please don't make me bloody screw anyone of you up on such a nice day.
my time is precious,not for you people to waste it and make me wait.
i can't stay out real late so i really treasure time if i can.
but you people just lost ur mind and bloody brainless,
because why isn't anyone thinking of me ?
trying to get prepared faster and everything helps ,
why wouldn't you people bloody think ?
since the party is starting at 9 , and you people jolly well knows you all hate queueing up,
then prepare early for the sake of yourselves and me lahs .
what ? for now i can only fake a smile and laughter right,
if i go with a black face , its my fault again right .
what's bloody wrong with me man , i can wait at home from 6 plus while getting ready myself ,
and now i'm lying on bed waiting for people to be ready ! hello , if it was u , how would you bloody feel ?
someone like me with full of patience already can't take it,
how about you ?! bloody hell .
you people have eyes , have handphones , to look at the bloody time.
know what time to bloody get up and go . then ?!
my phone kept ranging since the bloody morning of today.
i don't understand why but it kept ringing.
as if i knew everything , as if im suppose to plan everything ,
HALO ! i'm not a assistant neither a whatever u people think ,
what is this ?!
keep asking me where am i , what im doing , what im wearing ,
HELLO , then you people not ready yet , what for asking me ?!
bloody fcuk .
kept ranging and ask me whether to do this and do that ,
oie , i'm not so free to know anything about you people neither others .
so stop calling me ! stop messaging and irritate me .
whether u people wanna head down for the party dosen't concerns me ,
so why even bloody call to tell me you're not going ?! HELLO , bloody mood spoilt by all thanks to you people .
i had enough of waiting for people , especially when they jolly well know what time is everything starting and what they should do but they stil fucking spent their time on something else .
too bad i'm already having a bad mood since morning , so everything's pissing me off .
don't bother to be a idiot . be yourself .

don't know which day at safra:D
while waiting for the guys to finish their DOTA .
even qiaoling & her friends know i bloody hate this game.
not because i don't know how to play,
not because i always have to wait for them,
girls know the reason why,i guess(:

because ng xin hui and LPL[kenneth chua] says that my blog is rotting . so i have to update abit .
anw anw , first thing i gotta annouce is ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER KEN . YOUR SISTER ME LOVES YOU(:
DON'T BE SO BOTHERED ABOUT CYRIL'S CASE .
I'M SURE HE WILL BE OUT SOON .
ONCE AGAIN,HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:!
i've really nothing much to blog about .
all i know is that friends who hasn't been seeing me for long,
and when we've got to see each other nowadays,
they have been telling me i'm getting so pale ):
i'm falling sick . my nose's irritating me now,
and i feel so sick , but i just can't sleep ):
omg , i've really got nothing to blogged about .
lets stop here then.
till i've something to blog about , then i'll start blogging again (:

my aunt & my lovely nephew [ did i spell wrong ? nephew right ? laughs ]

look at how he frown his face , cute isn't it :D

Because of the past i had with you darling ,
because of the hurt and pain i've gone through ,
those times when i needed you ,
even just a day & you wouldn't give ,
& everything that happened previously ,
i've now learnt to treasure&cherished whatever thats with me .
For the days that i've been so depress & down ,
honey , where were you ?
Some people blamed me for everything ,
some blamed you for them .
I was so bothered about what they say , were you ?
You woke me up(: , you taught me how to treasure everything .
Only now i know how to feel whose real and whose not ,
whose true & whose lying .
Only then i know , no one would stay true forever ,
no feeling would never fade .
Things i predicted , things i thought would happen ,
will never now .
& probably things are much more better now ,
you go your way , you get your girl , you have your life ,
while others do the same ,
& i go my way too .
I hope this decision i'm making now isn't wrong ,
i hope its right to walk the other way ,
i hope its right to be like this .
I'll always rmb the pain and hurt i once gave you ,
again i wished you would rmb the hurt and pain you left for me too .
I hope i'm not wrong that you still care ,
maybe its a kind of thing i'm consolling myself once more .
Only you know what you're doing & thinking yourself ,
no one knows . No one would understand , only you & yourself .
Get this clear love , i'm very sincere about thanking you for those memories ,
the first time i met you & for everything we do .
the previous times i thought this wasn't enough ,
but i guess for now , its enough (: everything's enough , more than enough .
the pictures that i have with me , will be things that i cherish , so much . (:
Still friends , aren't we ? i hope so .
like what you say , we could actually be very good friends ,
I couldn't accept the fact the last time ,
but its right , we could be very good & crazy friends , actually (:
Take good care of yourself love , hold tight to whatever you have now ,
rmb to EAT ! rmb to REST WELL . Don't FIGHT !

Starting anew , and i'm already half way into it (:
Congratulate me (:
I'm much more happier with my life so much .