Thanks to all the Tcp-ians & Judy&co. for the wedding.
Thanks to those who helped, Seany. Girlfriend. Fred. Adria. Kaile. Shiying.
I owe you guys a meal. So when i give you guys a call,better be free okay! :D
Hahaha! (L)

Announcement!

I am very sorry for not informing the friends on my own for the wedding on Friday.
& even to all the friends who're helping out.
I have to go through friends like Seany & Gf to inform all.
I apologize for not having the time.
Please understand and i'll see you guys on Friday at 7pm!
(:

I am so happy!
I've got QQ hair,first time ever.
and pinkish nails.
I am just so happy! :D

I somehow mind a little.
But after lying down to think about it,
i don't seem to care afterall.
Because i am busy with my stuffs,and too much troubles for me already,
you guys can't be another trouble of mine.

& since that my normal life actually doesn't includes you,
so i don't bother though.

It hurts a little,but can't be compared to what i am feeling for the past few days.

Hate it when the faking thing is starting all over again.
Don't like to act the way we shouldn't be acting.
Fuck,i was right about always keeping a distance away.
I thank god for feeling that way. Oh my.

You can forward it to 1:47 min to listen the song right away. (:

I'm at the edge of my emotions,watching the shadows burn in the dark.
& aiye ya e ya e ya,i'm terrified,for the first time and the last time in my only life.

Good. but i don't know if i got the lyrics wrong. LOL.
I'm so lazy to find the right ones. hahaha.

13 dogs tomorrow.
Wonderful.
i'm doing mask now. Feels so good.
Hahaha.

& damn,i don't know why i feel so unhappy now.
Laugh out loud.

What is so weird about Sunday is i didn't got the chance to do things i'm suppose to do.
Instead i went to get 19th Feb stuffs and caught the movie 14 Blades.
Its good.

I came back home early morning on Sunday around 6 plus.
And woke up at 11am.
Caught the movie I Hate Valentine's Day on Sat's night.
Its funny but same old movie story.
WELL.
Its another off day gone again.

Goodnight.

Times i get so tired that i don't want to care anymore.
Sometimes you just get sick after a whole full day at work,
be back home and read stuffs you don't want to read,
see things you don't want to see.

Not understanding alot of problems,
and got no idea how to deal with them.

When some people pushed you to a corner to make decisions you're not ready to,
you sometimes just make the wrong ones.
& right at this moment,
I am too tired to bother all stuffs,
i give up,everything that i'm suppose to make decisions now.

I'm busy with work and alot alot of stuffs coming on these few weeks.
How can it be nobody understands and gives you their problems & pain?!

I don't know. This is just too crazy for me.
I am just having mood swings.
I am so angry and upset.
Argh,FML.
This is stupid.

I can't believe i sold Rat today to a idiot who doesn't even knows how to walk a dog.
I can't believe i sold Rat today to a idiot who doesn't even have the time to listen to what i have to say and explain to him about taking care of a puppy/dog.
I can't believe...
Totally destroyed my mood for the rest of the day.
He promise to bring her back for grooming,is that possible?

Happy 9 Months working.

Oh my,its been 9 months.
& Feb will end soon then it would be 10.

Oh,& now i know how it feels owning a malamute or G.shepherd and you got to bath it every week and blowing it dry with a hairdryer. LOL!
Its so scary lah. Luckily i only have ahboy.
Okay,i'm feeling tired.

Goodnight.

Why do i feel like a useless idiot when i'm broke and trying to save? -.-
MONEY MONEY. Money's coming on Monday.
LOL!

& the joke for today is CJ says he will come to my house to carry me out,
actually its just downstairs because i'm lazy to go out.
KY says he will ask his friend to drive him to come pick me up but he don't know where i stay.
HAHA! I am so lazy today.
I just got no idea where to go,even lazy to find gf.
Oh my. What is wrong.
My saturday night is so boring.
LOL.

K says sorry for not having the time now because.....
SO,hahahaha! Its a sleeping sat night.

越是在乎的人越是猜不透...

My dark circles. I cannot believe it. My baby exilm shows everything on my face especially my dark circles. Nooooooooooo.
Very busy on the phone.

Alright. Long long days at work these few days.
CNY is around the corner.
Everybody's like " HELLO,I WANT BOOK APPOINTMENT TO GROOM MY DOG. WHEN HAR? I WANT NEXT THURS AND .......... "
So i am very very very tired and busy,like everyone.

I am on diet,trying my best to slim down as much as i could ):
which i know that can never happen lah!
Before cny leh.
At least 2KG,PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! PLEASE!
Okay,i must have enough determination.
I believe i can! LOL.
I've got 3 weeks okay.
Damn,whatever.

Its a friday night and i'm home.
Because as usual,i am foreverzsxzsxz tired.
& lazy. :D
And i need alot alot of rest because my next two weeks will be filled with dad stuffs i need to plan and settle.
So money is the problem. Sigh.
I wish i had the time to take up 3 jobs too. -.-
ANYWAY,i believe after Feb is over.
March will be a better one! Hahahahaha!

VIONNA,JIAYOU. You can do it! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Goodnight. (:

Please call my shop anytime anybody wants and expect me to recognize your voice as soon as i answer the phone with noises all around me.
Thank you.

Please remind me to get my,
spectacles.
tickets.
make up remover.
pimple cream.

& stuffs to settle with Sean on the 7th after visiting the children's home.
13th to get my nails and hair done.
to make an appointment and get my brows trimmed.
presents.
take leave from boss for scary stuffs happening on the 19th.
Clean up my house before cny. Oh,and get the mop before starting.

There's still alot of stuffs but i can't rmb.
How? Not alot of time left ):
No money ):
Feb will be broke broke broke broke.
Will die of hunger during March for end of the month pay.
then i got to save save save again for trips coming up.
Like a jialat only.

Not working still got money leh.
But when i start working ah,
i can't seem to stop saying i'm broke -.-
Because when i got the money,i tend to spent alot ? LOL.
But all for necessary stuffs leh. Wth.
FML,laugh out loud.

Okay,whatever. Work tmr.
Can't wait for weekends.
Goodnight.

Caught the movie " Hachiko " earlier on just now.
As usual,i cried alot. Almost the whole movie.
& guess who cried alot too?! Chee Kin Hao cried alot too.
Laugh out loud.
Dad was watching with us but he didn't shed a tear at all lor,laugh out loud.

After the show,we can still seem to feel the pain of a dog's loyalty to his owner.
Akita leh!
Okay,Hachiko movie was based on a true story from Japan.
His statue was built outside the railway station with bronze.
During World War 2,it was taken down and melted for purposes.
It was then rebuilt again after World War 2 again.
Till today,Hachiko's statue is still outside the Shibuya's railway station in tokyo.
Hachiko might be gone but never forgotten.
The story behind the statue is one that has endured and continually warms the hearts of locals and tourists around.(:

Its a good movie.
Goodnight.

Catch the thai horror movie " my ex " yesterday with Keithy.
He can't stop speaking to me in thai trying to make me understand some basic words.
But like a dumb,i still can't. LOL.
I kept saying " Its difficult lah,very chim lor. " Haha!

During the whole show,he was uber busy like usual.
So i was the only one getting shock all the while.
It was quite a good show,getting shock from it. Lol.
You can actually hear people scolding " CCB " right in the front. Laugh out loud.

Ok,so after that we just randomly sat outside coffee club to chat.
Wanted to find gf because it was still quite early and i was smoking alot just by sitting there.
But,lol. Gf knows what he said that i decided to just sit there and go home after.
Haha,we went for breakfast at Mac. Hard hotcakes,disgusted by it.
Came home after it.

Damn,never have breakfast at TBP's mac ever again.
):

Watching Hachiko later.
Will come back and update how much i've cried okay. Hahaha!
Been waiting for this show since last year lah!
Goodbye! (:

i took this picture because i was acting cute to my dad and we agreed i looked like penguin! Lol.

Okay,just came back from Cine after the show Tooth Fairy.
Its good. Good comedy.
I can hear Gf laughing non-stop right beside me.

Alright. I am going to bed.
Goodnight.

Welcome Exilim! (:
I am going to charge & bring you out soon! :D
You are too pretty for me to keep at home lah,HEHE.

I am a happy girl with happy stuffs happening every weekend.
A busy girl working 6 days per week.
Troubled girl for all the stuffs thats happening.

But i'm glad what i received today,
thank you. (:

Goodnight.

Its so weird opening your room door,realizing you're alone.
Sleeping on a queens sized bed.
But so much things has changed and i don't want to care anymore.
I just want to be with gf. Gf......

Oh,or maybe just alone.
& let me work to death too.