baobei darliink : dunch sobs sobs le .. no use de .. since no one understands .. eu cry also no use .. i was once like euu .. even more troubles than euu .. i also did cry like hell .. like the world ish gonna kick me out .. but trust me . this is jus a part of ur life .. its all fate .. like wad i told eu .. to me,in moi world of dictionary .. there's no ani words name " family " .. i dunch understand this word .. i onli have frens who understand n cared .. its our life .. we can do anithink we like .. its our own world .. no matter how they scold eu . no matter how eu fail in ur sports .. it all over soon .. like wad i message eu ytd .. if eu mish him .. tell him .. look fer him .. cos keepin to urself .. wil onli hurt urself .. wen he keep quiet n noein nothin .. i dunno wad i can help euu .. onli noein tat i onli can listen to ur problems n everi other little thing tat eu wanna me help eu out .. i promise i wil be there fer euu .. not like the others .. hmms .. friends are reali so important to me now so i cant help losin eu as moi sweetest n dearest sistar .. not sae i les la .. cos eu noe im somehow straight kaes .. hahas .. but tellin eu da truth .. eu are jus a part of moi life .. maybe losin eu as a fren or a sistar wil be like losin someone so close so close to me .. wen eu cried so terribly jus now .. i was like cryin too .. i dunch noe why .. but it seems so hurt den eu cried .. well .. our lives are meant to be like tat .. there's no wae we wil be able to change it .. so all we can do ish jus to accept it .. take everithin lightli .. n it wil be it .. darliink .. eu take karries kaes .. maybe although eu would not see this blog but smile kaes .. mish ya .. ai si ni ler .. smuackkies .. ;;
gan papa : aiyo .. eu also another one .. dunch care ur bro la .. he big size so wad .. saein the same thing la .. its our own life .. no one wil be able to change it eu see .. ur daddy ask eu get out .. but ur mummy stil ask eu back rite .. at least someone stil cares .. eu stil have me .. meverick .. kok kit .. alan . loads n loads of friends wad .. so why bother bout ur bro so much .. dunch think too much la .. the more eu think . the more eu wanna feel like dyin .. hmms . eu also must take good karries kaes . thankies fer brightin moi dae up everi now n den . kekes .. all ur sorries n pinchings .. our cat fight which ended up onli eu hurtin .. hahas . well . we gonna stay daddy n nuer 184 . hmms . smile smile ..
to tat him : hmms . ur msn nick " have i made a mistake tellin eu ?? but i jus wanna let eu noe how i feel " .. well .. hmms . i also dunn0e wad to sae .. eu are also another one tat i should thankkiies euu . thanks fer being there with me wen i needed someone too .. hmms . but .. maybe i onli treated eu as someone so close so close . maybe we cant be together .. hmms .. i got a real big shocked wen eu sent me da messages at tat night .. i was so shocked tat i even kept tat message .. i never knew tat eu would sent tat message .. hmms . but i stil thank eu eu fer being so tan bai .. im sorri if i reali hurt eu loads . but we are stil best frens rite ?? hmms .. eu too .. must take karries .. also sick le .. so dunch think too much n smile big big too kkaes .. whakakas .. ;;
to the another him : ermhx .. eu arhs .. thankiies fer ur two minnies which eu wasted ur time n money helpin me to catch the two minnies at plaze sing .. but i also cannot accept euu . reali .. eu are not moi type of guy .. n alot la . hmms . so we also must remain as frens .. maybe a korr or wad .. cos maybe all da wae .. i've onli been treatin eu as a fren .. a korr .. well .. i noe eu dance nice nice .. but im reali sorri eu are not the type of guy i reali want .. hmms . well . take karries too h0rrs .. ermhs .. dunch smoke too much .. not good .. kekes .. ;;
moi hp de own photo album de title names ; 1st words : why didn't eu tell me eu weren't true at all .. onli til da dae i realize everithin myself .. i dunch need eu 24/7 now .. i onli hope to see eu dae - nite .. i miss eu deepli .. sae eu love me once again,pls .. as i wish upon a falling star .. my usual dae life .. this is how i am,moi own world .. its moi own fairytale now .. no m0re love .. da tears i led down fer eu are now all over .. eu jus left me endin up like this .. eu took moi smiles awae .. n i wan it back NOW ! .. i love moi friends now,n0rt eu .. fuck those sluts of pls .. it's startin all over again .. those memories are meant to be erased .. no more tears fer eu .. barbie's world .. shoo off if eu hate me .. cos i dunch give a damn at all .. tats da prob with me .. a babybytche after all,i do roar .. dunch eu ever step on moi cat's tail .. i never smiled again after eu left .. i wanna see eu wenever i open moi eyes .. i lost eu once again ....... ;;
moi hp de darliink de foto album de title names : thinkin of uue ' will uue cum back tu mii . i really miss eu alot .. will eu trust mi once more,and i wun hurt eu again .. realli hope tat we wil be together with our child tat belong to us and continue the stars tat eu made .. thn start all over again ' iHEARTeu ;;
moi hp me n darlink de foto album : its us in great world toilet - our little little reflection - our neos,i heart her,tats all - eu bright up my daes,my gerl - ROAR! munchin da onli eu,YUM! - ;;
moi hp of frens de foto album : noty him secretli peepin her . retards of outram n gan eng seng . moi beng beng n lian lian . its them smuacking around us,sweet . their life,he's hands around her . meverick + papa soul caught by me ! . judy as secreli taken,kaas . my fren dillon,new sir stamford raffles . judy secreali taken 1 by papa at yuki yaki . ;;
omg .. the fuckin prob ish i hate sluts .. so why keep askin .. aiyo ..
hmms . this few daes slowli slowli past .. wad i do this few daes .. " smoke .. [ veri less la .. shh . ] .. drink .. [ im gettin bored of tiger beer ] .. eat steamboat [ im not bored of it .. im lovin it .. hehes . ] .. listen songs .. [ tats 24/7.. i wil die without songs .. ] .. hahas . somehow quite bored this few daes .. dunno why .. cant catch up with those homework or sch work .. wad i do in sch ish onli slp as i can .. wad wil suspension be .. im bored .. so bored .. i onli wanna sae i wanna thank moi form teacher n class friends + darliink fer being there with me wen i needed them .. from o3o2o6 i cried since mornin .. they tried to entertain me all they can .. jokes n those pervertic jokes .. which finaali made me laugh n ferget bout him .. im glad they are here .. i neever thot they would be here .. its such a wonderful suprise .. hmms . well .. hehes . i wanna sae sorri n thank eu to patrick papa n meverick ahem n darlink xin fer being with me wen im drunk at home .. takin care of me .. how it got me drunk was becos we played saein we " da " tat cups n cans of tiger .. and then after awhile i start playin n laughin like crazi .. then i start moi giddyness n bla bla bla .. n patrick papa try savin me by pullin me to the bed .. shoutin .. hahas .. loads n loads .. finali i got up moiself .. ran to the bathroom . on the shower .. n the cold water jus went down moi head .. i didn't noe why i did this .. but i eventualli cried n cried .. makin them noe n ran .. off the shower .. took a towel .. cleanin me dry .. huggin me all da wae .. tellin me n comfortin me .. thanks fer the hugs meverick .. hahas . after cryin fer so long . it reali made me ferget most of me n him de memories .. me n him de past .. everithin .. it seems tat i've not much probs animore after cryin .. i smile .. smile everithin .. laughin with them .. im reali happi everithin bright up moi life once again .. its reali easy to ferget him maybe .. thanks miss chan fer listenin to me n him de probs ,.. thanks fer saein me n him ... hahas . aniwae la .. thanks fer everithin . hahas . well . sch cousellor mrs law call outside de cousellor come sch cousell me .. die .. im alrite kaes .. im alrite .. dots dots . hahas .. well .. gettin on with moi normal life .. wakin up earli in the mornin .. brush moi teeth .. bla bla bla .. shake shake shake . change .. go to sch rushin everi mornin .. hahas . den somehow sleepin in class .. tryin to wake moiself up everi lesson .. hahas . everi min thinkin here n dere . kekes . jus all moi nonsense .. after sch .. see go where .. either come home .. go out . or aiya .. wadever .. hahas . den come back late at night sometimes den i get veri tired .. looked at moi bed n jus knock off . hahas . if never go out de hua .. den come home with frens .. they entertain me n i entertain them .. den we jus eu noe .. get restless after awhile cos they wil start playin maple .. hahas . wen they go home . n if on tat dae we never go out .. i would slp about one somethin .. like now .. 12 somehtin .. hahas . hmms . normal life .. normal me maybe .. im back .. moi soul is back .. kekes ..
hmms .. got to go .. i wanna go orh orh liao .. so tired .. hahas . den fast fast tmr .. den can see them le .. kekes . i mish them .. well . bye bye .. mish me kaes . hahas .. ai si ni men le .. smuakcies ..
DaRLiin` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- _ i love euu .. love eu loads .. eu noe who eu are .. so shhh .. hahas . btw .. who's gonna be moi valentine's this year ... whee . im thinkin im thinkin .. so anxious .. wonder wad i would receive .. aiya . mostli nothin de .. i hope to receive big big de things .. cute cute de .. sepecialli bring to sch or bring outside moi sch give me .. wa... kekes . hope darlink xin happi kaes . hmms . _
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
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