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This is my first post,after so long.
But updating with a extremely bad mood.

First,
bitches and bastards.
Fuck you.
For your info P & De,
you guys are just part of my life,past.
You guys never got to know me.
So don't judge me.
P's been spoiling my little young reputation since one random day.
Nothing has ever happen between us,so shut your fucking mouth up.
D's been judging me since one random day,
you started it all,and ended it like a child.
So you don't deserve to say anything.
We don't communicate,at all.
I detest you people like insects.
Seeing you people every week makes me puke without drinking.
& that random Sk guy.
Seriously,i don't even know who are you.
Until,last few weeks i met you.
You disgust me.
Sadly,you know too much about me,
again,without knowing me.
& you're judging me. GOOD.
Such an asshole.
So guess what.
These assholes are all friends(:

Yes.
i don't worth anything.
I am too complicated and smart.
While others are simple minded and dumb.
To whoever eyes.
Yes.
Whatever i do,
where ever i want to start anew again from,
pulls me down.
You people just smack me down at the wrong time.

I am not ready for anything,anyone.
So come on,
Judge me,judge my life,judge every single fucking thing about me.
Do whatever you people can,go on.
This is me,can you accept it?
Maybe i've been right from the beginning,
i shouldn't start from the people who've known me for a long time,without understanding me.
They don't understand me,not easy at all.
Because its difficult to trust again.

FUCK YOU IDIOTS BECAUSE WHAT STUCKS IN YOUR DUMB MINDS ARE OTHERS PAST.
How about you people?
Pretty innocent past huh?
I shut up,because i feel i should.
You people talk too much because its all yourselves you think about.
Go think about it.

So,can anyone understand why i am leaving now?
I didn't blogged about it,
but,i'm leaving.
& you guys just make me feel my decision is right.
Much right after everything.
Aus might be the perfect place i can ever start again,
without anyone knowing me.
At least,no one would hurt me with their "simple" conversation.

I am too young,too young to take any of this.
I have feelings too,isn't it?
Now i feel like leaving,right now.
So everyone could just shut up.
We're all taking things for granted..
My nightmares just hit me,
as soon as the min,i stepped into outram.
Knowing these people,knowing who they are.
Letting them know who i am.
5 years ago,thought they were the great friends that would be there,always.
Friends. _|_