i'am not suppose to care .
i'am not suppose to live my life .
wishing you were there .
i'am not suppose to wonder .
where you are or what you do .
i'am sorry i can't help myself .
cause i'am so in love with you,my precious .
they swore they'd make it work,vowed to stay together,dun wanna care about the distance . she gave him all she had,she did her veri best . but he stil slip away from love n failed the test . while she was thinking of him,he had found another,he said he couldn't do it,he couldn't promise what he promised . she was devasted,her heart was torn straight out,she's been such a fool,she should have listen to her doubt . from then on,they stopped talkin,never spoke again . while he was with his new girl,she was dreamin of him . everydae she cried,tryin to fight off the pain,but the hurtin had never stop,n it jus shot through her everi vein . months went by since endin,but she onli grew worst,she couldn't accept what happen . it was love cursed . it finally overtook her,she couldn't stand it anymore,grab a picture of him with her,and snuck out of the front door . she walked into the woods,found a secluded place,memories flowed,n tats how she's been replaced . hours later she was found,in a pool of fresh blood of hers,and beside her they found a picture of theirs . as lovely as angels smiling but it turn into her nightmare . on the back of the picture wrote the reason,why she took her life,what he did to her,it seemed he was the one holdin the knife . though he didn't kill her physically,but he tore her soul apart which felt worse than death . it was obvious what n how she did,it was all becos of a little broken heart ...
i wrote tu you from hell `
my song leavin its foot awae from the grass `
flowing towards the way of recarnation `
and the wall must have wrote your name `
leavin myye soul on earth `
mother heaven showed up ask " `
can a song replace a broken heart ? if its a yes,mother heaven would dedicate a gentle song to let me leave n R.I.P in hell " `
loves not as easy as you think ..
you said we cant be together becos u were brothers with him , i was eventualli hurt n i held myye tears back . myye frens were all around me shock .. i told myself in the night .. why .. why did ue do this things to me .. he loved me .. but i've onli treated him as myye brother too .. ue were myye brother fer years . yet only til now,im wiling tu confess yet ue run awae from reality .. sayin you cant bring urself tu do this n ue dun wanna hurt him .. ue never think .. the one ue were hurtin was me .. i held my tears back .. i dun wanna show mye frens i was sad again .. yet i cried whenever im alone .. or in the night .. its becos of ue i cant control myye temper animore .. its becos of you . i ended up slashin .. swollowin medicines .. n you never even cared .. i waited fer you outside school,yet i dun see even your soul .. how much have i been hurt .. i dun wanna myye friends worry . i dun wanna myye friends get angry .. i suffered myself .. quietly .. no one noein .. your photo above .. n its me who wanna remember .. how i wished i could bring up my strength n braveness tu ask ue " have ue ever love me ? " .. how afraid i am .. afraid the ans wouldn't be the ans im waitin fer .. i noe i wanna love ue . its ue who wanna stop me .. im sorry i cant ..
darling gerl ` her nightmare is ue . her fear are her frens . its all becos of ue . she's sure no one understands . she's sure no one believes her anymore .. ta men shuo wo men zhen de hen pei , dan ni xin li hai shi bu yong shu wo men liang ren zai yi qi .. hao xiang mei tian neng jian dao na ke ai de ni .. smoochies . ~
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