blured - out of words . -

* rmb the dae wen i jus knew eu . *
* it was about a year ago ? . *
* or was it 2 years ago ? . *
* i rmb me addin eu in friendster but we didn't even noe each other . *
* i knoe we didn't even chat . *
* until the dae i was promoted to sec 1 . to outram sec . *
* didn't realize eu were in tat skul too . *
* till wen i noe ping,mii k0rr . *
* den i too noe he were in tat skul too . *
* after tat i went tu find him . *
* so surprise his class were onli opposite moii . *
* den think eu message me ? . *
* oh no . i got ur no. long decades ago . *
* yesh . indeed eu message me wishin me happi b'dae . *
* at tat moment . i was with eu de another bro . *
* but during moi b'dae period . i n him alreadi on cold war ler . *
* den eu became moii korr . *
* soon after we fall fer each other . *
* haiish . den we met up at great world . *
* think next dae wo men jiu zai yi qi ler . *
* hmm . our gan qing was so good norr . *
* hmmm . until wen i dunno . i jus dunno . *
* we were like .. fadiin awae . *
* coss of a misunderstandin . we broke fer a period of time . *
* eu were so sad . den . we patch . *
* moi feelins were stil the same fer euu . *
* but we i dunno . den after one two months . *
* we break again ler . this time . none of us were findin back this lost relationship . *
* i said break der . ish me sae der . at first . i thot ish euu wil be da one regrettin . *
* eu did . but after months . now . ish mee worrs . *
* haiish . but now eu got ur own laopo again ler . *
* i wil alwaes rmb eu said tat dae . after me . eu think eu wil nort find other stead ler . *
* but now . everythin turns the other wae round . *
* i lovee euu soo till now . *
* pls . dunch ask me tu find someone else who ish better than eu . *
* dunch push me awae pls . dunch ask me tu find others who i can share moi prob with . *
* cos i than realize i needd euu the most . *
* sobsss . i mishh euu . *
+ END +

stupid mogan . come back from malaysia dunno how to contact me . eu noe i waitin fer ya muh . toot toot . bleahs .
yeah . i think goin malaysia todae . half dae nia nehs . go see moi condo . whakakas .

[[ l o v i e s m o i d a r l i i n k x u e p i n g d a m o s t ]] _
<>
_lurbriess alan . but moi feelins are jus gettin confuse_
`sick n tired of moi life `

-[ vii0n darliin` ]_ oo . love moi darliink xueping . haas . anione jealous ? smuackiesxx . small carrot ? yum .

danciin barbie;cryin me - - . `DEADmIcKEY- ' : `-LivIngdOlL ' + '_c0MamInNiE `-. judy . eu findin fer me ? yesh ?


DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- blured .

words tat hurts . -

- da sound of heart breaks jus hurts so much . -
- da noise of dropin tears never calms moi heart . -
- wen frens i needed the most came to the end . -
- never understand how it hurts wen words came out from their mouth . -
- i tried carrin but no one seems to noe . -
- why am i alwaes the one left alone . -
- moi tears roll down as flowin rivers . -
- moi heart stil shatters like the glass beside me . -
- why am i alwaes turnin back tu them after time passes . -
- why am i alwaes the one who is needin them . -
- coldness attitude shows me their true colours . -
- warmest character alwaes trick by wae to them . -
- im alwaes gonna sae its not crocodile tears im sheddin . -
- pls . i beg of eu . lead me out of u gals world of fun . -
- cos im alwaes gettin in in a different room of ur world . -
- i shall learn to give up n not turn back . -
- rainx . pull me in if eu can . i shall turn the other wae run . -
- gals . im utterli disappointed . -
- eu never understand n eu all never wanted me tu understand . -
- never trust the laughter i alwaes give . -
- never ever take the smile i alwaes have in ur heart . -

things changin . love . frens . family . i shall do a decision n turn bad . bad . like a cat . people of people . no matter who eu are . never find me again if eu think eu gonna hurt me . never step into moi life . never even step into moi list . it jus hurts so much . its reali a thrend . i mishh him . i wish i could give up on them . i thot things would change fer the better . let me go if eu noe n eu noe eu wil hurt me in future . tel me now fer god's sake . im leavin with god soon if another thing jus happen without mi prepared .... [ out of mind . a confusion of life ]

_love ish never everlastin unless miracle happens n angels blessin comes_


DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- danciin barbie;cryin me - - . `DEADmIcKEY- ' : `-LivIngdOlL ' + '_c0MamInNiE `-.

wad a fun dae . 2412o5 --

wad a happi christmas eve i had . whakakas . earli mornin pei chii darliin to her house . den go fetch xiin . den we go find jack work work . cant imagine he ask him help him wrap all those pens . freak it . do do do until 3 somethin den can start work . befer start ner . me . xin n chii darlin go lido de longjohn eat eat . kakas . so funni . we snatch place with one char bo . hahas . den after tat go work work . work finish ler go pasir ris find winnie . jus to find her n give her presents . hahas . dotts rite . den stay there awhile jiu go back orchard . guess how we go back town . take bus lei . sit until moi backside pain . hahas . den xin dun wan go town play so she go home . den me n chii drop at bugis mrt there den take mrt go orcahrd . wen reach orchard . chii go out ler den i tio stuck at the in n out the machine dere lorr . moi fuckin card got prob norr . hmm . den so mani people lei . make me so pai seh . after tat go out ler . den i pull chi wen quickly walk . ARHS !! . den after tat so bored cos onli got me n chi wen . waitin fer rose n sam . hahas . so quickly ask them come . saw them . hahas . meet arron . meet xiao dee . meet bernard . meet yuanping . hahas . dots norr . saw tat bitch . sian lorr . hmm . nvm . dunch care her . kekes . so rose got bring her puppy chiiwawa nehs . i carri it around lorr . so mani people see . whakakas . love rockie moi ah boi . hahas . den after tat rose buey tahan den bring rockie home with sam . hahas . so after tat clock strike twelve ler . den left me chi n winnie . so winnie b'dae muh . so sae loud loud happi b'dae to her in one shop . hahas . den we count down too fast liao . den so pai seh norr . hahas . so i n winnie go take spray go up play first . hahas . so fast got people play with us norr . three to four different bunch of guys . whakakas . den spray spray spray . den chi wen n yuanping come up play liao . so mani people see us lorr . kakas . so fun . den sam n rose come up . wa . more n more people nehs . kekes . den rose dun wan plae cos she dunch like . hahas . den after tat jiawei they all come liao . so funni lor . den stil use colour spray . heng i never tio . if not i sure go crazy der . hahas . chi wen tio . sam i think also got tio . eh . yuanping n winnie also tio . so im ssayin . hahas . im the one n onli never tio der . whakakas . can eu imagine the qing sing i sit in front of cine n tio spray helplessly . hahas . den after tat dunch wan play ler . cos everybodi no more spray liao den we go toilet norr . kekes . so cute nehs . den after tat go back long john . kakas . so mani people . guai kias . ah lians . ah bengs . old people . aunties . uncles . workin people . alot norr . haas . so surprise no one took number from chi wen . kekes . den after tat ner . moi darliik xueping sae cannot meet ler . so i sae nvm norr . but abit sad cannot see her . kekes . den rainx cos got alot of daiji so never message me . den i also sae nvm . kekes . also dunch wan disturb them cos i also got own frens ler muh . kakas . so after tat chi wen n winnie n bernard n yuanping buey tahan the sticky sticky so they go home . den me n sam n rose n jiawei they all nawh go outside cheers nor . den sit there over half n hour lei . even sam also slept at the corner of cheers lor . den rose day dreamin . den i talk with one malay guy . si bei funni lorr . haahaas . den those guys keep talk with some few cheebye kias . girls lai de norr . den one got stead ler stil flirt . so make me quite du lan norr . hmm . den sam more du lan . du lan until shout at orchard . kakas . after tat we go party world . never even sing over ten songs den the bill $1oo over but we char bo's never pay la . hahas . so funni lor . den inside the ktv . i n jiawei n his three frens play the siccors paper stones den beat hand the thing . beat until moi hand red lorr . hahas . but their hand more die . kakas . den sam keep down there sing song . den rose diam diam . dotts nehs . nvm nawh . den alreadi 6am ler . so i go home norr . moi pa come fetch . so shuang . but rainin heavily lorr . dunno like wad . hahas . like tsunami . ya . hahas . den i lent sam they all one umbrella . hahas . kkz nawh . i wan tok to moi boi boi liao . moi er zi lei . dunch wu hui lei . hahas . buais .


DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- _ confused _

urhmms . one big famili - 2312o5 -

hmms . 2212o5 . wa biang . one famili like gatherin lorr . samantha . xin hui . chi wen . bernard . ton moi house nor . dunno like wad . kakas . so noisy . hehes . tat chi wen so pig norr . den tat bernard keep act orh orh . den tou ting we tok . kakas . tootpid horr . he never die befer sia . hahaas . den after tat about 5-6 somethin . all wake up watch porn in chi wen hp lorr . hahas . keep repeatin . dotts rite . haahaas . den they go back to sleep . hahas . den me n xin go do mask = facial . den 7-8 somethin go orh orh . hahas . guess wad time samantha orh orh ? . 1o somethin lorr . hahas . den 12 somethin tio wake up . shit nehs . so tired . yawns . den ner . we prepare hao ler go moi house downstairs eat den go find jack work . sians norr . yawn . singaporeans nowadays horr . dunno how to donate de nehs . onli noe how to reject . kekes . den after tat we return jack his goods . hahas . so funni nor . he so pervert . ask me wan go plae pool muh . i sae anithink lorr . den dotts nehs . he sae drink everithin he pay . diaos . also good nawh . chop his money . whakakaas . btw . he 5o somethin ler . age nawh . hahas . but the end never go . cos we wan go buy present . den rushin fer time . hahas . den after tat rush go far east buy things den go ljs . den rush go bugis . dotts norr . hahas . after tat from bugis walk til xin house . sians lorr . no taxi . den suey suey i n chii need da toilet . more die lor . no taxi nnothin . hahas . after tat lucky got one good uncle stop . den we reach home . heng never tio kan . 11 somethin liao lorr . hahas . so after tat prepare prepare . hahas . btw . i load up loads of fotos tu moi com ytd . hahas . yeah . !! . new fotos . hahas . den now chi wen sleepin . now time ish 4.o5am . hahas . i writin moi deary blog . whakakas . tat stupid mogan tmr goin malaysia lei . idiot . bleahs . kakas . hmm . den tmr x'mas eve ler . goin ton bahs . hahas . cool nehs . kekes . moi cynthia tmr afternoon also goin malaysia . hahas . trend sia . lalas . think tmr gonna be fun bahs . we stil gotta meet bernard n xin . sam n rose . hahas . let me see tmr schedule . first . rush go down chii house . den go down orchard work work . den go down pasir ris show face . den after tat go orchard . hahas . kkz nawh . end here . hahas .


DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- _ colded _

finalli . finalii . haiish .2o12o5 - 2212o5 --

bernard ber ber n darliin chi wen tuesdae come moi house ton worr . tat was hmms - 2o12o5 . so tired n0rr . hahas . den befer they come moi house . i was forced to go down to parkway meet'em . lalas . befer tat i was actualli shoppin with cyn at ps . hahas . after meet'em ler,dey sae haven eat . den chi wen sae wan go tiong de arcade dere de restaurant . cos the manager veri cute . den the food nice nice . hehes . den berber wan plae the wad nawh . ferget liao . hahas . so after tat eat ler suddenli go buy present . den i tio gan . wa biang . moi father la . chee bye . eat wrong medicine . nb . dunch care him . tok bout him spoil moi mood . den after tat rush back to moi fuckin home lorr . den he got those fuckin attitude n face . see alreadi i rather see the wall . den happili . he went to sleep . so we go out watch video . guess wad the two bought . "wet dreams" . dotts . den see til wan sleep . so bored . den i corr qirui talk talk . whakakas . hmm . talk til he sobs sobs nehs . i so ke lian him . hmm . i comfort him comfort til scold . hahas . bad horr . aiya . but tat's the best wae muh . hmm . den after tat cos berber de eyes pain so go orh orh first . den he veri clever lei . sleep on lim bu's bed . so i n chii wen gotta sleep on below de bed . squeezi nehs . den i let chi wen sleep first den i use com norr . use til 5 somethin i go orh orh . hahas . den i ACCIDENTLY step on chi wen leg . so hard lorr . hahas . heng she never wake up . den i nearli fall down . hahas . dark lei . wa lao . so this mornin . moi cute little boi woke up at 12pm sharp . den he wake me up like shit . den i cant find chi wen beside me . so i realise she was actualli in the livin room de sofa sleepin shuangli . hahas . so i went back to sleep n ask berber go wake her up . not me . so the noisy him woke her up . n she said " go wake vionna up la . quick . " . so he wake me up norr . den tat time was about 12.4opm . hahas . den we heard berber stomach grumbling . shit norr . hahas . so we blur blur de go brush our nice teeth . den go moi house downstairs eat eat . hahas . i ate prawn beehon mee soup $2.5o - chii wen ate char siew rice $2.oo - berber eat chicken rice $2.oo . - hahas . eat finish ler we pei berber wait fer taxi den he go den i n chi wen go home . lalas . den we slack here n there den call xin . chi wen was suppose to go toa payoh take her lens but in the end . no need . can take anitime . the appointment was a fake . hahas . den after tat we straight awae go tiong meet berber . guess who i saw ? ermhs . no one . hahas . den we suddenli realise if we never go toa payoh . we got no place go lei . so we stand right outside mac thinkin . waitin fer yuenping's c0rr . finalli she c0rred . her chalet -k3- east coast . so we go norr . hahas . finali rite . aiya . dunch jealous . hahas . so we go down norr . so sian . east coast again . haish . see the people dere also sian . den after tat we go dere de arcade fer long . den after tat yeah . chalet . hahas . i ask fer a shirt as i cant imagine moiself wearin a short skirt . tube . high heals to chalet . so out of bounds lorr . hahas . took a t shirt from yuenping n den i feel better . hahas . her frens all so kong bu norr . at first la . hahas . so lian . im stil a guai kia ok . kekes . den got one girl sae she see moi friendster befer . sae i look familiar . i also sae she look familiar . hahas . den become frens ler norr . hahas . den one by one ask me n chi wen wad name . how old . den tok tok liao . hahas . so i n chi wen start bbq . hahas . retard . hot dogs were nice . we eat nearli all of them . hahas . shhh . no one noes we are such pigs . kekes . so after tat ner . i ask yuenping take chivas out . shit norr . at first i thot it was nothin . den i "da" one small mouth . actuali hai hao nawh . like those plastic cup horr . den one n a half line like tat . " without nothin ok " . so "la" lorr . make me so hot . hahas . so after tat start drinkin mix der . awhile drink yuenping de . awhile berber de . awhile moi own de . wa . stil awake . so shuang . hahas . den she keep the chivas . take the XO out . eeeeee . like no difference with chivas nehs . hahas . btw . long long time back . berber alreadi drunk ler . hahas . so drink XO . hahas . drink den drink moi face turn red . omg . redish red . hahas . but surprisingly . im stil awake . hahas . so dunch care norr . hahas . den after tat moi darliin chi wen sae go plae cards . den everibodi plae . dots norr . wad lose de drink here n dere . hahas . must "da" one mouth nia . hahas . each person la . den dey pour about 3 n a half lines ? . hahas . den later plae plae plae . suddenli the cup pass to me after bernard drink abit . den i "da" down the whole thing . den they like never see ppl "da" before lorr . all give tat "wa" look . hahas . den slowli slowli . i "sei" liao . start eu noe . walkin here n dere . anihow walk . den moi poor darliin gotta take care of me n bernard berber . hahas . den i went out n sit . start cryin . freak it . chii wen so shock norr . hahas . cry cry cry . two guys come out . one of them wear red de quite cute nawh . never see his face properli . hahas . den tat chi wen lei . ask him comfort me . STRAIGHT AWAE i lie on his shoulder den cry dunno like wad . so throw face . arhsss .!! . den he down there keep explainin . keep saein . i keep cryin . haish . den dunno which tooti told me opposite ppl lookin . ermhs . cos im dead . so i diao'em back . ermhs . shoutin so softli saein . " kua . kua lan jiao arhs " . dotts . cant imagine if somethins happen . whakakas . dunch care nawh . who ask them see . dig their eyes out bbq den noe . hehes . den they keep ask me go sleep . but i todae cannot ton lor . so i down there keep dunch wan sleep . hahas . den dey take carries here n dere . hahas . finalii . moi cousin call . hahas . den chi wen brought me out . walkin like dunno wad i went into the car . hahas . so after tat like tat nor . reached home never even cal moi father . instead i diao him n went into moi room . kekes . den after tat i message chi wen n realise jolene[white shirt de] drunk also . hehes . too bad i wasn't dere . lalas . so after tat i start washin moi face with ice water . restin . dozin off . drinkin water . den im awake like now . whakakas . dotts hor . hahas . but finalii im once drunk again . kekes .jus wanna tel yuenping " so sorri i nearli destroyed ur chalet nehs . hehes . hmm . hehes . trust me . me n moi other darliin de chalet i sure let eu destroy de . hehes . but ermhs . dunch break the glass again kkz . hehes . $18o lei . hahas . " i wanna tell chi wen tat " thx fer being dere with me wen i needed eu worr . i promise tu be dere wen eu need me . hehes . love eu loads kkz . whakakas . btw . did eu corr KELSON ??!! . " . to tat red shirt guy " thx fer comfortin me kkz . thx fer lendin me ur shoulder worr . whakakas . i think i scratch dao eu rite . if yesh . im sorri wor . hahas . im searchin fer eu lei . wanna see how eu reali look like . hahas . jk . see eu soon !. " . btw btw btw . maybe we openin chalet . so who wan see me drunk again . pls come . hahas . now not chivas . not XO . but pure vodka . hahas . n im meetin'em todae fer work . lalas . workin time ish here again . kekes .


DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- _ i dunch understand why i cry fer eu once again _

he said " there's others who gonna treasure eu if she don'ts . trust me . there's surely someone who gonna treasure eu more . dunch care her ler . hmm . there's no point cryin fer her . " .

aniwae . wen i n chi wen bbqin . bernard start smokin again lei . den he jio me smoke lei . share share nehs . cant imagine i said ok . dotts . i promise to quit ler lei . i promise . without bernard smokin sharin . i wil not touch ani cigg . hehes . long long one time horr . kekes .

wee . b0red up instead 0f fuck up . l0ads 0f things . 1912o5 -

hmm . this few daes keep gettin lazier write blog ler . hehes . hmm . moi short term also comin back ler . abit abit den ferget wad i wanna do . abit abit ferget this,ferget tat . hahas . hmm . den ytd i rmb ner . i and xin actualli decided wan go work work der . but the rain start pourin d0wn n0rr . hehes . so i go her house . actualli wanted to wait fer the rain to stop den go work . but how we noe . we do our things do do do until 6 somethin . also cannot go work ler . vyon confirm dunch give file . hahas . somemore tat dae i break down in front of him . also dunch dare see him sia . hahas . think back i veri pai seh nehs . throw moi face off . whakakas . so after tat we decide go kbox . hahas . cos we tat dae go h0rr . den sing til 2 somethin den go home . hahas . so veri buey song . den ytd go again norr . hahas . WAIT . actualli ish decide ytd go drink der . den chii wen sae no money so we never go norr . hahas . den i thot we not meetin chi wen n sam ler mawh . hmmm . so wen we wanna go out of xin house le ner . xin go tel her sis we go out ler . den her sis [ qi hui ] ask her where we goin . den xin tell her sae kbox . hahas . so retard norr . den she sae . " i wan go also ! " . hahas . so xin told her we go orchard walk walk first . later wan go in ler den corr her . so she sae ok norr . den me aka xin make our wae to orchard . i tat dae wear jap jap der . next time den upload the pic . cos tat dae i never took ani . hahas . after tat we go there walk walk den we saw sam with her sis . hahas . so qiao norr . den talk talk talk den i n xin sian liao . so decided go kbox earli . den she corr her sis . hahas . den we sing veri long ler horr . den sis 8.3o den reach lorr . hahas . suddenli receive chii wen message sae meet us up at cine about 2 mins later . den we two tio stunt . hahas . so make xin until so du lan . actualli thot they sae dunch wan meet ler . den suddenli meet up . hmmm . so after tat we sae we 1opm den go out norr . so after tat 1o pm ler . den we go out lorr . pay money . hahas . wa . tat dae we four wear jap jap . kekes . so proud sia . den we hungry mawh . haven eat . hahas . so we go cine opposite de kopitiam . wa . reach there tat time . den alot people keep lookin norr . also dunno look wad shit . hahaas . den i act innocent face walk walk . hahas . after tat me n moi samantha share one plate of sotong mee . hahas . den buy lime juice drink . hehes . xin n qi hui eat popiah nia . hahas . den after tat bout 12 somethin liao . moi ah pa call ler . so we go home . sam . qihui n samantha nehs go moi house ton n0rr . hahas . too bad chi wen gotta go home . hmm . so she go home norr . hahas . moi pa fetch her home . hmm . den befer we reach home ner . we go moi house de 7 eleven buy alot things norr . qihui suddenli become so rich wan pay nehs . hahas . so let her pay norr . whakakas . den we go home ler . hahas . wa . so noisy nehs . dey all awhile play com . awhile watch tv . awhile eat tibits . hahas . den after tat they take moi vcd watch ghost shoow . den i cook maggie mee fer each n everi one of them . hahas . ~ nice nice nehs . ~ den after tat we continue watch lorr . watch watch watch i sian liao . den i doze off . so they wake mi up ask mi go bed orh orh . den i go norr . blur blur . ytd dreamt of so mani kong bu de things norr . hmm . haish . nvm . a dream shi zong ish jus a dream . whakakas . den this mornin wake up . stil got people plae com . hahas . moi com 24 hours like tat . hahas . den after tat qihui eat le bath le den go work le . hahas . so left me sam n xiin . wa . we at night cook ourself norr . so delicious lorr . hahas . moi papa even give 8/1o . hehes . stil got space fer more improvement . lalas . den after tat xiin wash everithin . sam come back use com . i go throw newspaper . hahas . todae xin even help mi pack moi room . so shiok norr . lalas . thank eu her . kekes . after tat finish ler . den they go home ler . kakas . den nothin ler norr . i continue use com . hehes . tmr goin out with cyn at 2 . hahas . pei her go buy christmas present . wad wil she buy fer mi nehs . hahas . retard . hmm . love her . see her soon . smuackiesss .

SAMANTHA SAID : '' vionna . i tell eu . dunch give up on him . eu two dunch realize each other nia " . dotts . wad she ish saein isit true mawh worr . hmm . dunno nawhs . hmm .


DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- _ i l0vee him . shall i ? _

i swear to forget ;

after the dae of 1412o5 . i broke down without carin about anione around mi . i never cared . den i cried fer so long so long . after loads of thinkin . i thot " maybe i shouldn't think bout so much things n i should continue moi life happily . " . so now . iim tryin tu . hehes . decided to aim others ler . after tokin to him last night . i realize he can take over her worr . whakakas . but he wun love mi der nawh . hmm . so i can lowli wait . hahas . hmm .i so bored so bored now norr . wan bored to death liao . jus now nehs . ttat bernard ber ber n qirui come moi house . shit nor . one eatin . one usin com . i watch tv . hahas . hmm . den later dey go meet the others up while i hmm . stay at home do guai kia help moi fater do his work work de thing . must write dunno wad la . hahas . hmm . jus now tat samantha dunno cal mi fer wad . hehes . den sae some nonsense . lalas . should i believe mawh . i also dunno . hehes . den whole dae never go out cos of tat xin hui . haha . she nawh . so notti . but todae i wake up horr . hahas . macdonal's fer breakfast . eu jealous mawh . hmm . dunno nawh . dunch feel like writin le . this few daes so buzi . maybe later den write more nor . hehes . buais .


DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- _ i lovee hiim from now,i swear_

[[ lost ]] - 1412o5 -

i was lost . so lost after "he" said "hmmm . im sorry" . i jus cant help cryin . i dunch understand why . i can onli keep the feelins to myself n nort to let "him" noe . fer months i've been pinning a restart of this long unwanted relationship . but it turns how to be so cold,so cold . a word "patch" n i thot it wasn't euu . a word " im sorry" n i was so sure it was euu . i was jus so happi wen i saw eu todae . but eu wasnt . eu cant ferget her . eu were not smiling fer the whole dae . den i told eu . " go back to her if eu think eu stil loves her . ii noe she stil loves eu deepli in her heart . make ur decision n tell mi tonight kkz . hmm . " hmmm . moi heart jus shatters wen i told eu these words usin moi own mouth . moi own reasons . it jus hurts so much . i jus felt like cryin but it jus cant flow out . i noe eu would leave,i noe . den i hugged ur hand tightly . hopin tat eu wil not leave mi no matter wad decision eu made . den i looked at eu . mind thinkin . " i should have not let eu go from the begnning " . den i hugged eu tightly . little shinning tears sheddin down n no one noes . all i wanted to tell eu tat moment was " dunch leave mi pls . i jus mish eu so much . indeed im waitin fer eu but i reali dunch noe how long wil i last " . it feels so hurt so hurt . i rmb hurtin moiself todae . eu jus cared fer mi so so much n i jus get tat moment of happiness in moi heart . i jus hope tat it was lastin fereva . in the nite . eu left . i was waitin fer ur message . waitin silentli . i ask eu " have eu made up ur mind ? wad's ur ans " .eu said " hmmm . im sorry ." i drop down dead blur ; cryin . n den . i never received ur message . i dunch noe wad the news wil eu n her end up to be . but all i noe im alone now . cryin .

-" ger . i noe i gonna shed nites n nites of loneli tears like wad i did in the past . i noe i gave eu up first but i neber thot i would end up like tat . i thot we would be back fereva again . but in jus not den a dae . eu once left again . why dunch eu understand . i said le . never leave mi if eu once come back again . sobs . eu onli gave mi mins of happiness n left again . can eu pls come back to mi . [ wen i noe its impossible ] . shobs . cant eu jus onli love mi . onli mi . . . . . i mishh euuu . i lurbriess eu so much so much . haiish . i think i shall let go . let go of everithin . sobs . all i want to do now ish drunk moiself again . sobs . i rmb i never said i stil love eu wen i was drunk tat dae . ii never .. sobs . "-


DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- nvr trust the smile on my face ; da laugh i alwaes give . i hate eu leavin me .

mani things happen lorr . actualii hai hao nawh . hahas .

retard pic done by cyn . taken by mi . kakas .
cool worr . hmm . now 3.3o am ler . hahas . so i shall sae about ytd . since todae ii onli last tok to xiin . hahas . hmm . okokies . mornin i woke up . thot tat maybe xiin would call mi go work . den rmb she got netball . so gave up on waitin fer her cal to work . hahas . den at about 2 somethin ba,i receive dao her call . so i ans . and she actualli said tat " II NEVER GO NETBALL . COS YTD I AND SAM TON OUTSIDE . NOW DEN WAKE UP . " so i blur blur said . icic . ok ok . den she said she and qi hui [ her sis ] goin j8 den ask mi wan go mawh . ii say " OK LOR . I ALSO VERI SIAN . '' . i quickly prepared moiself and called moi dad . he sae come fetch mi mawh . so fetch lorr . den fetch us go j8 . hahas . ( INSIDE THE CAR ;; MY DEARLY DAD SUAN MI AND XIIN ONCE AGAIN . FREAK . ) . hahas . so we reached juction 8 n hmmm . let mi see . we jus shop . den i realize i was actualli abit tired . hahas . lookin at the bags . shoes . clothes . people, ii find it so sian . hahas . there de people reali veri sian . hahas . OH . mi and xiin saw the stupid jap jap bag . stylish skul shoes . and i saw moi perfect shirt hangin write on top of the shop fer sale . whalalas . hmmm . den after tat that siao xiin suddenly wanna work wen alreadi 5-6 somethin . so we go orchard . she call sam and rose den they sae they also at orchard [ ORCHARD DE MRT ] . so we go lorr . den wen we at the underground quietly walkin tat time . moi dear rose call mi and say , " VIONNA !!! WHERE ARE EU . QUICK COME MRT . QUICK . SAM AND JIAWEN FIGHTIN " . so i was so surprise and i pull xin n her sis to the mrt . while runnin while tellin them they fightin . wen reach there . we saw no one . so du lan tat we decide to take the escalator up . hahas . den finalli saw them . den alreadi calm now ler . but dai ji nort yet settle . siian . saw caselyn . sky . bla bla bla they all there . den it was like so kong bu lorr . den i reach there i ask wad happen . den diam diam . later i also tio den give sky scold again . hmm . hahas . so later i found out was actualii slappin . push . jus becos of quarreliin between them . i so thank sam slapped her becos i longed wish to slap her . hmm . she's jus so xia lan . guai lan ar guai lan . hahas . kkz kkz . so i was like hmmm . ok . den tat siao eh who tio slap by sam go n call police . wa biang . but after mins . caselyn sae they cancel the police call liao . sae ownself settle . haiish . den after tat sae one on one den ferget this dai ji . take it like nothin happen . so sam sae " OK LORR!!!! " . dots . den after some talkin . dey sae onli one of us can pei sam go . some of moi darliin's was like " VIONNA . EU GO LA EU GO . EU LIKE SI BEI NOE HOW TO FIGHT . GO NAWH . LATER AT LEAST IF ANITHINK . EU CAN CHUP HAND . " . den i was like . " EXCUSE MII . IM SO GUAI OK . " . den everibodi give mi those type tootpid look . but sam wan rose pei cos is her best fren . den she more confidence . so after tat i was like thinkin . " [ WAD IF CHI WEN WAS HERE . ] " . hahas . den caselyn come ask sam she got weapon mawh . den sam said nope . so this fight wasn't suppose to take ani weapons . so all diam diam . if this fight was suppose to take weapon . ii dunch mind be the one who fight . hahas . jokin . i would reali pass sam moi jian dao [ where i bring everiwhere to prevent suddenly got dai ji de . hahas . no nawh . bring fer fun . ] . den after tat dey go fight le . after they go fer not even a min . we den realize omg . our opposite de got so mani ppl . why we here go onli got two . so we rush and find them . cal them never ans . thot would ani thing happen . so cannot find . suddenly rose cal mi . sae they back at mrt station le . so we go back lorr . den saw sam . rose . caselyn sittin at the stairs there . wen i go . ii saw sam hand tio scratch . neck . shoulder . face tio slap . leg dunno nawh . inter injuries ba . hahas . no nawh . hmmm . den i help her clean abit abit of blood . den it seems like it don hurt at all . so ssam suddenly said " FUCK LORR . SAE PROPERLY BEFER FIGHT TAT CANNOT KICK OR WADEVER PRIVATE PARTS DE LORR . DEN CB . SHE KICK MOI CB LORR . JI TAO I CANNOT TAHAN I SEI HER FACE ALOT OF TIMES LOR . KAOS . " . den i said . " GO TEL THEM AGAIN LA . EU GOT THE RITE TO SLAP HER ONE MORE TIME LOR . ISH LIKE PENALTY LORR . " den she can actualli told mi she dunch wan . freak nehs . den tat gal nothin happen cos befer the fight she was wearin jeans . n one jacket which was zip up while moi sam was short sleeved t shirt . 3/4 pants in a jap type . freak nor . so onli she tio hurt . den after tat ii was like . ok lorr . anithink . [ BTW . MOI MIND WAS LIKE THINKIN . WHY DUNCH SAM ACTUALI SEI HER NECK . SCRATCH HER FACE . AND BLA BLA BLA ] . den i think again i noe the reason . we ferget somethin again . tat fuckin idiot was so big size was sam was around moi size . freak it . den after settle le . we go eat le . cos they all work one whole dae so hungry liao . so we went to long john . den xiin n her sis go other place it . where i dunno where isit . so wen we reach long john . got one guy - age about 2o plus keep lookin at us . so moi dear frens actualli look back at him n give him those guai lan look . hahas . but he stil keep lookin lei . so we dunch care norr . hmm . sudenly sam fone ring . den she tok tok tok . den pass to mi . NBCB . got one siao eh who ish her fren shouted at mi . saein " HEY . EU NOE WHO MI MAWH . SAM GOT TELL EU ANITHINK I TELL HER TO TELL EU MAWH ." . so i blur liao den i ask sam . sam said " ERM ERM . SHE SAE EU LOOK VERI GUAI LAN ." . den i answered back the fone . tat crazi one said again . so eu noe wad le mawh . ( cos i alreadi shock mawh . ) so i said orh . den i now think back . i should have scolded back lorr . den wen i pass back to sam n wen sam put down the fone . i ask sam " SHE NOE MI AR . I SAW HER BEFER MEH " . den sam replied " ERM . NO . SHE SEE UR FRIENDSTER ONLI ." . i was like thinkin again . who the fuck ish she lorr . suddenly scold mi n den onli see mi friendster onli . kaos . fuckin du lan . den i lost moi mood in eatin . freak . ARHHHHSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok . so nvm about this . ii dunch care anithink . i diam diam . so after eatin . we all seperate . i . sam . rose go - more than words - . den walk walk walk . xiin cal mi sae she at cine also . inside pasta mania eatin siia . den i was like ok lorr . so we went in . den i kop xiin de soup . so nice she also dunno how to drink . hahas . so we went together to more than words den xiin told mi . moi baobei boi sylvester . tian long n peter at xiin . so i call them lorr . den ask mi go 8th floor find them den i sae later ba . hahas . so after tat we go arcarde . den play play play . fer so long i since step into a arcade . i suddenly realize arcade was so fun . but den i realize the arcade tat i went in holds moi memories . but den i try not to think about it . den i went on playin . after tat moi papa cal liao . cos i never tel him i todae tonnin outside or stayin late mawh . so he come fetch mi lorr . so we rush down and go home . den i suddenly rmb i wed got gatherin . quickly cal moi dear friends but no one actualli cared to ans . hahas . but den after tat i noe was actualli cos everione was so qiao busy at tat moment . den they quite late den cal mi lorr . wen i was busy at home . i receive a cal from ah boi [ dunno where de . not sure about him . noe too mani ah boi liao . ] . so i tok lorr . den xiin call . after tat mogan . wa biang . befer mogan darliin cal . tat xiin bro keep suanin mi lorr . den i ask him dunch so guai lan . he stil guai lan lorr . den i du lan dunch tok liao . onli after mogan darliin cal den i tok . hahas . so after tat . wen all put down . den i start writin blog nor . hahas . maybe after writing . i go through moi friendster once again . write letter give moi father . read cyn de . den i go orh orh liao . cos tmr got to wake up earlii go east coast . shit lorr . i feel so bad lorr . not goin bei bei de xiao yuan superstar . hmmm . siian . so i ask moi pts laogong andy to go down nor . hehes . lucky he actuali also goin down with his frens . whakakas . happi nehs . den ask him cheer fer beibei nia . lalas . btw . tmr i goin east coast with xiin's famili . whole big famili . n omg . her bro ish goin too . fuck sia . later we two down there quarrel . hahas . think wun ba . kakas . rmb mornin cyn said her fuckin stead wan break with her with fuckin reasonns . all i wan tat moment was to slap him with all moi might . since i cant do it all i wan to sae ish . " EU FUCKIN BASTARD . DUNCH MAKE MI SPOIL UR REPUTATION . DUNCH MAKE MI . DUNCH EVER LET MI SEE EU ON THE STREETS COS I MAKE SURE I WIL SCRATCH . I MAKE SURE MOI SISTERS WIL BITE . FUCK EUU EU IDIOT . DUNCH EU EVER KAO BEI KAO BU IN FRONT OF MI . !!!!!! "


[D]aRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- im hurt as well as her . eu bastard . never ever let mi see euu . everythin's gone in moi own hands . leave mi alone n eu wil visit moi funeral soon .~

arhhhs ~ earlii in the m0rnin 7.50am . same dae . jus bored so i drop by to talk bout more . whakakas .

<- moi memory worr . love ya .
oh hihi siia . hmmm . tat toot xin orh orhin . later den i go disturb her den maybe moi turn sleep . shhh . hahas . so bored lor . she throw mi alone sia . kanasai . hahas . rmb ii jus now said she was reciting to mi our compani de preach . ya la . den her eyes so itchy go read moi blog . den she down dere sae mi lorr . hahas . naggy sia . hahas . later i shoot her with her shang zi den she noe sia . hahas . ii noe she's gonna kill mi if she reads this blog . kakas . hmmm . so later goin out lorr . sians . stil go until junction 8 leii . hahas . ii also ferget where liao . go dere pei xiin sister buy things . den go bradell or wadever la . meet rose and sam . den ner . go orchard lorr . confirm de . hahas . den see i wan work mawh . maybe work awhile den go meet cyn at tiong ler . wonder tat xin wan peii mi mawh siia . hmm . moi darliin wenn tonight go gentin liao . hmmm . must remind mi tu ask her take care lorr . dere she gonna be alone den sure cold cold der . whakakas . hmmm . moi whole mp3 stuck dere lor . cos jus now wenn drop it in front of cine . wa sian . den til now moi mp3 stil the same . i veri scared spoil nehs . i sure bang head de lorr . three hundred over dollars nehs . sure die der . haiish . hehes . but hope later wil be fun lar . hahas . this few daes orchard got alot people lor . dunno wad happen . kekes .

- ALAN -
haiish . he got too much to talk about le . rmb i use to be so retard worr . den eu all everitime buey tahan mi . den got one time . eu angry le . sae ii too childish le worr . at least sometimes must control moiself . hahas . now i noe ler worr . hmmm . so mani things happen nehs . all ii gotta do ish keep everithin to moiself . alan ar alan . eu arhs . haiish . evveritime sick sick de nehs . so must take caries okies . den everitime ton ton ton . must go back home okies . treat ur now de laopo good good worr . [ although i dunno who la . but i dunch even give a fuckin care ] . kekes . sorri fer moi hiongnest . hahas . den huh . eh . dunch bulli ur sis ler kkz . dunch abit den wan beat her worr . ii wun ferget tat dae at mrt der . hmm . smuackkies .

- SAMANTHA -
wa . she horr . this few daes keep wear jap jap lorr . hahas . den i sae her " oi . so jap arhs . jap sia . rmb horr . if eu wear jap jap and become a japster den no bad words horr " . den eu noe wad the fuck she tell mi ? . " vionna . sae G Y quickly" . so after saein . ii realize the word was _ _ _ _ _ _ _ . eu all try out nawh . den stil got wad i also ferget le . hahas . aiyo . i think she todae also wil wear jap jap de lor . hahas .

- ROSELYN -
ii stil mish her dog more den her . hahas . cos too bad i no dog . kekes . hmmm . she todae confirm wear half jap de lorr . everytime like tat der . bleahs . todae i and xiin also jap jap lei . lalas . eu and sam also LL . hahas . jk . hmm . rose huh . so retard huh . beat ur backside arhs . guai lan ar guai lan . hahas . eu dare eu come beat moi backside nawh . lalas . bleahs .

- CHI WEN -
she sia . todae at night goin gentin . zu fu her yi lu shun feng . ban lu shi zhong . hahas . jkjk . jus take care can le nawh . hahas . this few daes she keep go bugis siia . hahas . ii wonder why lorr . hmm . *suspectiin.* lalas . jk nawh . hahas . chi wen . ani think eu wan but promise nort to turn back worr . smile smile . hahas . when eu come back from gentin ler must contact us kkz . rmb buy things give mi worr . buaiis buaiss .

- MOISELF -
arhahahas . gonna wear jap jap out todae . hahas . wan see moi new look mawh . whakakas . dunno how wil people think of mi todae siia . whakakas . xiin also jap jap todae . somemore we decide to be jap jap wen start skul nehs . gonna be the japsters of outram . hahas . den eu can see we two everitime dao dao liao . hahas . kkz nawh . wan go wake tat tooty pig up liao . see ya . loveeee euu .


DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]] - wen wil eu bbe once back to mi again . do eu stil love mi . have eu ever thot of patchiin agaiin . vion darliin miish euu worr .

yawn . quite tired worr . hehes .

oh moi god . after writin ytd de blog den i orh orh le . 12 somethin in the afternoon wake up and realize ii was sleepin outside moi livin room . also dunnoe wad happen . whakakas . hmmm . after tat i dunch care so much le as i quickly bath and prepare moiself . den after tat i go moi cousin house . hehes . den tat xiin call . sae she never go see fren hospital liao den she goin orchard with all her netball frens . so toot n0rr . den i gotta rush here and there . waitin fer her at the telephone booth den fer 15 - 2o mins den she ask mi go in cine . freak horr . wahkakas . den go see her those frens all wan watch movie onli mi and her . den guess wad i saw . i found tat actualli her sister wearin moi clothes . notti h0rr . hehees . toot toot . hmmm . oh ya . befer i go moi cousin house horr . ii ask tat cyn help mi do moi blog de background . give her a few no. den she choose . hahas . the end,xiin come down moi house and stay tonite again . den she redo everithin . now at least i can at home choose moiself . hehes . songs everythin also put le . " PEOPLE . ENJOY MOI PROFILE OKIES . HEHES . " . now i writin this blog at hmm . 5am in the mornin . hahas . den xiin darliin behind mi on moi bed finderiin with moi hp . talkin to herself . hahas . hmmm . retard rite . den suddenly i realize moi vocals and singin song like tat bitch siia . siao liao lorr . hahas . jus now wen on the wae back home in the carpark tat time . heard xiin sae her mum ask moii pei her familii go picnic on tues sia . also dunno real wan mawh . hahas . aiyo . dunno nawh . but actualli mi and xiin ish decide this tues go see xiao yuan superstar der nor . go see moi beibei sing song . see she got go in 2o finalist mawh . hehes . hmm .

- ALAN -
remember the few months we had together mawh . hmm . eu use to be moi kor while i use to be ur mei wor . remember the first time we meet up at great world mawh . hahas . ii was like stil so kuku last time worr . hmmm . now think le also wil laugh moiself norr . hmm . but fer eu . eu were stil the same . soon after . we stead ler . at first i was reali happi worr . also dunno why . den after tat our relatioship was like "BOOM",everyone noe like that . den ii was like quite pai seh norr . hmm . suddenly mi and eu together . hahas . den slowly slowly de,i spent some months with eu . ur attitude come out le . moi character also abit change ler . den we break fer some time but after patch again . rmb we hugged at tiong mawh . den give people tou kan . whakakas . but we stil lurbriess each other as much . ii was so proud wen i heard xiao ping korr said tat i was the first gal tat eu treated so well . love as much . hmmm . was it ture ii dunnoe but ii reali trust euu nehs . hmmm . onli wen things started changin after we went to marina square see fireworks . ji de i lie down on eu and cyn was like so alone waitin fer chup chup mawh . hahas . but tat chup chup go cal another gal . tat was wen things started changin . mi and xiin so kan bu shuang her . she was the fuckin first person i smiled too and never smiled back somemore stil diao mi . freak it . at tat moment all i wan was jus give her a slap lorr . haiish . den dunno where i understand from others tat yuan lai eu everytime ton outside also got her . everytime wil plae and talk to her . eu noe how it hurts mawh . den one dae . maybe two of us also cant take it le . ii finalii put out this decision to sae break,[after daes of consideration] . haiish . wad i told cyn was tat the one who was gonna regret ish eu . i wil nort shed a tear nor sae i regret tat i made this decision . burt haiish . wad i sae was true fer weeks onli . den it became mi who was cryiin . this was onli happenin around this few weeks or daes . ii even told xiin sae wan plannin to patch with eu worr . burt after two daes . heard eu actualli got stead ler . btw . ii actualli alreadi got this feeliin ler . haiish . too bad mawh . not fated . haiish . jus wanna zu fu eu two nehs . hmm . haiish . sobs .

- CYNTHIA -
hmm . ii noe iim meetin fer her fer dinner tonite . hahas . dinner dinner . den i noe we gotta alot of xin shi talk to each other again . hmm . whakakas . see eu tonight kkz . ii noe eu sick le . eu must take care worr . smuackiesss . remember ii knew her wen i was in co den fer no reason we became so close ler . hahas . retard horr . tooty her .

- XIN HUI -
arhss .. let mi see . gonna peii her meet her ah jie in the afternoon . hahas . den dunno ish go work at night nehs . or go slowly pei cyn eat . hahas . tmr de time so rush norr . so everibodi ard mi must ti liang ti liang wo okies . hahas . now she in front of moi mirror zi lianin . hahas . deciding wad to wear tmr . freak rite . no bodi wil donate give her,all wil donate give mi de . hahas . shhhh . later she squeeze mi and i squeeze her again . hahas . now she talkin to herself in front of the mirror . anibodi wan to cal the mental hospital come fetch her . shhh . now she massagin her own breasts . shakiin herself in front of the mirror . so retard . become pervert liao . she's turnin horny . hahas . dunch tel her leii . hahas . now she fightin with moi mirror . oh moi god . she's reali turnin crazy . lalalas . now her face tio stoke . hahas . veri ugly lorr . hahas .



kkz kkz . gtg ler . wan go entertain her and see wad i wan wear tmr liao . kakas . siao xiin hui singin usin her act cute voice . like shit sia . hahas . kkz nawh . II MISH MOGAN LAR . CAN MAWH . hahas . sorri fer moi retardness . kekes . see euu all tmr . kakas . siao char bo beside mi reciting our company de preach . like shit . hahas .


DaRLiin ` BEBE ; BaBybytche - vion ]] - ii stil lurbriesh hiim loads . but he's not moi animore ler . smuackies .

mix of news . l0ads of ups and downs -

-fuck up- 1.this is the third time im creatiin another blog.2.im reali n0rt happi with tat bytche of bitches.this few daes happen alot things worr . haiish . ii also dunno where to start from . hahas . ii noe moi CYNTHIA CHENG found her boii boii ler . i so happi fer her worr . she once happi again nehs . whakakas . lurbriess her . hmm . this few daes also keep hang out with xiin . reali happi wen iim together with her nehs . she's moi another darliin i teng de nehs . hehes . hmmm . hope she wun backstab mi nawh h0rr . whakakas . ii noe ii past few daes can stay at home without complainin . dunch understand why nor . hahas . hmmm . see people . iim so guaii okkies . hehes . btw . iim writin this blog earli in the mornin 6.3o . hahas . ii never sleep but soon . cos so bored . hehes . hmmm . miishiin sam . rose . xiin aka wenn worr . hahas . also dunno why . lalas . hmm . -sad- moi baobei now changed to court 2 le wor . haiish . the fuckiin judge verii hiong de nehs . even lawyers also wil scold worr . worri fer him nehs . ii noe i gonna mish him . haish . dunno tell him how mani times not to riot le . he stil itchy hands go riot with people . ii was hopin tat if i reali can huh . ii wanna chop of his hands . kekes .
-ALAN-
haiish . cant imagine i was the one who break . ii was the one who said i wun regret . but how ii last few weeks ago wen ii view his profile . and was lookin at our photoos at home . ii actualii mish hiim . shit mi l0rr . haiis . den jus past few daes ago wen i was with cyn at bukit ho swee de bb court waitin fer her bf . ii told cyn everythin . [ was jus dan plannin to patch with him ] and den cyn message chup chup . wa . den chup chup can read moi mind siia . he noe wad ii thinkin lor . den at first he sae nort sure alan got new stead mawh so i thot lim bu stil got chance . wa biang . after two daes . moi dear cyn sae got one bad news . i never thot this was the bad news . but she said he got stead le . ii can feel moi heart jus broke worr . it jus shatters . haiish . ii shouldn't have thot of the patchiin thing at least now it wun hurt so much . all i can do ish mo mo de zu fu them together 184 worr . hope he nort like last time so attitude le nehs . haiish . sobs .
-XIN HUI-
hehes . love her loads nehs . as retard as mi . but she more retard la . more toot . hahas . hmmm . reali wanna thank her tat she can pei mi since the dae i quarrel with dem wor . hmm . heart her . hope she wun disappoint mi nehs . hmmm . smile kkz . must pei mi more worr . cos eu can bright up more of moi daes . whakakas . smuackkiess .
-CYNTHIA-
oh mi god god .!! she sure owe mi 4 hours of moi life siia . wasted four hours of moi life waitin fer her dear boifren . hahas . but i stil love her as much . hmm . hahas . since tat dae i neever see her den we suddenly meet up again . ii reali got those retro feeliin eu noe . hahas . get moi meanin mawh . lalas . she's stil the same but became happier . hahas . no difference nawh . change more toot nia . whakakas . we this few daes keep writin testi give each other and i noe she sick sick ler . must take carries worr . hehes .
-XUEPING-
moii new darliin - ii noe i gonna love her loads . smuackies .
-SAMANTHA-
hahas . a girl with brave character . rare character huh . hahas . she also pei mi all the wae with her best fren roselyn worr . also hearts her loads . kekes . although we knew each other not long . but hope our frenship can last long long worr . she's moi darliin also kkz . so anione dare bulli her . eu noe i wil bite and scatch - MEOW- hmmm . whalaalaas .
-ROSELYN-
smuackies . another gal with a funni character . whakakas . another retard sometimes . she's reali dao wen she comes to strangers . dun see her innocent face but she can be fiercer den anione of us wen comes to settlin dai ji's . hahas . dunch see her everitime so happi . she also got her probs de worr . anii one bulli her also wil die in moi hands . whalalas . she's also moi darliin worr . another white white de darliin . hahas . hmm . love her dog also nehs . kakas . so cute . small little puppy chii wawa . whakakas .
-CHI WEN-
hmm . haiish . keep got prob with her worr . awhile quarrel bout goin escape . awhile fer no reason . she hate mi sometimes ba . maybe . haiish . she was once ii teng the most de nehs . but now ner . hai hao nor . stil teng her . kekes . we two everitime got prob de . dunno isit cos she thinks iim reali extra worr . chii wen . hope if eu got read . tell mi the truth kkaes . sobs . hmmm . aniwae . eu smile alwaes kkz . dunch alwaes think of ur prob . dunch turn notti arhs . smuackiiess .
-MOGAN-
arhhh!!! idiot person who looks like snoopy . hehes . hmmm . bulli mi everitime . although ii noe ii also hearts him worr . but ii reali dunno how to adjust moi feeliin nehs . hmmm . [ confused ] . he loves mie mawh . dunch think so ba . ii also wun blame him de nehs . feeliins come onli iif eu think he or she ish the rite person norr . hmm . hope i would have good news from euu worr . btw . ii wun ferget wad eu and her do der . *faint* .
-MOISELF-
whakakas . its moi turn . hmmm . so siians norr . this few daes also cannot sleep . den next mornin 7 somethin den willin go sleep . hmm . haiish . wad's happenin to mi sia . moi wallet lost also . siian lorr . todae goin to cousin house . den later go meet xiin hui . den meet sam and rose and chii . whakakas . gonna be so busy todae worr . and tat tootie calvin suddenly never online never contact mi . idiot siaa . hahas . hmm . kkz nawh . ii wan end le . leave one memorial foto kkz . leave comments down after readin kkz . smuackies . love everione .


DaRLiin ` BEBE ; babybytche - vion ]]- ii onli noe da one hu hurt mi first was euu ; alwaes euu ;