yor're tired , i'am even more tired than ue .

sometimes ehs . i really dunch noe what im doing . hmmms . do damn farking tired lars . and btw huhs . those people who read myye blog . save ur comments . shudup .

i dunno lar . waiting fer him ? haas . sick n tired le . no contacts . nothing . fark the hell .

boyy , i also gort nothing say tu ue . why fall for me ? tu me , its a kind of sueyness lors . im nort what happy or shit is suey lar . i dun wan people tu fall fer me or what de nawh . i don like . so i should put it like tat , kaes . when im with ue , i don think of him . i thought i've forgotten him . but whenever ue're nort around , its all him . i don like people calling me times n times , over n over again . bombing myye fone like nothing . u're somehow perfeect , but sometimes there are some things ue shouldn't do bahs . or maybe i should say ehs . u're too blur . hmmms . dunno lar . dunno how tu sae nors . hmmms . those things ? haas . i also dunno nawh . dunno ler . this myye ans . stop asking . im tired .

ya lar . that's the prob . i don seem tu have any friends lar . no lar . i don mean nort no friends . hmmms . dunno nawh . why am i always the one who wil be there 24 hours like that nawh . and especiaally when i just needed someone tu wake up at 11 just tu pei me go panjang and then east coast its like asking tu go hell like that lar . i mean i ask myself why i always gort tu give in after some ue noe ? dunno lar . like tat lar . whatever shit lar . dunno le dunno le . damn it . fark life i have . friends ? haas .

no mood no mood . don talk don talk . shhhh . i've no mood . damn no mood . work work work . hais . where's myye damn pay ? haven come . shit the damn toilet bowl . fark . no mood lar . roar roar roar roar . what wen what thingi lar . dunno le dunno le . hais . bo liao . stil siding her ehs ? no no . shouldn't blame . btw , im nort blaming . just disappointed with ur reply ytd . thats all .

darling gerl ` i miss bian bian . only him can make me smile like no one has seen befor . only him . no one can make me smile n laugh like he does . i miss him . i miss those sniffing n barking . i miss .. * sobbing * .