SATURDAY : Tiring day . It was judy's darling b'dae . so as soon as i woke up , i received loads of messages and calls asking alot of things . I was the one who were suppose to plan everything and its tiring ok . Even where to meet , to go , what time , its also my decision . Urhs . But i hope its worth it =) . Got darling a shirt and another glass thing to put pepper and salt , the shape of it is like a couple hugging together . hurhur . its cute ok . Then i was busy planning about the surprise and those people who were going , so i had to prepare very very fast . BaoBao sweetie was the one who were in charge of the cake , so she's also very very important to the whole party . Blahs . Was sitting at KOBAYASHI waiting for the cake and others to come . Finally Baobao and her 3 laopo reach le , hurhur , so me and xin fake about we were going to the toilet , but actually we went to wait for sweetie outside . During the time i was waiting for sweetie with xin , hehheh , i saw LILING darling and then soon benTOH uncle with his friend too . Durhs . He was having his break time . LOLS . Then after that we went down to the shop beside KOBAYASHI and light up the candles . Even the person holding the cake was me , gosh , i was so afriad i might fall and the cake would smash onto my pathetic face . LOLS . we brought in the cake and everyone sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG to her . Haas , darling was so surprised that she kept giving the F3 face whenever i looked at her . After singing and blowing off the candles , i was the one who had to bring the cake to the person to keep again ! BOOS . they tortured me that day , whole day ok . So after lunch , we ate the cake and save two pieces to smash on darling's face . LOLS . Then we bluff her out of KOBAYASHI , then i held a little cream on my hand and went to her , when i wanted to smash tat little cream on her face , guess wad , the damn cream flew up and piak onto the floor . Durhs , fated . So our plan was chuang bang like tat . Then she took the cream tats on the floor and chase me . And i was shouting here and there , omg , can you imagine we were like in cine , and worst , it was a saturday . It was even outside the coffeeshop , that big space there lurhs . GOSHED . Then i tio abit , i ran to hide with MR.CHNG and guys . LOLS . Of cas those who stand there like idiots had to end up in misery too . lalas . Judy made the cream of nearly everyone's face . In the end , we made the whole floor full of cream and so we quickly ran to the toilet to clean up ourselves . Haas . Lame rights ? We went up to the arcade becas we were wondering aimlessly , then ME again , suggest to watch a midnight show . It was a 12.15am show , but it was only 6 plus . So only 7 of us could watch , then i was like " BURHS , 18 people but only 7 watching , so pathetic . " LOLS . Then AGAIN , i was the one who queued up for the stupid damn tix and collection of the money ! BLAHS , they really really tortured me like a outdoor maid . So since sweetie and her laopos had to go home by 1o , so they went first . And then left me and those few , we went to kbox , others went to other place to play lan and pool . Until 11 something , those who were not watching , went to other place like pubs and another 4 came back for the movie . WHOOSH . It was such a nice show lurhs , everyone had fun tat day , i guessed . x)) . And oh ya , when MR.LO , MR.CHOO , DARLING , MISS.NG , VENNON SISTER AND ME were in the kbox . loads of lame and stupid things happen . Like MISS NG kept asking wad was zi mo , in the end she tio it herself . And when MR LO AND MR CHOO were torturing her , the whole table tose on the floor , cups , handphones , ciggrates were all on the floor lurhs . ALL WET . Then MISS NG was like shouting and shouting til the person came in and saw the things on the floor , they nearly went crazy . LOLS . IM SORRY TO PEEPS WHO HAVE TO CLEAN UP THAT ROOM OF OURS . muahahahas . yup , so the whole night just ended like tat . Cas after the movie , i went back home , and the other 6 went to find some other peeps at PS . hurhur . Of cas i saw my shanling sweetie , beibei darling , chloe , yanyan , yuanping darling , and BER BER ! hahas . yup , the end of a tiring saturday . xD .

SUNDAY : I was deciding to stay at home all day becas i know from the start of thurs , i would be busy dao ~~ but due to boredness , i broke my rule and went out to meet MRS.CHOO , MR.CHOO , MR.CHNG and MR.LO . lols . We went to marina south to have steamboat , hurhur . But me and MRS.CHOO went back home early becas i have too . LOLS . too bad for MR.CHOO . lalas . That's my sunday . DURHS .

MONDAY : Meet MRS.CHOO up first and then went to cine to find MR.CHOO , MR.CHNG , MR.LO . Went to eat first becas me and MRS.CHOO haven eat yet , in the end . MR.LO & MR.CHNG also eat . damns . after eating , MRS.CHOO & me went to arcade to find MR.EDISON and the others went to play kpool . For around after 15 mins , we went up to find them and we still have to wait for them to finish ! Then MISS.LIYONG DARLING came . Due to boredness , we three girls started playing the photo hunt . chao lame rights . Until they finish , we went to kbox , our main aim . Started singing , so me and MRS.CHOO went to take some food for them to eat . Urhs , aren't we good enough to be part times maid ? Then sang sang sang , MR.CHEE came . LOLS . Saw shihai and the others too in kbox . More lame , taking food together . Lalas . Around 1o plus , MRS.CHOO and i left . HurHur . But i really had a nice MONDAY . LOLS . Unlike the other mondays , sch starts ~ BLURHS . So thats it .

As for todae , i stayed at home whole day long to rot , as for normal la , im always rotting at home with the com and my bed + my tv . LOLS . Dad bought mikes today , those mikes ah , sing song de . LOLS . So i just er , play with it of cas . hurhur . Was singing like a idiot without songs while dad continues to watch the tv . In the end , he can't stand my noise , he kept the mike and told me to continue tmr . Lalas , im irratating . HurHur .

TO MRS.CHOO : PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE treasure what i've done nicely for you . Hehheh . Im proud i brought you guys together , Im so proud of myself alrights . Gosh . But too bad , he's going to army , so tolerate ! Its only two years and he's also cominq out like once a week , or once in every two weeks . So im sure you guys wil treasure more time together then . Hehheh . And one more important thing , i bet something with syl , so pls , if you don't want me to die , then last long ! Prove to him mans . Then when i win , maybe i can share it with you . Hurhur . Im really jealous to see both of you so sweet lurhs . Can't tahan ytd in msn ! Gosh . and rmb , i want BABY CHOO soon . MR.CHOO has even think of the names ! AH PEK CHOO & AH MA CHOO ! lols . GOOD LUCKS SISTER . ! smuacks .

TO FRIENDS WHO READ MY BLOG : im sorry i didn't blog for such a long time !! im just lazy . hees . Take cares peepos ! LOVED .

Don't worry , i still love you . I would always rmb this sentence was part of the message you sent to me . When i thought it was real , you turned it away . Although i don't really talked about you anymore , but who knows what i'am thinking ? Well sweetie , its been weeks and weeks you've left , and i just have to live on like this without you . Those bad things people tell me about you , those little news , i would just smile and think about you . You seemed like you don't care anymore and i can't do anything too . So durhs , i would just sit aside , to look @ how happy you are , and be happy myself becas you are . Durhs , even the people i don't talk to , would tell me about you , would someone teach me wad to do ? Darling , take really good care of yourself , i don't wanna hear you fall sick again .. LOVES .

I don't know whether when i will be blogging again , so wait , patiently . x)) . I will be kinda of busy starting from thurs so BOOS , i will promise to update asap . =)) .

TO SPAMMERS AND THOSE WHO DISLIKE ME LIKE FARK : i wrote this specially to a girl who talked about me in suntec's toilet . Thanks for asking your friend if she knows who friendster de MISS VANILLA is and start talking bad about me . You won't know whose watching over you . =)) . You shouldn't be proud about talking bad about others , you should feel ashamed that you are . How can you talk bad about someone and let someone who is a friend of MISS VANILLA listens to it ? Sweetie , its time for you to think . Although i don't know who you are , but i heard one part you said that i was MR.WONG'S ex and i keep hong-ing him . DEAREST , don't be such a silly , i don't have time to hong him and we only chatted on fone as friends the first time and then continue by meeting up and blahs blahs blahs . Don't claim something you don't know like you know it . Becas darling , if you really knew what happen , would you still say this ? Or are you just jealous of what i once use to have ? We're over , so why stil bring up the past of like what im hong-ing him ? I don't know if you had said it in the past , but hey hey , everything's over , if you really dislike me so much , why not just tell me right away ? I would be glad to explain everything if you wanna know whatever shit =) . And to the spammer without name who wil tag my blog again and again every week , pls , if you hate me this much , you won't be so free to be in my blog . You won't be so free to even type out my blog and tagg me . Sweetie babe , even if im hong-ing , why are you so angry and frustrated about it ? Does it really concerns you , my dear girl ? My tagg is for my friends or strangers who wanna tagg nice things or any other things , and not like you . So baby , learn not to hate someone or to even talk bad about someone . Your life would be so much happier . Don't go through loads and loads of problems just becas you talked bad about someone then you will learnt your lesson . You will regret in the future when you are older . =)) . SO TO ALL LOVELY PIES WHO LOVE LOVE LOVE TO TALKED ABOUT ME OUTSIDE , WITH YOUR FRIENDS , TAG MY BLOG , BLA BLA BLA , im telling here with no offence , i don't need you guys to say so much of me if you don't love me cas i still have people who love me while you're not . So don't be jealous or er , silly to do this kind of things . Worst thing is tat you don't even put your name or how to contact you , so durhs , wake up all DEAREST . And oh ya , take a punching bag and treat it as me if you really hate me , cas you will feel so much better and i will too . =D . lalas .

i'm sorry i didn't blog for so long so long . i really had no time and yarhs , maybe not in the mood for blogging ? but don't worry , i still rmb taking pics for my blog and friendster =) . of cas i had fun this few days , no matter with qing ai de , or sweetie , i just had my fun . whoosh . meet up with lbd for tat short period of time but hey , we did laugh alot alrights . we was standing at cine with kinda loads of people , then he suddenly go like this looking at me " urhs , don leave me NANA ~ don't leave , i need you " . then i look at him with shock then i entertained him by replying " urhs , im sorry , urhs , let's break . " LOLS . then the whole drama continued in a very stupid way with loads of laughing people around us and with his friends surprised eyes ! LOLS . then in the end , i called him xian xian . that's what he wants wad . hahas . i can't imagine for the whole time , he kept calling me NANA in a very nan ting way . AHHHH ~~ then there's stil this time when we were outside one shop , then he bluffed me he had not alot of cash , then marcus said " where got , u believe him mehs ? he got alot of money de ehs , chickjin ! " LOLS . then with no second thoughts , i bashed lbd up severely ok ! hahas , then he end up sitting in a corner looking at his bruises . lalas . * im evil to him hurhs ? hehheh . * after tat went to meet qingaide and toot toot for kbox . ex ok , its ex ! a person for $33.3o . LOLS . of cas we include buffet , cas if we don't , the price is $31.3o . so which one would you choose ? Haas . sang with pain becas of the money thing and it was very very cold inside indeed . toot toot didn't sing at all , but i know he's rich . LOLS . that ends my day for ytd .

met up with sweetie and lovelypie on fridae . actually our plan was going sentosa . but guess what , when everybody was prepared to go , the rain suddenly came . everyone was like , urhs , bo liaos . siao liaos , mian ki liaos . lols . then lucky we have plan B , we met at bugis instead . then went to shop around to wait for my another both darlings to come . we went to take neos ! muahahahas . soon , lovely pie gotta go to meet her stead , so left me and sweetie and my three darlings . we went to eat and then to chou yan . hehheh . guess who we saw again , lovely pie with her bunch of frens and stead . AHHH , guess wad , her stead and another fren said they went to sentosa with me before with others . then i was like , urhs , who ur stead and fren ? where got ? i never go sentosa with those like bunch of guys de ! then i went to look closer at those two guys , then at the same time , i was thinking and thinking . but i really didn't , so i kept denying . urhs , wrong person lurhs ! those guys just looked like they wouldn't believe they're wrong . IM INNOCENT OKAYS . DON"T PUT ME INTO TROUBLE PLEASE !! =x . then sweetie gotta finish her 6 sticks before meeting her boy , so i patheticly looked at her trying to finish her 6 sticks . the end cant , only 3 were finished . then she started spraying perfume then meet her boy . hurhhur . soon all of us went home too becas it was really boring as its a fridae with no one at town !!!

and oh ya , i saw si dabor and liling , shanling , ah ben , yuwei and bla bla bla alot la at town on sat . xD . tat stupid sidabor saw me and called me sicharbor . tsk tsk . chao bu shuang her lors . lols . then we were like trying to scold each other outside pasta mania . hahas . saw shanling but didn't went to call her cas at first not confirm , only after i turned my head and looked again , er , yes , it was her . so wasted . tsk tsk . anw , KENDRA GIRLFRIEND saw me but she didn't call me !! AHHHHH ~~ she saw me when i tried to * pss pss to shuuana and i accidently * pss pss in front of her friend ! LOLS . then i was like , " er , sorry sorry . hehe " . but i didn't saw her lehs , neither did she call me . tsk tsk . then she was asking me in msn ytd , then i was like ehs , yes , i was wearing blue , why didn't u call me !! hahas . not fair yeahs ? i shall punish her next time . hehheh . went to find zaizai todae and instead san tai zi came down becas gor gor brought * soldiers * in . everyone was surprise la , but in other way , no one understand wad san tai zi was saying . urhs ~~ then zai zai [ kuey bei ] came down le . wheee , this year monkey year de all fan tai sui . so gotta pray pray . waited quite long , so luckily jie jie brought her dog along . so i played with it throughout . xD . after everything , went to mam mam with daddy and then went to find manny and yuan seng at the chalet . so bored la , everybody was cominq down only tmr or at night . urhs , xuete ! hongling dar tua me !! say cominq down todae , but in the end tmr . so everybody's meeting tmr again to go escape for free ! hurhurhur . =) . after around 9 something , i went home , cas it was really boring . xD . chicken's got flu !! and he can't come down !! urhs , wad a disappointement . nvm ~~ xD .

i've not seen u online for days . i've been looking and looking for you . whether im in town or bugis or anywhere , just anywhere , i would always try to keep a lookout for you . maybe even a glance and you're gone , im satisfied . maybe even u just stop there , hugging your gf waiting for the traffic light , i don't mind too . i just want to see you . i've been praying and praying so many times , just to see you , and maybe for the last time . i would then stop craving to see you . they told me i was a foolish girl who had believe your talks and words , and then things went through my mind too . why did i ? why did i believe you ? especially the day when u were keeping something from me , but u said , " don worry , i still love you " . especially the day i met you and ur friends and bugis , and the kiss you gave me before i went . especially the first day you came to my house . especially the day u hugged me to sleep throughout the night . i regret walking away tat day after you said break , i should have hugged you tightly and told you things , i should have held your hand for the last time and then go . why did i walk away without thinking ? why did i cry my way home and then only yelled to myself through the mirror . ? why did i do things before i gonna see u for the last time ? maybe that day , i never thought it was the last time i gonna see you . baby , *cries* , i miss you saying you were mine , i miss you and ur hugs . remember the time i hugged you outside my house before you went for a very very long time ? remember i hugged you outside the neoprint shop ? remember those times i hugged you ? why did you go , without thinking of the past we had ? why are you so cruel and cold ? what happen to the person i knew for the first day , on the fone ? why does it seems like you've only been gone for a day ? if i had only known you were going to be gone tat day , i would have held you in my arms , and i would take my pain away . sometimes i just wished to call you , but i know you won't be there . i'am sorry to blame you for everything that i couldn't do . now i blame myself , for trying to hate you . it feels so hard to say goodbye . would you tell me i was wrong about everything , to tell me it was a nightmare afterall . and now i only pin for one more day , so i could tell you how much i've miss you since you've been away . I've hurt myself , with my own hands and love . Boy , its just one last day , wouldn't you even give it to me ? * cries ## .

let's continue what i last said just now . yesterdae was indeed an unwanted day . had so many things on and was kinda of looking forward to yesterdae too . i thought maybe , maybe i could see you ~ just a fone call and you're sick . another friend took over you instead . the whole movie for me was spoiled , totally screwed up . those people in the whole theatre had the tix for free , including mine . as ethel got many many tix for free . even the 3 tix that was for you was also from ethel . peggy was also catching the movie yarhs . sat at the same alphabet of seats but i didn't even realise . the movie was " HAPPILY EVER AFTER " . about cinderalla , only that the ending is totally different from the story in the story book . she just end up with some other guy instead of the prince and her stepmother , everything was different . after the whole movie , we just walked around lido and i went home first . AWWW , i saw my JAMIE and the other girlfriends of mine . goshed , its been decades since i last saw them . and the sight of Jamie just makes me wanna hug her tight tight lurhs . i rmb the last time i saw her was at VIVO with him . And it was that dae we ended , urhs , stop this topic . reached home with a stupid face and then i slept at 4.15am ytd . yarhs , thats about it .

and oh ya , im sorry . i shopped again . * kicks to me * i just couldn't stand the temptation and its like if i don't buy , i might probably go crazy for the day . like yesterdae at lido , i bought a mascara at ANNA SUI for $4o . i can't imagine what am i doing to my money . i have 3 mascaras already . BOOHOOS . and then for todae , i bought another so called dress for $9o . AHHHHHHHHH .. and then bought mask or so called pimple cream for MANNY , that nan ren . tsk tsk . which cost a bomb in my wallet . eww . yes , i meant ewww .. caught lydia SIEW today , and i bash her up becas it was her birthdae . kelians de darling , she ended up with bruises xD . but i only pinch her 6 times , and i will continue next time . hehhehheh . talked on the fone with lbd ytd , and we were deciding who shall put down the fone first , so guess what retareded thing we did . we played siccors paper stone . dots . dots . then we were suppose to like " SICCORS PAPER STONE , [ then blurt our ans out right away . ] . " i lost in the end . so i put down first . maybe meeting lbd this sundae , ARGHS , looking forward to that dae . its been decades since i last meet lbd . =) .

Afraid , afraid that you won't wanna see me again . I'am scared , scared everything thats about you . I don't wanna know anything , but my ears couldn't stop listening and my eyes just couldn't stop looking around . Where ever i go , Whatever i do , i've been looking and searching for you . Hoping to see you around , to see you beside me , maybe though . I stil can't understand , i didn't know what went wrong still . I'm stil controlling my tears , i am . I'am tsil trying to get on with , life . I just wished everything was a dream , it was just a night mare . i hoped i wished i was blind . You're not that special person to me , anymore .

i diddn't mean to view your profile . i didn't mean to click onto it . i couldn't control my tears no more . my heart just wouldn't let go of what you had caused . i didn't want to know . . i didn't mean to .. what place have u in my heart to treat me like this . why do u have to be like this . why would i have to listen to what my heart tells me to do ? why did i . hadn't u left ? when u left , i've lost a big part of me , is this so hard to believe ? whose gonna take your place ? whose gonna make me happier than what u did ? thanks for acting like you care , thanks for everything that u had once gave sweetie .those talks about the future and everything about you , is gone . to think back of it , i had been so foolish to did what i did . i've been so dumb to believe what u had said . i wouldn't forget the dae u called my name , and a goodbye kiss was given . i would not forget what a shock u had gave me , i wouldn't forget what i thought , i wouldn't forget how happy i was . i wouldn't forget everything . i will not even forget the first time u answered my phone , the first time we talked the whole night , the first time i saw you , the place , the time . i wouldn't even forget the memories u had once gave . thanks for being like that , i've given up hopes that were once i thought would happen . thanks for making me once feel that i would stick with you foreever . thanks for making me once feel everything i wanted . congratulations to you sweetie . congratuations to everything you're having now . may u last with her for long , i hope you wouldn't make the same mistake again . the mistake that you have did twice . the mistake , the way u hurt joanne and me . the mistake you hurt us deep and gave us deep scars . the mistake for not loving us truely . maybe , the next time if i see you on the street , maybe , i would smile to you , fulfil my own wish by having your last hug , and maybe thats the dae , i wouldn't wnat to see you again . and maybe thats the dae that would never ever happen . thank you for making me feel what joanne had once felt . thanks for making me feel so miserable . thanks for giving me hopes once . thanks for making me feel that you love me deeply . thanks for making me cry like a fool , thanks for making me a fool . yes , im childish , yes im too young , maybe she's the best choice for you now . i hope she loves you more than i do , i hope she can make you love her truely . i hope you wouldn't hurt any one , anymore , silly boy . maybe its right avoiding me , maybe its right for you to do everything . and lastly , thanks for turning me into someone mad . maybe maybe , we weren't really meant to be . you didn't bother to even care about me , you didn't bother if i was dead or alive , if you really had , boy , my fone would have rang so much earlier . you didn't even bother , anyting about me ... am i really so worthless to you ? don't i even have a place in ur heart ? am i really such a failure ? am i really such a fool to believe u had once love me ?

and you know , i missed you saying that everything about you were mine . you know everything , don't you ? what a not wanted dae yesterdae was . i was expecting to see you maybe , and i can't imagine i told ethel i just wanted to see you the last time , maybe . arghs , sch's bell ringing . im going to save here and continue later . =) . take cares .

urhs , whatever , my blog can't be updated again . boreds .. whatever . been drinking for an hour or two , abit kinda of ehs , blur blur arhs . so if typo , don't blame me . lols . i also don't think wills anyways . hmmms . er , went to watch GHOST RIDER todae , weets , thumbs up ! cas its a really nice show , 2 hours sitting on the chair , of cas nice lurhs . hahas . then after watch le jiu quite late le , then came back home .. hmmms . tmr will be going to jail for a visit , er , sch bring de lurhs . hmmms . i wonder how wil it be . cannot bring so many things lurhs , wad no metal , and pins all that . * yawns * dunno lurhs . hmmms . then after tat will be catchin a movie with ethel baby . urhs , some kind of cartoon . hahas . after the movie , maybe cominq bcak home ? cas its a whole day thing , im gonna be damn tired . bla bla .. =) . and damn , i suddenly rmb something . i farking regret tat i didn't turn up for my model shots . xuete ! got a call and got scolding lurhs .. but urhs , tat dae wasn't really interested anymore , but now regretting . whatever . but hmmms , gonna find work soon . out of cash . Ang bao $41o now left with $2oo . * clap hands* . gonna get my card soon , whee , then next time i can shua ka liaos . LOLS . take care peeps then . =) .

You're once everything in life , but what's you now ? I know i'am nothing without you , i know i'am nothing ... , but what could i do ? I think i've tried my best , i think i've done everything i could , but i just couldn't get you out of my damn farking head . What's hopes now ? Why am i like giving myself useless hopes ? I'am dumb , i know that . Can i just know why you are avoiding me ? Am i really such a pest in your life ? Or am i really such a bad failure who can't even keep you by side , even as a fren ? You left me with tears and memories , nothing more , nothing more honey , nothing more .... I've asked myself , why am i making myself so miserable because of you , but i just couldn't find the answer . I've been always listening to the songs you sang for times and times again , morning , noon , night , in my dad's car , at home , been leading tears . Had been cleaning those flowing tears for weeks . I rather we had not even had any memories at all ... Have i made the wrong decision ? If i've known earlier that things would turn out like tat [ i know but i didn't know so fast , durhs . no one was thinking things were gonna end this fast too ] , i wouldn't had give all my love to you . Now i can't take it back anymore , there's nothing more i could do ... Maybe i should have really walk off that day ? Maybe , maybe .....

They told me to keep your pictures and songs by side . Just imagine that you are here , always . But the bad thing was , i've threwn the pictures away , the songs weren't in my phone . How do i pretend that you are here ? But hey boy , i promise you , i'll always be here , always here ... I will smile if i see that you're truely happy , i will support wadever things you do . I will let go silently if i know she's more in love with you then i do , i will let go silently if i know you are so much happier with her , i will do anything , anything . . Please , please take good care of yourself , you fall sick easily , very easily , so please , drink more water and don't overwork too much . Don't make yourself too tired , rest more , please , promise me ...

phew , finally ~ finally i can find a way to blog my whole damn .. ARGHS .. but nahs , can blog jiu ke yi le . =) . this few weeks mei you blog dao , my hands are really itchy , bite also no use . =x . haas . well , about what happen past few weeks , i don think i can write them out becas er , it will be too much for me to do . well , only this few weeks , my class mates has always been there for me . no matter how much i ran , how much i cried and yelled , their always not showing back their temper to me =) . they've been here , and i know . =) . thanks ...

you've been gone for that few weeks , and i've not seen u for that few weeks . things been so difficult to go on , but no one realised . i'am stil trying to have you back , i don't want you to go . would that be possible then ? i really really want you , or maybe need you ? but there's something i learn when u were here and after u're gone , i've learnt that , hmms , there's no true frens in my life . i miss you ..

alrights , spoil my mood . anw , cant blog much le . gotta go . stil have to go find zai zai at pasir ris , don prepare now and im gonna be late then get scolding again . so long never see kuey bei le . wonder what he wil say to me again . scolding ma ? hmmms . well , go le go le . =) .

Fulfil my wish for me , will you ? My only wish , my hopes , are all on you . Ni zhen de she de ma ? Don't go , don't fade away from me .....