i jus dun love todae . i dun love .. i hate my life . i hate myself .. had a big big big serious quarrel with moi father in da car this mornin .. this how's the stori started .. => earli in the mornin when he was brushiin his teeth in da bathroom . i automacticly woke up n went out to tell his i didn't want to go to school todae .. so he said no .. * he shouted n not sayin properli * .. so i jus guai guai de walk back into moi room n slp back disappointly .. so after tat he open moi door n ask me tu wake up .. i wake up n then go do moi normal things na .. brush teeth n bla bla bla .. den becos i dunno why todae i prepare take so long time .. like its fated de like tat .. den i was late fer sch in the end .. hmmmx .. siian siians .. den moi bag was confiscated becos i lost moi ez link card .. n den i was like " kaox .. what a farkin dae todae is . " .. n den i jus pass moi bag to mr wong .. after bell ring ler .. we can go .. but but .. stupid him suddenli sae wanna check nails .. den i tio la .. moi nails so long .. so moi beautiful nails was gone in the end .. n now im typin with so short nails .. cant even be seen .. den i goota carry all moi books n bla bla bla .. back to the dnt room .. cos moi first three lessons was dnt . n i was like holdin on to the lighter which belongs to tiffany .. n marcus mp3 .. n moi precious HP !! . n den i walked walked walked .. so after tat .. i did moi dnt n bla bla bla la .. den ue noe what .. when it was the last perioud of dnt .. moi stomach start to ache lorr .. kaos . n i was like so tired so tired norrs .. so i was like sufferin in class ? .. den decided to tell mdm haslinda .. den she called hui hui to pei mi call moi father .. den i was like goin down the stairs n i nearli fell .. cos i was like pain till i feel so weak .. den after tat the clerk called moi father n he said he was goin to fetch me .. n den i jus sat outside the general office .. so i slept there lorr . so pai seh norrs . hmmmx . diaos .. den wait til moi sch de recess wanna over le den moi father come .. den he was like shoutin moi name lorr .. n den i was like so pai seh n den i also got a fright norrs .. fuck man .. so i was so fuck up with him norrs .. den cant find mr.wong n cant take moi bag back .. the end he came .. i took back .. n den go in da car n lie down .. so after tat moi father came into the car lorrs . n den sae what . " ue think i dunno isit .. this mornin ue sae ue dun wan come sch .. den i sae no . den ue come .. now ue come home . ue think i dunno isit .. " den i was like alreadi so fuck up .. so i quarrel with him sayin tat he dun trust me n whatever .. den he sae what he never sae he dun trust me .. den i say since he alreadi got tat meanin so why sae no .. den i was like so angry la .. den i cry n cry n cry in da car .. den he keep sayin what he work what bla bla bla .. den i jus diam diam la .. dun wish to continue . cos i noe moi this type of character .. if i cant stand it .. continue quarrelin ,... i wil jump out of the car right awae .. dun care whether i wil lost moi life anot .. den after tat reach moi house here de clinic .. he took the number fer me .. den he go fer work .. sayin he wiil be back . den i waited there alone .. roamin here n there .. cos it was like so long .. den after tat he suddenli call me .. say what since i also must go back the same doctor fer moi hand .. so why dun i cancel moi house de .. den i wait awhile fer him den he come fetch me go .. den i cancel the number .. den waited fer him so long so long lorr . im stil sufferin n i was like alreadi so hungry .. n den i was stil roamin around moi house area .. loneli me .. at tat moment .. how i wish someone was beside me .. pei me .. i was like stil cryin . so it was so pai seh . hmmmx . den after tat moi dad called .. den i got up the car .. n go to the clinic .. den the doc sae what i got gastric n bla bla bla na .. den he finali belief .. haix .. den take medicine n went to moi aunt's house to rest .. den like tat norrs . til night .. eat dinner . watch tv .. hmmmx . den came back home .. now moi stomach ish stil painful norr . the doc also got give tmr de mc .. but dunno moi father wil let me dun go tmr ma .. hmmx . hope he sleep over .. hmmmx . whatever .. den came back home with not a good mood bahx . im jus so tired of life .. ;
hmmmx . i wan quit sch . i wan .. im so tired n sick of sch . i rather learn other things den stay in sch .. how .. what can i do . im jus so sick n tired .. i dun wanna studi .. i dun wanna .. haix .. sch is nothin to me now .. its alreadi nothin .. it jus sux so much .. can i jus leave this place ? .. pls .. ;
hmmmx . jus wanna tell xin tat .. " im willin to see ue back to her becos ue wasn's suppose to me so close to me .. since she's so disappointed n angry now .. i have nothin to say .. is she wanna anihow think what can we stil do .. she no time fer ue .. ue no time fer her .. so i dunno what to sae ler .. aniwae . i read ur blog .. thx bahx . thx so much fer deciding to go out with me tat night bahx .. thx tat ue at least thot of me .. hmmmx . im glad to have a darlink baobei like ue . n even if one dae .. ue go back to chii . i wun blame ue or whatever .. i wil stil thx ue fer leavin me with a happi memory .. hmmmx .. ue too dun force urself too much kaes .. dun think too much about the probs ue havin .. must kan kai kaes . hmmx . smuackkies ..
hmmmx . kaes na .. got to go do other things le .. also quite tired le .. i also not in good mood .. hmmx . so ermx .. back tmr kaes ? miish those who read moi blog loadx .. thx fer readin ..
DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vionn ]]- _ i jus wanna ue be happi .. tats all .. _
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