This is shit,shit shit shit.
Forget it.

my surroundings dosen't allow me to be weak,not even for a second. I've got no choice & only to be strong. i know its not the time for me to fall,i can't fall.
i need you,where are you?
i need you,give me a call will you?
i need you,i need your hug,i need everything that you use to give,right at this point of time,so much.
i've gotta see you.
where are you?


Its halloween & its friday.
I hope tonight won't be as bad.
Every friday morning is stupid.
Anw,
Happy Halloween People.
Enjoy this weekend.
&,happy birthday to gf's bf.

I am truly disappointed with you. You don’t even be bothered to inform me that you won’t be coming in today and instead you would rather inform an outsider to inform Catherine.

I am very sick and tired of your bloody nonsense!!! Since you do not appreciate or respect me as your mother, from now onward I will not care a damn about you but you better remember that your future lies in your own hand and do not blame anyone for any misfortune except yourself.

Don’t worry I will not call, talk or see you again. You should be happy now that you will not have a mother to bother you again.

This is so cool. Whao,lol. & i've got no comments about it,lol.

i've got something to say,but it will be real bad if ahem's reading my blog. whatever. LOL!

I'm currently working now:D and 45 mins,work will be over.
My internet's down,only ready tmr,so i won't be online ):
Anw,
GF'S GONNA KILL ME SOON FOR BEING SOOOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOO
RACIAL HARMONY :D
Hahaha! There're more shocking things i haven't showed her yet,she will probably kill me by then. Lol.
Alrights,off to work(:


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Yong choon just asked me to went over to his seat,though he's just beside me,LOL.
he said he wants to tell me something,so i believed.
I went there,and he used a ruler to hit my spider.
then we started a conver about spider webs.
He said " last time when i was still in army and when we're in the jungle,the webs usually just " blueh " on our face.
then i did the " OMG " face.
i didn't know where did this bloody cold joke came from but i said this,
" then did you sue the spider who made the web for sexual harrassing you ? "
LOL!
then i laughed like an idiot,while he gave me a -.- face.

DON'T YOU THINK ITS VERY FUNNY MEH?!
ok whatever,
work's over,i'm going,bye. Haha! (:

John,happy birthday.
Sorry for not heading down.
Imy.

" OH MY,i'm so sorry for not blogging for such a long time ! But i'm back(: "
Pictures taken on,er,forget when. But went to find Dage after work with Gf.
Supposed to study with her,but then we talk & talk,so,haha,you know lah,in the end,don't think she did " xi shou " anything.

Dage was very lame & irritating that day. Forever cannot stop his nonsense. He even told me " Seems like everybody with me,will very happy eh. " _|_ lol!
You see his " tu tou " . Better bring him to YunNam soon. Lol!
" Ask you study you play with your phone. Tsk "
Bloody idiot wearing gloves on only one hand-.-
Too bored,he went to use markers to draw on me. & in the end,i had to walk around with it. I kept complaining it looks damn fake,tsk.
Taken on 23/10/08,thursday. My cup in the office:D
Before work.

After work at bugis. Met up with Gf for shopping,and of course,its a must to find Hugo:D
I kept singing to the songs that were playing,then he created a mike for me:D Using umbrella & er,pole ? Lol!

Picture consists of Ryan in red,Me,Fred & Richard. 24/10/08 Friday. Fucking bad day i swear it is. I was happey in the morning for whats gonna happen in the night. Then everything was cancelled. And many things happen too,in the end,i was left alone in cine. But nvm,its over.

So then,ryan knew i was alone,he came down from the office to meet me at 6.30pm. I was sitting alone at Gloria Cafe. Accompanied him to draw money,went for dinner at Alley Bar. I never knew i would be stepping inside there. LOL! White wine's a must,and i got to know two new friends working there. Like Sam & er,a malay guy,didn't asked him his name. Hahaha!
Fred's a colleugue. Director of what what what? I don't know lah,LOL. But work's over,who cares about whether you're my boss or not:D
& here's Ryan. Senior what what what? OR WHATEVER AGAIN LAH,work's over,everyone's friends. :D After Alley Bar,headed off to Ice Cold Beer,then No.5. Many ang mohs,i swear,gonna bring Gf there the next time(:

Got tricked at Ice Cold Beer to drink water fall,a mixture of 14 over alcohols with fire you know know?! I mean i heard Fred said something,but couldn't really get him,then i looked at Ryan and hear him saying what lam what gini thingi. Then i just ya ya ya. What did the shit i Ya for?!

The drink came with two bloody tiny straws. Then the waiter asked " Ready ? " I said " Ah? Ready what? " LOL. Ok,kuku. Then Fred passed me the straw and told me to drink. As soon as i finish everything with Ryan,i turn my head and puke! WHAO,so cool right?! LOL. Then i kept apologising,i mean i'm really damn sorry okay! First drinking sessions with them and god,lol! Backside itchy,after Alley Bar,we still headed off to No.5 for Orange Vodka. Straws again. -.-

Stayed for a little while,then Ryan sent me back home. As soon as i reach home," BOOM " bed bed bed.

No! Thats not the end of the story. I toss and turn for i think 1/2 an hour? Then i got up,grabbed a plastic bag,open it and " bluah blueh bluah blueh. " Puke lah! God,I felt like a dying fish on the bed facing my room's dustbin. Strength-less to do anything more,i just threw the plastic bag into my bin,and cuddle back with my pillows. Its been uncountable months or years i've ever puke because of alcohol,so friends who know me should know,ytd was too much for me. I couldn't help but to think of what happen in the evening,like everyone throwing me alone and other problems,i just drink. NVM LAH VC,i said its over -.-


Alright,i'm actually invited to the Halloween Party at Alley Bar next week! (:
Which idiot told me Halloween was over?!
& so,i'm still deciding whether to go or not. But if i'm going,i really hope Gf could pop over with me.
Nvm,we'll decide again when time comes:D
But noooooooooo,noooooooo more Water Fall for me ever again,pleasesesesesese......

Thank you Ryan for cheering my night. He kept telling me," Don't worry,just be yourself,this is your night " God. You did made my day(: Thank you.


Whatever thing that happen,regardless of how much fun i'm having,i've 3 important people that couldn't seem to get out of my mind...A little thing that happen,a little way you talked,could affect everything. This sucks & i know,i'm learning to be independent. Gaining back the confidence,& i'm sure i will..

Blog when i have the time(: soon.
(L)

My cousin,her " Lo-man-ti-ca " boyfriend. How bout a taka jewelery as a surprise in the noon,and 99 specially planned roses in the night? But cousin,i know i know,nothing can compare to a simple hug & a simple kiss,right?! :D

Happy birthday to you(:

The sisters. lol.



You can see Jiahao carrying my bag,taking my phone,LOL. I'm so happaey,i've got a new bro who dotes on me :D I'm gonna tell ken ken ken ken ken when he's back! :D
& here's J.

Its cut-cake time! Ice cream cake,yum yum. J had cups of it,god.


" i wish...... "

PICK UP THE CANDLE! :D
& i kept this picture because its so loving. Look carefully.



I don't think he'll ever touch Vodka again. Lol!


& the sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet ones.
the 1st group of bikers.


I love it when we have our heart to heart talks,and when we always keep it from J. Hahahaha!

Shan's birthday.
Talk-ed,joke-ed,play-ed.
Came home around 1 plus,watched 放羊的星星 till 7am.
Off to bed,woke up at 2.30pm,watching 放羊的星星 again,but i'm here to blog first,
then i'm off for my episode 16. :D Happaey!

Work tmr ): sucks.
I wanna stay home to watch 放羊的星星 till its over,or should i stay up the whole night today?!
HURHUR!
Ok,shall not waste any more time,goodbye.
:D


那些爱过的感觉都太深刻,我都还记得.
I'm so happaey when you're happaey.
I'm so happaey when i see you and your foolish moves & jokes.
Even before i stepped into my dad's car,i'm still smiling:D

放羊的星星 .
Its 5.15am now,i'm still watching it,and i'm like a cry baby now.
I swear it earthlings,watch it.
The first episode and i cried,then continuously for every episode,i'll cry _|_
i rate it,11/10. God.
I don't want to waste any more time.
Upload pictures later on.
Off to watch,exciting episode.
ZHONG TIAN QI !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN SHAN,rak ter. (L)

God bless,they look god damn alike.

16/10/08 , Kimkai.
Gf.




17/10/08, Zhiwei & Chau.








Babey.

Gf & Chau.



Fish.
Ahbang,gary.
Home-ed.


Pictures shall do the talking. Busy now. (:
Cousin shan's birthday in the night,gonna see J,i'm happaey for tonight.
Hope nothing goes wrong like suddenly if he's not coming.
Choy,talking nonsense.
Bye.


Strangers.