Poor thing.I look like a litter thrown on the floor-.-



I guess they really hate taking pictures with me ): lols.




Ken's just too drunk,so drunk.


These are the pictures took that day at club yang(: Nothing much to update.Just that i fell sick after that day at club yang.Girlfriend came on sunday night,we cooked porridge because i said i felt like eating something light.By that time,i already felt uncomfortable,kept running into my room to rest.Then after that when the porridge's ready,i only ate about 2-3 mouthfuls then i started telling girlfriend i really feel like vomitting ): . During the time girlfriend's on her way to my house and cooking,i went to the toilet for bloody 6 times ): my butt's like being rub with small red chillies ): After girlfriend went home,i just rested on bed,turning here and there.Babi can't stand the way i'm complaining to him,so he rushed here to take care of me.By that time,i already had my fever coming up.Felt really cold,so babi took care of me for the whole night(: we both only got to have a peaceful sleep at 4 or 5 am in the morning. ):and till now,i'm still feeling really unwell.bloody hell,went to sch and still have suspension till 5.3o. _|_ i gonna rest now ...


Oh god.....you're making a fool,out of me.

I think this was last week or last two weeks when we went to my mum's house for some -.- party.Then after that we went for drinking sessions at club yang(: ethel's working there.Ordered a bottle of chivas,only drank like 1/4 of it,then i had to go.Worst thing is that because they were only the both of us who went there.Only took one pathetic picture-.-


Ytd night went to club yang again.This time with a bunch of monkeys =x.Kidding la bodoh.Went with weisheng,lydia,rachel,girlfriend,james,pinky,laode,ken,cheng zhong.I got my chivas that wasn't finish that day,the guys ordered one more bottle of chivas,while the others ordered 2 buckets of heineken.Then guess what,suddenly 4 guys and ng xin hui went missing,so guess where they went.Taking pictures behind the valley.WITHOUT US OK.So i went out to take a look,searching for them.Then we took pictures tgt :D then all came out.nice(: The pictures are not with me,my camara's with girlfriend.She's coming soon,and i'll upload it asap(: I went back around 12 plus while they went back at 1 plus.And when i was back ytd night,i was having a real terrible headache,and currently,i'm having stomach ache,went to the toilet for 3 times already ): goshed,i don't feel good):


Dear god,
i begged you to stop this,stop playing with me,stop playing these games.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Though i just realise now,some things just can't be change no matter how good or how bad they are.
I'm just too tired,too make any choices again.

Take note guys : I'll be changing my blog add to www.vc.blogpsot.com by saturday (: Remember alrights (:

I've no mood to blog about Valentine's Day now,suddenly i find its such a waste on everything.I'm feeling so fed up now,everything isn't going the right way.Damn shit.All of a sudden,i feel that i don't understand you at all.I tried to kept my mouth shut,trying not to nag to you but its so difficult,remind you to off the lights,electricity,this and that,that and this,i gotta stop,its tiring.I've been the one getting all the scolding and nagging when you don't do the this and that.Eh,tell you,i'm getting tired,i don't know which day i'll end up not thinking and i'll let this end.

And everytime i have my family dinner or whatever family thing,you can't make it.Just because you have those bloody gang thing.I ask you where are you,you actually tell me you're still downstairs when you tell me you have to go home tonight?!And its like 2 plus now?!Yet you tell me you can't go because people can't go ?! Hello,where's your bloody human right?Where's your freedom to speak AND SAY,I'M SORRY,I HAVE TO GO?!Seriously,you've spoiled my whole day and probably the next few days,you've got me speechless.Forget it..

Next post,i'll blog about ytd,next time for Valentine day.I just feel like dying now.Everything just so wrong,so wrong!!!

Let my pictures do the talking for my new year,didn't really took alot alot of pictures.Because i've been busy.For valentine day,i'll update again. (: Rushing out soon,whees.

The way you're acting now,would be the reason that break us up.Is that thing so important,than to be out with my family for dinner.Too much of talking and nagging about this kind of things to you,i'll end up really tired,and i hate it when i get too tired.I don't want to end up one day telling others,you're already too hopeless for me to say anything.If you realise,you've change.Compared from the beginning till now.Don't ask me where you've changed,there's just no reasons.

Oh ya,blog skin changed(: thanks gf.

and i don't know why my words are so big. -.-

Happy Chinese New Year People! :D
i've been really busy these days,cleaning up my house,packing my room,
and going around receiving ang baos! Isn't that nice? NO from shao lun it's not nice . haha hehes, ya luh, not nice, from judy.weeeeeeeeeeeee~~Haha . Im now watching show . so . Im now now typing . wahhaha . hmms . 2Nd show now . 1St S.P.L 2Nd Little man . Wakaka . So if ya need any show juz rent if frm me . $10 per piece . One week deadline . Haha . Enjoying me-self now . dun mind me being so " zi bi " Hmms .

Goshed,i ended my sentence at " Isn't that nice? " & that shaolun and judy continued stupid things-.- nvm about them. lols. Indeed we just finished 2 shows just now,and continuing the 4th one currently.Let me continue my blogging.So,i'm surprised my ang baos reached a sum of about $500 plus this year.I didn't go to one side of my mum's family,i thought this year ang baos would be lesser,never i thought i ended up with quite alot. But other of my friends have been taking so much -.- Durhs. Well,nothing much to blog anw.Its new year and everyone's doing the same thing.Didn't went to club that sat,& i'm very sure i need to start my clubbing days really soon! ): i'm getting fat without dancing.hahahahas!


You push the blame to me for not talking to you.
Who was the one who stab me from the back first.
& now you're going round telling others its my fault?
Eh,think ok,at this time you're still stabbing me from the back?
Too late dear,who'll believe your nonsense?
Have you ever heard of retribution?
Cause dear,you're getting it youself now.& i feel really sad for you.
If you wanna spoil my reputation,thats not the way.
You're just being childish,as well as dumb dear.


pss,pss,babi got me a camara,a nice red digital cam(:
it happen like a month ago,but SO WHAT ?! :D

Hi girlfriend (:
Surprise ! Hehe
Though not much things onto it ,
as you said you wanted a plain skin .
But if you want those type where by you've alr told me ,
tel me alrights (:

Seeya soon !
& with a nice skin , you MUST blog often okayy !
You owe me a treat !
:DD

Have you ever wondered what if one day you make a mistake,being an underage mum? I look up upon those being a underage mum,going through much pain and thinking seriously about future.Look how beautiful Jaeden is. (: 23rd Jan's and baby Jaeden's out.See you soon,love.

SCHOOL&CLASSMATES,GET THE PICTURES FROM ME ON MSN INSTEAD OF STEALING THEM FROM MY BLOG,BECAUSE I DIDN'T UPLOAD ALL THE PICTURES.SO ALL LOVES,DON'T MAKE ME OR YOURSELVES CONFUSE WHEN AFTER YOU STEAL THE PICTURES AND STILL HAVE TO ASK ME TO SEARCH FOR THE PICTURES THAT ARE NOT UPLOADED(:


and,I'M REPLYING TAGS ON THIS POST,EVEN THE VERY OLD ONES.FOR MY LATEST POST,SCROLL DOWN DARLINGS:D!


SY:yes,i'm back sweetie:D!Although its always pushed back for our gathering but we still remember each other don't we?!:D they're always busy,no choice!

Ah jun:Update le lahs!hahahas!why so many people always change link.Aiya,link you all when i'm really free.Hahahahas!

BaoBao:i miss you too lahs silly.Our meet up is up to you to decide,but rmb,tell me in advance honey! :D

Jing:update le update le,aiyo.Slowly wait ma,must have patience.lols.

Hongling:I'm back(: Gotta meet you girls up soon,can't wait to see all of you:D

Sarah:Hahahas,yea,its a very meaningful song la.Was watch Hua Mulan at australlia then remember there's this song. :D

Josh:Don't worry josh josh,i've cut my fingernails,they're not scary anymore.lols!

GuiGui:Soon lahs!Play mahjong at my house must choose a friday or sat then can,so that we can ton the whole night:D hehheh.Stop asking me to go for kbox suddenly,MUST tell me in advance!aiyoyo.

Random:Can't you wait for me to update?That was when i was in australlia,since you say that my bleached ORANGE hair makes me look like a whore,alright,then i'll listen to you my dear.To make you feel better,then no more orange hair for me.So no use for you to say such silly things on my tag.Didn't your mum taught you manners honey?

Xin girlfriend & BaoBao:alamak,why you both so fierce.RELAX.lols.be careful ah,you both say till like that,later Random search for the both of you de blog and SPAM you.lols!!!!

=):First,darling,thanks for you compliment.And what do you mean that if i'm better?Tell me,so i might change for you to see?I don't stare at people silly,maybe its just that my eyes makes you think that i'm staring at anyone you're referring to.And my current hair's already dark brown(: Thanks again.

Shuana:Omg baby,i miss you tons and much too!I've mistaken your name for Shuwen's lahs!I'm getting blind soon!I went to wrote her a testi that i'm surprised she tagged my blog.Goshed,threw my face on floor myself.Hahahahas!Sure will contact you,just don't find me a nuisance can liao lahs! Haas :D

Hannah:Yes!Of cas i know who you are silly!How you found my blog?!Hahahahas!Sure call you out sometime soon.But i don't always go drinking.But soon,i'll start drinking often! Sure to call you out unless you contact me often! :D loves.


Sleeping soon,its coming to 4am.Tired bodoh.Still very bored.Night guys.(: Tag often.

i miss you.

On my way to meet my loves :D
As soon as we started our very very late dinner:DYum yum.

Not a full group picture,some went home,some not there.
When i say,"ok,2nd picture,all act cute",then i got scolding-.-but the bloody thing is,in the end,everybody still act one cute right?!:D
Some really very random shots of them playing.
Now,don't focus on who the guys are gonna carry,focus on Rachel's funny face:D



Still bloody playing,non-stop.



We girls asked them to sit very feminine[pss,is this how i spell the word=x,lols],so this is what some of them did.Hahahahahas!



Look at my beloved girlfriend's fighting action.Nice?





OTWO(:



They just did the couple thingi,and outcast me-.-lols.





Friday was a nice day:D As a week before,asked weisheng to plan a outing,an outing to have Chong Pang Steamboat @ boonkeng.Hahahas!So they planned it on friday:D wheees.We were suppose to meet at 7,yet in the end,deepak,randy,ken and me had to wait for them.-.-And so,we went to open the table first,after they came,left xinhui and qihui,the forever late sisters:D.So we started eating,then after they came,we all played and played.Drink and drink,till a number of us were having ang bao faces.Some left after sometime,so we started slacking there till we were left with around 11 or 12 people?
So then,some of us decided to go catch a movie.Around 10 or 11 plus,we went down to cine,while again,some of them left for home,leaving us with 8 people,including me.The show was at 1.50am,we can't get the tickets downstairs,so we went up stairs,yet in the end,there were no more seats.Bloody hell.Then we decided to go to OTWO.Judy and her gf left,leaving the 6 of us.LOLS.Took a cab there then meet darryn:).Drink and drink,play play and play,then went home,drunk,but still trying to act strong.lols.But as soon as me and darryn:) reached home,BOMB,we fell asleep.
And good girl me didn't went clubbing on sat,stayed home whole day:DGosh,i seriously miss clubbing with my girls ): Very soon,i know!


As for sunday,woke up around 12,went to prepare.Then went out with dad,aunt,and darryn:) to have our feet massage.Wheees.Then we went to have lunch at geylang side,the thailand food's really delicious.Very very very delicious.Still craving for it now.Hehheh,went for our movie at balestier soon after our lunch.But bloody hell,can't get in for the NC16 show.Such a down-graded cinema also cannot._|_ So we went to a high class cinema at Cathay Cineplex and i got in a M18 show -.- Shit ass right?!Watched Rambo 4,nice show,rated 8/10.Very disgusting,violent,but i like=x.lols.Then dad fetched aunt home,then fetched us home,currently darryn's :) sleeping,while i'm updating my blog :D I don't feel tired-.-But i gotta force myself to sleep soon,sch's tmr ): School AGAIN.


I use to thought my classmates and schoolmates were nothing.I use to dislike them for who they are.Every single one.But as time passes,and now i realise they're then the important ones for the 4 or 5 years in my secondary school life.I remember a period of time they lost faith in me,and as i'm trying to win back what i lost about them,nobody cared.Friday night was a very warming one.I hope it has pull the bond between us back.I always get jealous when they had outings without me,will there be another one without me?Or friday was a new start for all of us?I'm trying to gain back the trust among all of you,do i stand a chance?


emotional moment,
never shed a tear for you again.

婚礼 (New)

词曲: 蓝智峰

（女）那教堂钟声太微弱 却敲痛心中的伤口
台上庄严典礼 纪念我输得彻底

（男）他揭开你面纱时候 一枚戒指将你紧扣
掌声将我吞没

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（女）面带笑容和你握手
（男） 祝福你们的生活
（合）怎却 那泪莫名地流

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（男）你洁白的婚礼 你多么的美丽 台下我的独角戏
（女）走进院子里 昨天的回忆
（合）如今随着花儿慢慢凋零
（男）你庄严的婚礼
（女）我演出的悲剧
（合）最后唯一的结局
（女）教堂的钟声 梦已破碎
（合）祝福声中听叶儿随风飞

nice song(: meaningful.