . Then i got scolded my that idiot wee tiong .
saying that i smoke yet i don wanna find a job which is @ the ground floor of bugis or what .
Then ground floor stil can go pei`em [ him , jovel & darling ] .
Ok lahs , i'm wrong . I should have gave a second thought . lols .
but at least i got air-con ma . LOLS !
nvm , but i know him few years already , i know he dotes on me as much as ping they all does (:
He gave me a nice nice sunglass . Took pictures with it , upload it soon . Giggles .
Then after that i went to wait for daddy , then we went to penni for my skinnies . whees .
My qingaide da gege jie shao de . We were suppose to go tgt but , (: lets not talk bout it .
So i called him & fan him for the place . Blahs .
After buying , came home (: , thats today . Shopping spree . LOLS !
I guess i should shop more often alone , i feel so much better now (: .
& i'm gonna start studying next week i guess . (: EOY are around the corners .
I've gotta bucked up on my eng and chi . Concentrate on my art .
Start swollowing in my Bio details . Laughs . Yea , thats about it (: . Study vionna , JIAYOU !


I'm a very spoilt child .
So spoilt that i guess i've finally come to my senses .
After so much hurting , thinking & sobbing .
Everything seems clearer now (: .
And girlfriend told me " take each step slowly "
& whenever i talk to her , i always feel so much better and awake .
Like what i told her " People often make mistakes in their lives . I'm one among all & everybody has a chance to turn back , do i ? "
Baby , i miss you .

Soul-searching as an eng candidate (:

Alrights , lets talk about saturday .
Went to school early in the morning around 8 plus for my eng oral exam .
Was the last one in the C group who took the exam .
All because of that Shanti lahs . If not i could have went home early .
After reading and all the conversations all that ,
We had the one to one talk , something like that lahs .
Then miss lee told me i was the best eng candidate among all students in Group C .
Hehhheh , that kinda of made my day (: .
Anw , went to find dear <3 in the evening , accomapnied him for awhile ,
then i left for Roselyn's birthday .
Anw , not gonna talk about the rest of it . Totally spoilt my mood (: .
Went to find a place for dinner with daddy after that and we talked alot .
Yea , never thought we both could talked so much . Hahahahas !
But anw , suddenly i find everything he says makes so much sense . Laughs .

" Your closest friend will turns out to be your worst enemy , the one who backstabs you the most @ your lowest point of life . The one you trust the most will be the one who hurts you the most and never believe someone for who they are . You can have anything you want with the one you treats the best now , but when it comes to something that only benefits in them & not you , they can make you lose everything in one blow because they're the one you share most of your secrets with , and they know everything about you . You can never make someone yours forever . If you've made a decision of taking something up , be sure of yourself that when that something goes , be prepared to let it go with pride . No matter how much it hurts in your heart , never let anybody know . You can prevent everything and anything from your enemy but you'll never know about your closest one you love . "
Aiya , we just talked alot alot ytd (: . I love daddy so much !
Picture speaks for a thousand words . I've decided to save money to buy a digital camara (: . Then i shall take alot alot of pictures and print them out . I shall take pictures especially with daddy and baby <3 & my closest girls and boys . Keep them well in a cute album :D .

Well , for now i'm like doing nothing @ home . Mood's really bad .
I need shopping . And crazy shopping seriously !
I'll wait for my girls to be free for me then i'll go shopping .
Dear primary school friend , cheng en , owe me a white skinnies .
He promised me ! LOLS !
And after this post soon , i gonna do my household chores again . Yawns .

i'll update later again ! laughs . as this post is too short , and i'm so not satisfied with it . I've so much to complaint and to talk about ! Urhs !

& u know , i can never bare to let you go . (:

Replies to tags babies ! (:

EC : oh , shudup man . LOLS !

Girlfriend : No love , why ? Do i looked like i've put braces before ? Haas .

Sarah : Yea sweets , you take good care of yourself too . Don't be naughty because i'm always looking (: .

Passerrrr : Yes dear ? Thank you (: Be proud of yourself too whenever you looked into the mirror .

Xin : Of cas lahs , unlike you , lack of pictures . LOLS .

(: : Friendster's being conqured by virus , it can be viewed now =) .

Jing` : You bo xim ma . Hahahahas ! I miss you lahs , When are we heading out again . Everytime see you in sch , buey sian . LOLS .

Kah leong : Pass your dog to me , pls ?! aiya , not haven link you . is i haven't link alot of people yet . You ask`em . LOLS .

Maybelline : Haas , thanks !

Sofia : Thanks love , kao ni le (: . I can't do much except to ask this favour from you . Thanks for everything darling .

PASSER : Thanks dear , thanks for dropping by too ! :) .

Kenny's : Should be (: . Love , you've gotta stay happy too . Don't wanna drop by your blog someday and see you with sad posts . Have to meet you up for dinner or something soon ! (: .

Past pictures (: , finally sent to me .

Okays okays , i know you people gonna laugh ur ass out about this pictures . There's actually one more worst picture . But i guess i won't put it up , totally disgrace me and my friends . LOLS , so it shall turn out to be a personal collection ! Hahahahas ! This's the day @ Krunk . Xuan lahs ! She just held the camara up , then click onto it without waiting for us . LOLS .

They took the pictures without me =( . LOLS ~ angelina , liyong , xuan (: .

My slut ! LOLS . she can dance for long . Not like us , old already . LOLS ! She can don't stop and continue dancing . LOLS .

Yes , i know i'm flat chested ! LOLS ! standing with her makes me so depress ! LOLS . She probably gonna kill me for this if she sees it . laughs .

Actually , we can get cam - whore alot if we're in the mood . Laughs !

She loves taking pictures of others when they're not looking at the camara . You must be 101% alert if you're taking pictures with her . LOLS .

I was wondering when i looked @ this picture " what made me looked so surprised ?! Laughs "

Chin hong's phone pictures are here too . Too bad , some pictures can't be posted up . (:

I think they love looking @ me when i take my pictures . LOLS ! Each picture i take each time , they'll stare at me . LOLS . So to preventing myself from being shy , i wore xuan sunglasses .

& i love this picture alot , don't know why (: so innocent look . LOLS .

He's face looks big in every picture i took with him . I think because i have a small face =x . lols .

You know why im looking down and he got a jiao face ? Because those idiots are looking @ us again . LOLS !

If i'm not wrong , this's the first picture we took (: .

Baby's <3> I don't like to take pictures with flash on . So i had to cover half of my face . LOLS . And yea , this was taken that day @ kbox . Laughs .

Look @ my baby's <3>

Cause i've got you , there's nothing more for me to ask more .
Other than my girlfriends by side , you're everything i've ever wanted .
Baby , head home early to rest if you can . Don't make me worry .
Even if i doze off at times when u're outside , i would wake up from nightmares of something happening to you .
Don't make me worry more honey . I can't afford to lose you so soon .

No matter how i tried to hide , you'll always be my boo (:

This's the picture i promised . Baby <3 it ="x">

Alrights , for about wednesday , everything totally screwed up for me .
Was suppose to meet SisterChan [ deborah , if you guys don't know her name but only know her as ah girl , then ah girl ok . lols ] .
& meet my boy <3 with another couple & others .
But then things totally screwed up , due to the ANOTHER couple's boy &
other things including that stupid dentention that wasted my 3 hours of time .
Anw , nvm , so i came back home after detention & prepare .
Wait , first i gotta thank Marcus (: , thanks for like making my day .
Like when i told you i'm in such a bad mood , you bothered to come asked what happen & other things like i thought that you'll never do . Laughs .
Thanks for " entertaining " me (: .
Alrights . So after preparing like an idiot , i rushed down to find love <3 & my Sister . Like been's so long since i last saw her .
So actually we were suppose to catch a movie , but that DAGE denny decided to go kbox & he made us wait again !
While waiting , all of us went down to smoke and slack ? Yea , i saw Nana and xiaobai . Oh goshed , love`em =x . Laughs .
In the end , baby <3 & me decided to go kbox first to wait for DAGE denny . LOLS .
Romantic isn't it ?! LOLS !
Then that denny came around 9 , when i have to go @ 9 plus . Durhs .
So baby <3>

& about today , thursday (: . Baby and i made a few decisons ytd night .
Saying that he shall come outside school to bring me , then we shall go catch a movie @ tiong then off to have our dinner then home .
Or maybe go jas's house after he fetched me from school or something .
Budden , something stupid happened . I didn't went for school ! LOLS .
because dad got up late . & guess what , i didn't even got up to tell love <3 .
He called me @ 2 and told me he was @ outram mrt already . =x . OMG .
I nearly died of heart attack when i looked @ the time .
So after that when he said " aiya , nvm , i go home lors " .
My heart broke into pieces . Like i've tua him like that . Durhs !
So i said " urhs , okok , arbo u come find me @ my house ? "
Then he took a cab here (: .
He accomapnied me til 6 plus after daddy came home , then he went to find his friends (: .
Cooked dinner after daddy came home , finished dinner and everything around 8 plus i guessed . Doze off really soon around 9 plus .
But woke up around 11 plus , here to finish my blog (: . Guess thats about it .

I get to see love <3 everyday , and i guess i'm getting use to it .
The way we hugged to sleep , and probably this's the reason why i can't get to sleep now .
I easily get use to having him around with me .
& I'm trying so damn hard to get to sleep now . Boos .
Envy me people , envy me for having such a cute and caring boyfriend (: .

& why am i having this fear inside me after you left my home ?
Why so afraid that you might just leave anytime and never bother to turn back ?
These thoughts of you leaving are scaring me .
I know i must have full faith during every relationship ,
i know i shouldn't doubt about it ,
But i'll never know when you'll leave .
Things are always so sweet @ every starting of each relationship ,
no one will know what will happened as time passes .
I've been through so much relationships ,
& as each time i post a post , its always so sweet @ first .
& night mare comes behind . Like no matter how sweet this relationship gets ,
it always fails to last .
I don't believe in forever , but i just don't want my heart to hurt as much as it does the previous times .
I know i shouldn't be pondering over it now , because i sound so cock up .
As when i'm saying how sweet we're getting , i'm worrying about it another way .
I love the way you always asked if you could go somewhere with your friends ,
i love the way you tell me how much you missed me and everything .
i love it when you say how much you gonna love me and how much you do .
I love the way you lie on me and the way you always looked at me with your beautiful eyes .
While i try to convince myself that your love is true , i hope you know mine will always be here .
Baby , i know you're reading this , & seriously , i want you to know this ,
you've made me so addicted to your hugs and smoochies you give .
Made me so use to receiving your messages & calls . So if you happen to be like today , not messaging me hours because your phone ran out of money ,
you'll make my mind go wild like what it is doing now .
Although i know its because your phone ran out of money , but probably its because i'm use to the love you've gave me , so i'm thinking too much i guessed .
I hope what people tell me about you isn't true , i really wished i've trust and made the right decision .
I don't want what i heard to become reality , if this's a dream , can i request to sleep forever ?
I can't be like your ex - girlfriends , there's so much things that they're able to do and i can't . Thats what i've lost in them .
If you've realise why i always leave my head down when i'm with you ,
its not because like what i always say " haha , you really have a Laugh @ Me face "
But its because i've lost my confident whenever i'm with you .
I've lost confident in who i am whenever i take myself to compare with your girls .
I don't know the reason why but i guessed unless we last for long , i won't be able to lift up my head and be myself whenever with you .
All girls around you are so much more better than me , and i don't know where i've went right that made you love me .
But baby , i'm very right , i just couldn't lift up my head in front of you .
Like when i see her ytd [ i hope you know who ] , i totally lost myself .
I don't know why i'm comparing so much things , but i seriously hate myself for being like that . ): .
Its all about my confidence honey , give me time , probably the time when i'm back on track , you'll be able to see me lifting up myself in front of you (: .
Baby , every min we're together , i always treasure`em .
When i hear you talked how well your ex - girls treated you , i really hate myself because i can't get out @ night or stay out late to be with you or not be able to do the things they do for you .
But my friends told me , if you truely do love me , you won't mind about all these , and treasure every min being with me like how much i treasure to be with u .
Love , while typing this , I realise how much i'm missing you and how much i need to see you right now .
You've spoilt me real bad because you've got me so use to everything about you .
Like what i've told xuan , i don't know what will happen if i lose you one day , or even , soon . I don't want to fall down deep again , its so difficult to get up once more . Although probably i'll do foolish things if you go , although i know its not worth it , but this pain could overcome how much it hurts beneath me .
But this is what i guessed i'll do if you go , for now , you've everything i wished that will never end (: .
This love gonna be strong isn't it baby (: .
No matter how much rumours we hear about each of us , we shall'd care about it .
because this love belongs to us , even if people dosen't wants to see us together .
Your voice and laughters are the things that bright up my day .
This is the you i see , i wished this wouldn't change . I wished you've meant about everything you've promised me (: .
Iloooooooooveeeeeeeyooooooouuuuuuuu darling !

Mine

He makes no difference in two pictures . So i guess i'm the only one changing faces . Lols .

Don't you think his face got those kind of " Laugh @ me " face ? Lols ! Shhh , don't tell him i said this ! Giggles .

Bored , very bored @ home . She was playing with her heavy heavy laptop she brought to my house . Laughs . Look @ how vulgar she is ..

Xin hui's sleeping behind us . So we took her phone . & when she woke up , she told me her phone's spoilt . Don't you feel like smacking her ? lols .

After so much nagging from me , she's still very vulgar . So sad , i can't change her ! LAUGHS !

Yup , finished praying around 7 plus . Went to tiong to meet baby <3 with jas & xin . I nearly died while shouting for xin to wake up before i went down to pray for the 7th month & wait for her . No matter how i call and move her , she just didn't bother to gave me any response . Lols . Anw , after meeting baby <3 @ tiong , we waited for the DA GE DENNY outside Burger King . After some physo-ing & talking , we cabbed down to Jas house . Because we had to " fen " cab , so ended up , me and baby <3 took one cab on our own . When we reached , we were in front of the coffee shop , so the conver between my love and me started :
Me : Jasmine's house all the way behind ah .
Baby <3 : Huh ?! Then we stopped here for what , should have turn in what .
Me : I want buy ciggs ma =( [ i gave a very ke lian face ] .
Baby <3 : Hao lahs hao lahs , lets go buy ciggs .
Me : Huh ? You can buy mehs ? Then jas they all how ?! i scared they turn in eh .
Baby <3 : Of cas i can buy lahs !
Me : Aiya , later then buy lahs . I scared they cannot see us then turn in how . Arbo we wait for`em at the bus stop lo . [ giggles ]
So we walked to the bus stop , walked just a little bit , then we saw their cab got pass us & stopped .
Me : Lame lehs , we walked not even abit and they come . Tsk .
Baby <3 : aiya , nvm ma . Romantic what !
Me : LOLS .
Then that reminded me of xin hui , because that day when we were @ town sitting inside Rocky Master . Xin hui grumble that she's very bored and she rather walked around than to sit there . So baby <3 said " arbo you walked behind you , walk one round then walk back lors . Also walk what " LOLS !
anw , after that we walked back to her house after buying some things to munch .
Then accompanied denny DA REN and baby <3 to finish their Mac .
After a puff , they went to Jas room to play mahjong .
Leaving me & xin outside @ her living room to watch tv .
After that , the both of us got hungry , so we went to cook noodles . YUM !
After our noodles , we went home . So bu she de baby <3 =( .
& that two idiots don't let him pei me go down .
In the end , after my phyco-ing , they finally let him pei me , giggles .
Ran home because there were no cabs ! Tsk . Sweat alot , wheees .
Then after sending pictures to my phone . Xin hui went home ((: .

Addicted to everything about you .
& we shall fulfil my wish of being the world CUTEST couple ! giggles love .
let me see how long this love will last ((: .

Made my choice , & like what you say , this will be now & forever .

The not edited ones . Giggles .

Baby's edition =x .

Xinhui's edition =x . Laughs .

Yeah , thats about it . I never go school today . And i'm @ home now with jas & xin . After praying for the 7th month , i'll be heading to chinatown with them to meet baby & denny , not sure if there's still others . Laughs . Anw , readers , take good care of yourselves during the 7th month okays . Don't stay out late . I'll show you one picture the next time i blogged again . Scare the hell out of you . Giggles . Bye loves .

You said , if i were an apple , you would be that apple tree , so that we would be able to hold together forever . You promised that you'll change for the better , you promised you wouldn't disappoint me . I'll be waiting for you to do whatever you've promise . I've made this choice of sticking by you , i'll never want to leave unless you do . I may be foolish to believe every sweet things you say , but as long as it melts my heart & you're true , i don't mind being your silly angel ((: , love .

Lets not talk about sunday ((: .

Girlfriend

Isn't this picture wonderful ?!

Guessed i looked quite mature in all these pics =x , old already .

So sweet isn't it ?! :D .

I'm in love with my laptop .

I love cam-whoring ! Its fun , even though i'm alone !

It was suppose to be a family outing today [ Me , jason , kristine ] . Budden , thanks to jason , we shopped alone in the end . We were suppose to meet at 4.3o , but i woke up late , so tried my best to prepared as fast as possible . Dad picked me up , then xin , because she wanted to lend slippers and give me back my wallet . :D . so nice of her to come here to pass me back , loves . Then dad dropped her @ tiong bahru then kristine came up . We went to bugis to shop around , because i wanted to get more clothes =x . After shopping , we took the MRT to fareast to shop again while kristine got her jumpers / jompers . Whatever , laughs . Then we walked to Cine , met shuwen baby up :D . I missed her so much cans ! Been so long since i saw her after School's Out Dxo . Talked abit , then kristine & me went for dinner @ Koba . Yumyum . After eating , went out Rocky Master there for a cigg , called Deekie (: [ don't ask me why i call him , i don't know myself ] . Again , talked abit , he went for his dinner . While kristine baby & me started gossiping about guys , as she spotted this " cute guy " , wearing a shirt written " FRANCE " . Laughs . I don't think there's anything cute about him , but kristine baby thinks he's very cute . Durhs ! Giggles . Time passes so fast today , dad came and when we were walking down cine slope , we heard this guy shout " Ai dong gua " . Both of us turn our heads around ! LOLS ! @ first i told her , " nono , not calling us lahs , don't anyhow turn . don't admit we're short . LOLS ! " But while walking , i turned my head around again , then i realise it was that idiot calling us ! Don't tell you people whose that idiot , that idiot lors . Laughs . Then i chase him , wanted to smack him real hard , laughs . So i said " Don't force me i tell you , one day , one day i'm sure i'll grow taller than u . You wait . " Then he replied " ok , i'll wait . By the day you grow taller than me , i'll make you my girlfriend " . Gao ren , this is what you say man ! Better wait . Laughs . So i'm gonna call him gao ren from today onwards , although he isn't really that tall ! Grrrr . Dropped kristine baby @ tiong's Mrt , then i came home slacking again :D . Bored , i'm dying without night life . Nvm ~ Soon , soon . Good things come last . * evil grins .

You've blocked my views , do i worth that much to you ? Would you be the one to be there when skies turns grey and stormy . Will you be the one there hugging me when my friends turns to foes while people mocks @ me for my wrongdoings ? What you're saying now , can i believe you ? Will these promises & sweet words lasts ? Can i trust you again ? Would you prove to me how much you need me now ? Since you're saying you know what i want already . I'll be here waiting , to see how much more you'll be able to cherish me ...

Gonna catch the movie " Secrets " later on :D . Wheees , finally . I've been waiting for this day . Then will be meeting baby & my da gege :D hehhheh .