we don sweet talks , we don't do other talks like what other couples do , our love is special . we're just not like the others .

XIAO SHAN !! whakakas . du du !! lalas .
zi lian kuang ~ lols .
ahahas . tootpid us . toopid chocolate !! don wan take with us , !! hahas .
our deserts on that day . lols .
deserts ! yum yum . we went for the kbox buffet .. all this pics is dunno when de lerhs . last sun ~ lols . nice nice arhs the food . yum ~~
my cold soba . nicer than sakae . hehes .
we ate alot alot of things . alot .
and then this .
this . yum ~~

and finally this . hmmms ~~ nice ~~ whahahas . u cannot eat right ?? jealous ?? muahahas . chocolate and vanilla . pigs for the day . lalas .

todae was alrights ~ my day . ahahas . went to sch , tired . lessons and everything was as usual . science was nice, miss chan gave us lollipops . just nice for 37 or 35 students larhs . dunno how many didn't come todae but it was enuf for all of us todae . muahahs . so nice of her , she said it was for us to jia you for exams . did some questions for science and realise im gonna fail it . i give up . lols . and yarhs . in the morning when i just reached sch , saw sihui and alfred they all . so she was telling me about ytd . when they di siao that jia xin in canteen . lols . say what xiao gong zhu arhs , den she say , i stil er mo nehs . those wan add de pls add ermo_ dunno what larhs , lols . den add lerhs don add xiao gong zhu cos they enemies . hahas . den continue disiaoing . she pek chek but don dare do anything . walk away with her butt shaking . lols . lucky i wasn't there , if not she die worst . lols . and then hearrd tiff say she don dare give tiff her b'dae present becos what scared later ppl say what snatch frens again . oie , shen jing bing de , u wan give u give larhs , u care so much what i think for what . jealous i can think u cannot isit . in outram guai abit larhs , tuck in nawh , don always act act don tuck in arhs , i'll curse u . and im good at cursing ppl like u . lalas . den yarhs , continue science . history play bingo . play till chinese lessons also play . teacher nearly die of vomitting blood . ahahas . den must be thinking , " damn it , vionna chan shouldn't come back , spoil the class . ! " lols . den after that math , i slept all the way . weets =D . sho shuang . aahahas . tireed lors . den jiu after sch lerhs , after that wait for miss siew to come to collect our art works . exam lai der ~ den we cannot pass up , because of the course thing we never do art . den todae collect is for bonus marks . next week then is real derhs . so i henry and meverick go ask if we have extra time . she say yarhs , sure have , extra two weeks . weets =D . gonna need help for this , i don care i must pass my art . lols . die also my pass , don care my art how bad larhs . lalas . den after that jiu remember must go for chinese oral , was wondering if i should go that time nehs , den they come tell me todae die must go . cos if todae don go , zero , no tmr and all that . scared leis , later chinese suey suey fail becos of oral . lols . few marks alsho shuang . ! den go nors . weets =D . i was the first one ehs . ahahas . snatch with them . lols . all boys nehs , only me marhs . lols . den after that run go opposite find tiff , joey and huihui . den go down tiong mam mam . damn lors . the uncle drive one big round . from my sch to there usually 3.5o like that . den drive til 7 dollars nehs . fark . den the end the uncle charge 4 . lols . den we go have our sakae sushi because that chocolate PS me ! . den eat eat eat and eat jiu go home lerhs . i come home jiu orh orh , cos very tired marhs . hmmms . todae tiong got two shuai gege arhs . faints . finally i see two , finally singapore has hopes . lols . really dot dot dot lors . lols . ks nawh . den one something wake up so now writing blog . just finish talking on fone with hubby . whakakas . he sing song give me listen oh . gan dong ~ muahahas . kaes kaes . going lerhs going lerhs . go back sleep . buais . ~~

JOYCE !!! ANYTIME U'RE FREE BECOS IM ALWAYS FREE !! SING SONG SING SONG ! WHAAHAHAS . BLEAHS .

darlinq ger ` ai shang le ni , cai zhi dao she me shi ai qing . dan shi , wo que zhi dao de shi , shi ni bu ai wo . becos im not the type of ger u want . its my character that made u stick along with me and not other things that belongs to me . if im right , den should i go ? but i cant bare to leave u , because since the day u asked , i've fell for you . o2o8o6 .

ni de xin , bu ai wo . zhi neng wei qu , zuo ta de ti dai ping .

probably the last time she ever gonna hold my hand ? lols . because we was in the toilet and i was phsycoing her to go somewhere with us . lols .
kfc ! weets =D . chi dao bao bao derhs . but my stomach was nort satisfied becos it was not the thing i wanna eat . lols .
stupid right ? lols . all got retard face , enuf koai lerhs . hahas .
peek - a - boo ! .
my tongue arhs . lols . is this how i spell the word ? lols . i realise i have spelling problem . hahas . this the not the longest of my tongue alrights ?? lalas .
my fingers and hands are much more femine than hers . lols . so guess which mine ? lols .
alalalas . oppx =X . ahahas .

me and LAOPOIE !! in papa's car going my house ! whaahahas .

weets =D . todae's last day in bukit merah sec . im going back to outram right after todae . arghs ~ quite nort use to it suddenly . the freedom we had in bukit merah is so much better . we can eat , listen songs , use hp during lessons time ? lols . it should be ehs , when we're doing our work . secretly on the com when no one knows , scaring ourselves watching the YOUTUBE ghost de . lols . everyday in air - conditioned room . have chocolates and sweets that teachers provide specially for us ! lalas . recess half an hour , sometimes more ! . sch starts at 8.o5 , reach sch before 8.3o would do , and last one hour's always fun but bored , couselling and talking session . and then we go at 1.15 . teachers take jokes and everything , more open . hahas . smoke in the toilet where they are no gan ying qi . wear shoes we like , not tuck in , painted nails , skirts short . PE's always fun . arghs ~ all this would be gone . back to outram , follow rules , and bla b bla bla . lols . shucks u know ? hahas . nvm ~~ quick quick after exams and no one wil see me in sch anymore . lols . hope i wil pass larhs , thats all nors. was worrying this afternoon cum morning , but realise no use worrying at this point of time lerhs . really dunno what to do with my art lars , chinese ? good luck lors . eng i hope wil pass larhs . hmmms . home - econ hope that pauline chia wil give me pass larhs , like that i don have to worry about my art anymore . hmmms . damn . i seems to worry for every damn subject . BUT IMPOSSIBLE FOR MATHS . ! if i ever pass math hurhs , im not vionna chan . lols . how isit possible larhs . simple sums i cant even do . and even my principle gotta teach me on her own . saki hors ? lols . anw , after sch went to outram , find chocolate . den after deciding for quite a long time and quarreling with that DAMN JOSHUA , lols . we decided to pei laopo go see doc first . den we walked to tiong , had kfc . went walk walk , take photos , chou yan . den papa came , den all four of us come my house . lols . tiff just wanna use com and charge fone larhs . den that chocolate wanna do mask . laopo arhs ? pei us ! lols . the end tiff use finish com lerhs , charge finish lerhs , jiu go home . den laopo and chocolate go on that dunno what show using YOUTUBE . den cos i never watch de , so i lie on bed ALONE . none of them pity me lors ! damn ~ so i slept . arghs ~ den dunno what time they go home larhs . roar them to hell . hahas . so thats the end of my day . ahahas . currently 2.45am now , sleeping soon . gotta wake up real early tmr . chiong arhs ~~~ chiong for studies ~~ lols . jiayou vionna jiayou vionna ! jia you ! jia you ! aiya . im lame thats all .faints . hmmms .

actually there's more pics larhs . tmr count lerhs tell u got how many . some stil in my fone and papa's fone . aiyo ~~ lazy ehs . hmms . anw , the damn bobo [ friendster name ] . hahas . called me when i was having my kfc lunch todae . lols . shit nors . hmmms . at first he message me first de , say what ehs , give me 4 numbers , i wan buy 4D . lols . den i was like dots dots dots . so i called him . den damn . he was real . really ask me give him . so i gave him 2309 . was worrying for the whole day larhs , i mean lose lerhs i guilty nehs . den win lerhs he say bring me , ME ONLY , go shopping . weets =D . den at night with frens go drinking . shoo shuang . u know what the hell marhs ? he never jump the numbers or what eye bag de arhs . lols . come out 2903 nehs . fark fark fark ~~ actually i got think wan ask him go jump de nors . but scared later spent more money den never open bu shi high . den damn damn damn ~~ come out like that . bu shuo lerhs . he stil can say stil got sun and sat . i say not so heng de larhs , everytime give . lols . like that nors . hmmms . see how larhs . lols .

anw , todae wed marhs . den tmr go sch . dunno what wil happen . bla bla bla . might bbe having the stupid chinese oral after sch den dunno go where . friday meeting hubby bahs . den pei tiff go find her hubby . den chocolate dunno nehs . force her go , i pei her . don care hubby ! he sure got bring frens de . lols . den sat forget gotta do what . i really forget . den sun ehs , meeting xiao shan with bobo they all . mostly going kbox . i wanna go tpy de kbox !! go find another xiao shan ; huishan . lols . she just start working there oh . go see how how . whakakas . the salary quite good nehs . she work 2.3o to 5 den one month de salary $1ooo over lors . damn it . i wan quick 17 , wonder how life would be and i wanna work in kbox . lalas . nice pay =D . hahas . like that nawh . lalas .

u're drifting away . i guess i won't be that sad either . hmmms . don't bluff me , its always easy to see through . u're in bus and u HI card can just top up suddenly ? for the whole day we've not been contacting . been missing u when no one knows . dreamt of u , but whats the use ? don't wanna show out my emotions and everything . the only phobia i have is that im afraid if i lose u , then everything's the end of it . i will lose my frens , my sisters ; bros , everything . the happiness , fun i have now might be gone . boy , thats why i say , u're my everything .i can't change the fact but time seems to be pulling us apart . do you really love me ? or like what they say , im just a pei zhen ping ? nvm ~ i lovc eyou would do , nothing else ~ . *yangchenling ; zhuo bian * .

darlinq ger ` peeps ! message me ur numbers again alrights . or just message me and tell me who u are . i take back my fone but all numbers lost . 3oo contacts and im left with 8o contacts . what the hell . message me alrights ? really need all ur numbers back . =) . thanks yarhs . smoochies . =) .

o2o8o6 . the day i'am loved by you , when no one knows =) . smoochies .

arghs . i can only put this pic up . the most . dunno why . stupid blog again . with its prob in the mind again . nvm ~ one pic i love the most wil do . lols . had already blog in the night just n0w . but just blogging now because im bored and bla bla bla . lols . oh ya . singapore idol results out ! tian arh ~~ what the hell . a malay again . no offence alrights peeps ? anw , u see hurhs , last year taufik . this year dunno what his name larhs . i mean dots larhs . and then its like repeating its history .. left with two guys and end up with a malay being a SINGAPORE IDOL . sylvester sim did say that this malay guy would win , and it really turn out to be him . i think he really gotta go thank him larhs . u see hurhs ? last year taufik was so famous but now ? i just saw sylvesster sim on the newspaper "LIFE" that day but none of taufik . omg ~ so what's the use of being a singapore idol ? although yes , everyone has a dream but mediacorp is like hell larhs . arghs ~ nvm ~ anw , it dosen't concerns me . roar . . so just let it be bahs . lols .

oh ya . joyce just made the shop blog , but created a new one . so peeps , u all can just hack care the previous one . now this one is :
http://www.theshop-joyce.blogspot.com/
go buy oh . hmmms . guys or bungs clothes will be up soon .
after i go overseas . everything's one piece . limited .
all cheap cheap now . =D . at least view it .
tell ur friends about it too alrights .
the web of this might be a temporary one , im nort sure about it .
might be changing . will confirm soon alrights . =D . loves .

okays ~ ending here . its currently 3.55 am . if i don sleep , tmr i die . lols . take care alrights . loves .

darlinq ger ` my life . my world .

secrets ? no more .. i feel no gap in between us anymore =) ..

this is the most i can upload . dunno why . i stil have loads of pics larhs . hahas . this was when i took at kbox with cyn .
the so called candle light dinner with chocolate and that damn er chang , lols . er chang is chang er de shu xia ! muahahas . he came down to spy us . lols . guessing who is er chang bahs , den sylvester lo jiao jiao nors . whakakas . hmmms .
this was took when having the candle light dinner again with tiong de ah boy , liping , and i forgot his name . hahas . we ate , lols .
i look like a ghost . =D . ahahas . in the taxi on the way to tiong .
shucks shucks . im fat . fat . fat . ~~
at tiong with ah boy AND NOT MY HUBBY HORS . lols . in the toilet .. lalas .
this was took 3 days before . hahas . edited .
long ago . this was the outing with wen they all , going back home that time . hmmms . chocolate , im so sorry i put ur stupid pics up . i thot of putting others we took but im ugly too . don dare . lols . see larhs , see first . muahahas . only i have the fotos ~~ u can't take revenge ~~ lols .

so becos i wan everybody to end with a smile . i put her pic . lols . her damn pic she didn't delete from my papa's phone . lalas . colgate advertisment . =D . lols . shhhh ~~ ..

arghs ~ been really real damn busy nowadays . and becos of CHINYI'S mei influence , im bored with blogging . arghs ! she shouldn't have say , i shouldn't have ask her to update her blog . lols . someone someone ~ influence me back into writing blog again wil u ?! . hahas . i just got to know that chinyi bought a new shitzu , a puppy . sometimes , i really wan bian bian back . hais . nvm , bu shuo lerhs . if im able to save up a sum of money buy either end of this year or next year , i might be getting a puppy or a dog from SPCA or a new dog . i really cant stand anym0re . lols . been out this few days , at night , midnight , morning , afternoon . lols . havin fun every min larhs . although there are times which i get very fuck up or when things get out of hand . but aiya , memories =) . currently so out of cash , and hubby is nort here to yang me everyday . lols . although he seemed to be like a ATM machine but i really wanna be independent . im getting short terms and forgetting everything . hahas . so wil just try to rmb about ytd . chocolate came to my house in the middle of the night and lols , alot of things happen . she waited inside the taxi for me for around 1o mins . how i know she would be so fast . den the uncle face black . den i went down lerhs , cant find my 1o bucks . search . den cannot , den call jeremy jiu ming . den he came . lols . den tat chocolate left my wallet in the taxi !! all my photos !! my neos . my baby derhs . ! her , him . them , all gone larhs .. going crazy . hope no one take it . if nort i wil just smack that idiot who took it . damn fark ~ say lerhs now my mood gone . ccb . beng kui lerhs larhs . sobx . my wallet shop de pouch .. ~~ wan dan lerhs . roar . nvm nvm ~ hais . start anew bahs , fotos are stil memories . =) . i know i'll stil have the chance to take with them , although maybe nort a few but jia you vionna ! weets =D . den at blk 12 behind play cards till 7 something . den called yong jie down . den we go my house downstairs , saw renjie . so downstairs talk . den riddles and everything . going to 9 lerhs jiu go home . hmms . lucky papa haven wake up cos it was a sunday . den i and chocolate lie on bed talk , know lerhs alot of things . nvm ger , he's clebeer okays ? but im worst den u , shoo accept urself . although things u do i might haven , but hahas .. take care larhs =) . i will be here ! frens forever , still baobeix , rights ? =) . hehes . den we slept til 2 something . woke up to rush and prepare . meeting xiaoshan n her frens at marina . so went down . chou yan , arcade , walk walk . den they went to douby gourt . i and xin go kbox ! weets =D . we had the buffet there , nice ~ have the pics i and xiaoshan took and the food we ate ! wil upload by tonight or what bahs . hehes . weets =D . so see ya alrights . gonna stop here . nothing much happen today also . went to sch . oh ya , btw , does u peeps know i've been transfered to bukit merah sec for a 8 day course . dying of it . till only thurs den i wil be back in outram . i really miss my bunch of bitches and bastards frens =P . ! hope they're doing fine although i stil go back after my bukit merah becos i finish at 1.15 and them 1.55 . lalas . exams are starting this friday . its eng ! i do hope i pass , i don care if its borderline . i really got this feeling im retaining ! jia you for myself , den my chinese and art would do . hmms . art is another exam i haven start on , although it has already started . it wil be for 3 weeks and its about celebration . my art is like shit , and i gotta keep up on it . dead .. this time i really needa dig for time . might be asking chocolate for help , so chocolate , finish urs quick ! ahahas . yup . did went back to outram todae , pass beloved his mum's jacket . den chap suaning here and there . kbkb with forgot his name . last year christmas bully me in cine . made me throw face . this year his dead . i wun let him off . hahas . hey peeps . i will see U ALL this christmas alrights ? might be opening chalet . we kup money , den at night together go cine alrights ? really in need for a gathering with those friendster peeps who i always wanted to meet or those who always wanted to meet me up but cant . soon alrights my babes ? weets =D . bought another 3 things online . and for my online shop , there's been ppl kbkbing in mine . nvm ~ joyce just came back from thailand and bought things . just after she finish taking fotos of it , i wil be updating it . and wil ask her to change the background , rules and everything . so wil u peeps go my shopping blog to curse those damn idiots who kb in my blog ? they're such a nuisance . =D . *

hubby , i know u're missing me . but the fact ish really cant feel ur love at times . but i told myself nvm , u by side will do . i don care what u gonna do outside , i know u''re mine . thats all . i agree with joyce about the things she told me . i really wanna give up , but i tell myself not to . just continue with my messy life now .. u can go anytime , i can too .. but we're just hanging on to each other . we don feel tong ku at all , but just quite bored of this relationship . ain't i right ? i have not seen u for days , was suppose to meet u up that night but i doze off , im sorry darlinq . know u're fed up of me getting tired now and then because of nort taking care of myself but =) , i will i will , i promise . den again was suppose to meet ytd night but u said no , make it fridae or sat night becos i have sch todae . thanks for everything at times when u care but u gotta take care urself too hmms . loves =D . o2o8o6 .

was lying on bed that particular night , facing up . suddenly this thing came to mind , what if i die ? how would things be ? everything would be gone , i wil go . my memories wil be gone . the things im fed up with and everythin wil come to a end . no more u , no more me . i might tou tai to be a human again or maybe an animal or maybe an object . but how wil i be . i once wanted to end my life so much but now im so afraid of it . why ? can things don end ? can life don end ? can i stay like this for the rest of my life ? can everyone go to heaven and then choose the things they wanna be , instead of going to hell , suffering ? why ? i cried den i called her . i got so afraid . i wun forget what auntie told me , im differnt from others in some ways , special and whatever . i don wanna know at first . what can i do .. .. imagine u dying . leaving everything behind , suffering . fogetting everything . whats u ? whats ur previous life ? you would be forgotten . earth might come to an end , because of the scientific thingi . 1oo years from now on , loads of history wil be going on . wil everything , come to an end when no one lives ? den i understand and realise , treasure life . treasure everything u and i have now before everything gone, especially ur love one my side . =) .

darlinq ger ` long blog . i shall end it here ya . going to mam mam , im hungry den watch tv , weets =D . CHERISH , i forgot ur name but remember ur nick =) . i remember how i knew u . it all started with u messaging me in friendster telling me how it broke ur heart when u see the cut on my hand on photo and told me to take care . i was surprised u would sent me a message . and becos i cant reply , i added u . den on msn , testi , we talked . u asked me to promise u , but ger , im sorry i disappoint u . from the way u talk to me after i said i cant . i'll try my loads best , i promise u this . don be disappointed in me , will u ? hmmms. u take care too alrights . stay long with ur boy becos i can see how happy u are now .. loves . =) .

dance .

the sushi .. yum yum . having sakae sushi for the last few days . im dying of sushi . see till sians .. arghs !!
before my hair cut .. i kinda regret , but nvm . hair wil stil grow . lols .
after hair cut , right side !
and then left side . arghs !!
moii top . lols .
in the bus on the way to far east with laopo . chocolate was there . hmms . but she didn't want to take foto with me only . we got take the three of us derhs , but with laopo . lalas .

at tiong , in the toilet . when after eating sakae , den laopo wanna vomit , i wanna da bian ~~ hahas . den we went back eat . lols .

anw , short recap , cos i needa upload new pics up and prepare to go down lerhs . ermhs . nothing much . just had so much fun nowadays . love my messy life . =P .

darlinq ger ` forever .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY ! loads of love alrights ? take good care of yourself , nvm if u don , i will take good care of u . hehheh .

i'll just upload 5 first . im lazy .loads of pics waiting for me to upload them . hahas . taken outside esplanade . lalas . loved that day .
berber took this for us . nice isn't it ? i like this pic larhs . shooo ke ai . all n0rt looking at the camara . hahas .
in green , thats SAM ! beside her , ROSE ! . and then beside ROSE , its CHOCOLATE den WEN den im the one below .. my left eye like panda . i wonder why . hahas . but i like this pic . we looked nice =D ..
on the way to esplanade and sam saw this beautiful background so we took pics . ber ber took this pic for us too . hahas . we kissed her . OPPX . =X . lalas .

six of us in MRT . fun day . nice day . perfect =) . better than the past , looking forward to our future =P .. loves !

loads of fun n nice things happen , but stil have times when i get really angry and pek chek like now . later i'll write what happen why im so pek chek . lets start from sam's b'dae . that was ytd . chocolate , wen and me went to city hall to buy sam's cake . yumm ~ den went to marina south to wait for berber , rose and sam . was looking forward to see sam cos i saw everyone of them lerhs , but not her since the day we seperated . hahas . den was waiting quite long , everyone was famished ! den they came , we ate , play . surprise 1 , cake surprise , she didn't know we bought it . 2nd surprise , egg bashed . lols . we brought her behind , closed her eyes and threw the eggs at her =P . 3rd surprise , we brought her in the middle of the field and bash her up in 14 seconds time . hahas . HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM ! awww , don cry . =) . she cried btw . lols . den went to esplanade . when we reached there , i had to go . den xin went with me . was going to her house to take my things actually but arghs ! didnt , we went straight to my house . wen went home first becos her bus came first . she missed the first one . lols . den went up the car , joke and loads of things . den came home and prepare . i slept , she watched PRINCESS HOURS . hahas . cos i watch lerhs . muahahas . that was the end of our day but we really had loads of fun , took loads of pics , thanks peeps =D .

todae ? woke up at one something den that pic dunno what time . forget lerhs . but later than me alot . lols . den watch princess hours again , cook mian mian and egg to eat . den after awhile hubby jiu call lerhs . HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY !! SHOWIE I DIDN'T GET UR PRESENT , SOON ALRIGHTS ! I STILL OWE U UR SHIRT THAT I BLUFF U I BOUGHT ! SOON SOON ~ I KNOW U'RE GOING TO HAVE UR DRIVING LESSONS THIS MONDAY , U GOTTA JIA YOU ALRIGHTS ?! ILOVEYOU !! WHAHAHAS . continue ~ den was wondering what time he finish preparing but we didn't care , continue to watch . and when hazel called . they was already on their way down to bugiis . den we rush rush rush jiu go down lerhs . den i got meet min_rachel marhs . get things from her . also late .bleahs . she shooo fierce ehs . faints . den after that at bugiis awhile lerhs jiu go down marina south again . den aiya . alot things happen n0rs . fun . saw mogan that idiot . den after that said somethings about that bitch . but the girls around him thot i saying them . but they know him de larhs . den at first don dare say anything . we all go liao den call and find prob . bo liao . i call in lerhs , one of the girl jiu shout shout shout . si bei kb . after quarreling , she pai seh nothing to say den change sub . say i xia lan , shout so loud . den i don care , cos u know i hate quarreling becos of this kind of things . den i jiu private with chocolate den mogan message me . den i say she give attitude first jiu kb so much . he say he settle . faints larhs . idiot . thats why my mood shooo bad. don let me see u on the streets . arghs ! make my hubby so busy quarreling with u . fark ~~ bu guan ler larhs . i going out again lerhs . go party world . muahahas . meeting chocolate . alalas . see ya !! bleahs ...

darlinq ger ` its true that when things goes up , things appear to be smoothly , successfully . but when things goes down , everything comes to an end . i trust my feelings and thinking , alot . so i just got this feeling that if i lost u , i will lose her again too , although she say we wun be back like that period of time when everything was down . but i really do trust my feelings .. im afraid everyone would go , im really happy with life now .. can some peeps understand and not leave ?

o2o8o6 . =D .

our legs . weets =D . see her stupid leg step on mine . eww . disgusting . nvm . she's dirty . lalas .
see her stupid hand and my tootpid face .. lols . di di siao siao .. lalas .
look carefully . this pic don looks like me at all . hmmms .
she was doing her hair . i hide myself and took this pic of her . isn't it ugly .. act cute . lalas .
see the colour difference between us . lols . so obvious . the vanilla and chocolate . lols . aren't we rights ? lalas .
i love her face in this pic , really look like pig . lols . black pig . you know those ehs , shan zhu ? lols . mountain pig . hahas . black black very dangerous and noisy derhs . so alike . muahahas .
see ! again ~~ hahas . do her hair again . so qiao . lalas .

okays ~ i love this pic . hahas . nice .. weets =D .

okays ~ let's talk about wed . that was ytd rights ? aiya . that chocolate tues night ask me don go du shu , pon . lols . den i say okays lors . anw i also decide not to go to sch . hahas . cos wed got swimming . weets =D . den early morning on wed she come my house . i rmb the time she call me and tell me she downstairs lerh . 7.5o am . lols . I NEARLY DOZE OFF LORS . hahas . den open door forr her den tell her that papa buy give me the princess hours de vcd . two also buy . den we watch . watch finish one episode jiu go bath and prepare . den we go tiong mam mam KFC . hehes . den call syl jiao jiao ask him where the clinic for one mc $5 .. lols . den while waiting for him to come , we two go one of the neo machine inside orh orh , cos too tired . lols . den he reach around 1.45 ? ahahas . den we walk there lei . wa biang . heng he take bag for me , if not my bones crack . muahahas . den reach lerhs jiu go write name . ahahas . den bluff the doc we nort studying lerhs , working . hahas . shooo ke ai . the doc so easy bluff . hehes . den we take two days . alalas . den affter that walk back tiong , go find papa . cos must lazer off marhs . hmmms . den after that lazer lors . shooo pain . fark the doc , ask him stop he don stop . nearly kick him away larhs , shooo pek chek .. den now my hen so ugly , den my playboy only do two times , den like give vampire bite like that . wa biang . den finish lerhs i very pek chek de walk out . den alot of blood lors . nvm ~ die early also good . hees . den after that papa fetch us go cine cos syl go work work lerhs marhs . den we go k box . weets =D . shooo fun . den go take neo .wait that chocolate scan in lerhs den i take from her . hehes . den our dinner ish yoshinoya . yum yum , chi dao bao bao . hehes . den slack there awhile papa jiu come lerhs . den we go home nors . den she ton at my house . hehes . at first nort sure derhs , but the end also have . lalas . 12 something we go down , actually wan meet hubbie and his friends derhs . den wait till one something also bo .. den the end also meet xiao zhi and didi first . den one something gang hao hubbie reach lerhs , papa call . ewww . xia dao wo . den rush home . ask hubbie they all not including xiao zhi and didi wait til 3 something den i tou tou come out again . hehes . den baobeix hubbie mei you shen qi oh . hehes . shhhooo good , understand me . hehes . den come back heng never tio gan . den come back room . sobx sobx , shoo tired but cannot sleep . den that chocolate keep using com . arghs!! help that lim tian shui write blog . lols . see ??!! this kind of thing also have !! roar !! den i ke lian lie on bed watch tv till nearly orh orh . den wanna 4 lerhs den gu qi yong qi go down . hahas . say tio gan also don care lerhs . den becos hubbie de fren drive car here marhs , but ish hubbie de papa car larhs . hahas . den go in that time , at first thot is sit downstairs de . nar li zhi dao hubbie say going penisular !! go play lan ~ siians . so jing zhang at that moment . den say aiya , don care larhs . go lors. hahas . stupid derhs , still got to go all the way to kallang there fetch one more fren . hahas . den hubby saw 3 char bo peng you . den call one of them take number . but he know der larhs . den i shooo pek chek , pinch him . he idiot lars . shout so loud . den i pek chek all the way . lols . but kai wan xiao de larhs , i know he's faithful derhs =) . den go penisular , they play , i and chocolate talk talk , sleep there . lols . the guan there de guy so good arhs . stil help us off air con , cos we very cold . den stil joke with us . hehes . den wait for hubby till 7 something jiu come home lerhs . den i and chocolate come home jiu sleep liao . lols .

this afternoon den wake up . she woke up at 3 i woke up at 3.3o . half an hour difference nia . den whole day stay at home watch princess hours . hehes . den she ask me lend her , den i say only if she tmr got go sam's de party , i mean samantha larhs . cos she only wan we 5 to go marhs , me , rose , her , herself and wen marhs . den fri pei me go hubby's de birthday party i jiu lend her =D . hehes . tmr she going . weets =D . nort sure about sat seh !! see her perfomance bahs . hahas . den from after noon the time we wake up jiu watch till 8 something den she go home . hahas . shoo faints . den i jiu slack at home . around 9 go down meet boy and chap chou yan . papa ask me don smoke much cos i havin soar throat and flu . hehes . den i orhs jiu go out lerhs . whakakas . den go safra awhile , den wen and rose and chocolate jiu call me lerhs . den we conference . hehes . shooo long never like that lerhs . weets =D . den after that around 1o something jiu go home lerhs . den slack , chat , listen song , talk on fone with xiao ben and ah pek . hahas . den now writing blog nors . later i wan go cook mian mian , pom pom , watch princess hours lerhs . hehes . todae don decide to sleep . whakakas . like that nors . hehes . nice ~~ .

wonder tmr will how arhs , sho long never hang out together lerhs . wo bian lerhs , rose also bian lerhs , zhong zhi , everybody changed . better or worst we don care .. we know the prob among us , is gone =) . hehes . i assume tmr will be a happy one larhs , retard ~ . will take alot of pics tmr . will try to put up more derhs . tmr 3 meeting wen at ps go buy cake . den rose meeting sam first . den after that 6 , either i and wen go sch outside wait for chocolate , jiu shi straight away meet her at mrt or marina south . whee !! goin have steamboat arhs . whakakas . surprise and everything . hehes . nice nice ~~ . tmr wil be a fun day ? isn't it ? =) .

im getting everything back , my life , my freinds , my family , my love one , and maybe my freedom .. but will they go ? no matter how i hold onto it .. will they go ? i've learn to treasure , learn to treasure every min of it , but will they go ? its always like that . can i trust life ? ups and down in life . but for me , whenever it comes to a up , everything goes on successfully , nicely , smoothly . but when things goes down , everything comes to a end . but i told myself , nvm , its not that i've never been through the worst , and i've even learnt to live on my own when there's no one . so aaccept reality . =) . this is how i am , accept me . accept the new me , trust me again ? once more ? although i stil make mistakes , but ... people do make mistakes rights ? i learnt to forgive by telling myself people do make mistakes , people do change =) . i've start anew , have u , my friends ? forgive my past ? will u ? a never go through mind before thinking de memories , can be fun , but it can leave those hurt behind . i'am looking forward to everything part of my future now , wouldn't it be nice ? =P .

darlinq ger ` long blog . weets =D . enjoy reading hors . hehes . i update blog lers hors !! hahas . joyce , enjoy ur holidays in thailand , will miss u derhs !! call me soon when u reach singapore okays ? although i know u have to call ur hubby first . hehes . but just at least message me tell me lors . whakakas . will be waiting . muahahsa . u come back lerhs , den maybe i on that day or wed , or any part of the week , go find u chou yan okays ? kakis ~~ lalas . hahas .

call me a sleeping beauty , lols .

this pic look like im havin long long hair right ? lols . now very look forward to the day im having long hair oh . faints .. hehes .
stupid hors .. bra ~~ lols . BRA FOR SALE !! ~ lols . black derhs . shoo pai seh arhs . tsk tsk ..
i have bra for mask ~~ weets =D . no more face shop de mask .. now ish ice lemon tea .. lols . lalas .
stupid pic . use tiff hp take derhs . then she use the neo machine de stick poke my face . hahas . still say must find wei zhi poke . faints ..
she don wan to take my hand lors . purposely de .. only pai dao abit . tsk . dun tell u what my hand doing . lols .

did i put this pic up already ? i forget le nehs . hahas . sorry larhs . short term .. bian tai , who wants to remember what pics i put . lols . i love my fingers . they look so long like lady finger the vegetable . ahahahas . faints ..

aiyer .. todae go sch . nearly late arhs . shooo ke lian . must run up . lols . shooo tired lors . hate the feeling when always needa run up .. siians . roar . den same nors . study study study .. but i never larhs . i at there talk talk talk . hehes . history sleep til shuang shuang . bleahs . den recess , continue class , DEN AFTER SCHOOL ! muahahas . den tiff keep say wan come my house use com . tsk . actually promise renjie meeting him de nors . den tua him again . siians . never even reply his message . ewww . tiff hai wo , everytime . hmmms . den we 2.3o leave sch den take taxi . forget tell the uncle to turn in so stop at the bus stop . hehes . den go buy mam mam , chicken rice ! lalas . den walk home . becos i was in need to use to toilet , feel sho ugly walking home . must kiap here and there . lols . really larhs ! den run home open door , anyhow throw shoe jiu run to toilet . stupid tiff give so many comments . hahas . den she so zi dong , sit down use com . den i say , oie , i use first . check things . hehes . den use friendster , den after that she use nors . got more than 5 request than act act . lols . i open give her see mine more than 1o . she also LL . bleahs . . den after that i go mam mam nors . den she never eat . hehes . den feed her eat , weets =D . see i shoo kind . muahahas . den after that i go outside watch papa buy give me de vcd , the princess hours . watch till 3rd de cd den orh orh . lols . dunno what time arhs . tiff come out den say she want go home lerhs . shooo she ownself open door and everything den i sleep . muahahas . i feel shooo bad . diiaos . den after take wake up off the thing jiu come back room orh orh again . hehes . den after that wake up use com , mam mam and everything .. den dunno what time arhs . sleep again . hahas . sleep till 1 something wake up . lalass . den now using com nors . heees . tmr nort going sch arhs , xin ask me pon de . shooo bad .. jiao huai wo . lalas . hao larhs . alsho good , hehes ..

aiya .. everytime gort comments to write about some things den everytime forget . siians .. nvm ~ since forget i alsho bu guan . wanna go update my shopping blog lerhs . miss me arhs . bye bye !! ..

darling gerl ` what day will it be tmr ? will it be fun ? or ... a disappointing one again ? .. .. hmmms .