Sunday, April 30, 2006

im goin crazy . one last dae . im lettin go .


ue say ue change le . ue sae ue dun even noe who's urself . think hao hao . ue are stil da one who understands things well .. stil copes things well . gerl , onli things i can tell ue is whether ue wan listen anot le . im anithing n its up tu ue de . dong ma .


ue miss her ? i earli jiu ke yi gan jue dao le . rmb myye nick last few daes . maybe ue never saw . but if ue reali wanna go n seeing her so down stil hurts ue . ue go back find her . i noe i'll end up like her but i'll stil continue with life . wo bu hui rang ni dan xin . its no use writin on blog n telling on msn . she wishes ue by her side ? den ue go bah . although i reali love ue as da one beside me but wo bu yao those around her tu talk about me . sae i snatch de . sae i sae jiao wei . i alreadi lost da one i wanna love le . so if ue go i'll jus take it as ue are part of it bah . maybe she reali needs ue nors . maybe we shouldn't even have known each other . maybe i was reali da one who break eu two up nors . don wanna be da subject in their conversation . ue disappointed in urself ? hmms . dun like tat le . go find her bah . dong ma . i wil tell her hao hao take kare ue de . hehes . dun sad le . i dun wanna see ue sad . or cry animore le kaes . thank ue fer being there with me fer da past few months ..loves .


as fer ur laogong ner . now no me le . so everithin also he wun blame me liao . jus now stil get scoldin from him seh . bad words sia . cb seh . sae til kana i also snatch ue like tat . so now at least everithin also none of myye business le . ue can go out with him liao . do everithin nawh . hmmms . jus like tat nors . n pls pls pls tell him is ue never tell me in advance sometimes den i dunno ue two goin out de hors . not i snatch ue den eu dun wanna go out with him de kaes . kanasai . everithin myye fault . hmmms ,. jus spent more time with him can le . no need buy things or what tu show ur love towards him de . dong ma ? loves ~ .


finally,everithin's gone . love .. frens . everithin bah . finally . i reali dun give a damn fer anithing le . i'll take it as its all over bah . so sick n tired . everithin's lost . stupid me cryin everi night again . si bei sians . dunno what da fark happen tu me . i'll let everithin go . everithin's gone . gerl , tmr's mye last dae with ue . i wanna it be a nice one kaes . smile bah =) . tmr plae plae plae le . guo le tmr , jiu don talk le . no more fone calls from ue kaes . no more nothin . promise me , our last dae shall be a memorable one . *cryin* .


im not suppose tu cry . i promise myself tu be strong . from da dae after tmr . u'll start ur life again with her .no more me . i promise myself not tu cry but it jus hurt so much , i reali cant control myye tears . i've long not cry fer so mani tears . maybe i was da extra one all da wae . maybe i was da one who was suppose tu be alone but i took awae everithin .. promise me tu take kare of urself n ferget our memories fer ue to be happi with her . smile da wae ue use tu last time. blame me fer being selfish . i noe i gonna miss you . but i'll keep quiet tu let ue go an xin yi dian . ue are alwaes da one i would rmb . alwaes da one i once treasure . i promise ue i'll be there fer ue whenever ue need me . i'll alwaes be ur listener . i'll alwaes be da one when ever ue need someone . promise me not tu hurt urself . smile da wae eu think ue should .


why the hell am i cryin like a idiot now . when im alwaes da one at fault . im sorri . so sorri people . i reali dun wanna things end up like tat . it hurts so much til i dun wanna be the one tu live . it hurts . hao tong hao tong . leave n never turn back again my gerl . never .... its all myye fault .. there wil be no more ue .


darling gerl ` thanks fer everithing . thanks . zhen de xie xie ni .. i jus wanna ue stae happi n take kare jiu hao le . its enuf ...

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