i'am tired of life without you , and it really feels like hell .

fark everyone nawh . i don give a damn lar . don wanna care , anything or shit nawh . one alan . one the farking family of mine . one friends . work . what ue all stil want . my life isit . take la . i also dun wan le . what kind of shit is this ? life ? shudup lar . i don like i don like lar . slap me awake pls . slap me awake and tell me im dead . dead dead . i hate everyone ... just everyone . im really tired of loving him . im really sick of eveerything .. i wanna just tu close mye eyes and sleep and never wake up again .. im tired ..really tired .

i need ue ` i wanna see ue . but where are ue ? ue don seem tu need me . ue don seem tu even love me anymore . where is the ue i noe ? where is the me when i was with ue ? im tired of loving ue alone when ue don seem tu even care . but i cant give up . i cant . its been nearly three months i've been waiting . stil waiting .. silently . i miss yew .. i wanna see ue now , right now but where are ue . im tired . i miss ue miss ue . i realise so much things after she left , after myye girl cried and talk . its all you .

cynthia , xin hui and me openning a blog and friendster tu sell things . hmmms . it will be open after a dae or maybe later . so go see kaes . must buy arhs .. all things are selling at cheap prices . see ya people kaes . hmms .

darling gerl ` alan peh hwee yew . hmmms .