SO IM IN THE WRONG . IM STUPID TO START ALL THOSE NONSENSE. AND IM IN FAULT TAT I HAB GONE OVERBOARD FER WAT I HAB SAE . SO I SHALL NORT SAE ANYTHING .NO FEELINGS, NO COMMENTS, NTH . WHEN I DIN WAN TU SAE ANYTHING . YOO PPL SAE TAT I DIN SAE IT PUT FER YOO ALL TO UNDERSTAND . THEN NOW . I SAID .. GIB COMMENTS. AND NOW , TATS WAT I GOT . SUAN LER . NTH IS GOIN TU BE OUT OF MY MOUTH .NTH !DUNNO SINCE WHEN , UR WORDS HAB BEEN SO IMPORTANT TO ME . AND IT AFFECTS ME ALOT . AND NOW, AL THE THINGS TAT YOO SAID . THOUGH IT IS TRUE . BUD I JUS CANT TAKE IT . FARK . NVM SUAN LER . MAYBE ITS JUS ALL MY THINKIN ..YES . IM WEIRD . YOO PPL ARE NORMAL .
as fer tml , i din cancel anything . so yoo hab sae till like tat liao . and assume tat i hab cancel liao . so let's cancel everything tml . and oso fer the whole week . nort goin out ler . i nid tym tu cool down. ppl tat are in fault hab tu hab time tu thikn abt it and reflect on their wrong doings . rite ? so tats y i m . [ her ] .
EHS . U SIAO ARHS ? ISIT ? U MIND GOT PROB LE ISIT ? FARKING DAMN HELL . FIRST TIME CHAT TO U ON MSN , UR MSN SOT LOG OFF . FATED . SECOND TIME I WRITE ON BLOG CALMLY , U SO JIDONG AT UR BLOG TILL LIKE THAT . EHS , STUPID IS BECAS QUARREL TIL LIKE THAT . NOT START THE QUARREL . I KNOW U MIND SO MUCH BECAS IS HE SAY . BUT DAMN IT , ITS TIME TO START ANEW MAN . WAKE UP LA . I'VE TIRED TALKING TO VERY CALMLY LE LORS . BUT I REALLY DUNNO HOW TO START ANOTHER CONVERSATION LA HORS . WRITE ON BLOG ASSUMING U TMR CANCEL IS BECAS I DON WAN QI WANG SO HIGH . I USE TO U PEK CHEK CANCEL THINGS LIAO . LATER MY ASSUMING IS RIGHT , THEN WHAT ? IF I DON ASSUME , TMR REALLY CANCEL , AND I DUN KNOW , U SAY HOW WILL I GO CRAZY ? U LIKE THIS IS LAST TIME DE ME LA HORS . COME ON LA . U LIKE THAT PEK CHEK WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING MY WRITING HORS , ONE DAY CONFIRM GOT PROB . NOBODY SAYS U'RE WRONG U KNOW ? U'VE BEEN ASSUMING ALL TO URSELF ALRIGHTS . NOBODY SAY U NEVER PUT IT UP FOR US TO UNDERSTAND ARHS , NOBODY ASK U NOT TO PUT UP TOO . AND NO ONE BLAME U FOR PUTTING WHAT U PUT . WE'RE ALSO DAMN FARKING HELL TRYING TO EXPLAIN FOR OURSELVES . WHAT OVERBOARD ? ABIT ? THEN ? SO MIND FOR WHAT . U SAYING LIMBEI , ALSO NOT HIM . YES , HIS WORDS HAS ALWAYS BEEN IMPORTANT TO YOU , YES , HIS WORDS HAS ALWAYS AFFECT U . THATS WHY I APRECIATED THAT DAE WHEN HE SAID DUNNO WHAT WE TO MAKE U SO DAMN HAPPY EVEN WITH ME . BY SAYING ALL THIS , HE JUST WANT YOU TO THINK . TO LEARN . THERE'S SPACE FOR BEING BACK GIRL , ITS WHETHER U WOULD STILL OPEN UR MOUTH TO TELL HIM . ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT MAN .
how i know whether u have cancel i ask u ? i did call u , u say msn say . i also yue hao my fren , prepare my feelings for tmr . and what now ? u say i assume ? then u cancel . ehs , ASSUME LA HORS , assume ~ becas im afriad myself okays . im afraid u ownself cancel and then disappoint me la . think for me la , i assume man . at least when u tell me " oh no , u didn't cancel , tmr still meeting " . and u know just this farking damn sentence i've been waiting for the whole dae can bright my whole dae tmr up ? what wrong doings ? u making the whole thing bigger and bigger . whole week ? alrights , up to u . don see me then . im leaving for singapore . happy ? happy ? glad for u . mei you xiang dao la hors . mei you xiang dao u whole week also can say out la hors . anything le la hors . my previous blog so calm so normal just hoping u wil be normal too la hors . mei you xiang dao it turn out the other way round la . tmr de shi , u settle again okays , whether u want to stay at home REFLECT UR WRONGDOINGS or dunno what , or decide to go out . i dunno le okays . many many things that i never thot would have come out from u already come out le la , i can explain for myself for every other thing u wrote in ur blog but not this whole week thing la hors . no need le la . im going overseas le , okays ?
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