Ok people,its 7.15 AM in the morning now,& those big boys have just left after our mahjong game & packing up . Dehui says Jingqi isn't in a good mood & ask for a game at the basketball court,OH MY,i'm still wondering if i should go. I haven't got a wink of sleep yet. But i don't feel very very tired,thanks to jeremy har. Lol. Goodbye people(: shall update real soon.

I didn't mean for my shirt to drop out. I didn't know till we finish taking the photo. Tsk.
I like this(:
Hi travion,whats with that face.
Caught sleeping,lol.


Finally,i'm in school today. Had class photo taking after school,and i can confirm,our school's a shit. Photo taking and everything's gonna be part of our memory,why save money and ask any teacher to help us take our class photo? I mean,for the last few years,it had been those outside people taking what. The effect's not bad what. Whats with that choy's mind. Urh,whatever. During school,after recess,i actually vommited,don't know whats wrong with me. After school,went home,rest. Ok,nothing much to blog about. Hahahaha(: I'm bored,mind's not working & i'm talking nonsense.

Goodnight sweet hearts.

Oh,its fucking touching. I watch it two times,and i cried two times. I cried worst the second time. Its a true story(:

Life is boring. Stayed at home,& finally today,i'm feeling much much better. Has been studying alone at home for these two days. Poor little phone,didn't even ring other than dad calls.

BUT I SWEAR GOD,my blog will be much much full of life after my N's are over. So wait dears. Just a week more and N's are here. Gosh,its so fast. I just said HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone on January. How scary. Alright alright,i'm off to watch tv,been studying the whole day.

I don't know,i just want to pass my N's. I don't ask much from anyone or my results. I don't know.

TAURUS.
Naturally, your feelings matter more to you than they do to other people, but you will meet someone today who is incredibly interested in how you feel and in what can make you happy. This is a person who wants you to be on their side, and they will say or do whatever it takes to get you there. You're in a powerful position, but try not to abuse that power. Be open about what you are looking for and try not to make this eager beaver jump through too many hoops!

Oh gosh,will i? Whose gonna be that person?! Hahaha!

Lol,was looking through youtube. All of a sudden wanted to hear Zhiyang's superwoman. Saw the link to his. Hahahaha! -.- Damn cute right! lol.

Why am i starting to get sick on weekends. _|_ Damn spoil mood.
Like what i say,suppose to meet Roy ytd,he wanted to bring me to the Zoo & Night Safari.
In the end,the weather looked bad,and i don't feel good. In the end,stayed at home and suffer.
Today?! Suppose to meet up with Darling for lunch & probably movie,but how to when i'm still damn fucking sick?
I don't think i'll be alright by tmr,so how to go out tmr?!
Then i think i'll get well by Monday,damn it.
Anw,the pain in me hasn't stop yet. And dad's thinking of bringing me to the hospital.
Because the medicine that i took for days isn't working,and the pain wouldn't stop.
Fever's been coming and going. ):


Alright,i'm still thinking if i should go extend my hair. LOL,i think i'll look funny.
Ytd i took Rae's hair and put over my shoulder to see how i look.
Gosh,i don't look like me.
I think its been 5 - 8 years since i last have long hair lo.
Ok lah,i will still go think about it. Hahahaha! (:


I wish i could kill you,because you don't deserve my forgiveness. You just won't bloody change.

Its still not okay yet,the pain's killing me ): & i think i'm having fever.
Suppose to go zoo today with Roy , but the weather spoilt our day,and now i'm sick,sick,sick.
And no one's here to take care of me ):

I just had all kinds of tablets. But i'm still in pain & the pain's getting worst. & i regret not seeing doctor yesterday night. Damn. ): The medicine causes drowsiness,so i don't know how or when i gonna doze off any soon. Oh god,bless me ):

Pictures taken from Gf's camera(:


Babey looks like he's quarreling with Ch,and i look like i can't be bothered by them. Lol.

I shouldn't have smile like this on my own,i look like some loner. -.- I LOOK WEIRD.

Didn't went school ytd & today. Told you guys i'm sick. Gastric just wouldn't go off,and i'm flooding,worst still. I'm still suffering. Its been two days i never seen Babey,Gf & Ch. Lol. I'm like counting down. -.- And alright,nothing to blog,been staying at home of course. (:

I've got so many things i want to do,and it seems like falling sick and 24 hours isn't enough.
I want to go to the Zoo.
I want to go to Kbox.
I want to go watch Money Not Enough 2 , 12 lotus and 4bia !
I want to go buy contact lens. ( and i have to do this like asap! )
I want to do extentions,probably try out. ( because Ch says i will look prettaye in long hair )
I want to shop online,shop for everything.
I want to stop school now,so i can go work and earn money so i could do all of the aboves.
I want to pass my N levels. Damn.
I want to effing slim down slim down, slim down.
I want to go have Hongkong cafe at Cine,cause its the best there.
I want to go Sentosa,Underwater world with my love ones.
I want to bring Daddy to many places.
I want to meet all my long lost buddies,friends,lovers..etc..
I want to go take The Flyer. whooo.
I want hugs from everybody around me who loves me and dislikes me.
I want to know the reason behind everything!
I want to do,to go many many things and many many places.

All these requires MONEY. & money really isn't enough for me ): worst is that i'm not working. Boo,damn sad. Whatever lah,wait for people yang me then. Lol.

Yes,i'm disappointed. & more than disappointments when your Msn pm came along. Tell me,is the reason because of the message? I'll tell you the reason behind the message if it is because of that.

I'm broken ; abandoned. You are an angel,making all my dreams come true tonight.

Babey Babey!




To the left to the left.



Hi gf !! :D
Very emo. I think after he edit this,he will love Gf to death because she was the one who took this.
And he will hate me to death,because i'm the one who took this. LOL. Babey says " my hair my hair ~ " lol.





I don't understand. Babey tried jumping and jumping,but i couldn't take any picture of him jumping. Lol.
Then after many tries,he decided not to jump anymore. Lol.

Alrights,was having really really bad bad mood swings today. So after my last paper,came back home,dozed off a little while,woke up by the pain in me,then realise i'm flooding..flooding. lol. After bathing,talked to babey,deciding about meeting in the night for dinner. Called gf & Ch,confirmed our dinner at Marina Square,Seoul Garden because i have the voucher. Meet up at 7,surprisingly i was the first one to reach :D Babey,last one,boooooo. Walked to Seoul Garden and realise the ambiance was a little funny,but had no choice. Went to get our food,i didn't eat much,wasn't in the mood to eat. lol. After eating,went out to puff,sat at the stairs and took pictures(: I look funny today in all the pictures,i don't know why. And i also don't know why Ch couldn't stop joking about me today. -.- Walked to Esplanade to take cab around 10 plus,and Babey kept playing with the taxi door,give the uncle scold -.- Luckily the uncle went off,if not i think i'll end up waiting for them to finish quarreling. Durh. Babey,be good boy lah! (: Babey went off to Tanjong Pagar i think,i don't know where Ch and Gf went. Lol. Alright,i'm off to watch 籃球火. Damn nice lah! And then after my 2nd episode,i gonna sleep,tired. And those darn cramps just keep coming up.

-.- I don't know what i'm blogging,mind's blank. Lol,okay okay,i'm off. Goodnight dears.


Turn around and fix your eye in my direction,so there is a connection.
Now i can't speak,
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention.
I'm just staring at perfection.
But you call me an stranger,an danger.

I'm here to introduce a nice song i heard while i'm blog hopping. By Secondhand Serenade,Stranger & another song,Last time. (:

I fucking got cramps,and i'm in a fucking fucking bad mood. Nobody seems to fucking care,fuck it.

To my dearest you, though you've left and i couldn't be there to sent you off the last time. But i'll be missing you. I would not forget the last time i covered blankets for you,ate the supper you cook and sat on the car you were driving. Uncle Bob,i promised to go back Aus at the end of this year,and i'll try my best to keep that promise. Wait for me )':

Lets start from Thursday night. Lydia ( primary school friend ) called me like around 11 plus in the night and told me she had to use the com for her O's project,had to pass up the next day. So after she came,we talked alot then i went to sleep,she did her work the whole night,and we went to school the next day.

Friday,met up with ch and gf in the night for dinner at Yuki Yaki,had fun. :D And i still remember ch telling me that " eh , how come that table that girl keep looking at you. Eh,how come that table of guys keep looking here " then me and gf said " how come you so zu yi everyone around you har. " lol! But after dinner,came back home.

Sat,suppose to go out in the noon. But something happen,so in the end,i met Ch and Gf at tiong bahru plaza to have dinner. And then waited for Babey to come. Dad fetched us back home for our mahjong session. Had fun (: then around 4 - 5 plus in the morning,Ch,Babey & me,went down to meet Xiaojason. He drove his car here,talked for not more than 10 mins,then he went back. Early in the morning around 8 plus,we went down for breakfast,they sent me home then off they go.

Slept the whole sunday till evening. Thought of meeting brian for dinner,but in the end,didn't. Stayed at home.

Today,had my math paper 1. And its the first time during exam,i did something fun and exciting :D haha!

And currently,i just had my dinner. Back in my room talking to Ch and Babey(: Gf's out studying. Alright,nothing much to blog about. Goodbye people.

请原谅我 原谅我不成熟,其实我比谁都要懦弱.