Please don't give a damn about this post . Laughs .

I tell you , i seriously need someone to tell me whats wrong with me ! Just anyhow think of something to tell me what's wrong . Let me tell you what i've been thinking & doing ! Don't tell anybody okays ! Laughs .
I've been eating and eating non-stop .
If i start eating , i can eat more than what a person can take in .
I usually don't eat potato chips because er , i don't like ?
But now , i can like ask my dad to buy potato chips ,
and then i'll like start eating them .
& worst , sometimes when i'm not hungry at all ,
and my dad calls to ask me if i want anything ,
i will ask for food again ! And its more than a meal =( .
And worst , two things happen today .
I clean my whole house . I mop , vacume , clean my whole house .
Then because i'm too tired , i didn't bother to pack my room .
The second thing is , when i'm watching tv today , GUESS WHAT HAPPEN !!
my tears started rolling , don't know for what .
Then suddenly , i felt so down . Wanted to start my nonsense again .
Then i realise it isn't worth it , because i don't even know its for what .
I don't want to go stitching and make my dad down again .
My tears stop and start again and again .
And now i'm feeling tired , but i want to get to sleep ,
but i can't =( .
I kept smoking and smoking non - stop . As if my ciggs were for free ...
I don't feel good inside out .
I show my temper just for little bits of things .
I get really fed up just for abit of things .
Dad knows my mood ain't good , he tries not to get on my nerves ,
but then i feel like i'm not myself anymore .
I need to stop eating ! There's a party at sentosa on wed night .
How am i gonna dance like this ?!
I feel cold when i on my air - con , although i've already put it at a very high degree .
And then when i off it , i get really hot and frustrated .
& then i feel like shopping all of a sudden ,
and on my own ! But too bad , i'm not rich , i can't be like last time =( .
I need shopping , bring me out .
I've not been out for 3 or 4 days .
I just kept staying at home . Not even a step out from my hse doorstep .
& no one came to accompanied me @ all . [ i use to have people @ home ]
I sneeze alot , and i'm falling sick .
Now , my mind's in a blank . I feel like scolding someone ,
call a person and just bla bla bla rubbish .
Or message someone to bla bla bla rubbish .
I wanted to bla bla bla rubbish on my blog @ first ,
but i guess i would sound like a idiot .
AND NOW , I NEED SOMEONE TO ACCOMPANY ME !
i don't need the person to talk , i just want someone by side to accompany me .
Thats all .
Oh , and i'll suddenly start laughing or talking on my own .
OMG , i'm crazy ! sent me to IMH to stay !!
I want shopping =( . I need food ! I need someone =( .
I KNOW ALREADY ! Buy me a cute puppy ! =x .
i will love you man ! and i don't care if you steal it , rob it ,
beg for it , or whatever . GET ME A PUPPY !
and i realise something . Only JASON bother to talk to me .
Pls don't tell me he's the only one who care . i'll kill myself .
And he says if i don't go to sch tmr , he's gonna come find me =) .
And if he really does , i will take videos of him to let you guys laugh ur ass out ok !
Like the video he did for the mrt and gatsby ! =x . yao xiu . Laughs .
Enough of my craps ! I feel so much better after crapping and nonsense !
I wanna rest now ! BYE !! OH YA , I'M SEEING YONGJIE AFTER NEXT WEEK DE FRIDAY ! Because he knows i'm not in mood nowadays too , so we're meeting !
:D . okays ~~ this should be it . This post is full of craps and i type till like my eng's so bad . Stupid . I just can't be bothered to care about anything now . Giggles .
Whatever , this's my blog . You guys just read whatever i type . Understand can liao . Laughs .
Puppy puppy ~~ I WANT A MALE PUPPY ! laughs laughs . *evil grins . i miss bian bian =( . The sight of puppies reminds me of bian bian , and i just couldn't control those stupid tears of mine .