Saturday, January 21, 2006
should i be fucked up or should i continue with my life ? ; - 21o1o6 -
to whoever eu think eu are : iif eu think everibodi ish toleratin moi attitude . den let it be . eu ownself sae eu my jie . wen i did not sae anithink . so i shall entertain euu . if eu think i reali give everibodi moi fuckin attitude den i shall sae im sorri . this ish who i am . at least ppl noes i have moi reasons . at least i stil have frens . so pls . im not someone who wil stick to moi own sistar or fren stead if i noe tat he's alreadi someone's stead . i wun even stick to moi fren or sistar stead frens . oh come on . i was da one who brought eu to noe them . n excuse me . if i did not rmb wrongli . eu was da one who wanted to so called wanted to come with me . im not someone who wil reject ppl so straight fowardli . so i didn't sae no . n think properli . if eu reali think moi boi's frens wanted to reali meet eu . fer goodness sake . they seemed to be jus entertainin eu . dunch act ler . i didn't ask eu to stay at moi house tat dae . eu were da one who wanted me to help eu polish ur nails . i didn't deperately asked eu to stay at moi house to pei mi . so why tell moi boi's fren tat i desperately wanted eu to pei mi at moi house . why follow up moi boi even eu noe he's alreadi moi . i thot eu rmb moi house no. why tel moi boi eu didn't habe n eu dunch even rmb . well . pls . if eu think moi laogong = moi boi would fall fer eu . den go . go n message him all eu wan . go cor him all eu wan . if one dae he reali fall fer eu . without ur ani fuckin tricks . i vionna chan give myself to eu . i pei fu eu . from tat dae if he reali ai shang ni . i fereva put moi head down wenever i see eu . why follow them to clementi todae . aiyo . eu also not one of them . eu also not one of the sistar . eu follow fer wad . eu think lyin got use mehs . mi not wan at blog talk bout eu or wad la hor . jus wan eu go think . if eu reali think eu wan be moi jie or eu reali think eu my jie . eu read ler go think . like this got use ma . even if eu dunch have the meanin to take awae moi boi but im sorri to tell eu tat eu gave a wrong impression . oh ya . heard before me n moi boi together huh . on one mornin eu told him eu love him huh . wen eu noe i need him so much huh . eu think consoling him wil be so fun ? oh come on . to tell eu da truth . wenever i talk bout eu about anithink in front of him . he would jus change his face impression n give me a feelin his heart ish goin "eeee" . rmb tat dae eu so called deperately wanted to pei mi n moi laogong to find his fren . eu noe wen eu go smoke or wadever . i dunno which dae . moi laogong de fren eventualli even ask me " omg . why did eu bring her . wa biang " . so why dunch eu think . eu lead a wrong impression . or maybe it was a purpose but too bad i could look thorugh euu . hey gerl . im tellin euu . if eu reali wanna break us up . try us . if eu wanna be with moi boi's fren . den eu try too . tok bad bout me . cos i dunch care animore . i dunch .. i dunch think i even understand euu . if eu wanna me to reali trust eu . i reali think it goona take a long time . i llooked through everithin . i think nearli everithin bout eu . it seemed to me like its such a disappointment . dunch ever make mi sae " it's over between us " ... btw . get close to moi laogong's fren all eu wan . cos i dunch think i care so much . havin him . cyn . xin . pat beside me ish jus enough ..
if eu ever once ask me . have i ever treat eu as a true sistar . i would sae yes . BUT . i would also sae . but now . to me . uu r such a disappointment . eu jus made me seemed to hate eu so much . n if eu ever again ask me once . have i ever treat eu as a true fren . i would also sae yes . but i wil also sae . i dunch think now tat eu r a true fren . so now do eu understand why it seems tat all ur frens around eu would at least hate eu once ...
hey peeps out there . if eu reali think i have a fuckin attitude . i shall repeat da same thing . im sorri . this is jus me . i can tolerate a person til so long . but dunch make me tolerate too much . cos it wil soon be over . i've even tolerate a person fer one n a half years . now . we r not even frens . we take it as we have not even known each other . so people . do me a favour . if after this blog . eu think eu reali hate me . eu think eu wil give attidtude til i cant stand eu . den pls . i wil be honoured if eu fucked off from moi friendster . moi fren list . moi msn . moi fone book . moi mind . before eu wanna fuck off from moi mind . pls at least tell me first . cos i dunch wanna be like a fool . do eu understand . thank eu .
BOMBSTER . IF EU WAN UR MP3 BACK . GUAN HONG ISH NOT INVISIBLE . EU DUNCH HAVE TO ASK OTHERS TO TAKE IT FROM ME . N PLS RMB . GUAN HONG ISH SO MUCH TRUSTFUL N CLOSER TO THE ONE EU THINK EU CAN TRUST BESIDE EU NOW . WADEVER EU THINK . PLS .
i noe moiself im such a bitch . but so ? so ? . i ask eu . eberione has their own character . i can be retard at times . but not mani people have seen me serious befer . cos im someome who tolerates people easili . ask those close ones around me . if eu reali treat me as ur sistar or fren . eu wun easily scold me . or sae eu r tolerating me . we would jus fergive each other so soon . so fast . aiya . wadever . be someone close to me . dunch backstab me . dunch lie . dunch do things which i hate ppeople to do . eu would noe im someone so different as eu think . im not sayin til im so damn proud . but . i dunno . noe mi well . eu will noe ...
whee . all i noe ish ytd laogong pei mi whole dae at home . kekes . all we do ish slp . use com . watch tv . eat . haas . kekes . he's moi 184 . lalas . no one can take him awae worrs . if reali someone does n i noe ler . i reali dunch care tat person who ler worr . mi vionna chan use moi name n all moi darliink's name jio tat person 1 one 1 liao . cos he's jus so important to me . kakas . laogong . im urs n u're moi . whakakas . love euu loads . esplanade ish fun . hahas . todae half of da dae at esplanade with laogong onli . mi wan hot to death liao . i wear til si bei jap go lorr . den cant imagine i onli go esplanade . den go marina n tiong nia . wa biang . kekes . but aiya . nvm .can be with laogong can liao . he hoor . ask him todae go clementi dunch fight . den go sparring . idiot . sparring until hand got blood . ma de . which chee bye kia so knn . fuck . not happi need to beat until like tat de ma . hmmm . make me so du lan lor . me onli one night cannot pei laogong nia den he go sparring . arhss .. n cant imagine no one stopped him . freak . nvm . since its over over lor . me todae at night go pei cyn watch tat memoirs of a geisha . nice lei . style lor . kekes . everibodi must watch arhs . kakas . hmmm . den moi tat laogong i think he drown in da bathroom again liao . bathe longer den me lei . wa biang . now call him like i callin wall like tat . kakas . den after da show mi n cyn go take neoprints . yeah . tiong got neoprint shop liao . suddenli i find tat place more n more shuang liao . haas . den we take two machine den we two jiu no money ler . so long never take foto liao . haas . den todae take le i so happi . so far so good . satisfied with all moi pictures execpt fer one . which i took like a idiot . shit . i llook so black in tat pic lor . cos we laughin laughin den i go walk past den take down . freak it . hahas . den after tat go home i keep call xin baobei . ask her why this few daes bo call me . den she sae she stress n busy . so mi wan ask her take kares liao . so ke lian lorr . ermhx . must do all housework . must give da shen jing bbing de sistar qi . must give tat d0tx bro of hers to let her vomit blood . must nearli everidae train netball . haven buy newyear clothes . got so mani homework . got tat stupid project . sians norr . wan help her also cant . ownself also cannot help liao . tmr must alone clear room . sweep floor . mop floor . packed whole room jiu shi liao . siians nehs . hmm . too bad laogong cannot help mi . if not i ask him do everithink . kekes .jokin na . me wun torture him til like tat de . haas . kkx la . he finali ans fone ler . me wan go ans liao . dunch disturb arhs . kakas . buais buais . mish mee . haas .'
DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- _ i noe i love him loadx . so dunch anione dare to take him awae from me . wad a tired dae shall tmr be . fuck da world . i dunch wan studi liao . _
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