Friday, March 31, 2006

useless letters . useless tears .. useless blood .. nothin .. 31o3o6 .. ;

decide tu meet ue up todae tu pass ue da letter i wrote .. thinkin of a chance tu be together again .. wrote da letter fer about two daes .. n den i tore it off todae .. cryin behind cheers .. tats what he told me " told ue not tu come le . serve ue rite " .. i dun wan scoldin from ue . i wanted comfort but no one was there fer me . ue turn ur back n walk awae .. with her .. i never thot i would see this scene .. never .. hmmms . tore da letter awae with moi bare hands .. jus rite in front of myself .. spendin two daes writin .. i suddenli felt i was such a fool tu write .. i expect ue to turn back .. expect ue tu come .. no more .. i dun even see a single soul .. call kor .. boi .. kok .. out .. den meet at china town point . sit at mac .. havin a real farkin bad headache n needed panadol at tat moment .. but no one believe .. i wonder why .. i wun kill myself like tat .. jus smoke one cigg .. jus one .. n kor came .. stop me n i got nagging .. me n kor same time shi lian .. siians .. he feel happi but not me .. hmms . i noe he also veri sad de .. haish .. two of us behind chinatown point there zi lian .. zi lian til moi camara half dead .. boi sae we throw him alone .. dots .. haish .. smuacks kor kor todae .. kor kor also smuacks me todae .. dots rite .. nothin big deal .. two single .. including do xiongmei so long liao . nearli three years le bah ? hmmms . we are alwaes so tiong xim .. hmms . no appitite todae again .. bo eat .. siians .. haish .. see bian bian so noisy i also sians .. hmmms . haish . todae jus not a good dae bah .. never go detention .. anione wanna sae happi new year tu me on mondae ? im dyin .. judy tua us go detention .. farkin du lan .. she sae dun wan go de . in the end sabo us .. wa baing . du lan .. den dun dare call me .. kaos .. whatever nawh .. i dun even care animore . i've no interest in anithink le .. tmr go where nerhs ? i also dunno . xin tootpid .. call syl bo call me .. make me wait fer her call .. bleahs . where were ue when i needed ue ? hmmms . nvm .. ue haf ur own freedom . i got no rite tu find ue wenever i want .. hmmms . haiish .. so sians . everithin so down .. school .. home .. frens .. love .. everithin nawh .. nothin is left out .. haish .. can i ferget everithin ma ? dun wanna remember le .. i dun like .. dun like da feelin .. jiu shi dun like .. can someone take me out ma ? take me out of all this .. hao ma ? .. haish ..




hmmms . thanks fer da one month ue gave .. thanks fer those caring .. nice memories but not gonna be remembered .. hmmms . dun wanna end up break down here n there again .. maybe two of us reali tio hurt til veri bad bahs .. never thot ue n her would patch so fast .. hmmms . so now ue two again together le . hao hao take kare her n treasure her bahs .. so now between ue two dun again cos of me quarrel or what le .. ferget moi chun zai bahs .. wanna noe why i dun reply ue ma ? dun wanna get back into ur life n in the end history repeat itself bahs .. i ownself hui zi dong de li kai .. yong yuan jiu dang zuo chen jing mei ren shi guo .. once moi friendster can use le .. i wil delete ur foto de .. fang xin . hmms . i noe ue sure ask i zhen de she de ma ? moi reply is .. even if bu she de .. i wil force moiself tu leave this time n i promise tu mean it . i dun wanna be da one who alwaes crush into ue two le .. dun wanna her frens or ur frens da bai think is moi fault bahs .. tell ur didi le ma ? about this matter . hmmms . tell him no need go plan the four of us go out or what le .. i wil tryies tu contact june n tell her de .. so we two maybe zi dong yi dian .. dun contact bahs . hmmms . jus now thot wanna give ue de is tat time we go watch movie tat book remember ? i said i would write our everidae in it ? i got write . but tear awae le .. write new de . those questions ue alwaes wanted tu ask .. also wrote le alot of moi feelings n bla bla bla bahs .. but see todae .. i tear le . everithin tear le .. take it as i todae never even meet ue .. or also can take it as we have never known each other bahs .. think this is da best wae den ani other le .. ue also hao hao take karries kaes .. hmmms . haish .. dun everitime so late go home dong ma . dun cut ur hands with glass le .. hao hao bao zhong .. - kelson ..




hmmms . dunno what he wrote bahs . i also dunno what's happenin .. but i hope nothin would ever affect our friendship bahs .. ue also hao hao de take kare . dun think so much le mrs . bee .. ur mr . bee wil come find me n sting me if anithink happens tu ue . so at least save me kaes .. hmmms . hahas . frens ferever kaes .. me n ue = to a pair .. hahas . meet up soon kaes .. think ue noe who ue are .. dun be stupid kaes . mish ue loads loads .. whakakas ..




xin hui ish moi xin gan .. but she is also moi black black .. moi idiot .. hehes . she got syl jiu dun wan me . got pat also dun wan me .. got wanjing also dun wan me .. got chi also dun wan me . got ur jie also dun wan me . go jovial also dun wan me .. poor me hors ? nobodi wans .. hehes . aniwan wanna buy ma ? win le lors . todae tok tok tok with him tok til ferget call me . er xin man .. xin hui ish er xin .. ferget call me . dots . bu xi huan ni le . n oh ya . btw . can ue pls update ur tootpid blog faster ? . then tmr wanna go kbox ma ? i backside itchy le . aiya . dunno la .. hahas . see first lors .. so sians . hmmms . haishs .. mondae also duno goin sch ma wors . so dunno ue can see me ma .. mish me kaes .. sistarx tiong xim 184 .. whakakas ..




hmmms . nothin much tu sae le bahs . i wan go orh orh le .. see bian bian orh orh til so shuang . i also xin yang yang le .. hmmms . wonder how tu put him aside cos he's like a king sleepin in da middle of moi loveli bed huggin moi boster . tootpid .. so how should i move him nerhs ? kick ? nope ? push ? nope . carri .. ? see first lors . .he veri pig nehs . todae so earli sleep . also good nawh . no need come ka jiao me . hehes . ke lian me . everinite give him bite .. bleahs . love bian bian loads loads ..




DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vionn ]]- _ im sure one dae .. someone would understand .. da love fer ue wasn't fake .. wasn't on n off .. but ue trusted ur feelings . but now .. i dun blame anione of us .. hmmms . xiaoping dear kor is ][ .xia0BASTARD . ][ .. he's stupid mei here is ][ .xiaobytche . ][ .. kor .. thanks fer da smuacks ue gave .. do ue thank me fer givin ue smuackies ? hahas . we did somethin so wrong todae .. poor kok kit . ke ai us .. hehehehes . mish ue loads . love ue .. muackies again .. lalas .. _




ohhh . btw . anione remember tat todae is april fool's dae .. ? hehes . happi april's fool dae .. !! whakakas .

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