IM TIRED !

ok . let see what's happening todae ? well . ytd night at 2 something . i let bian bian go ler . n im missing him damn like hell . im tired . i woke up early in da morning , cant see him . nearli called myye father tu ask him where is bian bian n rmb tu buy his food but den realise he was gone . like a idiot cryin alone in the house early in the afternoon . i wonder why . well . alone in the room again when some idiots can even say im jus acting . fark them . sometimes how i wish i could give them a few slaps and ask them tu kill themselves but cutting their wrist . hmmms . dunno . so met cynthia n when tu eat steamboat at plaza . and then went tu taka . tat idiot cynthia manage tu get a damn model agency thing . but too bad . need tu go for course every sunday n pay 550 bucks fer the make-ups . lols . dunno her nawh . stil thinking . haas . den we went tu cine tu sing song . den can drink so we order . drink til i nearly die of alcohol . i llook like a monkey . hmmms . every cup feels like chivas . so sux . stil gort what tequilla arhs . and dunno what lar . we drink different types . tats why i nearly die . lols . den after tat mmeet alan n kok kit at chinatown . so entertaining . i went there and i just die on the table . den after tat alan play with cyn the 15 questions game . and it was so funny . only me n baobeix n cyn n wee tiong n alan noe da game . so people . i warn ue . don play it . cos u'll regret . lols . like how cynthia regret . den suddenly everything stop . and i started myye talk with cyn . talk talk talk til cry . fark . and then alan peh eventually only ask why ue cry in a cold way . grrrrrrrrrr .. den papa jiu come . den went up . den hmmms . he noe we went drinking . den somehow like tio gan . den in car cry lar . farking idiot . how i wish there was an accident jus now and we would jus perish lar . fark . den meet myye cousin they all fer dinner . den come home . the end . he also diam diam . hais . den came into myye room . natrually i just slam the door n sit on bed n cry . i dunno why , but anything which got tu do with bian bian de . wil cry . like just now . i was writing mye blog til half . i rmb he would always jump tu myye chair n ue noe . jump here n there . or bark . den i started myye nonsesnse . hmmms . damn it . den probs start coming . dunnno what mp3 shit . what chi wen . what winnie lar . dunno lar . aiya , damn shit .

boyy . no one can stand mye damn attitude . pls . don give me urs . if one day . someone can stand mye damn attitude without anything . farking damn shit . i really pei fu tat person kaes . pls . stop ur nonsense . i dunno . stop asking me questions and adding probs tu everything . im tired . pls .


darling gerl ` sometimes , i wish i would have the courage tu ask if u would stil love me ? just becos of ue . i cant continue with life . im really tired .