losing everything . she's tired .

because she lost her faiths in friends , she wants tu be alone . she needs back her freedom and them . she needs all what she had in da past . she dosen't want tu know what she's doing everydae animore . she continues with a torturing life and everything which is around her . she misses him yet he dosen't wants tu noe . she loves him yet he can't accept it . she misses those days with her friends especially her but everyone's busy now . she misses those days when her family always gets out together . she misses those days when she didn't even noe a thing . she misses them . she misses those love people use tu give tu her alwaes . she's finally once again tired of life . tired of everithing . they made her feel so outta life . does she really means nothing tu them . ? . she had enough . she's dreaming . dreaming of them again . its tired everytime when this things happen . why does she have to be alone ? with no other meaning . when she needs her , him . where were they ? when she's so damn boring and everithing . where was everyone ? she helps out people when they're bored . she helps them when they have their probs . but where's her them ? hurts . she needs them . n they belongs tu her only . im sorry if im selfish . but im afraid of losing them . she needs tu rest . she remembers those time when she was treated like a princess who everyone loves . she needs him , especially . she needs him tu encourage her in everything she does . she needs him tu support her back . she needs him tu everything . he leads her tu her heaven .. without him , she leads herself tu her hell . why is this happening all of a sudden again ? she dosen't want this tu happen at all .. she's really tired .. and finally she's tired of everythin including her friends . she wants tu be alone .... without them . she noes she cant have them fuully so she rather them go awae . cos it hurts . . .

so tired todae .. work from 4 - 12.3o .. standing fer 8 and a half hours .. legs breaking down .. sians . hais . tues , wed , fri , sundae also gort work .. die le die le .. hmmms . da worst thing is i wil only get myye pay on next month da 8th . hais .. stil so long .. myye chalet how la ?! kaos . no money .. freak it .. todae so boring . work work work nia . tmr lei ? no friends what ? no work also . see first la . haish .. dead .. but working is fun .. with those idiots playing here n there . throwing da vegetables around .. see da chicken running here n there . lols . da wear specs guy look like myye rabbit . he's cute . also abit chi dun .. lols . talk tu him like talk tu wall .. den few seconds den reply .. but he's cute la . funny lors . hahas . people all playing he washing da things .. lols . den when packing things . suddenly da manager face change .. at first ok ok de . dots . nvm la . she also good nawh . hmms . so i don mind . accept la . she's da boss . lols . hmmms . dunnoe nawh . i noe nawh . myye legs now veri pain * yawn * . im tired . kaes nawh kaes nawh . end here le . wanna go entertain tat idiot darryn liao . so fan . keep asking me tell him stories or where i work . freak .. shoo him awae . lols . kaes nawh .bye .

darling gerl ` im waiting waitng foolishly fer ue tu come back . where would there be ue ? im tired . reali tired . i nneed ue tu be by myye side .. because of you , i have a hard time letting other people into myye heart . because of you , i never strayed tu far from the sidewalk . because of you , i have a hard time fergetting everything . because of you , i am afraid , because of you .. when would ue be back ? i really need ue ....... misses ~~ smoochies ~~ loves ~~ .