Wednesday, June 28, 2006

angry . i've never been like this for so long .


buuuu ~~ suddenly no mood ehs . wo bu xi huan . hao jiu mei zhe yang le . also dunno why ehs . hmmmms . i wanna shout , shout shout out loud now .. but what can i do ? think is because of school bahs . think of it jiu wil fed up , jiu wil veri fan ehs . hmmmms . damn it . shouldn't have the holidays . so i wun bu xiang go school le . use to holidays and those freedom le . wo bu yao du shu ! . don ask me to continue study . buu . wo bu yao . no use no use . ahhhhhhhh !! . its so tiring getting up early in the morning n sleeping late at night . i dunch wanna see the face of teachers and keep the school rules well . no no no . i dunch wan to get use to go to school anymore cos it sux . buuuuu ~ . im use to going out n working and i love the life like this . i don wanna change it . i dun wanna go school ! . buuuuu ~ . damn it . i was late fer school since monday and now i have tu reach sch sharp at 7.25 . damn it . its all that shawal's fault . i don think i wil reach at that time lar . i don care le . bu yao , wo bu yao . i wan my own dreams and everything , and peeps , don tell me study le den can have my dreams or whatever shit . don tell me any logic because i don wanna noe and i jus wanna listen to myself bahs . see darling liyong no need go sch , can go out because she sick ehs . stil have a dyed hair . roar . roar roar . i wan that and not like a guai kia in school . buuuuu . ~ im stil guai lar . i mean i dunch wanna go sch nors . jus wanna my own life . ITS MINE ITS MINE ! . how to tell my father ? my damn farking father . hmmmms . how tu say ner ? how tu quit ? the worst thing is i'am in a broken family lar . so i noe if i wanna quit and if i have the worst quarrel with my father . he sure say ask the damn mother of mine lar . can my mother die faster mar ? den can my father jus hack care me mar ? i rather like tat zhi dao mar ? hais . tmr don wish tu go sch , but how to pon ner ? itchy mouth of mine go ask my damn father and he say NO . fark lar . i mean why cant he talk properly lar . feel like slapping him and say i need manners too . hais . how ? wo bu yao nawh . hmmmms . siians . how am i gonna pon tmr ? so sick of sch . damn . quit quit quit . quit quit quit . roar . buuuu buuuuu buuuuu . miss lorna , can help mar ? if you stil reading my blog , and ue see this , call me ? i need ue ....... to help . hmmms .

suspecting my feelings , i wonder why . told judy somethings today . hmmms . i'am turning so not straight . roar roar roar . nonono . bu ke yi !!!!!!! but hais . bu zhi dao nawh . don wanna get into a relationship now bahs . just wait til someone i can zhen de confirm my feelings on tat person de . hmmmms . roar . its so not straight lar . damn damn damn . must wash my brain and heart and soul le . must wash clean liao . hmmms .

dots , today saw ah boy and darling . den know why she never come sch . ke lian . sick sick .fever so high . must take kare hao hao kaes ? i miss you =) . ah boy nehs ? just now talk to him on fone ehs . say what hmmms . he also sick le . alot people sick ehs . me also ohhh . hmmms . boyy lar , find him so bai chi . lols . so long never hang out with him n ronald le . those times , so stupid . lols . well well , by the way . todae after sch actually got meet kai de . but ps him . baby , sorry ohh . bu xiao xin de . i also dunno papa wan come . heng i call your fren seh . ask him ling yang ue back . lols . so funny ehs . sorry ohh . but at least you say nvm lar . and never angry . sae kan dao wo jiu ke yi le . hahas . so sweet seh . but too bad , cos i don wish to get into a relationship now . if not tat day ue ask , maybe got ans le . lols . buuuu nawh . den after kai go le , me baobeix , and judy go eat same thing . den walk walk . den they come my house . whahahas . so long never like tat le . den baobeix first time don wan go work . aiya . because sick mar . also not because of me . roar . nvm lar . got pei me can le . den wait so long fer my ethel precious de message but don have . den i buey tahan le , jiu send her . lols . den we two realise is waiting for each other de message ehs ? shi mar shi mar ? can i say like tat ? hahas . like tat bahs . den they go home le jiu call ah boy nors . den jiu start veri veri no mood le . hmmms . what wil happen tmr ehs ? wil i have the damn courage to pon in front of my damn farking father ? ;p . dunno nawh . btw , i'am ah boy's new photographer . lols . he take photo so ugly . real life he shuai shuai cute cute de . take photo like road side no one wanna care de . lols . so i must help seh . hahas . he say what must wait him sick ok ler den can take . NEHS ! i pian pian meet you when you sick . lols . like tat bahs . end for todae le .

you know what peeps ? i eventually spent $1oo over dollars on make ups and those have tu got tu do with my face . and fark it . when i have the mood for my face thing . IM GETTING FAT . AND ALOT PEOPLE SAYING LAR . AGAIN LAR . WO BU XI HUAN LAR . AH BOY LAR . COMPARE ME N JIAXIN . ROAR . DEN THAT JIA XIN TODAE AT SWIMMING POOL THERE TOUCH HAND HERE N THERE , LOLS . DEN SAY I FAT LE .buuuuuu ~~~ !!! . cannnot . i don like lar . everytime when face start good den i fat . den slim down abit face jiu kanasai . roar roar .. how how ? hmmmms . must jian fei . i wan jian fei !! i wan go sentosa !! judy say wan go de . one day okays . must asap . i wanna burn my fats off . lols . i wan go back matrix le . go jian fei . hahas . i miss the auntie there . so good to be seh . but too bad nawh . she tui shiu le . hmmms . after my last day she also last day . hmmms . i wan do alot of exercise !!! . i dunch care nawh . by one month i must slim down !!!! roar / i make sure those idiots say me de wil die of getting a fright . roar . IM FAT LAR FAT FAT FAT . why char bo got so much fats de ? so xian mu those thin thin de . like baobeix pat nawh . kana pole . lols . can wear anything seh . hmmms . hao nawh . like tat nors . just don like people say i fat also don like people trying tu bluff me tu tell me im not fat lar . roar . i suddenly feel like going kbox sing song ehs . wan go wan go ? who wan go ?? whahahas . damn , it just happen . listen . judy said i should be sent to the zoo becos of my roaring and the reason for another is because i don wanna study . * nehs * i rather go in wood bridge . hahas . kaes nawh . bu zhi dao le . wanna go le . go pom pom . do face . jiu call that idiot bahs . maybe nia nawh . hmmmms . BYES =) .


darling gerl ` no no . i don wan sch . i hope tmr outram wil collaspe . i dunno how tu spell that word lar . like tat nors . lols . i wanna quit quit quit . roar . ALAN PEY . !! I DON LIKE PEPOLE BLUFF ME LAR . UE BLUFF SAY GOT COME BACK . NOW SAY QUARREL WITH FATHER WHAT BLA BLA BLA DE . I DON LIKE DON LIKE DON LIKE !!!!! i noe its all a lie from the beginning . eevrything you told me was all a lie . including those days we hang around at chinatown .

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