pictures only , cas im talking to laobudian . busy . lols .

lame pic lame pic !
never prepare hao , miss chocolate act lihai go take . i look so ugly , and u see ah xing . niam-ing her .. lols ..


taiwan taiwan !! back to taiwan !! whee .

baby , i let u go . and i stil prefer this decision i've made , to let u go . im sorry if i have ever made u cry . im sorry for everything . *

been meeting adriano and dabudian nowadays . nahs , not nowadays . is this few days . first dae meet him was on tues , when dabudian went to johor very very early in the morning . went down all the way to tamp , reached there around 8 . then was buying things when he suddenly appeared behind me with both of his frens . tio shock and very pai seh . no comments . lols . after awhile they jiu wan go mam mam . so i go walk walk myself lo . so long never go down tamp le . at first thot of calling beibei darling . in the end , never , cas got a feeling she wun be there that dae . after tat he ask me go food court find them , jiu go lo . damn pai seh lawhs . see him i jiu laugh . also dunno why . lols . then after tat go chou yan with his frens , he don smoke anws . then his frens left and leave me and him . then go walk walk lo . go take NEOS . weets . soon jiu go home le . wad happen for the rest of the time , keep as memories . lols .
todae he got to go acting , early morning 7 jiu must wake up liaos . then at first wanted to stay up to 6.45 to message him . but in the end also bo , cas i doze off around 5 something . oppps . cas he went orh orh around 2 something , den message me around 4 something , i xia dao , thot why he haven sleep . then he say wad cas he dreamt of someone squeezing his ear . then i was like laughing la . cas i was like pulling his ear at tamp . lols . then i became his nightmare ! ARH ! lols . then i very lazy talk on fone ytd , but stil talk awhile . then force him back to sleep . was looking at the NEOS we took , then i suddenly rmb some other things . arghs , nvm , its over anws . haas . back to todae , went to town to meet dabudian , was suppose to go kbox , but adriano said he had no voice todae and very tired , so as a good girl , we went to watch movie instead . lols . bought the tix befer he came . lols . saw xiaolyn jie and her fren , at first and cinema jiu saw them le , then dui diao somemore . was wondering if its her ... in the end , fate came , she was standing in front of us when we were taking the escalator . then i whisper , esther , lols , the she turn her head . talk talk til MORE THAN WORDS there then she jiu go le . went down to wait for adriano , the he came walking like a duck again . lols . stupid lurhs . then went to catch the movie , cas late le . we watched CINDERLLA . so farking kong bu , especially the ending . nearly scare the hell of me . after tat jiu go buy drink then took the MRT back home . cas dabudian cominq to stay at my house todae , so he also send me home . papa early jiu go peneng le . ewww . like tat lo . JAMES , SORRY LURHS , I REALLY LAZY TALK ON FONE . THATS WHY NEVER CALL U . ONLY MESSAGE . hees . i hope u understand lurhs . faints . xD . now dabudian behind me painting her nails , i blogging lors . oh ya , just now on the way back home , also saw zhaoxuan and kai and joey . not joey foo , is sec 3 de . then talk all the way home . cas they also taking the same bus . thats all for todae . =) .

nort sure about tmr , might not be going out . cas promise papa not to go out tmr . have to really apologise to KENDRA GIRLFRIEND & HUIPING BAOBEIX . cas asked me out tmr but i cant confirm or make it . suppose to meet SIMAN BAOBEIX also , but the end ye shi mei you . DUI BU QI ! hmmms . if tmr staying at home with dabudian , adraino cominq find us at my house . then the next dae im leaving to taiwan . leaving home around 1 plus bahs . yawns . might be meeting james and guys in the morning . not confirm . thats all bahs . maybe back from taiwan le , wil blogged more de . hmmms . * hugs *

the purpose of cominq to blog todae becas i had some reasons . dabudian was looking at her friendster and we saw her viewing dabudian . so went to her profile to see . then all of a sudden after reading HER blog , i had some things to said to that guy who left me . " boy , no idea if u're reading my blog . but to confess the truth , the person who tagged me about u , the first person i thot was u . cas no one , none of my frens other than dabudian would asked or talked about u . the truth i want to know is simple , why is she putting FEB 2oo6 . why isit 1oth month anni . i don wanna know how much u feel for me . i just wanna know wad's happening . if u're thinking about the testi u saw , maybe , the im telling u again , its that person who wrote like tat , i didn't time u . u never asked who was he or wadever , u just said break . i didn't bother to explain either becas u didn't even want to know . yes , the reason i asked dabudian to add her , was becas i wanted to see her profile . and its somehow ridiculous for me to add her . so if u really get farked up about my wishlist then i really BWG . alrights ? maybe when one dae , im really not interested in knowinq le , or i know le , i wil delete or change it de . just take care bahs . i just read HER blog , she said something that i think its so true , SHE FELT LIKE SHE"S JUST UR PRESENT ONE , AND SHE WILL NOT BE UR FUTURE . duno whether she's talking about u . but boy , when i was with u , this was wad i felt too . *

syl just called me to niam . say he just came back from somekind of disco . and due to raining , he drop his keys and money . he don't even know only til he reached outside his house . and guess how much the money is , $5oo over . lols . LOLS . xD . being two baddies , we laughed and even asked where he drop . we now go out find . lols . damn funny lurhs . [ 5 mins of break ] . okays , after dabudian talking to him , he found it . u know where isit ? inside the cab . lols . heng he went down first and his fren was taking the same taxi on the way back home . lalas . wad kind of tian li is this . nonsense man . lols . kaes la . this is END OF HIS STORY . lols . david called me ytd to talk talk , todae call me go chalet but i didn't go . cas i heard JODY's name . really don wanna see him . lols . so didn't go . brian went MIA . lalas . anw , for the past few blogs , i've been saying bryan . actually is spell as BRIAN . oppps . sorry ! wheee . kaes la . end le end le . no pics nothing . blog also sians . lols . BYES !!

darling ger ` TO THOSE PEEPS WHO READ MY BLOG . PLS KINDLY SHUDUP IF U DON LIKE ME OR SOMETHING . DON COME SPAM MY BLOG OR ANYTHING . ITS USELESS . AND I DON NEED ANY COMMENTS XD . ITS REALLY THE FACT WHAT , ITS MY LIFE , U CARE SO MUCH FOR WHAT . I ALSO BO HUAN TIO U . RIGHTS RIGHTS ?! AND IF U DON LIKE , DON LOVE ME , HATE ME TO THE CORE , THEN CAN I ASK , WHY ARE U READING MY BLOG ? SO KPO FOR WHAT . AIYO , ALL VERY NONSENSE DE NEHS . and oh ya , saying me a bitch , want me to confess . sure , i confess , u also LL rights ? also nothing to say dui ma ? say i innoncent , okays , indeed i am , how old i am only ? . and omg , these things im telling to that annon . whoever it is , i was told by dabudian it might be someone around me becas u kinda like UNDERSTAND ME ? =) . and by spamming my blog , do u realise it makes u a bitch or bastard too ? don u think so ? so kindly just care about ur own business , not mine . i've been through ppl saying me fake , saying me a slut , a wadever , but do u think i ever care ? yes , to those who are my beloves , and if they say this to me , i care , i try to change . but to those who ain't my beloves or anyone , i really don care . and i really really hope u would fark off far away . like wad i say , why spam me ? why not just give me a slap right in front of my friends to wake me up from my senses ? [ ehs , like wadever u think i should wake up from ] . why not ? im kindly telling u , im waiting . . =) . take loads of care urself okays , bu yao lai fan wo .

and ya , was reading through AISU's blog [ although i don't know her ] . and im telling to tat bitch here . u know who u are . i like people around me copying me , jiu shi pian pian don like to see the things i once said in ur blog . let it be let it be , who don't know i just wrote this in my previous blog . and as soon as i read ur blog , oh my shen , i saw the same words . pls lurhs , ur SPIDER or dunno who dunno who . don need ka my jiao wei in front of them de . want , jiu char bo ownself settle . don need ask those guys to entertain u or something . or wadever u are thinking . come to me straight if u really buey song with me . dong ma ? don need shoot me with ur smiles and laughters after i've said u de , to others , u wil qi them . to me , really no use de . and pls la hors , don only now go find those chao ah lian come find me la hors . we play fair la hors , i wait for u . =0 ... ... someone's gonna say she's not as childish as me again . oh ~~ i'll continue with my life anw . just hope u would fark of from my sight asap . especially when sch starts ! omg , say til sch starts ! ARGHS !! my nightmare ! tians . MAY GOD BLESS VIONNACHAN . AMEN .

and oh ya oh ya . last thing before i go to sleep . SHAN COUSSIE , i don't wanna u think so much le alrights . those things have happen for so long , and he's already not beside u . u have to smile to ur future instead of always thinking of him alrights . i use to dunno wad u are talking on ur blog or msn nick , but now noe le , so these are my concerns alrights . im here for u rights ? u know that . play is play , serious is serious . we know that . so don think so much le kaes . memories are memories , if he's fated to be urs , he wil be back de . those times he dote and love u , all gone le . so u just have to find someone new alrights . im sure there's guys better than me , im sure there's guys who love u more than him . u're a nice girl , my nice cousin , so don give up everything just becas of him . kaes ? i'll meet u asap after i come back from taiwan yarhs . like how i *hooked fingers* with huiping , i PROMISE her i'll meet u guys with ben they all soon alrights . no more sleeping over time , or never go le . the next time we meet , i'll be there . take very good care of urself alrights . loved . xD . hmmms .

REPLIES TO TAGS .

TO :

xin : change le la change le la . go johor forget me . act arhs . lols . i go taiwan shopping let u see . lols .

xiao jer jer : i know lurhs =) . thanks . all the best to u too .. hmmms .

orange : okays . relax . i will update de . u think i so free ah . hahas .

fabian : see ur link on my blog . so sweet rights . lols . FARKER ! lalas .

ahBEN : lols . link le . i put under xiaoahBEN . can lurhs hors ? ur blog also like tat put ma . hahas .

kendraGIRLFRIEND : yes yes . and i wil flood ur tag alrights . but just tag mine wil do , don flood ! hahas .

cynthia darling : nono . im not the busy one . u are ! always chinese orchestra lurhs . ewww ..

huipingBAOBEI : die die . i didn't went to meet u guys . hao lurhs . sorry .. sobx . u know hors , i ytd cant go out . todae my father abit out of mind , pass $12o to me ask me go buy things . lalas . kaes la . meet up soon lurhs . PICTURES ! .

xiaoshanCOUSSIE : aiya , u arhs ? go find miss brown lurhs . ytd talk on fone talk til so tired . i know lurhs . u stil love miss brown the most . sobx . xD .

8310 : don think i dunno who u are . heh heh heh . stupid . im turning like u . lols .

SHIRLEY : i'll link u soon ! xD . yupyup . i'll go tag u tonight . tag me always too . wheets .

**** : due to u ssaying about him , i think i know who u are . fark of ? who are u to ask me to fark off ? and whether i got stead anot , it dosen't concerns u . i don't think u have the right to lecture me alrights .

tracy : yeah yeah ! u like my blogskin ! i like urs too . muaahahahas . tag me more tag me ! lalas .

james : ehs , u sure u james ? lols . becas i don even know wad u are talking for the last sentence . lols .

SPYKE : =) . thanks boy ! loved .

tell lora i love her , tell lora i need her . tell lora not to cry , my love for her , wil never die . *

yes yes , i like this pic xD . hahahas . wheee ..
i feel like a cat in this pic ~ ewww ..
a very ugly pic with james oh . lalas . stupid face of mine . see his . aahahahas . xD .
finally some photos ..
imagine if we accidently move and kiss dao ta . like tat he bu shi hen happy . wait long nehs . lalas . =D .
my girls u see ? mine . =) .
we actually have long lips .. so we did somehow touch abit and laughed like hell . lols .
again . took ytd . damn fat pic . arghs . and she look like a aunty ! shopping ! muahahaas .
dabudian's finger disturbing him and i was the one taking the foto . lols .

hey boy , watcha lookinq at . ? its not time for u to stare yet ... ... xD .

was home all dae til around 5 something when decided to go to k . suppose to go down woodlands but didn't . backside itchy go call fabian prepare . lols . then after tat cant go down so go town . reach le don decide to go k box so go walk walk lo . then go mam mam abit le zai go buy one bag . =D . shopping time lurhs . muahahahas . anw , its currently 12.15 pm in the afternnoon . i just finish talking on fone with mr.adriano on fone from around 6 . was suppose to only be awhile before he goes to sleep ! but he pian wo ! he talk til now . and im very very tired now . i needa a rest . meeting ben and peeps they all later around 4 somemore . ewww eewwww . kaes la . for wad we talk and wad happen in the end nehs . tmr zai blog . or later . tired la . buey tahan liaos . i wan SEE JAMES !! I WAN SEE U !! i know u wil be reading my blog anw . i really wanna see u ! lalas !! i also dunno y . lol . doncare la . go sleep wake up le zai say . =) .

maybe single is so much better and relieve ... phew ...

love can touch us for one time , and last for a life time . yes , no forever needed , but for one true time for me to love u , its enough .

be my love one , i'll love you so much , i'll pamper u as much as i can . be my enemy , i'll make sure i'll step u dead . tats why im telling baobeix huiping , GER , IM LOVING U SO SO MUCH . xD .
wenzhong said this were potions .. lols . no lurhs , the drinks ordered by james . =) . hmmms .
this pic quite long le . realise i never put it up . hahas . see my stupid lame lame chop face behind . haas . i ran in to take , its was not suppose to be there . hahas .
she's tat chaoahlian ! not me !! not me !! i'am innocent u see ?! =X .
no make up ? guess lors . lols .
okays . i like this =D .
fark me off if u dare man . lols . qi si ni ar qi si ni . lai lai lai . lalas . ~~
i look so fat in this pic la !! how can it be like tat . like tat jiu buey gam le la . ewwww . and ehs , am i tat short ? hees .

mr.bryan said i put james pic on my dp in msn . he bushuang . so i ask him send me his pic . then here i am to put on blog . haas .

i stayed home all day todae except for at night around 9 something . staying home nowadays to rot okays . im damn bored . its not tat no one asked me out , its just tat im lazy . ehehes . =X . can u imagine like for james they all , i have to like go to woodlands ? and then xiaoshan coussie and huiping baobeix all the way to batok ? and others are like sengkang , amk , tpy . . etc .. .. all so far from me . so maybe i should kao lu wad my father say . moving to amk . hahas . so let's talk about at night then . ti tie de james and wenzhong came all the way to my house here to find me . thot ORANGE was cominq , but tio tua , he never come . lols . and then when i went down . sat at blk12 drink water . hahas . called xiaozhi to ask if he's behind . then he pop up all of a sudden when i was on the next line with my pa . then ask if renjie was behind too ? xiaozhi said , yaya . . lols . then called him . due to missing me too much , he came in front . lols . becas i don wana go behind to see ah huat they all . kinda of kong bu u see ? lols . after talking for awhile , saw jeremy walking pass . DA hi awhile , he came also . with two stacks of 5o dollars notes . lols . didn't concentrate on how all of the 5o bucks came cas i was talking to james and wenzhong . lols . then after that jeremy dunno go where . then talk talk talk , xiaozhi go kbox , renjie go back behind . then ask james and wenzhong go my block downstairs talk . cas sit there kinda kong bu ehs . got one uncle keep looking , dunno see wad .. hahas . after tat downstairs take photos , bla bla bla . then around 1o.55 ? i went back up home . use com , watch tv . baby called anws , kinda quarreled again . and then i just kup the fone . don really wanna listen to his voice and his excuses . hmmms . dunno , my fault too anws . slacking around home , messagin with adriano . since around 7 something he message with me till midnight 5 something . talked kinda loads of things and then he went back to sleep . around 4 something dabudian call me . miracle ehs . i thot she sleep le nehs . talked til around 6 plus she went to sleep . im here to blog then . bryan and david MIA , must be too tired . arghs , wadever . hahas . at least im having peace tonight . oppps . hahas . so thats todae lurhs . nothing much . . .

oh .. i realise something . alot ppl change blogskin . i like me , dabudian and huiping de ehs . three of us de kinda the same . hahas . i finally xiang tong to like u know , ehs , link ppl ? hahas . im not lazy to link anymore !! hahas . and kinda starting to reply all tags with concentration . muahahahas . u see ? im good .. lalas . aiya . nonsense . nothing to blog todae nehs . cant think of anything now. my mind is like , ehs , HALF DEAD ? hahas . damn . wash my mind pls . anw , papa leaving singapore on the 2oth . so i have to live 2 days on my own . and then 22nd going to taiwan le . arghs . i cant bare to leave again . not sure whether im gonna have fun there but hmms , smiles to going overseas ! long long one time de chance . ahahas . heading of for starcruise with bryan and guys around next year march , MAYBE ~ its a maybe only . they're alrights . the probs lies within me and dabudian thats all . hahas . so lets see how bahs . needa gather loads and loads of ppl to go . then i have more chances of going . muahahahas . next year having chalet during my b'dae . and next year its a must . no more out of cash man . save money ! hahas . kaes la . lazy to blog liaos . go see my friendster le . wheee =) .

darling ger ` 5 kinda off to perfect guys , yet none im interested in . is there like something happening to me or has my mind gone headwires in relationships ? let it be man , let it be . time would decide every decisions then . by the time , let's see whose true and whose not . realise i've met alot of bastards in my life , so let's see how things goes . im not really good either , but im glad i scolded them bastards . i don't know why . same words , let it be .....

who knows whats going to happen next ?

okays . so this is james and wenzhong . lols .
becas im bored . so i steal his pic . lols . cas i ownself no pics le !!

i like this pic of him . cas i don understand why his legs so long . lols .

stayed whole day at home today . bored . all i did was sleep , talk on fone , use com , watch tv . i never even eat okays ?! lols . nvm .. .. so this was what i did for the whole dae . and i doze off around 9 something at night til around ehs 12 something i woke up . then around 2 plus bahs , james ask me call him conference with wenzhong . awhile quiet awhile so noisy , also dunno wad to talk . hehes . then wenzhong was di-siaoing james with something about TG . stil don really understand wad isit . cas i saw my name VANILLA on it !! thats why im hao qi about it . lols . after that i really cannot tahan le , i go chat with sameul [ ehs , dunno la , dunno how to spell his name ] lols . ask him tell me about the TG . then only share share abit nia , i also dunno what isit all about again . lols . then ask him call james conference . they disiao him til james now pek chek ehs ? ahahas . dunno la . haas . kaes la . thats todae lo . tmr actually going sentosa . but ehs . tat dabudian went to sleep le . so .. see how tmr bahs . =D .

i've changed my blogskin becas of my tag thingi . i think this blogskin looks better rights ? thannks to my taste choosing and dabudian's help ! hees . i've link some peeps i rmb , but not all . so tell me again if u need me to link u cas i forgot quite alot . sorry ! any comments ? haas .

to u , not gonna write ur name anymore . i didn't know she's reading my blog . how would the hell i know . i don't even know her . i didn't know my blog would cause her to break with u this morning . im so sorry . my apologise to u again , becas i don't decide to delete that post . its stil my blog afterall . i prefer to write the things i want . yes , u said to stop contacting for nw . i respect ur decision and everything . up to you . im speechless . u might be hating me now but i really didn't know she would read my blog and all i wanted to do was just to tell u those things . i really didn't know she would read my blog .

kaes kaes . im going off to concentrate talking to them on fone le . lols . david just called after bryan put down . arghs , but im sorry guys . u called too late todae ! hahas . im already talking on fone . and to baby , we just quarreled or maybe argued over some issues . i prefer to avoid than to continue to quarrel . maybe tmr bahs , tmr zai call me bahs . hmmms . lets see how things go on . =) .

i don wanna be that murderer to kill your heart , and to kill you . i don wanna be .. .. .. *

pics ! stil got loads more . but cant put in com . fone spoil . lols . xD . slowly wait arhs . wait til mr.james decide to put . lols . kaes kaes . anw , left , huiping baobeix [ NiUnAiX ] , middle is nonsense , right . of cas if my coussie i loved lurhs . =D .
coussie said " i wan take with u , i want ! " then i stripe off my jacket . lols . was at JP lurhs . with mr.james and mr.wenzhong . lols .
say hello to us . lols .
iLOVED this pic lurhs . lols . but i have a lj face in it . lalas .
our spidey spidey . OUR RETARDED SPIDEY ! lols .

say hello to us again . see baobeix face , like pig ehs . shhhh . opppx * runs away * . whakakas .

oh hi peeps !! long long no see . =) . lets start from the dae i came back from thailand alrights . arghs , anw , i fell sick there . lols . so didn't buy alot of things . but i stil got those presents for some . and i can see they are very satisfied . =D . muahahahas . reached home around night 11 plus , was feeling quite high [ whees ] becas i finally get the chance to touch my com and fone . i won't forget how i on my com and when i get online , the way those idiots bomb me on msn . arghs , but i was glad for something . the first person was adriano . =D . thanks tootie ! =D . and then i chatted on fone with dabudian .. prepare the presents . guess what i get for those peeps . baby got a jacket , two shirts , a perfurm i bought in changi ! its ex okays ?! .damn . and then some food and monkey keychains for his friends =D . got laobudian a shirt , a kuzi , a monkey keychain and others i forgot . =X . her sister got a hello kitty pouch ! whakakakas . david got a shirt plus to limited keychains . damn . my bryan got a NICE shirt and a belt =D . others like coussie , ahben and baobeix , etc .. got limited keychains . lalas . judy one was the most limited one , a la bi xiaoxin , those hang fone de . i can see she's satisfied , and i know she loves me =D . my love for judy , muahahas . well , those peeps who didn't receive or something , wait til i get back from taiwan end of this month bahs . lalas . anw , second dae i came back was tues , was suppose to have aloy's chalet . but didn't make for it , instead i went to meet dabudian , coussie , baobeix , james and wenzhong at JP . aloy cousellor , sorry lurhs . i know i disappoint u . =x . then went down to meet shaowei baobeix first , and then kahleong was with him . so noisy the both of us . stil the same , kp here kp there . lols . after tat james and wenzhong came and then we went to the mrt there to wait for the two princess who took their own time coming down . then when they reached , smoke le jiu go back JP . ccb , i think on tat dae my face got put 3 words ehs " please diao me " . damn . but nvm , im kind , i don care . i just wanted to enjoy my day tat dae . lalas . went walking around and then took fotos . after tat coussie and baobeix wanted to go find ahjohn they all . then i don wanna go down , cas it was kinda late for me to do so . but james and wenzhong stil left down to pei us =D . went to smoke again and they to billy bonkers to get a drink . stupid stubborn idiot , we said we didnt want to drink stil order for us . worst , james ordered chocolate and vanilla shake . arghs ~~ see la , waste money . we didn't even finish half the drink lurhs . gotta go home after the drink so i went off with dabudian . james and wenzhong went down to find ahjohn and guys . after tat at night same lo , chat on fone and bla bla bla .

next dae was sleepign when received a call from judy asking if she could come my house around 3 something . then i said alrights , straight after i put down , coussie called me to pei her go put ak . ARGHS . . then i called judy to tell her i cant let her come le . lucky she said nvm . phew , im sorry oh .. then in the end she came to pass dabudian's fone to me and then her fren who was with her bought chicken rice for me without telling me . SURPRISE =D . wheeee . loved =) . thanks gurl . soon after i prepare , then went down . too bad dabudian already met coussie , so they went to eat first . alalalas . hai me walk so far ehs . faints . then rush back to peni , choose here and there , finally coussie chose a scorpion for her kidney there . lols . she wanted to put there de ! lalalas . then she put , we see , see her tong ku i also gek xim . lols . after tat i backside itchy wanna put also . then go chose one spidey . damn . actually put neck behind , then coussie scared her mummy see . so choose again , actually put at stomach there . then two idiots us scared , don wan . the end put shoulder . arghs ! actually my shoulder is leave for my star star de . ! tsk tsk . nvm ~~ . hehes . i was like shouting all kinds of vulgarities becas really pain lurhs . bone ehs . ke lian , pathetic me . LOLS . then soon coussie say wanna go back batok find frens . then we both don wan , so we go find baby . cas from i come back , stil haven see him . whee . then he so surprise lurhs , cas i never tel him ma . then he shouted NNB , then the boss there . lols . after tat pei him walk around le , smoke le , talk le , me and dabudian jiu go home le . like this lo . rest of the night also same . bla bla bla . lols . lalas .

on thurs early morning 5 something , bryan called me to chat . then david called around 6 something . conference . then after tat david suggested for breakfast . i said orhs . lols . then they came down around 8 something . i fell asleep . opppps . nvm la , cas in the end they also cominq my house de ma . lols . bryan was like bombing my fone when they reached then i said i didn't want to go for breakfast le . they finish le zai come up . so after they finish , they come up lo . i look like a sotong when i open the door ! sobx sobx . cas really tired ma . damn . after tat they woke me up la , ewww . they david sit on my bed , bryan lie on my bed . then i help him manicure his fingers . lols . paint black and white . lols . then i keep shouting cas he keep say not nice . lols . then david at there rot , after tat go use com . then we three at there play play play then after tat massage for bryan . then david kpkp . lols . the end i become maid lors , both also tio . lols . then around 3 something ehs , we three cannot tahan liaos . all go sleep . stupid lehs , we three squeeze my bed lehs . damn . kana hamburger . in the end david don wan sleep le , so come use com . then me and bryan go orh orh lors . 2 idiots so fast jiu doze off . sleep til 6 something i wake up go call dabudian . then david jiu run go rest on my bed lors . aiyo . bu guan la . hahas . after tat i came in ask them stil don wan go meet jinqi they all mehs . they say stil wait i ask , they also tio gan liaos . lols. actually 1 meet them , til now stil sleeping . lols . guess wad , suddenly pa came back . whooohoooo ~ . lols . no la , nothing happen . scare u all nia . lols . then i don wan see his face , so i ask bryan and david quick go meet them . then i prepare go meet dabudian for seoul gardan . lols . they marina south we seoul gardan la . lalas . we belong to the higer class rank . hahas . then call tiff to ask if wanna come down bugis . she say ok lo . wa , first time nehs . ehehehes . then instead of waiting for dabudian , we go down arcade play . oppps . then went up find her then go down arcade again . after arcade , went down to the basement carpark there take photo . stupid right ? tiff la . lols . then after tat take le she went home , we both go eat . yum yum . then james was messaging me whole dae ma . then he also bo come down bugis so i also LL , cant see him . idiot him ask if i saw michelle , damn rights . so er xin la , he know we enemies . thats why . lols . after eating when on the way wanna go home , saw steph and joshua . lols . after some smiling and da hi , we walked off . reached back home , use com , doze off , woke up again now to use com lo . lalas . ban cant go out for a week but aiya , bu ke neng de . lols . 2 daes nia . after tat jiu chiong liaos . pa la , kpkp . now wake up liaos also kpkp . then i at there say , " early morning kpkp , u buey sian i also sians " then he say " si mi kpkp " . then i say " aiya , close my door la . kaos . early morning [ in hokkien ] always spoil my mood " then he close my door , now currently in the toilet dabian . lols . hao la . tats all . =) .

shaowei , every word and everything u say , i would always rmb . ur words are so important tat it can affect my moods now and then . i know it was my fault to let u go , and i've repeated times and times for this . but u've gotta know u're with emily now and i don wanna be said for a bitch just becas of how u think and how am i gonna truely react to it u know . get my meaning ? that dae at JP , the way so close u walk off and then she came suddenly . the way u hugged her and the way u both talk , i really really wanted to get out of JP at that damn right moment . imagining u just told me how much u miss me and then at the next moment , i saw u hugging her , it hurts . really . how i walked pass the both of u , without u even glancing , hurts more . she's stil important to u , becas if she's isn't , you wouldn't be like tat . llike wad u told me , you mind her alot but dunno why not me . but boy , like what i said , maybe like u and her . after months or something , we might be together again . no one knows what's gonna happen next anw . im really sorry about the dinner tonight . i just knew tat i cant get out cas my dad wouldn't let . and i didn't wanna go becas of ur friends . what would they think ? would u think for me before asking me to go these kind of events ? u said u left her ticket for me , but im sorry . i really cant go , even if i can , i really don have the face to face ur friends becas u're attach , i am too . nvm if they don know im attach , but its u . i know how frustrated and angry u are now becas i cant make it . but cool down and then we'll talk again alrights . i hope u understand the difficulty im standing on . i promise i wil meet u so soon alrights . about the chalet u told me about on 22nd dec , baobeix , im sorry , i also cant make it . im leaving off to taiwan tat dae , my dad just told me . im going til the 27th . try to contact u as soon as i come back alrights . u gonna have to take care of urself alrights . seeing u like tat , hurts . promise me to stay happy ? =) . smoochies .

hey baby boy . thanks for tolerating my character and attitude always . especially when times i cant meet u and i always meet my frens . especially what happen ytd , the way i raise my voice at u just becas i was sleeping and felt really pek chek becas u were bombing my fone for so many times . i know u miss me , i know u just wanna hear my voice , but im really sorry for what i did . im sorry i didn't understand ur feelings about ur puppy ur mum's givnig away . i know u've been with it for daes , u hurt too . i know the feeling . becas the way i let bian bian went that moment , i cried too . was talking about u with xinhui when we were havin our dinner , and we know u're a very very good boyfriend . u're a very very understanding one . the way u showed me ur attitude the last time , and then we quarreled becas of tat , in the end u changed for me . u're those kind , serious yet fun . understanding yet tolerating inside ur heart . and many many other more good things about u . isit good for u to stay with me ? im stil thinking , thinking whether should i let u go . there are better girls outside who can make u smile better like i made u smile . there are girls outside who're waiting for u . im really wondering if i should let u go . ni tai guo hao , hao dao rang wo gan jue wo pei bu shang ni . dong marhs ? hais . let time decide bahs . hmmms . . .

kaes kaes , going off le . maybe later zai blog more bahs . im off to rest again . yawns . im quite tired again le . anw , write some stupid words down first . invented by me and bryan . how do u say oh my god in chinese ? not oh my tian , is oh my shen . lols . how about shit it ? " shi ta ! " lols . and then holy shit ? " shen shen de shi " [ some of u might dunno how to pronouce this shen shen , got ying diao de . think ! lols ] . and then wad the fuck is " she me xing ?! " lols . think okays ? gogogo . go think of how to read . hahas . kaes kaes . going le larhs . take care darling peeps . smuacks .

im bored lurhs . cant stand .

is something wrong with my blog when u guys come to see ? cas from what i see here , i lost my tag and everything . ARGHS !!! how how . im leaving to thailand le and this kind of things happen !! arghs . bu guan la . redo if really spoil lors . bo bian .

anw , mr.caiyan [ my danbai ] birthdae is cominq . 14 days and counting . laobudian fren's birthdae on 22 DEC .
cant think of anymore . all i know is meeting alot ppl . lols .
how ? this time go thailand sure broke . lols . and i just met another guy with a black bike . whooohooo . let's go for bike race again !! wheeee ..

warn u here , its not that i've stop saying u . u're getting on my nerves , just wait .

hahas . kaes , let me say about todae . slept only this morning around 9 something . then at night 7 like that then wake up ehs . hees . becas dad had earlied bought dinner for me . so when i wake up , i came to use com , and then watch XIAOQI ! hahas . then went to take mam mam to eat . was talking to baby's fren and aloy they all on msn . telling baby's fren kenny about the thing to tell baby . then he was like , aiya , nvm de la , he everytime sibei zidong de . reach my house jiu will call u lerhs . then i was like . CANNOT ! MUST TELL HIM I NEVER FIND HIM BECAS I WAKE UP LATE ! lols . after that i jiu watch tv , den suddenly huiping baobeix [ NIUNAI ] call me . then ask her what happen . she ask me go down east coast ehs . cas she very bored . lols . then keep phscoing my go down . too bad i cant lurhs . then she don believe , so i ask papa . then pa say NO ! then she sians . keep talking very long . then coussie take over phone . then tell aiping they all say actually i her cousin . then they all like so surprise . lols . dunno`em lurhs . siao siao derhs . after that cas they wana go cycling le , so put down fone . use com , bla bla bla then just now 2 something laobudian call . say i MIA and bla bla bla de . then say booked me on the 22nd of DEC . got the dunno whose b'dae ehs . like that lors . then talk talk talk . just put down . after blogging i jiu continue pack my things for later on . COUNTING FROM NOW , I HAVE 11 HOURS MORE IN SINGAPORE . arghs . i'll miss alot ppl lurhs . sobx sobx . if baby can wake up at 6 , i'll be meeting him at 7 for breakfast or something . see baby for last time lurhs . ewww . ewww . yeahs , anyway , going for 4 daes . come back jiu go chalet . thurs meeting benjamin , colin , yuwei didi , huiping baobeix , xiaoshan coussie and ahroy . whheeee ! got BIKE to sit again ! muahahahas . like that bahs . thats todae and for the rest of the week . might be meetin pamela darling [ CHERISH ] next sat . fridae might be meeting baby bahs . FULL . ewwww . then see when meet adriano , cas they toot toot sia - ing me say what got alot ghost stories to share . cb hors ? lols . then just now he at fren house decorate the house finish jiu message me ask me what i doing . i so surprise ehs . then message till now lors . hahas . but hey mr.adriano , i know lurhs . u ask me take care myself le , u also alrights . got acting and training dancing for this sunday de star awards . see ya soon =D .

ehs . baby just called me ! so late le ! he haven sleep !! 3.32 am now okays ?! then he say what nono , is woke up by that stupid dog ! ARGHS ! HIS HOUSE GOT DOG LE !! PUPPY LAI DE ! YEAH !!! then he say the stupid puppy give eeewwing . lols . idiot ehs u , keep scolding my puppy laogong . hahas . =X . told baby to bring that puppy with him tmr morning when meet me . yeah !! =D . kaes , he went back to sleep lerhs , nites baby . muacks .

i just found some videos i've been finding for long on youtube when talking on fone with huiping baobeix and coussie ytd . and i realise i know how to shout all the poems =X . opppx . although the poems are already very very very very long le . but hmms , i stil think so long yi lai , these are the few i love the most . especially the first one im putting down , i've been finding for years !!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fbuh5mRFMfw

second one . its not the full story . the editted it . last time full story nicer , but now they cut the full story to loads of half half half ~ then i lazy put so many . so put up the longest and better de . =) .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OdTycw2pVw

third one . but abit mix up . cas its not the original one , i know that . im not stupid . i use to have the whole CD . promise pohmeng kor not to give anyone or lent . too bad for me , i lent that sean . and i cant get it back anymore . fark him off . ccb .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXScT8vXe3I

kaes kaes . going le . i give til here only ehs . others u guys wan go find urself .hmmms . either this is my last blog or later one more jiu no more le . u guys gotta wait for maybe around 4 days more affter i come back ? hahas . see ya peeps . =D . i wil miss u guys de lurhs . sobx sobx . byes ~

not sure if u guys can see this . but its a very very very very long time thing . i rmb i love this the most =D .