Monday, May 15, 2006

im innocent .i sent ue an i love you .



i message . ue replied . ue said .... lols . okay .. i was out of words . all i coould do was come back home n cry .. i asked myself " why did i let ue go in da beginning . why did i said ue're nort gonna be mine animore ? why did i sae so mani nonsense ? " i cant have ue back now rite ? am i rite ? how i wish someone would ask ue tu read myye blog . everidae . i wanna hugged ue again .. i wanna ur hugs ... i miss ue . ue noe mar ? i cried in da cinema . becos of eu becos of da show .. i cried .. ue called me befer things happen . ue ask me where am i . how i hope ue asked becos ue cared or ue wanted tu meet . ue said nothing . ur cold attitute towards me wil make me go crazi de ni dong mar ? da attitude n character ue give wil let me do those stupid things de ue noe mar ? ue noe how much i miss ue mar ........... what i sae was wad i felt . . i waited fer ur other replies . but what i get was nothing . what i gort was those messages i don wan . those messages from others .. i reali have nothing in me le ..i reali reali need ue reali ............. i left our fotos in myye wallet . they noe i stil cant ferget ue . n i swear i swear . i promise . u're da only one im lovin .. da onli one myye mind is missin. cant ue be mine again ? wouldn't ue be a darling tu come back pls // wo zhen de hen shu yao ni .. ni zhi dao mar ? i cant feel da break in myye heart n soul . i can feel da love shatters from everi single part of mye mind ... i love you .

i laugh without a smile . i smile without those laughter . i went pass da streets we alwaes been . i went pass those shops n those machines . i found only our 6-7 months of memories inside it . i realise so mani mani things . why couldn't ue jus sae i miss ue . why couldn't ue . im sure im stil part of ur heart . im sure ue're stil thinkin of our memories . but why wouldn't ue come back .. i miss da winnie the pooh i alwaes wanted from ue . i miss da toys i alwaes fan ue about . i miss da bed we alwaes lied tu watch tv together . i miss da wae we use tu hug n laugh . i miss ur everithing boyy . + + + + .

darling gerl ` wouldn't someone ask him tu read myye blog ? A - + N . wil someone noe who he is ? i miss him . those memories are toturing her . those past are haunting her ... isn't this life ? pityful memories ? isn't this ue ? .....

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