gonee .. ? fake / reality ? - 29o1o6 ;

no messages -
no calls -
no replies -
no answers -

is this love gonna be over ? or ish this love ish onli startin its beginnin ?
it shouldn't be like this,i thot -
etc ; this afternoon . message him ..
no replies ..
thot maybe he hasn't wake up ..
about 12 somethin . called him ..
he said he was eatin .. after eatin reply me ..
till now .. no replies .. no calls ..
i dunch understand why ish this happenin .. no i dont ..
is the reason becos of our past ?
or ish da reason becos of her ?
or is da reason becos of last two daes ?
2 weeks of our love story ..
onli two weeks .. isit reali gonna end ?
millions of questions in my mind ..
im jus so confuse .. so confuse ..
i thot this love of ours was gonna be fereba ..
why did it end up like tat .. i dunch noee ..
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ... 16o1o6 ..




loads of messages -
no calls -
loads of replies -
did answer -

saw eu tat dae outside sch with loads of guys around eu on fridae ..
took a glance of euu ..
thot maybe it was fate ..
den moi tears came down wen i was in da car ..
dunch understand why , wonder wad were eu thinkin ..
the next dae ..
was with roy at city hall's mrt ..
saw eu walkiin with ur fren , passin by me ..
eu look at me all da wae while i did da same ..
wen eu pass me . i turn moi head . hopiin tat eu will too ..
but eu did not . moi voice jus came out shoutin ur name ..
but there were no response from euu ..
i was so lost . didn't understand why eu didn't even sae a hi ..
message eu asap .. den realize eu were actualli rushiin fer somethin ..
indeed i went crazi tat moment .. soon ..
understand eu n her break ler .. dunch eben noe how i felt tat moment ..
happi ? sad ? angry ? no feelins ?
ii dunch noe ..
messages were startin .. pei me todae ..
went to ur house ..
manage to put ur DOGS to sleep ..
laughiin with ur sister ..
den i went home without a bye ..
_ _ _ _ ; unknown date ..

ur b'dae : may 3rd - moi b'dae : may 13th - moi papa b'dae : may 23rd ..




roy . thanks fer being there wen i needed someone to pei me worrs . thanks fer peiing me to moi baobei b'dae which satisfied him . thanks fer entertain me eben if moi jokes weren't funni . thanks fer makin me laugh worrs .. thanks fer all ur encouragement .. hmmm .. ii noe eu mish me . hahas . meetin up tmr rite ? so dunch mish too much liao . hahas . well . i've got nothin to sae but i reali wanna thank eu fer everithin .. reali .. mish euu loads kks . *blink*..




have ur love been fadin fer me .. eu wil not die without meetin me fer a dae huh .. are eu back fer revenge or are eu reali tat busy .. eu're makin me confuse . turnin me round n round .. what's da use .. why dunch eu tell me da truth .. make me ferget everithin .. n maybe if ths love ends .. it wun hurt so much n there wil be not much memories .. are eu takin mi onli as a toy .. or wadever .. i've reali gotta nothin to sae .. let us see what tmr gonna happen kks . haiish .. its reali a game of love ...




arhgs .. todae ang bao onli got $252 .. or isit onli fer this year .. diaos diaos diaos .. fed up .. why so less ? how how how ? aiya . nvm la .. dunch care . whakakas . todae being force wake up .. go 1st uncle house bai nian .. den jiu go mummy there . go gim moh first .. den dunno go where . den after tat too bored . buey tahan .. den with delphine jie get out of tat stupid big house . den meet _ _ _ _ at admirity de mac .. den go _ _ _ _ house . den play with the dog .. laugh here n dere . put the dog to sleep . i think they think moi thigh veri nice to slp . hahas . den eh . nothin much happen .. tmr nehs . maybe goin _ _ _ _ house first ? goin / not going ? .. dunno la . den at night meet roy . hahas . den dunno stil gotta meet who liao . dunno la . hahas . todae de blog nothin much too write .. not much think happen . all i noe ish i wan to die liao .. flu gettin worse . zhui hao shi wed fever . fridae den need go sch . hahahahas .. i must eat more pineapple tarts .. drink more cold water . hahahahas . ok . i shall do tat . especialli eat more chocolates . yum yum .. orhx . ytd meet kor n calvin kok n moi house downstairs . kns lei .. so funni lor . calvin at moi house downstairs dance .. den me ask him teach . he dance nice lor . but too bad he too small size liao . haas . give me a few years more n im sure i wil be taller tann calvin n roy . whakakakakas . hahahahas . ok ok . gtg .. buais buais . mish me ..




DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- _ should i trust eu ? or no ? i hate her .. her .. n her .. _