i want ue .

dunch ue stil understand mar ? its ue .. its ue .. without ue .. by myye side . its a loneli birthdae ..... ue said ue dun wanna me die .. no .. eu said ue wil try tu fufil myye everi needs .. boyy . ue cant . ue wun be able tu fulfuil what i want . shanling without dickson . laogong without her boyy . me without ue . its bad . veri bad . ue said ue afraid everithing would end up like alan . its becos ue cant accept . its becos ue cant . ue afraid something would happen tu be if i be with ue .. i dunch mind .. reali dunch mind le . i jus want ue tu be true if we're reali together . if one dae there's hope again .. ue said ue veri tired of life le . myye ans tu ue is .. its becos ue think tu much le . think too far le .. tu ue its a kind of caring . tu me its a torture ue'll never feel .. no one's here fer me .. at this moment . at this kinda time .. i reali dunno what are friends le . i dunno anithing . don ask me .. i dun care .. i dunno . dunno . everithing dunno ........ don ask don ask .........


darling gerl ` ue've never felt da wae i felt . iloveyou . ue said something . i felt somethin . in a sense , i realise ue've never loved me befer . ue've never ......... ue said .. " ue tell me love cant be forced , so wad do ue expect me to do . " boyy . ue noe this sentence hurt me how much mar ... yuan lai wo yi zhi yi lai duo shi yi ge sha gua , sha sha de deng zhe bu hui lai de ni .. " is this da fact ? tel me we cant be together , tell me its impossible . tell me ue've never fall fer me . tell me ue've alwaes treat me as a mei . i'll promise ue ue wil never see me again . i'll promise ue there's no more me in ur life . i'll go .. as a stranger .. i'll promise ue .. tell me those things n i'll let ue go . i'll never disturb ue ever again . u'll have nothing tu fan in ur life animore .. tell me im playin by myself all this while . tell me i was da fool all this while . tell me everithing everithing everithin . let me give up if ue think what im sayin is true .. tell me n ue'll never see me in ur life again . i'll try myye best tu ferget ue .. but if ue think what i said wasn't real .. its nort true . n becos ue don wanna me urt so much . and ue tell me everithin inside here .. i wil hurt more den i hurt now . wen worst come tu worst . ue'll nort be able tu see me in everione's life animore ... * cryin * ..