i dunch wan tu plae da same game i plae again . . i dunch wan to repeat fate . . n i dunch wan to continue this world of love . . ue may love me with all ur heart but i dunch noe about mine .. if one dae .. i fall back fer da same guy i use to love deepli . dunch blame me . cos ..... i reali need them . although da love eu gave me were so perfect .. so nice .. so sweet .. so memorable .. but im jus afraid i would not treasure becos im a stupid one . . even if one dae i sae i miss ue .. it may onli be a pass by love .. a crush tat last .. i hope nothin would happen cos valentine's dae cumiin .. im so afraid of tat dae .. jus so afraid .. thanks fer da piglet .. da bear .. n five chocolates which cos more tann $2 each .. jus wanna sae thanks fer everithin . . if eu sae eu love me .. den pls fergive me if anithink jus happens suddenli .. fergive me tat i alwaes hurt myself n i said its becos of ue .. cos i stil dunch understand myself clear enuf . . im sorri .. so sorri ..
ue never call me le .. i dunch noe why .. i hope i wun ask eu why .. maybe its becos ue found another gal . i dunno .. i wish i could ferget ue .. ferget tat slut .. n so much so mani things which happens between the 15 daes i've been with ue .. esplanade once use to be da place which belongs to us .. n onli us .. we dunch get bored of it while others do .. we go there everidae .. with da hugs n smiles we alwaes bring .. da laughter so much .. n so mani other little memory .. well .. all i can sae is .. im so sorri fer wad i sent tat dae .. til now , i dunch even noe whether i did da rite thing .. whether da choice n listenin have been correct ..
goin out with ue on valentine's dae .. i dunch noe wad wil happen .. but there wil be jus onli me .. and ue .. til night .. moi darlink n moi korr wil come .. i dunch noe whether wil eu stay around with us .. i hope ue will .. see through ur character once again .. n maybe everithin would bright up .. patchin ish da word eu may gonna use .. but i hope it would be true .. thought i sae i dunch noe anithin .. cos i reali dunch noe wad im thinkin .. i jus hope everione would understand how i feel .. so does ue .. hais ..eu message me too .. saein eu mish me loads too .. wil it be true .. wil da ans be so true tat ue mish me .. maybe so .. cos i stil find eu so true .. so beliveable .. hmms . haish ..
da slash on moi hand .. the stiches n everithin .. it stil hurts .. no matter how i gulp down moi medicine n everithin single little thing i do .. not tat im notti .. its jus becos i wanna ferget everithin .. goin to da doc tmr with them .. i hope it wun be so er xin like how i saw the stiches tat dae .. da blood i lose dosen't cost anithink much at all .. its jus blood like tears i gave ..
hmms . todae de yan hua nice nice wor .. tmr last dae .. gonna watch .. tmr earli mornin .. wil call xin .. den she prepare den she n papa they all pei me go see doc again .. den i n xin go sing song at kbox .. til dunno wad time .. den maybe we meetin them again .. see yan hua again .. i rmb da veri last time not includin todae .. i watch da fire works was with him .. it surprises us n we smiled .. this year .. its not with ue .. but moi frens .. we did smile too .. but not as loveli as the previous time .. hmms .. me n xin darlink got our job le .. hmms . wonder how wil it be .. at marina square de long john .. wil it work ? wil it be fun ? long john again .. maybe trainin wil start all over again ? .. hmms .. hope no bahs .. but i ferget quite a little part le .. so maybe i would rather start the trainin all over again .. come'on n visit me kaes .. hahas ..well .. got to go . im real tired out .. jus wanna close moi eyes n rest .. hmms .. gonna wake up real earli tmr ..so .. see moi blog frens da next time i blog .. tag on moi tag bored pls .. its quiet .. hmms . byes.. take karries .. !
DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- _ its all over moi boii .. all over n it hurts so much til i wanna leave . _
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