How long have it been to hear someone say
" i'll be there for you,won't throw you alone " for me.
I'm touched. Thank you.
& i'll see how much you meant this on sat. See you! (:

Sometimes. It takes time to realise,
the ones who knows you the most are actually the ones that see you grow.
From a primary school girl, to a secondary school student,
and now,a teenager.
They tend to know how crazy you can be & everything.
I miss those days though. Hahaha (:

Goodbye,gonna take my bathe and head out to have fun soon.
Goodnight to those who're staying home! Have sweet dreams!

I think i'm crazy. I can rot at home for a whole day and have mood swings.
I'll lie on my bed and cry for hours, just like yesterday.

If not,i'll wake up in the morning and have really good mood.
Then i'll start YOYO-ing to many. Especially to gf,if she's online.

Its worst these days.
As long as i know i'm going drinking,i'll be freaking happy!
I'm in need of alcohol. OH MY.
Look, i assume tonight is cfm. I'm going to drink.
Drinking on sat & monday too!
I'm fregging happy now.

Okay. whatever.
I've been irritating ahboy these few days,doing this,
" AH BOY AH. BOY!!!! " In a high and then low tone. LOL.
" AH BOY EH. BOY!! BOY AHHH! " LOL
that my dad is so irritated by me,he will ask me shut up.

Alright. Random. I just came here to rant because i really feel like blogging.
& fug it. blogger still can't upload pictures.
I've got a few dozens of pictures queuing up to be uploaded.
Hahahahahaha!

Today, i suppose work to be good and not tiring.
But it turns out. Boss appeared,and i got screwed.
But got a cup of Caramel Coffee from Dr.Jasmine,which is good lah!
& guess what i heard, Dr.Brian & Andrew are not in Spinetrends anymore!
For some reasons. Oh my.
Well. Tmr's roadshow cancelled,cool. I can rest.

Still,no pictures to be uploaded. Which is shit.
I've tried photobucket. Its not as easy as i thought,i'm stupid.
Yes,the picture can be uploaded but its damn big,that i can only see one person when there's 3 in the picture.
Tell me what to do.

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& &,when i ended work ytd. I went home alone from _ _ _ _.
I took the mrt,the trip back home seemed so long.
As though i would never reach the place i want to.
I would usually take a cab. But i decided i wanted more time on my own.
So i took a bus.
I listened to songs,i walked places alone and wonder.
I increased my speed in walking,trying to find my way back to somewhere,somehow.
I couldn't imagine. My calls weren't answered,messages weren't replied.
Nothing,i was alone. I needed a cigg, but i felt rushed.
I didn't know where to stop.
I just kept on going.
Am i alone,really me,myself & i ?
Why couldn't i find a place or person to turn to at that moment i needed someone,so much?
Its so painful that when i'm home,i felt little one was the only one waiting for me,
each day,for me to be home.
Its not difficult being alone. But why does it hurts so much to know that you're lost and everybody's having fun?
I guess,
i'm just thinking to much.
I can be alone. I'll learn to be independent,someday,somehow.
Till i need no one to be here. Maybe? hahaha.
一个人撑伞,一个人擦泪,一个人好累...

I got no time for people who loves lying to me,
i don't mind if you do it once if a while,
but why am i seeing some people doing it everytime they talked to me?

Maybe my bad. Maybe i'm assuming each thing i say.
But don't let my six sense guess it right.
It will be disappointing,it will be hurtful.
I might forgive,but i'll never forget.
& i'll return you what you gave me. (:

I might be weak in whatever you can do.
I might never get the chance to do what you've done to me.
But retribution comes. Believe it or not? I curse you if you ever lie to me,
and if i'm ever right.
I curse you if you ever keep things from me. Beware.
God can kill you for lying.

Hey you,don't say sorry when you've already done it.
Its stupid how the way you can take advantage of our friendship.
I can forgive you,but i don't see your sincerity,at all.
2 days,one message. 3 days,one message.
Each time you do it,you would only say i'm sorry ): .
If i would say i've always take your friendship as a money tree,(i'm not)
just shaking it and get it from you,
will you forgive me?
will one message in 3 days make you forgive me?
I was fooled that day,by you.
& you didn't even called the next day.
Are you,sincere enough?
Oh no,i was fooled every weekend if we were to meet up.
You can never answer your calls.
From morning till noon,from noon till night.
Just because of.. ?
Good.
Then goodbye.
I don't have much patience left though.its been 5 years.

Okay. Gf's birthday post below. 18th April.
Only half of the pictures taken that day are uploaded.
The rest can't be uploaded.
HELP. PLEASE.
Damn!

What the fug.
Can anyone tell me what happen to blogger?
I can't upload any more images.
& the pop up says because blogger dosen't have enough storage.
HUH?!
How am i going to blog now ?!

Currently,blogger has spoilt most of my posts in the future,lol.
Meaning,i still can't upload any pictures.
Whatever it is. Here's the ones i uploaded some day ago. Half way through though.
I wonder when i can upload the rest of it. Gf's gonna kill me^^
I assume Rae & Tim have some virus on them.
Stopped at their picture lor! LOL.
Anw,this is on Gf's birthday! (:



Oh. The very hard to cut cake.






I took the cake and smashed it on her face! I'm the winner! :D


uh oh.

I wonder whats that double chin doing there?! Why on me?!
& all so cute huh. Excluding joshua,too vulgar. ^^

All kiss Gf siol~ Lol!
On our way for supper yo. But no one ate in the end. Lol!


Okay,i swear we didn't ate. Thats not our plates. We jumped to another table for pictures.
Cool yo!




Okay. Seriously,its not the full post.
I don't know how or what to update,which is foolish lah.
But lets wait for blogger to be ready for me.
Why can others upload pictures but damn,not me not me?!

Whatever it is. This post is updated on April 27th,but i shall leave the date as 18th April.
Don't want to mess up!
:D
Nights!

15.04.2009 Last day at bangkok! Also,Happy Birthday to Long ge :)
Packed our stuffs the night before. As usual,had breakfast,booked out of room. Left our stuffs at the counter & went for last min shopping.



Saying goodbye to our messy room!

To the toilet,lol. Bye!

Cam-hored when we were at the basement toilet.



Oh! & this is a reflection you know! Haha.
Shop shop shop! & i went to dye my hair for 1000baht. Quite cheap huh.

While doing my hair,Gf went to shop on her own. Lol!

& she went to get Hello Panda when she came back for a little while to accompany me.
My hair's done! We're on our way back to our hotel. We can walked back actually,but we don't want to get wet like the last few days right. Hahaha. So taking a cab is so much safer.



Back at the hotel. Waiting for our bus.

Goodbye lobby!

Oh no,we went to have our lunch first. Hahaha! I forgot about our lunch before waiting for our bus. Yeap, here's our duck noodles. Soup.
Dry.
& since we're leaving today. Why not eat a little bit more?! LOL! So dad went to order fried rice. YUMMY!
The uncle selling duck noodles. Hehe,cute uncle though!
Last view of what i've been seeing the last 4 days. :(

The spices!
Hahahahahahaha! okay. This picture is funny. Look at right side of the picture,you see that stall there? Hahaha! Actually we were ahem,eating sweets outside the hotel. Then i saw my delicious roti prata! OMG.
I actually paused for a moment,thinking should i run to ask the person to stop.
& he was like going further and further away.
NO WAY AM I GOING TO LET THIS CHANCE SLIPPED AWAY MAN!
I RAN & ASKED HIM TO STOP, FOR ME. HEHHEH!
& he stopped.
Dad grumbled,i wanted to buy like more. But i got 2 only. One for Gf and one for me.
I think its damn good! LOL!
SEE,he got customers because of me. LOL!
i think you all should go bangkok with me. CFM chop,will enjoy. LOL.
Then dad was outside taking some pictures. & i waved to him,asking him to take a picture of me. LOL!
Enjoying okay! :D
OH OH OH OH OH OH OH! OMG. BTW, here's cute cute! :D Hehehehehehe! OMG,cute cute! omg. LOL.
Look at my bushuang face. LOL. because Gf wanted to take a picture with cute cute too. Then dad ask me to get out of the picture & Gf ask me to take tgt. SO , hehe. How can i let my cute cute take picture with a black black! HEHEHEHE,take tgt lo.
JOKING, LOL! Gf is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo going to kill me.
Okay,we're at the airport. OMG,cute cute ): BYE CUTE CUTE. PLEASE WAIT FOR ME TO BE BACK SOON, & OPEN THE DOOR FOR ME AGAIN,lol!
I asked Gf to run behind of the ang moh,i forget for what already.
But LOL, in the end i told her to turn and take a picture,haha.

On the plane,we're coming back! :D



Goodnight! Its time to rest! (:
Gf took her sunglasses out suddenly and wore them. LOL.
NOOB. ^^

Reached Singapore,waited for cab. Sent Gf back home.
Went to fetch ahboy.
& home too! :D

Whooooooooooooohoooooooooooooo,finally my bangkok trip posts has ended.
Coming up next,
Gf's BIRTHDAY! :D