VC

my aunt & my lovely nephew [ did i spell wrong ? nephew right ? laughs ]

look at how he frown his face , cute isn't it :D

Because of the past i had with you darling ,
because of the hurt and pain i've gone through ,
those times when i needed you ,
even just a day & you wouldn't give ,
& everything that happened previously ,
i've now learnt to treasure&cherished whatever thats with me .
For the days that i've been so depress & down ,
honey , where were you ?
Some people blamed me for everything ,
some blamed you for them .
I was so bothered about what they say , were you ?
You woke me up(: , you taught me how to treasure everything .
Only now i know how to feel whose real and whose not ,
whose true & whose lying .
Only then i know , no one would stay true forever ,
no feeling would never fade .
Things i predicted , things i thought would happen ,
will never now .
& probably things are much more better now ,
you go your way , you get your girl , you have your life ,
while others do the same ,
& i go my way too .
I hope this decision i'm making now isn't wrong ,
i hope its right to walk the other way ,
i hope its right to be like this .
I'll always rmb the pain and hurt i once gave you ,
again i wished you would rmb the hurt and pain you left for me too .
I hope i'm not wrong that you still care ,
maybe its a kind of thing i'm consolling myself once more .
Only you know what you're doing & thinking yourself ,
no one knows . No one would understand , only you & yourself .
Get this clear love , i'm very sincere about thanking you for those memories ,
the first time i met you & for everything we do .
the previous times i thought this wasn't enough ,
but i guess for now , its enough (: everything's enough , more than enough .
the pictures that i have with me , will be things that i cherish , so much . (:
Still friends , aren't we ? i hope so .
like what you say , we could actually be very good friends ,
I couldn't accept the fact the last time ,
but its right , we could be very good & crazy friends , actually (:
Take good care of yourself love , hold tight to whatever you have now ,
rmb to EAT ! rmb to REST WELL . Don't FIGHT !

Starting anew , and i'm already half way into it (:
Congratulate me (:
I'm much more happier with my life so much .