Okay,now there is something wrong with blogger again.
As usual,with pictures.
Damn.

I don't care,i am going to bed,now.
Goodnight.

Oh,and watch 痞子英雄 from
http://sugoideas.com/drama-2009/black-white/
Super nice. I just finish all the chapters.
If you're not interested,go watch the preview first and consider.
They're starting to film a movie end of this year! :D
GOOD.
Handsome and pretty people inside.
Good acting,good scripts. NICE LAH,just watch,lol.

If i say,
if i ask,
what would your replies be?
Because i seem to know the answer,
that now i don't have the courage to do anything.

I just got back home and i got to work later on.
But whoever that was there today,got to work later on too.
I think we'll die tmr with heavy eye bags.
Damn,goodnight.
Shall blog again soon.

當你決定　你要離開我
我沒有說什麼
就當作你自由

有好幾次我都想挽留
苦求也沒有用
就當作是寂寞

因為我能明白
他的溫柔　對你是種解脫
就坦白告訴我
誰是你的最愛

其實你很愛他
對我的懲罰
說你沒有想他
是可憐我吧

我已沒有藉口
只能放手
不敢奢求
你說愛我

其實你很愛他
他很溫柔嗎
其實你很想他
就說出口吧

我已不想多說
摀住耳朵
不想再次聽到你說
你很愛他.

Its hard when you seem to understand something,
but u hear the director in your mind, says Action.
& you start acting.
The camera are the eyes of the people around you,
the scripts are written,on your own.
The ones who understand look through you,
the ones who don't,continue your script.
The show has no ending,no ending,no ending.
The director won't say Cut. The director won't stop till something comes out of it.
You just have to keep smiling,smiling & smiling.
I miss you & i love you don't seem to be the words anymore.

Cheer up,cheer up.
I can't cry.
Emotions are not allow in this show.

I'm going to have a random night.
Its been so long since i last touch Mahjong.
& i'm going to feel it soon.

I shall blog about who i'm playing with,
when the game is done:D

Tmr will be a long day,i guess.
Tiring.

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooo. ):
Did i listen wrong on 95FM or what?!
I can't find any Michael Learns To Rock concert.
Then what isit that is on 95.FM
Damn lah.
Who would be that kind soul to check for me?
Because i'm super tired alr,and i have work tmr.

I'm listening to Careless Whisper now.
Nice song,can let me sleep in peace. :D

I wanna see you,can i?
Its been days.
But its nothing,isn't it?
I've experienced months not seeing you,at all.

Fate-less. -.-

V wants to go to Michael Learns To Rock concert.
Damn.
I shall go check the pricing now.
& get some random people to go with me.
Anyone,interested? ):

& the King Of Pop has passed away.
Michael Jackson.
Super shocking and sad news.
Sigh.

Oh,and go watch the show,Dream Lover. (1994)
Go download online or something. LOL.
& GREASE!
GREASE.
You better shape up~~ cause i need a man~~
and my heart is set on you~~
LOL. i got the dvd though.
Find some time to watch it soon!
Miss the songs man.

Okay,goodnight.

I've written in our book too.
Will you see it?

I'm irritating.
& i love to irritate people.

I love chilling yo(:
Its a inside joke lah.
We see goldfishes inside. HAHAHA.

Work today.
As usual like the last few days,
something on mind.

I don't know,
because now i feel like an idiot.

Whatever.
Anw,life has always been like this.
lol.

oh,and a bloody idiot stepped and bite on me today.
for no reasons. I nearly killed him.
lol.

Okay,whatever. Goodnight.
Listen to the song,
Baby can i hold you tonight.
By Ronan Keating.


If i were to told you,
i gotta go,i have to leave,i will leave.
Will you hold me and make me stay?
Will you tell me even if you're unsure of yourself?
XE says i should say,
so if you really want me,
you would make me stay.
& if you don't...
Don't. No.
I prefer lying to myself.

Baby,if i told you the right words,at the right time,
you'll be mine.
words,words don't come easily.

my baby boy is sick.
i don't know what to do.
Should i bring him to a vet,but vet are liars.
They cheat.
I haven't seen JJ for a week or two.
I haven't seen this little girl for quite some time too.
She's super cute and a very good girl.
I wonder....
I want to make her ahboy's wife!
Nicky is still here with us.
& i love her yo,
i always hugged her as and when i like.
She loves jumping on me when she sees me. -.-
She loves milk and cheese sticks,she can't resist them.
She would say please ( really,she knows how to ) for the sticks.

Work today.
Thinking bout the long week ahead is super tiring.
Looking at my phone is worst,
its not ringing and the feeling sucks.

I thought it would ring after work ends like the past few days,
but shit,i love lying to myself.
:D

I went to the doctor today.
To take a look at my disgusting legs.
alot of random stuffs growing on it since sunday.
I cannot wait for them to be gone.
i want my beautiful,un-scarred legs back,lol.

I need toner,
i need concealer,
i need foundation,
i need loose powder,
i need clothes,
i need money and i can have everything above,right away.
I can't wait for pay to come.
Come come~

& i feel disgusted when i see the pimples and fats on me.
I just feel like dying.
I don't want to eat,
but food around me loves seducing me.
& i can't resist the temptation. LOL.
whatever,i really don't want to eat. ):

I'm super crazy about this song these days.
Best of me,daniel powter.
NICE. Meaningful.

Okay,i am going to bed.
Yawn.
Bless me that i stay at Srg tmr. Hahahahaha!
Goodnight.

Oh ya,i have retarded young girls outside the shop sniffing glue.
Retarded or what? Dumb?
Come on man,wtf. Do it else where or when the sky is dark lah.
Damn stupid-.-

You know i'm hoping you'll sing along,
though its not your favorite song.
& i hate the thought of finally being erased.
I was made the wrong way,
won't you do me the right way?
I don't feel strong.

I will never cry in front of you,again.
This was why i told you sorry,and that will never happen again.
Thank you for being there.

Thanks Gf and Rae for smelling and staring at what i vomited :D
We shall probably head to PJ next week again!
RAE,i know you're reading this,lol.
GF,i don't know if you're reading this because you just love to come to my blog and look at my pictures. You don't read. lol.

BUT,this time,
before we drink,
we shall go eat first. Lol.

SERIOUS DIET SIOL!
i fainted,lol.
for not eating the whole day.
I'm so " lan " -.-

I slept at 5 plus ytd.
and i nearly died at work today.
Luckily today wasn't as busy as compared to the other days.
& i'm going to bed,now. (:
GOODNIGHT YO!
Please rmb to eat people!
Don't end up fainting like,some idiot ytd who fainted.
LOL.

Why is my white tissue rose missing? ):
FCUK.

i miss you.

I'm freaking happy ytd.
Its like i've got everything.
From partying with the pinnacles,
to having someone acc me throughout the night
and two big big surprises from dad when i'm home.

& now i'm FU**ING pissed off!
I don't understand why i'm so pissed off too.
Probably because he's a good friend,
and he lied.
_|_
My heart is aching.
Thanks.

I've been feeling tired while working these days.
I get 10 hours sleep per day,why am i still feeling so tired?!

Okay,i'm talking to Freddy on the phone now. Ranting to him about everything.
BEST FRIEND YO.
Chatting on msn with Seany. Hahahaha,
boobs. LOL!

See my pinnacles tmr (: So long for this gathering.. my god.
Nights!

Dad's birthday.

I chased a Shiba Inu today.
Across the road and street.
I tried not to stop,because i know i would lose him in just one sec.

Running cross the road,many things came across my mind.
I don't want any regrets.

In the end,luckily Xue bai stopped halfway to shit.
& he's caught. (:

Damn singaporeans,damn that idiot who opened the door and still tell us nonsense.
Damn those idiots when i tried yelling to ask them to help me stop XB,but they moved aside.
Wtf? Everybody just stood and watched me chasing.
Singaporeans?!

Tired today.
I was shivering and my legs were wobbly when i was back to the shop.
I thought my tears would burst out any moment.
For i don't know what reasons.
But i'm strong (:
Goodnight.

Our memories struck me when i thought everything about me was ending.
I couldn't think properly,
i just know i should get xb back.
I just know i should keep myself running,
i don't want to give up. I can't give up.
Thats a life too.

Random pictures yo. and i'm going to bed after this:D Awards show.


cui cui ah~ cui cui ~
Rehearsal.
Birthday cake yo.
Outing with Ahjie & Fred. JIE,very long never see you. damnzszsxzsxzsxs,where have you been,damnxzszxszxszx.
Another random gathering with Candy,Ahjie & Fred.
Outing with Gf long ago.

okay,random random. Lol. told u i'll have tons of random posts because i have lots of pictures.
hahaha! Nights(:
I wanna have sweet dreams tonight again!

St.James?! Zouk?! DXO?! NO!
Arena?! Butterfac?! NO!
Guess:D
ITS MY COUSIN'S WEDDING!
Hahahaha!
Got dancefloor somemore okay! enjoy only!
Not bad ah,new trend.
Still got people take pictures like this on their wedding day.
Hahaha,cool can!
Look at JH's face. lol.
Our table.
The newly weds walking in(:
My auntie and cousin(:
Gf was so shock lah!
How come shan's mother so hip? Lol!
The scariest thing for me was i saw my family dancing on the dancefloor. Hahaha!


Work today was tiring.
With who else -.-
The whole shop was super messy lah!
I was in such a good mood in the morning ( random ),
but it turned super bad in the late afternoon.
I went home before she closed the shop today,
i think i'll have a hard time with Angela tmr,Lol.
We'll be screaming again.

I feel like blogging alot these days.
Do pardon me if i spam my blog with tons of random posts.
:D
Goodbye!

Now i just want to be overloved.

I cried my night to sleep yesterday.
But i had sweet dreams.

Goodbye,
off to work.

I was happy,
and unhappy again ytd.
What a ride.
That i decided not to make a big fuss out of it anymore.
I guess,i'm use to it.

I'm late,i gotta go to work,now.
Bye.

Awards show.

Vionna wants to say goodbye to someone.
The one i only saw once,talked to once..
We got along well,i guess.
You're a pretty girl,a smart one.

I heard about your news,
i didn't know it was you.
Rest in peace.

I hope he gets the punishment he deserves.
Goodbye.


Wed.
Seany came over to settle some stuffs.
& while i prepared to go out.
I stepped onto this small little piece of glass that i bleed.
Painful ):
Suppose to visit Freddy with him,
but cousin wants to head out and some stuffs lah,
so i decide to go find her.
I am sure Freddy would understand (:
Went to fareast to get some things done,
and i was fed up with cousin for a little while.
She betrayed me,lol.
Though i'm still feeling a little unhappy now but what done is done.
Forget it.
We headed to Waraku for dinner,yummy.
& home after that.

Thurs.
Worked.

Today,friday.
Worked.

Tmr will be a tiring day..
Goodnight.

BB in the picture leh! WTF. Can't believe my eyes.
My god.
My first ever god damn picture with her. Its been like 6 / 7 years? Haha.

Happy Belated Birthday J.
Happy Wedding Cousin.

Attended Cousin's wedding on Sun with Gf.
Waited for J and JH for darn long.
That we were one of the last that went in.
Lol. But cousin's pretty that day (:
Cousin's hubby was so not himself that i couldn't recognize him.
He came down for a puff and i walk off,he called me and i turn my head,
look at him and ask " who are you ? "
LOL.
Me asking the groom who is he.
Felt retarded though -.-

Gf went to St.James after that,
and i went back home.
Such a good girl,can't believe myself.
Got work the next day what.

Off tmr,super happy.
Changing my off day soon i guess.
I don't wanna leave the pinnacle for work.
Okay,nothing much to update.
I've tons of pictures.
haha,goodbye.

OH DAMN,and i wore the same dress for awards show and cousin's wedding.
Super -.-
Because i asked dad to take the dress i hanged behind my door before going out.
I didn't know where the awards dress pop out from.
Damn ):
Hate wearing the same stuffs over again in such a short period of time.

我不是哭了,是阳光折射.
成长的选择,没有过预设.

Random pictures. Random post.
I've been working,
i'm super busy & tired.
I've been sleeping before 12am.
I've been trying to ask things about you when i'm at work.
Why,i feel stupid.

Okay,goodnight.
I'm going to sleep,now. Yawn.
Gotta wake up earlier tmr,damn.
I can't wait for this coming weekend.
It would be my last weekend that i'll be free.

I CAN DO IT! :D

我舍不得,可是時間回不去了.
我們錯過的,錯了就錯了.
不用擔心,我 我走了.