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its kinda of late now but arghs , i really have nothing to do but to come and blog . gosh , its seems like my com isn't in any use for me anymore . i would like just rot in fron of it ? stare at it ? or i would like hug my booster or pillow and stare at the webcam with xiaobai or ziyang ? durhs . bored life . anw , monday blues , i agree . slept really early ytd unknowingly . and woke up today willingly .. dragged myself to sch . started class and first lesson was art . we continued drawing our leaves and i really had a tough time with it . TEACHER says the first few pages of our sketch book would totally sux but not after a few months of training and drawing . gosh , he told me and tiffany wad we were going to do for the whole year and i was like " woosh , wad a tough year it would be " . we are drawing leaves now , for summer , winter . etc .... and then after finishing the whole project of leaves , like the colouring and clear sketches of it , he's going to teach us how to draw figures , face shape and then followed by the dressing of the figures . though everything he said seems to be easy but everything gonna take a whole year including next year model project . oh god .. then rest of the classes were kinda bored so i spent my time listening to MP3 & sleeping . as soon as i finish sch , i rape patricia baobeix in her classroom due to her saying she was angry with me . god , it was a long fight indeed . but in the end , xin , tiff and me went to WANTON MEE there for our lunch . thinking syl and guys would be working today but ARGH , too bad , they were working in the night . but we ate there still , of cas . the end KPO syl called peter to tell him i was there with them . so peter came down with tianlong and chee weng . we smoked , talk , play , kpo around till 4 plus . and then tiff and peter went home first . leaving us there , we crap so much becas we were really bored !! then saw [ ethel's hubby ] zhanhao cominq down from the taxi and cominq to work . then saw the taxi drove off with syl in it . well , he was working at 5 . so he went home first . lazy idiot . actually i was making a decision if i should wait for ethel darling anot , but the end i went to funan instead . dad came to bring me and xin to funan for his laptot thing . but in the end , he bought nothing and i end up buying a webcam . dad was really generous today , i shall say . well , it made my day xD . thanks dad . loved . fetched xin home and came back . was trying out the webcam and busy watching my 7pm show , damn , i was really busy . my fone kept ringing and my computer kept "booling boo ling ling" . it got me quite fed up becas my webcam cant use . i stil have to install this and that . tians . but don worry , its alright now and im having lots of fun with this new webcam of mine . it looks really good and isn't lag , pss , i hope it dosen't in the future too . end up talking to fone with wenzhong and xin cas my lao eh really had a really bad day today , but he didn't want to say . so we just pei him . adelson called him and realise tat adelson was drunk ! gosh ! again ,another one . what's wrong with people nowadays ? school has only started and everybody's getting drunk and high with their pills ! damn ~ . only around 1 something then they put down the fone , for the sake of going to their lala land . but in between the times , i did doze off awhile , that was when baby called and he thought i was asleep . omg , wrong timing . so now i'am using my com for blogging and soon after blogging , im going back to sleep . tmr's gonna be a very tiring day , i think . x)) .

i had a nightmare of the both of us . i realise myself waking up from dreams with tears rolling down that morning . the way i brokedown , the way u killed urself , the way it hurts , the way i regretted . its a dream , it is a dream but i don want it to become a reality . the dream of us made me feel down now and then whenever i think back of it . i can still remember the parts of dream till now . it was really a nightmare . it was all becas of me , and tat was how u ended up like tat in my dream . the way i broke down upon hearing the news was totally unbelievable . gosh , i'll never want to dream of us again . to you , im sorry , i really am . although its useless , i know , but there's nothing more i could do to let you know i'am really sorry for everything i've caused .

i'am stil looking forward to CNY . im waiting for the day when dad passes me the money for shopping ! weets ! this is my best time of the year , where i shop and receive money at the same time ! woots . looking forward to see xiaoshan COUSSIE at OUR aunt's house . x)) . for the past few years , i've been so not good with my mum's side of cousins . finally , fate comes and brought me and COUSSIE together , making us realise we were cousins only after going out as frens status for such a long time . gosh .. its been decades since i last saw lao eh and peeps , plus huiping baobei and coussie . oh damn , i wonder how's ah john and guys doing . xD . i hope they are doing fine . oh ya , will be having steamboat at my house one of this days in this week with my girls . although i don have the pot for steamboat but xin's bringing hers from her house . hahas . by that time , there wil be loads of pics man . pictures of food and us . laopo cant make it tmr . so i think i wil put it on thurs or wed ? xD . make sure everyone's free first . the 6 - 8 of us will be having so much fun , im sure xD . looking forward to see hazel and sop sop darling on sunday too . weets . tiring week ! =) .

laode , i didn't know what happen to you today or ytd with ur family but i know it hurts u alot . becas u broke your record of sobbing in front of james and ken today . =x . but u know , i and xin will always be here , rights ? =) . i know we've not been meeting for quite long since sch started but we're stil contacting on fone rights ? im glad u didn't forget us like wad me and xin's de LAOBUDIAN did ! arghs , gek xim . anw , smile like u use to alrights . don frown ! we'll meet up so soon alrights . smile smile !!!