CHALETS ! PARTIES ! CELEBRATIONS ! weets =D . *

i don't know if this pic is put up cas for now what i see is blank in brown . hahas . but anws , if this pic can be put up , its what taken in the chalet . too bad it was the second day . i wasn't there . hahas . but just put it up to show you guys how much fun i had =D .
waiting for those guys to finish playing their games . was outside HQ , real damn bored and tired .
i've more edited ones . will put it up the next time i update my blog again =D . hmmms .
i think this pic was when i am lyinng on dabudian bahs . forget lerhs . or sticking to the wall . dunno lurhs . ewww . hahas .

this pic quite long lerhs . took at home derhs . hmmms .

same things again , im sorry , its so long since i updated my blog . hahas . im too lazy too update about other things . so i'll start from the fun chalet which was on fridae it started . stupid kevin said got to meet early . what the earlier the better , so i meet him 1.3o . its been so long since i meet someone so damn farkinq early alrights . lols . then was late for awhile . was calling dabudian , but she kept sleeping . then her brother said she said she would call me back . holding on to a 5o.5o% bad mood and good mood , took a taxi went down to find kevin . then went down to PS . idiot him , we went to 7eleven , bought a drink and then went to the arcade after smoking . stupid , play that damn game so long . i wanted to went down to bring dabudian . he keep say soon , finishing , wait for him . lols . and then in the end , his fren came . weets =D . look like wang ren fu arhs . the 5566 derhs . hahas . cute guy , my first impression . so surprise kevin got this kind of fren . oppps , lalas . hahas . then we went down after dunno how long . saw dabudian waiting there . face black dunno like what . hahas , actually hai hao larhs . then after smoking again went to some places under the mrt eat . lols . the food was expensive , but nice . first time trying , btw , kevin's fren name . JODY ONG . its a guy okays . and then he brought us there derhs , then he started to joke with us . our fun started there then . hahas . then after eating , we walked to this place . they play the damn com and we sit there and see . arghs . so bored okays . then finally after playing finish for dunno how long , they went kbox to find other peeps , the birthdae boys . lalas . then we waited outside . then went two of them came out , we went to play pool and then arcade again . damn . den jody was like shouting " BOY ARHS , TIME TO GO HOME LIAO , GO HOME . DON PLAY LERHS " . lols . in the arcade lei !! can u imagine . ~~ lols . then we went back kbox . sing awhile , we all jiu go . at first i thot we're going to make our way down to chalet , how i know they want go play com again . damn . then so tong ku and bu gan yuan de walk back to HQ , then that jody forget he left his IC at the pool counter there . damn , ask me go take . arghs . then ke lian de me and dabudian got to walk back and take . faints . then after that they play for hours , i gotta make my way back home first . but i bluff papa say i going wanjing laopo house stay . oppps . then at first he kpkp . some things happen . then he brought us to wanjing house there . he did suspect that we gonna run out anws . then after that we reached laopo house around 9 something . actually decided just go off like that . but becas of some unmade decisions and thinking . we stay outside her house til 12 something okays ? ! hmmms . then no choice call our lovely taxi uncle come fetch us . again , he fetched us there and gave us extra 1o bucks . we never pay for the taxi fare already okays ? ! so gan ji him larhs . hmms . anws , can feel he very teng me . hmmms . i'll repay u derhs ! =D . then suey suey fone low batt , laopo fone spoil . then use uncle fone call winnie before leaving the taxi . then kevin and jody came out to bring us . hmmms . so funny larhs . i pay to go in , dabudian no need ! idiot . lols . then went to the chalet , guess who i saw !!! JEREMY . my cresent here de jeremy . oh my tian . lols larhs . what a small small world . winnie already a surprise for me , and then came jeremy larhs . lols . then after that we talk and play , smoke . then around 2 something made our way down to red house . after the climbing over the gate and praying , we went walking . so kong bu larhs . then came out , then was deciding whether to go to OCH , but didn't in the end . then went back chalet . when walking back so cute larhs , we had group singing . lols . so loud larhs . so pai seh , got people looking lei ! but i like it larhs ! =D . then reach lerhs , we sit downstairs there talk . after awhile , everybody went up to bath and talk . gathering time again . lols . then after that i and dabudian went down ourselves to talk . then suddenly jeremy came out to ask us go up , i say don wan , if wan , he come down smoke and talk . then he came down . after that jody came down too . then david , kevin and one guy came down . i know that guy's name . but me and dabudian mix up the name . so i don wan anyhow say . lols . anws , he's the most cute among them . then we at there sing song again . so loud larhs . then talking . so fun okays . then after that jody went up to take drinks for us , weets =D . then after that around dunno what time , forget . i , dabudian and jeremy go do the fitness thing . lols . so funny larhs . then dabudian at there dance and sing the dunno what bear song . lols . then after that they ask us go back that time , we went back . after awhile , i jiu lie on bed and sleep lerhs . in between got wake up awhile but then sleep back . in the end , woke up at 11 something . saw papa calling my fone , oh my tian . knew something gonna happen . arghs . then listen . oh my tian . stil can recall how jing zhang i was . soon after that , he say he coming to bring me . then we at there plan say later he come up how . lol . then alot of funny things larhs . from how jing zhang and scared i was , let them make til not jing zhang not scared lerhs . called chinyi , thot meet her ahwhile , bring her go know them . how i know when meet her outside CHEERS , saw papa walking here . then one guy , our friend when to talk to him . went to explain . lols . then after that papa bring us back home still . sians . then in the car , niam abit . then me and dabudian jiu sleep liao . hmmms . but the fun i had during the night , no one could understand . for the fun i had in the night , i don mind sacrificing myself to get scoding and everything . i know papa's softhearted , in the end he will stil let me go out derhs . then after tat came home . jiu sleep lerhs . abit gek xim that i cant go for the BBQ , but nvm . weets . this is it . till now , stil got contact jody and kevin larhs . i not so bo xim derhs . then planning to open one chalet in late december's maybe . but dunno larhs . hahas . see first bahs . thats all . ytd means sunday , stayed at home whole day . slept whole day . bored . have not seen stanley for days , i miss you !! ewww . okays . i got to go and sleep ! if not i will become a panda =D . im already half of it . lols . nights !! should be morning bahs , cas currently is 8.3oam . lols . BYE !! .

darlinq ger ` HELP ME ! OPEN MY LOCK SOMEONE ! OH MY TIAN . ITS REALLY TONG KU THAT I CANT GO OUT AT NIGHT ! QUICK , SOMEONE . THINK OF HOW TO OPEN A LOCK WITHOUT A KEY AND NO SOUNDS ALLOW !! i will love that whoever that can successfully open my lock man . lols . and oh yarhs , why do people nowadays like to call me baby , and baby girl oh ? faints . nvm , im open to names anws . weets =D . loves . hmmms .

o911o6 . 3.15 am =D . loves boy .

I WAS AT SENTOSA OKAYS ?! BUT I DUNNO WHY SOME PEEPS THINK SO MUCH HUHS . LOLS . nvm ~~ i knoe myself can liao . lalas .
see xin . body so long , trying to act again . idiot .
outside queensway waiting for stanley oh . hehes .
CHNG TIAN LONG cum VIONNA CHAN YI CHING . weets =D .
loved .
loved .
loved .
loved .
loved .
never to be seperated darling .
bla and bla . weets =D outside cine .

was talking on fone to my stanley . weets =D . blurp blurp .

whakakas . so long never blog lerhs . weets =D . ewww . alot of things happen nawh . some unhappy moments and some lovely happy moments . i love hugging people u know i realise . next time u peeps see me must hug me oh . hahas . dunno how to explain this few days happen de things arhs . all so confuse . nvm . if anything happens , don worry , i will write on my blog derhs . but now stil not confirm and things never happen , i wun write derhs . to prevent my min yu become bad . lols . anws , hmmms . let bygones be bygones . hmmms . =) .

to all peeps , treasure the one by ur side now , before u lose them and start to regret . enjoy the times with them . don't ANYHOW do things , think OF ur future . =) .

darlinq ger ` will not be updating . so next time zai update . hmmms . hehes . this few days wil be having alot of chalets . so message me if anything oh . i wun be at home only at night =D . 93878581 . " things i did the wrong way , went the wrong way , im sorry . to those peeps who're very disappointed in me , im really sorry . "

bored thats all . hahas . nvm ~ snice i so long didn't blogged lerhs . =D . hmmms . *

loved us , pamper us , tolerate us . we are who we are =) .

my cheers to clementi . lalas . *

just finished my talk to laobudian on the fone . lols . so cute larhs . we both talk like gu dai ren on the fone . then he very tired , so let him go sleep . hehes . see , i so good . because guess what's the time now ? 7.o2am . weets =D . dunno why cant sleep . but maybe after this . then im going to rest . hahas . wonder how wil tmr be nehs . tmr laobudian fren's b'dae at sentosa , if i can wake up , xin nerhs ? then at night is ehs . stanley derhs . invited to the steam boat . hmmms . dabudian , tmr going to meet laobudian jiu shi kao ni lerhs ! make sure i call u pls wake up hors . ewww . i miss laobudian larhs . tsk tsk . cannot ~~~ ewwww .

was viewing all my pics just now . was smiling to myself . pics can really keep memories . dunno what i gonna do if i lose them . they're so deary to me larhs . hmmms . saw those pics taken with ping beloved . missed him . those pics with frens . those past . i can only =) to it now .. nothing can turn back those times again .

darlinq ger ` so what i put a password for my blog . i stil can't write the things i want , the pics i wanna put it up . and at times , im wondering why am i opening my blog for . i said im not gonna care what others think , but i cant do it always . what if i really put those pics up ? what if i really say those things out ? i lost my freedom in reality , am i losing the right to write things and put up things in my blog too ? what the hell .. .. why do i stil have to care for others ?! but have anyone of them think for me . maybe what she said was right , i should go harder on things .

missing many peeps . i'am always STILL making the wrong decisions which are leading me to depressed feelings i once got . *

sentosa !! call me if anyone going alrights . lalas .
done by LOO CHINYI alrights . okays okays , i'am gan dong . hahas . but xiang dao she forgot me during halloween jiu shang xin . arghs ~~ ..
ehs . FABIAN cum DABUDIAN cum XIAOBUDIAN . lalas . stupid day actually . lols .
hi hi . no sun . but i still wear my sunglasses . hahas . if not i will look like a siao char bo without them . lols .

sun-tanning , i mean . =D .

so long never update blog lerhs , no body come and disturb me ask me update also . ahahas . so i just leave it lors . no larhs , kidding . lalas . i got come update , only because com spoil . hmmms . then cant . all failed . so i gave up . and i don't have the time in the afternoon too . lalas . so how's you peep nowadays . ? i lost some of ur blogs , so wun u peeps mind taggin me again ur blog ? hahas .then i'll link this time . lols . anw , can't really rmb what happen these few days . so i'll just say about todae and other next few days then i'll go alrights ? cos im getting tired lerhs !! lalas .

hubby came my house todae to pack my room , house . wash and clean everything . throw away things that don't belong to my room anymore . lols . so funny alrights . but it somehow spoil my mood when he started packing . because dabudian started using com and i just came out from bathing . then when i opened my door , my room was in a farking mess . he throw things that HE THINKS IT DOSEN'T BELONGS TO MY ROOM to another side . and then when finish packing , the rubbish side looked like a hill alrights . he's been wanting to pack my room so much since the day he came my house alrights . he can't tahan the mess and everything . lols . i realise i've actually many things to throw away u know . and from dunno how many bags , i'am left with only 3 now . arghs ~~ . nvm nvm ~ but my room looks really nice and clean now . anw , he mop and vacum my whole house too . lols . he say's if he marry me , he'll be the one doing the house work he thinks . lols . and i said , yarhs , then i'll be the one going out shopping . muahahas . dad was satisfied with his cleaning , hahas . because u know why , " HE CLEANED DAD'S ROOM TOO ! " . then cook mian mian give him mam mam . lalas . after that around 11 something , he went home with dabudian lerhs . weets =D .

gonna get out to somewhere tmr , but i dunno where . everyday facing hubby , i'am getting bored . lalas . oppps . i still prefer to have my freedom , he controls too much . somehow at times , don't like the feeling being with him . then i always asked myself , did i accept him just because to qi those peeps who HAVE GIRLFRIENDS BUT YET LOVING ME STILL ?! i dunno . because i've currently receive 3 " niam-ings" from the 3 guys . but i don't care anws , my revenge maybe . hmmms . was suppose to meet rain and those friendster peeps [ she said that ] tmr . but since she say sunday meet , got joyce . then i rather meet sundae . lalas . but if im down at town tmr , and they're there , might be going to find her awhile . weets =D . sundae was suppose to go out with his parents but i cancelled , opps , sorry . cause i didn't want to go too , and luckily rain called to go out . thats why i went . hmmms . nvm ~ whatever . lalas . thats my tmr and sunday . im missing my night life , and i die also must find ways to go out , i don't care . so if i get back my " FREEDOM " at night , will call some of u peeps out alrights . muahahas . =D . take care . !

since i've receive so many complains about you . and worst , nowadays showing ur true character lerhs , i really wanna leave . nicer to be single . its been a long time since someone controlled me . so what u're tiong xim like what u said ? but i still can't trust u . maybe we were meant to be friends only . i got loads of comments from others , especially my close one and i don like it . i don't like it when they give so many comments . they just cant think of how i feel . and maybe because of these reasons , i really wanna leave . i know im not ur type , and u're not mine too . maybe its true i accepted u because to spike them and because of your lovely sweet talks . the way u worry when i don't listen to your calls and reply ur messages , make my heart melts . u would worry so much so much so much . but sometimes , i really don't wish to answer ur calls . thanks for those great time u gave since 2810o6 . but i know i tai guo teng ni , chong ni . i know i have to leave asap . if not if these continues , i know i would lose my friends , my close ones . i'am so sorry if im gonna make you go crazy , make you grieve . but u have to understand my situation like i told u from the beginning . pls take good care of yourself , you're really a good guy , but not for me . =) . i hope my friends understand why i'am doing these , i hope u guys know what's happening .

i miss lydia that bunch , laobudian that bunch , jiaojiao that bunch , xiaozhi that buch and many many more peeps hmmms . imiss those night life i have with you guys alrights . the drinking and fun we have . those stupid talks , those smoking sessions . really missed . to all my night life friends , pls don go mia just because im not coming out late at night anymore . call me anytime , if i can be there , i will . and would someone pls find a specialist in lockers . help me find a way to open my locker quietly . help me find the key to it . my dad only changes the locker in the night so i can't get out . pls pls pls .. sobs . i miss those nights i sleep only in the morning and only come awake in the evening . and then out again at night . adrian , its been 2 weeks u've been gone , how have u been ? may i know ? its only now , i realise , its only u who came up in my mind now and then . not him , not her , not them , i swear . misses . telling myself to give up , everything was my fault , and thats all i know .

darlinq ger ` those times i've cried , who camed ? who came to understand ? i'am still standing alone at times , thinkin my own ways . although my dabudian's here , some things , some decisions , are still mine . one decision made wrong . everything goes down to drain . don't wanna lose those busy times , i promise myself , no matter what , i have to find ways to get back my freedom , my busy life , fun life and my NIGHT LIFE . hmmms =) . *

headache .

My dear brother , i've known you for years , but i've never seen u like this before . im crying for her while she's sleeping , after what you said again . yes , its her fault three times , but she's knows now , and u're not caring anymore . if i were her , i would have early given up on u and find someone so much better than you . too bad , her taste is so high , she's doesn't even wan any one , but you . even if there's someone so much better than u in front of her , waiting for her , she won't want , but only you . always at times , i really wanna slap the hell out of her to wake her up , but i know how she feels , and i don't slap . i tried telling her all kinds of ways , to get you back but there was this last thing i always try to keep it from her , i never asked her to talk to yuo herself , open herself to you . i thought you were like other guys , more understanding even , and maybe , would be giving more chances . a year has pass , but everything changed . too bad for her , maybe . too late for her too , maybe . like what you said , if i were really her best friend , i wouldn't clear up things for her , i would not want to pamper and protect her anymore , let her grow up . okays , i will . i will let her clear up her own mess with you . i will let her start anew herself maybe . i will not let her cry over for you again . no more words from you , no more , cause if you can hurt me , you will hurt her more . don't tag her blog anymore , don't , because this time , she will know , you're actually tagging only because you have nothing to do . let it be , let it be , i hope she learns her lesson , i hope she learns not to put her confidence and TASTE so high anymore , i hope she would let bygones be bygones . i wish her luck , i wish you too . yes , you take good care of youself too . don't worry , i'll be able to take good care of myself , yes i will .


this few days really happen alot of things hmms . but i realise something , i lose my night life , i lost my friends too . maybe not lost them , maybe they're still here , but i just can't feel them like i use too anymore . i will , get back my night life asap ! i will ! i will not want myself to lose any more friends like i use to last time . no more last time .


darlinq ger ` i took a risk to accept you , i thot maybe only a week , and i'll let you go . but i never thought you would be so sweet , caring and loving . i never thought i would have fell for you . i don need you to be the perfect guy , im not chiwen , not xin hui . i don need high taste , i don't believe in this kind of nonsense . and im glad i didn't believe =) , if not i wouldn't have found you . baby , its you i've been finding for . i realise . everything you do , everything you say , everything ..... its all i want . thank you for trying to bright up my day everyday . thank you . you tolerate my mood swings , my shoutings , my yelling , my bad moods , yet u did nothing but try to make me smiles . even if you were in a really bad mood , you didn't do anything but smile =) . thanks . loved =) . you really dont have to be perfect baby , you don't have those perfect look , but for me , you're perfect enough to be my loving baby . smoochies .

falling in love with my life . everything would always come to a end , no matter how tight u hold it or no matter how hard u try to avoid it . =) .

hmmms . can't sleep . so decide to blog about todae abit .
went to jp around 5 something 6 , i mean reached there . and then was so afraid that i might see them .
because im hangin around with their enemy . jurong sai and boon lay pht .
oh my damn god . call yuan jian " hubbie " [ lols ] , and then the end got scoldinq .
poor thing ehs me . cos hang with the wrong people ! .
then after that went to a bbq at the canal there . jurong west .
took a bus there , quite long distance . oh my tian .
then was talkinq with some of the frens . i mean , sorry , i forgot to say who i hang out with .
BENJAMIN . arghs ~ .
then after that walk to the stupidd bbq pit .
then talk talk talk , den i was tellinq dabudian that we two like vase .
lols . let people come appreciate and see , take photos .
lols . den keep tio suan about ytd de thingi . went to the pub bo half an hour must go home .
then no choice gotta diam diam .
told ben i don wan sit with them lerhs , say i don like the peeps there .
but actually i was sayin about the girls .
so i went to another side , but not far , only few steps to the seat there to sit with dabudian .
then most of the guys came to pei us talk and joke .
then when was takin fotos with them , suddenly got 4 girls came and look .
then walk pass say " er xin larhs , cb , knn . " [ all kinds of shit also say ].
den i was like tellinq myself " ren ! ren ! must tolerate , this friends just know ! must bao chi xin xiang " . lols .
kept tellinq myself they jealous those guys come to us instead of them .
then got one guy very chong dong . go there scold them .
then jiu alot of guys come ask lerhs , den all go scold them .
muahahas . in the end " VIONNA CHAN AND NG XIN HUI STIL WIN !"
lalas . den heard from ben after we go , they go find one guy pprob .
their own fren !!!! oh my tian larhs . they find those kind of xiaodidi .
and i wonder why they don wan find those peeps that scold them lors ?!
ewww , but i don't care .
then i was like tellin xin , imagine we're with shaowei .
do you think anyone dare to kaobei us ??
lols . nvm if you peeps don get my meanin .
i and dabudian know can lerhs . i wun forget that day at coffeeshop .
hahas . cute larhs them .
anws , i 9.15 jiu go lerhs . because in between my yuan jian got come find me marhs .
den we go together nors . hmms . he walk home cause very near .
thats all larhs . thats my night .
just finish talkinq on fone with dabudian and ben . =D .

arghs ~~ my old friend .
tackey ! saw him online and i dared to ask him who was he .
lols . got a little niaming from him . hahas . shhhh .
then got to know a little more friends todae .
yups =D . love my life .
no more probs like last time .
no more what shit thingi , im free now =) .
yup =D . oh ya , show you something below . different colour means different person .
LIM TIAN SHUI"S NICK :
why does everyone starts to treasure something only when they've lost it .
CHAN YI CHING"S REPLY STRAIGHT ON A CHAT LOG :
because no one knows how important the thing or person is , until they're not by side . only the one who truely once lose everything all of a sudden in one time , knows how to treasure deeply .
LIM TIAN SHUI"S REPLY TO CHAN YI CHING :
wa , aiseh arhs , professor chan . lols .
CHAN YI CHING WAS THINKIN :
" damn , i don't even know that my brother is turning so ah gua . how can he say ai seh in such a way that make me thinks he's so ah gua ?! and how can he so look down on me . ? ! roar .

hahas , cute rights ? stupid chat log anws .
to someone arhs : please learn to treasure . remember the mistakes u've made last time , so blame who now ? take care =D . see u this fridae . lalas . hahas . anws , contact me soon , wanna ask u something stupid . lols . quick hors . hahas .
okays . endinq here . gonna rest man .
my head is droppin . this few nights never go out is for me and dabudian to rest . so better rest and bu chong out sleepless nights .
hahas . byes !

darlinq ger ` maybe its right that u have to go . maybe in my love life , i might be happier . even with friends . at least i have my freedom . u have no right to scold me now , cause im alone . =) . let it go , girl . i'am telling myself . its time to let go and start anew . very soon maybe =D . * because no one was born to learn how to treasure and cherish , no one , my reason , my logic . every one in world makes a mistake no matter how perfect they are , so why not accept everyone for who they are ? *

tortured but im willing to let it be .

lalalas . lalalalas . i just love this shirt of mine larhs . nice . whee . you know what im coverinq ? my damn pimple . so big . lols . hai me this few days wan take pics also difficult . and my poor lovely friends gotta suffer with me takinq so many pics . lols .

wheeee , iloved you . lols . nice hands. each hands with scars on it . lols .

so long never update blog lerhs . cos nowadays really tired . just love my thief nightlife . lols . went to xiaoshan's ger chalet that night . so fun . . got to know those peeps . one of the guy stil piggy back me . lols . so oh my tian larhs . hahas . he kana wan fall down don wan fall down like that . lols . anw , memorable day . really fun . took alot of pics larhs . so funny . hahas . they haven send me . send lerhs i wil upload it up derhs .

then the day he left me , i was outside with dabudian and laobudian . and laobudian's friends . we went drinkinq and ktv . wheee . shoo nice . got bikes and sports car . lalas . den i and xin sit the sports car arhs , hahas . den got another sports car , but we dunno the guy inside derhs . den suddenly they racing nehs . oh my tian . shooo kong bu . then the guy so good , race finish lerhs stil wind down the window say good . whakakas . exciting . then around 6 something like that i and dabudian go meet syl , tianlong and syl de cousin . so funny larhs . anw , when he left , they bright up my day . i'am just shock when you said you wanted to go . =) .

wheeee . den ytd benjamin de friends come fetch me and dabudian . bikes oh . woots =D . also very fast . xin sit until sho funny . lols . but i wear the bike the what hors , really funny larhs . lols . then go boat quay there. aiyo . ytd very suey larhs . alot of things happen . hahas . the end also never drink dao . can't imagine ben say " so sad , my laopo come lerhs den must go lerhs . " lols . drunk lerhs larhs him . * BISH* . den he ask me and dabu dian later go one bbq . he siao lerhs . dots . that day ask me dunno go where , i never go . den that school day ask me go escape theme park . i alsho never go . ytd ask me go drinkinq , go lerhs tio catch , must come home . toade ask me go bbq . oh my tian . lols . and yarhs , he got one fren look like " L " arhs . got watch death note , the guy ' LIGHT ' . hahas . shuai shuai ke ai ke ai . lalas .

decide to continue with my this busy and lovely life . hahas . even if things happen now and then , but whenever tell myself this is life , everything would be over very soon lerhs . now just made up with some of my enemies , cant imagine from enemies so many years can become friends =D , nvm , really in love with my life jiu shi lerhs . hahas . hen man yi =D . wheees .

die die die , never call xiaozhi ytd , somemore dare dare go out drink . ohmy tian . nvm nvm ~ lols . ehs , u all got see my baobeix laogong , xiaolaogong and gan laogong before marhs ? haha . i got kop their pics put . lols . not flirt arhs , just follow lydia HO ! so many laogongs and baobeis . lols . she more than me hors . hahs . but just playin larhs . so peeps , don't take it so serious . lols . TAKE CARE .

darlinq ger ` can't bear to let my eyes , look at those sweet , romantic , nice couples on the streets . don't wanna hurt my eyes , just to see them .

CHAN ZHI XIAN , LIM TIAN SHUI , NG XIN HUI , VIONNA CHAN YI CHING . LOLS ! the bu dian's family ! muahahas .

lols . i stil have quite a number of pics taken there but not yet updated . cos currently now 1.o5 am and im goin out soon . so put this few up first . hahas . cute right . and i use it to hit my dabudian's head . lols . its painful hors ! wanna try ? ! muahahahas .
i still thinks i look like feng fei fei nehs . hahas . style hors ? muahahas .
i look like from ge tai come back hors . lols . style hors ? but very itchy arhs . hahas .
SPIDER ~~ .. roar . shoo kong bu ~~ muahahas . bite u bite u ..
sorry arhs ~ depression too much . lols. ..
nice fountain behind . but do u realise u can only see her shirt and her shoes ? lols . shhhh . bleahs .
at least u can see me rights ? lols .
iloveyou !

she's too happy larhs . no choice , im here what . lols . lalas .

muahahas . todae never go sch again . muahahas . treat it as a holidae lerhs . hahas . last week promise joyce and roy meet todae oh . go kbox , muahahas . den in the morninq , dabudian come . den she play com i sleep . after that i wake up she play com . hahas . den wake her up . after that prepare lerhs go safra awhile , do things . den go tiong press money . muahahas .xin tong lei . damn . nvm ~ den jiu sit taxi go down suntec meet them lerhs . den go kbox . hehes . reach there jiu like siao siao like that arhs .dunno why todae quite high ! muahahas . den sing alot songs oh . after that finish lerhs jiu must go home lerhs . den papa fetch dabudian and joyce go home . hehes . den i and papa come home nors . sobs larhs . my ciggs finish lerhs . how how ? i now stil goinq chalet lerhs nehs . damn . nvm nvm~ they have . lols . bye . goinq lerhs . late lerhs .muahahas .

darlinq ger ` i love life . but maybe its becos u're around =D . smuacks baby darlinq =) . my budian family is the best lerhs . hehes .

xiaobudian ("v") dabudian & laobudian ! lalas .

finally the last pic man . lols . stupid man . its difficult for me to upload so many . i still have damn loads of pics not yet upload larhs . slowly wait okays ? hahas .
me and joey . my class de stupid innocent bitch . lols .
no choice . i forced her to take two pics with me , if not i'll put up her ugly pics ! lols .
i looked like i have dyed my hair man , weets =D . im waitng for the day when sch ends and holidays comes . ~ lalas .
me and roy ! knew him for quite long larhs , and damn , this is the fisrt pic we took together ! lols .
yeah !! finally i got this shirt lerhs ! fell in love with it when i saw it right away . that day reserve it , todae went to buy ! whee .. nice nice !
my mum's sunglasses . i stole it , lols . no larhs . she gave it to me . hahas . nice rights . dunno larhs , but i love it . lalas .
look so cartoon , don't i ? cute okays ?! lols .

damn it . they said i look like a guinea pig in this pic larhs . damn . but nvm ~ guinea pig is cute ! muahahahas .

oh my tian ~ have not been updatinq my blog for so long larhs . im really lazy larhs , no time , tired , busy . lols . den since i cant sleep but tired todae , now , so i update my blog . start with todae . cos i really forget about past few days . lols . shhh ..

todae , ? late for sch , lols . around 8 something 9 something den go sch . papa fetch me there marhs , so waited for my da bu dian outside sch . den wen she came , papa fetch us in . then see mr.wong not there , we ran in . lols . then hide in the toilet for dunno how long til recess den go back class . was deciding whether to stay or go back toilet . den decide to stay . lalas . see , im so guai ~ lalas . den miss chan didn't came todae . so nian ah lek took over , den he told us he gonna be our next year form teacher . damn it . so suey . den he say say say . after that slept in class till finish sch , tiff woke me up larhs . haas . den went to eat long john with mei , tiff and da bu dian . so funny . lols . den waited for marcus darlinq awhile , pass tiff something . me , da bu dian and mei jiu come back my house . they waited for me to change den papa brought mei to queenstown sec to meet her fren . den i pei mei awhile jiu went down to jurong pass baobeix his jacket den went to fareast take my SHIRT . whee ~ . den went to VIVO city . whao , it was big lrahs . den i and da bu dian went to toy-r-s . den we took loads of photos again . lalas . den went home . hahas . poh meng kor workinq at there arhs , den go find him chou yan talk talk. then that day just heard them say kor being kick out of cresent . den i go ask xiaozhi they all . den damn it , todae kor den tell me say is bluff de . fark fark fakr . he so long never go down never get scoldin . i so long never go down i get scolding . damn damn damn . not scoldin larhs . some kind of niaming . lols . thats all for todae . really don have the mood to blog . =) .

VIVO city is nice . next time i wil find time to jio all of you there . especially at night , its romantic. weets =D . and the shoppinq centre is real big . its connected to habour front shoppin centre . damn . u can take whole day to shop there . trust me man , you wil get lost there if u're alone or something . its so spacious that u will be giddy larhs . the food there is damn ex . went to eat kuey chap and those things with it , it cost $9 for two person . den order two milo DINO . cost $5 for two . damn . a meal for $15 . but it was quite alrights larhs . long long one time . hahas . VIVO city's like mix shoppinq centres , like marina mix with bugis mix with paragon . hahas . fun larhs . but don't think there's a arcade there cos i cant see one . if there's one there , weets =D gonna be fun man . sure got loads of youngsters . hahas . den todae me and my da bu dian den realise yuan lai actualy singapore got quite a number of shuai ges . cos we saw a few todae . lols . den lookinq at those couples , we really oh my tian . fat and thin . worst , female fat , guy slim . what the hell , what's happeninq to the world ? but nvm , they're really lovin =) . smoochies to them ! whee .. thats all i can describe about VIVO city . if im goinq again tmr , i will tell more about it alrighst =) . hahahahahas .

whee .. my someone , rmb that someone i wrote on my previous previous blog . ? okays , i shouldn't say mine . is someone . lols . okays , that someone say wanna buy me that press water derhs . action city got sell that one , something to do with the penguin derhs . weets =D . someone say gonna buy for me just for the sake of wanting me to drink more water . lalas . cos someone knows im always lazy to go out take water . lols . so buy that and put in my room ! muahhahas . love yarhs larhs . tsk tsk , i know ni zui teng jiu shi wo lerhs . muacks ! lalas . oh ya , u people might be thinking whose da bu dian rights ? she's my chocolate larhs . hahas . da bu dian her chinese name , xiao bu dian mine . ahahas . we just got a new member , laobudian ! lalas . cute rights ? vanilla xiao bu dian , chocolate da bu dian and STRAWBERRY LAO BU DIAN ! lols . cute rights ? lols . anw , stay tune to my next blog . im goinq ~ bye ~~ lols .

darlinq ger ` u came back , i was surprised . i was surprised that to you we wasn't over . but somehow i was quite glad with what you mistaken . cos i can have you back . but what about baobeix , i just wanna thank him for being there . he cared more than u , loved me more than u , teng me more than u , understand me more than u . but somethinq's wrong with my heart , im just lovin u all the way . i wonder why somehow . but let me continue with what i am now . since u're here once again , never gonna let you go , unless i really cant take it anymore boy . smoochies . =D . hmmms .

gettinq out of hands .

outside long john . hmmms . was zilianing with idiot den decided to take one on my own . whakakas .
this my idiot with his two new frens . lols . but thinks he's more in love with the one he's kissinq , named the elephant . muahahas . .

lols . alrights . marcus and weiliang . two cute guys indeed . nice knowinq them . muahahas . anyway , i think its their name larhs . lols . think so nia . lalas .

[ brb , waiting for my nails to dry . lols . ] okays . back . although my nails are not yet dry but ~ aiya . odn care . anw , im just here to put pics . wil update tonight if im free . nahs , im just busy cum not in the mood to update my blog thats all . =D .

darlinq ` my world .

i remembered how i broke down and got up to start anew . now i just have to start everything over again .

oppx =X . taken by , photographer : ng xin hui .
emmm ? ahahas . lovinq u .

taken quite long ago at tiong . hmmms .

i was right , my prediction was right . if you go , everything's gone too . loads of probs cominq up and everythinq's in a mess . tmr early in the morning straight , gotta some probs with that bitch . and is her , herself say that she wanna come out talk but in sch . we say after sch but she say she gotta rush home . loads of nonsense . xin hui parents came around 12.15 knocking on my door ! and i was sleepinq not sure about her . but she came on bed to tell me . and i just woke up . and then i asked her go open . den really her parents . den she came in the room to pack . dunno for what hell the father came tryinq to destroy my gate . den my father woke up den i blur blur de walk to my father's room sayin its her parents . den he went out i stayed in his room . den the father started shoutinq and yellinq . den i feel so dots . wonderinq if to go out , if i go out , will things get worst . den dunno what happen outside , she went . i wonder how is she doinq now . confirm got cry . and then baobeix kana lost in the woods . take me like invisible , no need contact me . and everything's like crushinq up .. i lost all my contacts and im going crazy now . i can't live without them . and boy , this is because u're gone . and everything i said was right . its cominq to an end . but real thanks to some guys who has been tryinq to bright my days up .. hmmms . =) . and benTOH . u this stupid pai kia , don copy me this guai kia okays . roar u . haas . hmmms . anw , im just tryinq to start my new life . but i have two choices , one : go back to him , find chances . two : start new life . can someone tell me to choose somethinq . and everything's just over for me now .. let me settle with that bitch first den i'll try to make my decision .

and i know if i just have this mental breakdown again , my friends wil just go crazy . i have two person around me breakinq down so soon . and if i ever do , no one could help . i just wanna u guys know im feelinq dead now . hao bu rong yi chong xin kai shi , and im droppinq down again . i wun forget how i get up and start anew with no one by side . the feelinqs sux . and when everybody tells you they wil be there , all lies . and i know the feelinq , i just don wanna have it again .

darlinq ger ` i would rather choose to die , perish then to live on ..