mani said im strong enuf this time not cry so much .. but after so mani daes since 28o3o6 .. i noe im not myself animore .. i tried smilin n laughin so much so much .. although i did it .. but those feelings aren't da same .. so since da dae wen i said i gonna take it tat i have never known ue befer . i pray tu moiself fer ur happiness . but i also pray not tu see ue or her wenever i go down tu town .. i pray not tu see ue . not tu hear anithink about ue .. pray everithin tu keep me awae from ue .. so promise me .. never ever find me again .. i force moiself tu delete ue from moi msn .. moi fone .. moi mind . so promise not to message me again .. not tu even cal me .. i dun wanna see moiself like a ghost again ..
no one believes i've alreadi fergotten ue .. 他再怎麼好,也是昨天的事了 .. hmms. people .. dong ma ? ..
todae ? suey dae .. get caught fer tat .. get caught fer this .. siians . hmmms . the sight of everi sch makes me puke .. finaali wait till when i finished sch .. den alot things happen nawh . jus dun like todae . hmmms . den go 5th floor . maybe onli outramians noe its where . hahas . went there with patrick . wei sheng . shao lun . tiff . n joey .. hahaas . after staein around there . we went to mam mam . dots . me n patrick so er xin . go plae pepsi with those food with it . mix together n fightin in da shoppin centre . see who die first . hahas . so mani people lookin lors . eeee . den later patrick kay kiang run run run never see . den da drink accidentli pour on one char bo head . hahas . like tat he never even sae sorri jiu run awae le . so cb hors ? hahas . he's like tat . like father like dotter . hahas . den we jiu run awae . security come chase us den we run like heell .. whakakas . all run go home . some run go back sch .. hahas . dots rite .. hmms . den at night suddenli never meet xin cos she la . everitime like tat . hahas . den suddenli 6pm .. lydia sae wan meet me go plaza mam mam . so we two meet there nors . hahas . eat le with syl they all come back moi house here . den take bian bian down give them see . dots hors . whakakas . lydia scared dog den keep callin me applo.. i also dunno why . dots . dun care her nawh . she hors . hmmms . with brandon 1 over year le . few daes befer jiu break .. haish . see her kana buey sad . i sad if i was her . i would have alreadi jump down from moi house . hehes . but dunnoe her nawh . hahas . she a cold blooded creature .. shhhh .. whakakas .. like tat nors . den about 1o bah . jiu come home le . earli hors ? hehes . guai kia ma . whakakas . like tat nors . hmmms . now bian bian sleepin bbeside me on moi shuang shuang chair . he so shuang nors . me this princess help him clean shit n his ahem ahem .. omg . dots .. hahas . wei le him everi two weeks or one week once do housework . vacume floor . mop floor . clean furnitures . sometimes iron clothes . think i wanna become a no one wanna de auntie liao . hahas .
tmr also dunno goin sch ma nehs . tiff n patrick n joey kana not goin . sians . i also dun wan go . dun wanna see all da teachers . can i break alot alot alot of school rules n get expelled ? hehes . i would wan tu ue noe ? i dun wanna see school .. books n teachers animore le . they are all so irratating yet they thinks they are teachin us well * puke * .. i dun scold n sae in purpose .. its jus facts im saein .. i eventualli have pervertic teachers in school . especialli tat idiot . who ask me tu pull moi shirt up outside da cantteen tu see whether i've tuck in anot .. not onli me . tiff n judy too .. such a nuisance .. eeeeee .. shoo off nawh .. whakakas . teachers are irratating flies like parents flyin here n there around ur life .. let us perfect students tu shud them up n sew their mouths .. tie their hands n legs .. throw them inside da pool of our school n let them drown .. hahahahas . isn't it a perfect idea ? hahas . funni .
好想好想拥有你,要我怎样得到你,真得不能失去你,否则一切只为你 . i noe da previous me ue noe was a gerl who dosent noe anithink .. who dosent even care when people stare at her . i noe da previous vionna ue noe was someone so innocent .. not so retard yet abit more quieter .. but since the year ue were with her . nearli about a year n a half .. do ue ever spotted how much i have change ? i start tu cry becos of friendships n relationships .. i start tu stare back at people when they stared at me sometimes .. i started tu do things i've never ever wanted tu do befer .. i started not tu cry becos of those damn results i have .. i dun love anione .. maybe someone .. maybe two .. i dun wanna n i reali dun wish tu get clear of moi feelings .. becos i jus dun like it .. im so afraid tu start another relationship again n get hurt .. im afraid tu love again .. afraid of da one i gonna love leave me .. reali scared ..
xin is so bo xim . she never call me todae again . how dare her . i wil bite her tu death .. whakakas . good idea huhs ? but syl would kill me n throw me down moi house nehs . how how ? hahas . stupid xin .. bleahs . she is moi love one .. i wanna die .. die ..
kaes nawh . tired le . i wan go orhs orhs le . haish . moi com de friendster cannot use sia . i wan jio people out go pei me plae community centre de com liao . hahas . cannot tahan le . livin without friendster fer nearli few weeks liao .. die.. hmmms . buais buais . mish me kaes . whakakas . take karries ..
DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vionn ]]- _ i promise n swear i've fergotten each n eeveri one of ue .. hmms . _
Monday, April 03, 2006
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