I can't stop listening to 91.3FM.
My blog's dead.
I'll be back in 2011.
Please bring back whoever that has been reading soon.
(L).

I wonder what future is there prepared for me..

Don't test my patience. It won't do us any good.
Please be more understanding,appreciative,giving and all,can you?
Are you? or do you think what you are doing is enough already ?
Don't make me give up.
As you can see,i've given up in alot of things about you.

I've already tried my best to speak as nice as i could.

Hi girlfriend. Missh euu worzsxzsx. Lets meet up for some food soon.

Indonesia or Philippines maid better? (:
I got alot of recommendations for Indo maids though.
Let me know let me know please.

Baby boy just got his haircut. Looks super handsome now! :D
Went to visit Hichi baby a week plus ago.
Naughty girl can open two locks on her own and went to irritate other dogs.
Got bitten in the end. Ended up with a wounded backside and hand.
Still as hyper,happy she's healthy and everything.

Oh,and i've got a new neighbour. I know,i'm super proud of it.
I've been talking about it on FB and everywhere.
I've been wanting to sing for so longggggggggg,right?
Then,i got KBOX as my new neighbour!
Its like right opposite my block. :D
I no longer have to dress up or travel to go anywhere far to sing anymore!
I'm super lazy so i think chinatown is far away from my place too. HEHE.
The new place's super beautiful and nice. Looks a little like club.
And we can close curtains too.
Omg,i can't believe its there. Just right around me.
I can sing everyday now~ hehhheh.

Anywayzsxzs,i know i haven't been updating this old blog of mine.
But i really don't know what to update about.
Lol,i guess in the future,looking back at what i did in 2010 will be stupid.
because there is nothing i could reminisce about. Hahaha!
Soon lah,i'll try my best to remember to take pictures when i'm out so i'll have something to update.
I hate to update with no pictures. ^^

Okay,i gonna cook maggie mee. I've got a itchy mouth.
& I WANT MUFFINS AND CANDY FLOSS! damn.

Each time i flare up,each time i forgive,doesn't mean its forgotten or thrown behind. It always accumulates and make me rmb what can or cannot be trusted. Once or twice,or never again. This is why the fire gets bigger the next time again and again till i no longer care.

Its always like that,
" Can you trust me not? Why can you tell your friends and i can't tell mine?! My colleagues need to know ma..etc..etc..etc.. "
But the story always comes to an end reminding me,
" You cannot trust the person you don't even have confidence and faith in "

I am really really sick and tired of it,
and actually,i'm really at the edge of not bothering anymore.
I saw these suffering coming long ago,
why did i or why even i?

Hide,hide,hide and hide.

I would prefer being myself now.
Never thought this was falling on me.
& if i could turn back time,i wouldn't want to get to know you,not even meeting you.
Whenever i see you,i cannot stop regretting everything between us.
I seriously could not take this any longer,
and i would love being alone.
I wish i'm dead now,
so i don't have to even think i'll see you again.
My life's gone,i cannot be like them anymore and i really wish i'm dead.


Hey b. how are you?

thanks to you,
i'm washing my hands off everything about you.
are you happy now ? (:
because i guess i feel much happier like this.

I cannot update my blog because i lost my email.
This is my old one. Which had problems,thats why i changed a new one.
I am bored at home and i've been wanting to update my blog.
I am stupid with blogger stuffs and i'm sick of it.
FML.

Haven't been doing much lately. Guess i've been staying home most of the time.
Oh,i've been eating,eating alot.
& watching alot of movies online,now i've got nothing to watch already.
But anyway,life's like this,terrible as usual.
Hoping i can get out of it but i've got no where to turn to anymore.
Duh.

Been dreaming alot at night. All the weird dreams and they only consist of one person.
Its been 2 days and i don't like the feeling after each time i'm awake.
But we're all leading our own lives,dreams are just dreams. ):
We had what we needed. We had so much,so much,in us.

Anyway,met up with Pat just now for Ban mian.
Wanted to have Sakae Sushi because they're still having the buffet thing.
But that stupid girl had taken her lunch.
Went to have Fish head steamboat with family for dinner.
Yummy but i'm super full now.
Gonna head to bed soon. Or else i'll start eating again and its a nightmare.

Goodnight.

HAHAHAHAHA. i'm sorry. I was looking at some videos on how to make some stuffs but,look at the poodle. HAHA. I mean,is that even poodle?! ITS SO CUTE LAH! Its just so funny. I can't stop laughing the whole video -.-

http://dogmilllrehomers.blogspot.com/

Would you be able to save them?

If you guys received any text about adopting dogs/puppies from a abandon farm,its not true.
There are no puppies available,only dogs aging 5 and above. Mostly sick.
You can visit the the website above for more info.

I went to NTUC earlier on in the noon.
I shopped around the place myself,looking for my sandwich ingredients.
Now i'm done with my sandwiches and they smell delicious.
Dad says they taste good too :D
Dajie's recipe lah,of course its good.

Gonna head back to the kitchen soon to prepare the dogs share.
I'm preparing dinner for them too! :D yeammmmmmyyy.
& then i'll be traveling around my area,to my nanny's and auntie's place to let them try the sandwich i made and give the little ones their share.

BYE!

Oh,& jasmine ask me to update more if not she won't come to visit my blog anymore. ):
but she didn't give me her blog to read too. So i'll update once in a while. tata! (:
fire fire.

Dying blog,poor thing.

Another week.

No longer looking forward to weekends.
Only for the rest i need.

" hello " Its my turn to be on the line!
偷拍偷拍!

I needed sleep. & lucky me,i got a full sunday morning to sleep.
I woke up around 2 plus,do random stuffs and sat in front of my com.
Still not quite sure whether to head out later or not,
because the people i'll be out with will be rather a weird group.

I've been having steamboat these two nights.
& due to having leftovers,there will be night three.
Cool,i love having steamboat.
Its always the soup thats the best! Yummy.
Miss having steamboat with girlfriend. Aww.

Girlfriend's comment,
" You are gg up and down like a roller coaster. Unhealthy you know. Its time to do smth "

Am i like a roller coaster these days? Hahaha!

(L) (L) (L)

Alice in Wonderland yesterday.
Johnny Depp's always so good.
:D
Movie was a little draggy but its alright.
Whole cinema was filled with people.
Singaporeans are so free on Thurs night.

Alrights,no more crapping.
Off to work alone.

I am busy and tired.
I'll be back (:

Thanks to all the Tcp-ians & Judy&co. for the wedding.
Thanks to those who helped, Seany. Girlfriend. Fred. Adria. Kaile. Shiying.
I owe you guys a meal. So when i give you guys a call,better be free okay! :D
Hahaha! (L)

Announcement!

I am very sorry for not informing the friends on my own for the wedding on Friday.
& even to all the friends who're helping out.
I have to go through friends like Seany & Gf to inform all.
I apologize for not having the time.
Please understand and i'll see you guys on Friday at 7pm!
(:

I am so happy!
I've got QQ hair,first time ever.
and pinkish nails.
I am just so happy! :D

I somehow mind a little.
But after lying down to think about it,
i don't seem to care afterall.
Because i am busy with my stuffs,and too much troubles for me already,
you guys can't be another trouble of mine.

& since that my normal life actually doesn't includes you,
so i don't bother though.

It hurts a little,but can't be compared to what i am feeling for the past few days.

Hate it when the faking thing is starting all over again.
Don't like to act the way we shouldn't be acting.
Fuck,i was right about always keeping a distance away.
I thank god for feeling that way. Oh my.

You can forward it to 1:47 min to listen the song right away. (:

I'm at the edge of my emotions,watching the shadows burn in the dark.
& aiye ya e ya e ya,i'm terrified,for the first time and the last time in my only life.

Good. but i don't know if i got the lyrics wrong. LOL.
I'm so lazy to find the right ones. hahaha.

13 dogs tomorrow.
Wonderful.
i'm doing mask now. Feels so good.
Hahaha.

& damn,i don't know why i feel so unhappy now.
Laugh out loud.

What is so weird about Sunday is i didn't got the chance to do things i'm suppose to do.
Instead i went to get 19th Feb stuffs and caught the movie 14 Blades.
Its good.

I came back home early morning on Sunday around 6 plus.
And woke up at 11am.
Caught the movie I Hate Valentine's Day on Sat's night.
Its funny but same old movie story.
WELL.
Its another off day gone again.

Goodnight.

Times i get so tired that i don't want to care anymore.
Sometimes you just get sick after a whole full day at work,
be back home and read stuffs you don't want to read,
see things you don't want to see.

Not understanding alot of problems,
and got no idea how to deal with them.

When some people pushed you to a corner to make decisions you're not ready to,
you sometimes just make the wrong ones.
& right at this moment,
I am too tired to bother all stuffs,
i give up,everything that i'm suppose to make decisions now.

I'm busy with work and alot alot of stuffs coming on these few weeks.
How can it be nobody understands and gives you their problems & pain?!

I don't know. This is just too crazy for me.
I am just having mood swings.
I am so angry and upset.
Argh,FML.
This is stupid.

I can't believe i sold Rat today to a idiot who doesn't even knows how to walk a dog.
I can't believe i sold Rat today to a idiot who doesn't even have the time to listen to what i have to say and explain to him about taking care of a puppy/dog.
I can't believe...
Totally destroyed my mood for the rest of the day.
He promise to bring her back for grooming,is that possible?

Happy 9 Months working.

Oh my,its been 9 months.
& Feb will end soon then it would be 10.

Oh,& now i know how it feels owning a malamute or G.shepherd and you got to bath it every week and blowing it dry with a hairdryer. LOL!
Its so scary lah. Luckily i only have ahboy.
Okay,i'm feeling tired.

Goodnight.

Why do i feel like a useless idiot when i'm broke and trying to save? -.-
MONEY MONEY. Money's coming on Monday.
LOL!

& the joke for today is CJ says he will come to my house to carry me out,
actually its just downstairs because i'm lazy to go out.
KY says he will ask his friend to drive him to come pick me up but he don't know where i stay.
HAHA! I am so lazy today.
I just got no idea where to go,even lazy to find gf.
Oh my. What is wrong.
My saturday night is so boring.
LOL.

K says sorry for not having the time now because.....
SO,hahahaha! Its a sleeping sat night.

越是在乎的人越是猜不透...

My dark circles. I cannot believe it. My baby exilm shows everything on my face especially my dark circles. Nooooooooooo.
Very busy on the phone.

Alright. Long long days at work these few days.
CNY is around the corner.
Everybody's like " HELLO,I WANT BOOK APPOINTMENT TO GROOM MY DOG. WHEN HAR? I WANT NEXT THURS AND .......... "
So i am very very very tired and busy,like everyone.

I am on diet,trying my best to slim down as much as i could ):
which i know that can never happen lah!
Before cny leh.
At least 2KG,PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! PLEASE!
Okay,i must have enough determination.
I believe i can! LOL.
I've got 3 weeks okay.
Damn,whatever.

Its a friday night and i'm home.
Because as usual,i am foreverzsxzsxz tired.
& lazy. :D
And i need alot alot of rest because my next two weeks will be filled with dad stuffs i need to plan and settle.
So money is the problem. Sigh.
I wish i had the time to take up 3 jobs too. -.-
ANYWAY,i believe after Feb is over.
March will be a better one! Hahahahaha!

VIONNA,JIAYOU. You can do it! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Goodnight. (:

Please call my shop anytime anybody wants and expect me to recognize your voice as soon as i answer the phone with noises all around me.
Thank you.

Please remind me to get my,
spectacles.
tickets.
make up remover.
pimple cream.

& stuffs to settle with Sean on the 7th after visiting the children's home.
13th to get my nails and hair done.
to make an appointment and get my brows trimmed.
presents.
take leave from boss for scary stuffs happening on the 19th.
Clean up my house before cny. Oh,and get the mop before starting.

There's still alot of stuffs but i can't rmb.
How? Not alot of time left ):
No money ):
Feb will be broke broke broke broke.
Will die of hunger during March for end of the month pay.
then i got to save save save again for trips coming up.
Like a jialat only.

Not working still got money leh.
But when i start working ah,
i can't seem to stop saying i'm broke -.-
Because when i got the money,i tend to spent alot ? LOL.
But all for necessary stuffs leh. Wth.
FML,laugh out loud.

Okay,whatever. Work tmr.
Can't wait for weekends.
Goodnight.

Caught the movie " Hachiko " earlier on just now.
As usual,i cried alot. Almost the whole movie.
& guess who cried alot too?! Chee Kin Hao cried alot too.
Laugh out loud.
Dad was watching with us but he didn't shed a tear at all lor,laugh out loud.

After the show,we can still seem to feel the pain of a dog's loyalty to his owner.
Akita leh!
Okay,Hachiko movie was based on a true story from Japan.
His statue was built outside the railway station with bronze.
During World War 2,it was taken down and melted for purposes.
It was then rebuilt again after World War 2 again.
Till today,Hachiko's statue is still outside the Shibuya's railway station in tokyo.
Hachiko might be gone but never forgotten.
The story behind the statue is one that has endured and continually warms the hearts of locals and tourists around.(:

Its a good movie.
Goodnight.

Catch the thai horror movie " my ex " yesterday with Keithy.
He can't stop speaking to me in thai trying to make me understand some basic words.
But like a dumb,i still can't. LOL.
I kept saying " Its difficult lah,very chim lor. " Haha!

During the whole show,he was uber busy like usual.
So i was the only one getting shock all the while.
It was quite a good show,getting shock from it. Lol.
You can actually hear people scolding " CCB " right in the front. Laugh out loud.

Ok,so after that we just randomly sat outside coffee club to chat.
Wanted to find gf because it was still quite early and i was smoking alot just by sitting there.
But,lol. Gf knows what he said that i decided to just sit there and go home after.
Haha,we went for breakfast at Mac. Hard hotcakes,disgusted by it.
Came home after it.

Damn,never have breakfast at TBP's mac ever again.
):

Watching Hachiko later.
Will come back and update how much i've cried okay. Hahaha!
Been waiting for this show since last year lah!
Goodbye! (:

i took this picture because i was acting cute to my dad and we agreed i looked like penguin! Lol.

Okay,just came back from Cine after the show Tooth Fairy.
Its good. Good comedy.
I can hear Gf laughing non-stop right beside me.

Alright. I am going to bed.
Goodnight.

Welcome Exilim! (:
I am going to charge & bring you out soon! :D
You are too pretty for me to keep at home lah,HEHE.

I am a happy girl with happy stuffs happening every weekend.
A busy girl working 6 days per week.
Troubled girl for all the stuffs thats happening.

But i'm glad what i received today,
thank you. (:

Goodnight.

Its so weird opening your room door,realizing you're alone.
Sleeping on a queens sized bed.
But so much things has changed and i don't want to care anymore.
I just want to be with gf. Gf......

Oh,or maybe just alone.
& let me work to death too.

i don't know what to blog about.
Life's in a mess.
Cried my way to work.
Terrible.

I no longer know what to do,how to do.
Where should i start from.

I always wanted to be alone,now i am.
& it was less than 24 hours before you changed,
from you to i don't know who are you anymore.
I started the game,so let me continue it.

Work's busy and i'm trying my best.

I don't care,don't want to care anymore.
I can be heartless too,don't make me be.

Its too late,goodnight.

Keithy,vionna wants to see you and hear you talk about your stories. Everything.
So i won't think about mine. Keithy.

The best thing about today before i sleep is,

there's still work tmr.
LOL.

But i am heading out tmr,which is a good thing.
Finally we're going to sing!
But whatever,
i am watching some uber stupid comedy now. lol.

GOODNIGHT.

i am weird like a weirdo.
i need gf badly,lol.
Its either see you on friday or earlier than that to take my phone back.
& talk again. Damn.

I miss the bros alot though.
Gotta call to irritate them soon.

Work ended late today.
Tiring.
All fat dogs.
Why can't their owners realize that and make them go on diet.
Because its tiring for us and bad for their dogs,lol.
Whatever.
Goodnight humans,goodnight humans.

As long as it feels right.

Happy New Year.
Can't wait for Cny now. (:
& mr.tall tall is leaving to bkk on Cny.
I also want lah! Bkk works it all. Lol.

ITS OKAY.
got plans with gf for my birthday trip to BKK too.
Only us lah,thats super sweet.
Always spent my birthday with only her okay.
Like the way we did it last year,damn.
lol.

Can't wait for whats gonna go on this year.
Last year's been a rough one. Tiring.