lantern festival . * gonna leave , let me be =) *

took when i was at jp . lols . when someone was buyinq tix . so long never zi lian lerhs .. thats why never update blog .. use to update blog with lotsa pics , no pics no update blog . lols .
den took in the taxi when that someone was sending us to jurong west to find baobeix baobeix !! whakakas . weets =D .

i look like a lizard , don't i ? lols . and ehs , stil got one more pic take i took that someone . cannot put up . lols .becos since i say someone , without leaving the name . ahahas . xin yang yang bahs ? muahahas .

ahahas . sorry for not updatin blog alrights ? becos being influence by that CHINYI MEI !! ahahas . lets talk about ytd . must be note down becos i love ytd !! whakakas . was asked out by someone becos of some bla bla bla things . den went out after sch , wa , people take mercede cab arhs , kana very rich . den come home first , hahas . so slowly change with chocolate nors . den prepare lerhs jiu go out before papa comes back . lols . den take taxi again , went to jp . that person too rich , nvm . lols . den called baobeix , becos suppose to meet him in the evening , so wondering if he was at jp . kns lors , he at sch . lols . den we went to watch ROB - IN - HOOD . i think its spell like that larhs . lols . nvm .. watch that time i cry 2 - 3 times nehs , like got people die like that . lols .. den the show so long arhs , den i and that someone needa go toilet . but buey gam wan go . lols . so at there ren ren ren . den i keep press that someone stomach . lols . someone look so tong ku arhs . hahas . muahahas , im evil . lalas . but that chocolate nehs ? stupid , only cry one time . so mei xin de lors . must dig her heart out wash and replace new de liao . lols . den watch lerhs we rush to toilet like dunno how many years never go like that . ahahas . shhhh .. den behind us got few guys more worst , run go toilet . lols . i cannot run larhs , later lou come out . lols . bleahs . hahas . den alot people call me lors , sky , bla bla bla , forget lerhs . lols . shooo busy during latern festival . whakkaas . den watch lerhs jiu take taxi go down jurong west find baobeix and his frens . den reach lerhs call him . so we walk quite a distance to that coffee shop . den got so many so many of his frens larhs . den i stand at one corner , say i dun wan go . lols . got a kong ju gan of frens de frens . ahahas . den baobeix hold my hand say nvm larhs , come come . lols . den went lors . den shoo dots larhs .. feeel sho shuang . when baobeix reach hors . all give those surprise look why he holdinq my hand den all forget call him . lols . but after less than one min , all cal shaowei , shaowei , shaowei . wa lan . i wonder when my turn arhs . lols . shooo sak ki larhs . ahahahas . somemore alot of people nehs . ehehes . like that time first time we cresent de peeps , den when xiao zhi come , even yong jie also must call him . weets =D . wonder what kind of rule is this larhs . hahas . den realise all those peeps who call shaowei de is his sun not his ginna . that means ehs , he higher than them 2 ranks larhs . but really high . dots . ahahas . den after that at there talk talk lerhs , den we go buy candle . weets =D . that someone buy for us arhs . lalas . den we take 24 packs . but after buy lerhs ta jiu must go lerhs . den i gave a bao bao and say , bye !! ahahas . had so much fun todae with that someone although we just walk around , smoke and watch movie =) . den after that baobeix jiu suddenly hold me and chocolate de hand den say he strawberry . lols . den we yi hold hands jiu all the way lerhs lors . den he say , wa , got two stead de gan jue so good . lols . den alot people see lors . shoo pai seh . but at that moment jiu no mood lerhs , cos suddenly the thot of whathappen in the afternoon and morning and how im gonna settle it , the feelings really sux . den we walk all the way to the canal . everybody walk behind us . lalas . shooo good . lols . den after that we stop there and play . den got one auntie bring two dogs arhs , den we play with them . the auntie also very cute , stay with us very long den at there shoo noisy , lols . shhh ... den after that play lerhs i and chocolate go sit near the river there , must climb over de . den we go there sit , jiu got two guys follow us . like bao biao like that . faints . den i realise those hei she hui arhs , how tong ku liao . go where also got people follow . wan with someone they bla bla bla de also cannot . lols . no privacy . den ask them why follow , they say SHAOWEI SAY DE . i LL , diam diam . lols . den after that more and more people , turn head also scared . cos no place sit they stand there see . lols . after playing quite long , den get along with them lerhs ! hehs . so er xin larhs , chocolate got two guys interested in her . lols . so funny larhs . den after that baobeix come lerhs !! whee =D .. nice nice ~~ den keep playing nors . burn things burn till got fire . fark ~~ i keep tio the wax and others . so pain lors . ke lian de me larhs . ahahas . den after that suddenly all quiet lerhs den baobeix went down himself sit there cos we all sitting at the most high de stairs . den i dunno he bad mood after chocolate tell me . so i went down nors , den i ask him what happen . ting him su ku .. aiyo .. den tell him nothinq will happen , his frens wil come out de he don believe me . den he say , difficult . but suey suey he this two frens is he right and left hands . [ peeps , only some wil understand what i talking ] . den he say if find people take over them , damn difficult . cos all ginna and somemore is his sun . hais . den after that his bros all come down lerhs . den i leave , cos they guys talk i dun wan stay there . den after that went to find chocolate talk talk . after that i abit tired lerhs marhs . nearly doze off on chocolate's shoulder larhs . but baobeix jiu come up liao , weets =D . den like that he jiu start better lerhs . den chocolate dunno say what den make him laugh =) . thanks qiao ke li . den we jiu went up , like rubber band time at there walk here and there . den we jiu go one block downstairs play true or dare . lols . so funny larhs .kiss here kiss there . ahahas . den lucky i never tio dao larhs , sho heng . but others tio , i bei tou lei . lols . after that 1o something papa jiu come lerhs , den we go nors . actually got come out in the night meet them de , but forget duno why they go back lerhs . so no lors . shit nawh , baobeix wallet with me . faints . den dunno when can see him and return him again . aiyo . shoo careless of us . faints . btw arhs , baobeix one of the right or left hand bo dai ji liao . come out lerhs . den his fone dunno ring how many times larhs , all come bao dao to him . den he sho happy =) . den i told him , see , i told u , nothinq will happen derhs . hehes . den he smile at me . whakakas . after that i and chocolate jiu go lerhs nors . whakakas . den we go mam mam at boon lay there . den when we go toilet that time hors ,i in toilet larhs . but u know coffee shops de toilet is boy and girl together de marhs , get my meaning ? den chocolate outside see mirror , den got one guy beside her also . den that guy say , aiya , don see lerhs larhs , pretty lerhs larhs pretty lerhs larhs . lols . so funny larhs. den xia dao her . hahas . den we both mam mam same things . weets =D . after that jiu come home lerhs nors . den we go pom pom . lie on bed watch tv den she suddenly say wan do mask . den i ask her help me do . cos everytime is i help her do . den i lie on bed , she do lors . den after that she use com i on bed jiu sleep lerhs . den she help me wash . whee . shooo hao , thanks oh . lubb u . whakakas . den dunno what time she sleep . till now also haven wake up . tsk tsk . 2.45 le .. i shoo hungry arhs . but must wait for her . hehes . first time i wake up first nehs . whakakas . don think todae going out nehs . cos TMR IS OUR OUTING WITH JOYCE !! WHEE =D . we going party world oh , sing song . lalas . den must save money lerhs . but i buy from online de things haven give nehs . so hais , no money lerhs . jia you vionna , jia you jia you jia you ! weets =D . okays larhs , thats all lerhs . hehes . long blog hors . slowly read arhs . whakakas . smuacks ..

* for the whole day , after the messages in the morning , im not in the mood for anything . den smiles and laughters for ytd were so fake . and only some could see through . why ? u're just makin up a fuss out of somethinq so small and u wan me to clear the mess up . after sitting at the canal there for a long time , after thinkinq for the whole day , i decide to let you go . the thoughts of me leaving u ; u leavin me and what gonna happen next really hurts me . becos of you not understanding , u made me so fark up . i did not make up a fuss when ur friendster had so many girls or maybe all girls . i swollow it down . i did not make up a fuss when ur testi was all girls and when they said they miss u , love u . i did not make up a fuss when a girl said she really really really miss you like hell . i did not make up a fuss when u took a girl's number in front of me .. i did not make up a fuss no matter how u joke , and that joke hurts my heart . and now , u're just makinq up a fuss becos someone asked me to intro and asked for my msn and its a guy , i confess . the messages hurt me , but my tears kept away from my eyes . crying in the show , and i cried out too . not only becos the movie was sad , i cry urs out too . u told me to learn as a good gf first , i told u in most of my ex eyes , especially those im deeply in love with , im perfect as a gf . so let me tell u , can u learn to be a bf first before lovinq me . or maybe before PLAYING me . ask my friends , they can see . i have none of my ex being like that before . and i think , u should be the one learnin first . no matter how my frens ask me to leave u , i always said no . i always say maybe , i always say nothinq would happen . but its already gone over my limit . i really cant take it anymore , i decide to let you go . decide to clear up the mess made by you . its only the matter of time now .. *

* hey someone , u'll be readin my blog , u'll know who u are . thanks for ytd . although we didn't laugh real much ytd or arhs ~ but i really thank u for ytd . its really fun / since the day u went , i've been lookinq forward to a day goin out with u . but i hadn't the chance too . i kept tellinq myself this gonna be the last time .. so =) . take care . i hope u had lotsa fun too ytd . memories .. =) * .

* ger , i know u meant well for me . i've made my decision . i know you care but its difficult to show it out . u left one period of time , and u made me left in hell . u came back and im well now =) . u said we'll not let history repeat itself . i know it won't . unless u don't go . maybe after letting him go , i'll be single till the day i found someone who really loves me . and we'll concentrate one each other .. sisters are forever , frens are indeed important . thanks for ur everything , thanks for ur memories =) . i evol you too =D . take loads of care for yourself too alrights ? smuackks . hehes . *

darlinq ger ` u asked me if i would choose someone i love or someone who loves me . i told u i would choose someone who loves me . u asked me why , i said becos i can easily someone who really loves me and its so much better being with someone who really loves me . now im addinq in some other reasons . i choose to be with the one who really loves me more becos i wouldn't get hurt . and i love being treated so well =) u once treat me well , but i let it go . nvm i told myself . we have our memories . . and maybe now i met adrian , maybe its retribution . i accept it although im hurt becos i told i made many mistakes last time before i learnt to be better . i know u're happy with life now , im glad too . take care alrights . i gonna miss you much . loves =) . *