Thursday, January 12, 2006

no more reasons . its all da same . da same .. 11o1o6 -

school - im givin up . givin up . realli . i cant stand da wae they treat us animore . why do i have to torture moiself becos of others . why should i bring such a heavy bag n go to school destroyin moi look . why should i actualli get scoldin fer unknown reasons [ even if its fer valid ones . im stil aren't happi . ] . we pay da school fees to study . n not to get scoldin or punishment wen we dunch do our homework or wadever fuckin shit . wad the hell ish happenin to singapore . why do i have to tolerate the school rules n da exams we have . the tireness i get through with . i hate it . i dunch like . i dunch like . i jus dunch like . i dunch like ... why do we have fuckin people in da school . why do we have such idiots who think they are so big in our school . er xin l0rr . shit . no difference .


frens - i had enuf . frens aren't gonna be there wen somethin happens to eu . fren aren't gonna be by ur side wen eu gonna break down,so depressed . no they are not . frens aren't those type tat would give up some tiny things becos of eu . frens are nothin . although we live in a world of a need of friends . but why do some stil end up with none . im havin onli a few around me . not intested in ani more . not intested in ani other bitches although im one . but wad moi frens arouund mi do isn't moi dream frens . i noe no one isn't perfect but .... im stil so disappointed . i dunch get some frens i like . i take jealousy wen i see others with some frens who they think they are realii perfect . im jus so suddenli dead . piss mi off ~~ ..


love - im not gettin on in ani of some beautiful relationships . people get along well with someone close but jus not me . why ish this so . why cant i find him . although it gives me da feelin tat i have forgotten him . but .. im not sure of moiself . im not cryin becos of him animore . im not breakin down becos of him animore . i dunch seemed to miss him animore but wad ish happenin . it seems tat i've forgotten him in a sudden . blured . waitin fer the other guy but it gives mi da feelin like im wastin moi time . bored up .

" i later maybe den come continue write . xiin la . noisy . see ya . "


DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]-

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