I would prefer being myself now.
Never thought this was falling on me.
& if i could turn back time,i wouldn't want to get to know you,not even meeting you.
Whenever i see you,i cannot stop regretting everything between us.
I seriously could not take this any longer,
and i would love being alone.
I wish i'm dead now,
so i don't have to even think i'll see you again.
My life's gone,i cannot be like them anymore and i really wish i'm dead.


Hey b. how are you?

thanks to you,
i'm washing my hands off everything about you.
are you happy now ? (:
because i guess i feel much happier like this.

I cannot update my blog because i lost my email.
This is my old one. Which had problems,thats why i changed a new one.
I am bored at home and i've been wanting to update my blog.
I am stupid with blogger stuffs and i'm sick of it.
FML.

Haven't been doing much lately. Guess i've been staying home most of the time.
Oh,i've been eating,eating alot.
& watching alot of movies online,now i've got nothing to watch already.
But anyway,life's like this,terrible as usual.
Hoping i can get out of it but i've got no where to turn to anymore.
Duh.

Been dreaming alot at night. All the weird dreams and they only consist of one person.
Its been 2 days and i don't like the feeling after each time i'm awake.
But we're all leading our own lives,dreams are just dreams. ):
We had what we needed. We had so much,so much,in us.

Anyway,met up with Pat just now for Ban mian.
Wanted to have Sakae Sushi because they're still having the buffet thing.
But that stupid girl had taken her lunch.
Went to have Fish head steamboat with family for dinner.
Yummy but i'm super full now.
Gonna head to bed soon. Or else i'll start eating again and its a nightmare.

Goodnight.

HAHAHAHAHA. i'm sorry. I was looking at some videos on how to make some stuffs but,look at the poodle. HAHA. I mean,is that even poodle?! ITS SO CUTE LAH! Its just so funny. I can't stop laughing the whole video -.-

http://dogmilllrehomers.blogspot.com/

Would you be able to save them?

If you guys received any text about adopting dogs/puppies from a abandon farm,its not true.
There are no puppies available,only dogs aging 5 and above. Mostly sick.
You can visit the the website above for more info.

I went to NTUC earlier on in the noon.
I shopped around the place myself,looking for my sandwich ingredients.
Now i'm done with my sandwiches and they smell delicious.
Dad says they taste good too :D
Dajie's recipe lah,of course its good.

Gonna head back to the kitchen soon to prepare the dogs share.
I'm preparing dinner for them too! :D yeammmmmmyyy.
& then i'll be traveling around my area,to my nanny's and auntie's place to let them try the sandwich i made and give the little ones their share.

BYE!

Oh,& jasmine ask me to update more if not she won't come to visit my blog anymore. ):
but she didn't give me her blog to read too. So i'll update once in a while. tata! (:
fire fire.

Dying blog,poor thing.

Another week.

No longer looking forward to weekends.
Only for the rest i need.

" hello " Its my turn to be on the line!
偷拍偷拍!

I needed sleep. & lucky me,i got a full sunday morning to sleep.
I woke up around 2 plus,do random stuffs and sat in front of my com.
Still not quite sure whether to head out later or not,
because the people i'll be out with will be rather a weird group.

I've been having steamboat these two nights.
& due to having leftovers,there will be night three.
Cool,i love having steamboat.
Its always the soup thats the best! Yummy.
Miss having steamboat with girlfriend. Aww.

Girlfriend's comment,
" You are gg up and down like a roller coaster. Unhealthy you know. Its time to do smth "

Am i like a roller coaster these days? Hahaha!

(L) (L) (L)

Alice in Wonderland yesterday.
Johnny Depp's always so good.
:D
Movie was a little draggy but its alright.
Whole cinema was filled with people.
Singaporeans are so free on Thurs night.

Alrights,no more crapping.
Off to work alone.

I am busy and tired.
I'll be back (:

Thanks to all the Tcp-ians & Judy&co. for the wedding.
Thanks to those who helped, Seany. Girlfriend. Fred. Adria. Kaile. Shiying.
I owe you guys a meal. So when i give you guys a call,better be free okay! :D
Hahaha! (L)

Announcement!

I am very sorry for not informing the friends on my own for the wedding on Friday.
& even to all the friends who're helping out.
I have to go through friends like Seany & Gf to inform all.
I apologize for not having the time.
Please understand and i'll see you guys on Friday at 7pm!
(:

I am so happy!
I've got QQ hair,first time ever.
and pinkish nails.
I am just so happy! :D

I somehow mind a little.
But after lying down to think about it,
i don't seem to care afterall.
Because i am busy with my stuffs,and too much troubles for me already,
you guys can't be another trouble of mine.

& since that my normal life actually doesn't includes you,
so i don't bother though.

It hurts a little,but can't be compared to what i am feeling for the past few days.

Hate it when the faking thing is starting all over again.
Don't like to act the way we shouldn't be acting.
Fuck,i was right about always keeping a distance away.
I thank god for feeling that way. Oh my.

You can forward it to 1:47 min to listen the song right away. (:

I'm at the edge of my emotions,watching the shadows burn in the dark.
& aiye ya e ya e ya,i'm terrified,for the first time and the last time in my only life.

Good. but i don't know if i got the lyrics wrong. LOL.
I'm so lazy to find the right ones. hahaha.

13 dogs tomorrow.
Wonderful.
i'm doing mask now. Feels so good.
Hahaha.

& damn,i don't know why i feel so unhappy now.
Laugh out loud.