VC

Each time i flare up,each time i forgive,doesn't mean its forgotten or thrown behind. It always accumulates and make me rmb what can or cannot be trusted. Once or twice,or never again. This is why the fire gets bigger the next time again and again till i no longer care.

Its always like that,
" Can you trust me not? Why can you tell your friends and i can't tell mine?! My colleagues need to know ma..etc..etc..etc.. "
But the story always comes to an end reminding me,
" You cannot trust the person you don't even have confidence and faith in "

I am really really sick and tired of it,
and actually,i'm really at the edge of not bothering anymore.
I saw these suffering coming long ago,
why did i or why even i?