i miss you.

On my way to meet my loves :D
As soon as we started our very very late dinner:DYum yum.

Not a full group picture,some went home,some not there.
When i say,"ok,2nd picture,all act cute",then i got scolding-.-but the bloody thing is,in the end,everybody still act one cute right?!:D
Some really very random shots of them playing.
Now,don't focus on who the guys are gonna carry,focus on Rachel's funny face:D



Still bloody playing,non-stop.



We girls asked them to sit very feminine[pss,is this how i spell the word=x,lols],so this is what some of them did.Hahahahahas!



Look at my beloved girlfriend's fighting action.Nice?





OTWO(:



They just did the couple thingi,and outcast me-.-lols.





Friday was a nice day:D As a week before,asked weisheng to plan a outing,an outing to have Chong Pang Steamboat @ boonkeng.Hahahas!So they planned it on friday:D wheees.We were suppose to meet at 7,yet in the end,deepak,randy,ken and me had to wait for them.-.-And so,we went to open the table first,after they came,left xinhui and qihui,the forever late sisters:D.So we started eating,then after they came,we all played and played.Drink and drink,till a number of us were having ang bao faces.Some left after sometime,so we started slacking there till we were left with around 11 or 12 people?
So then,some of us decided to go catch a movie.Around 10 or 11 plus,we went down to cine,while again,some of them left for home,leaving us with 8 people,including me.The show was at 1.50am,we can't get the tickets downstairs,so we went up stairs,yet in the end,there were no more seats.Bloody hell.Then we decided to go to OTWO.Judy and her gf left,leaving the 6 of us.LOLS.Took a cab there then meet darryn:).Drink and drink,play play and play,then went home,drunk,but still trying to act strong.lols.But as soon as me and darryn:) reached home,BOMB,we fell asleep.
And good girl me didn't went clubbing on sat,stayed home whole day:DGosh,i seriously miss clubbing with my girls ): Very soon,i know!


As for sunday,woke up around 12,went to prepare.Then went out with dad,aunt,and darryn:) to have our feet massage.Wheees.Then we went to have lunch at geylang side,the thailand food's really delicious.Very very very delicious.Still craving for it now.Hehheh,went for our movie at balestier soon after our lunch.But bloody hell,can't get in for the NC16 show.Such a down-graded cinema also cannot._|_ So we went to a high class cinema at Cathay Cineplex and i got in a M18 show -.- Shit ass right?!Watched Rambo 4,nice show,rated 8/10.Very disgusting,violent,but i like=x.lols.Then dad fetched aunt home,then fetched us home,currently darryn's :) sleeping,while i'm updating my blog :D I don't feel tired-.-But i gotta force myself to sleep soon,sch's tmr ): School AGAIN.


I use to thought my classmates and schoolmates were nothing.I use to dislike them for who they are.Every single one.But as time passes,and now i realise they're then the important ones for the 4 or 5 years in my secondary school life.I remember a period of time they lost faith in me,and as i'm trying to win back what i lost about them,nobody cared.Friday night was a very warming one.I hope it has pull the bond between us back.I always get jealous when they had outings without me,will there be another one without me?Or friday was a new start for all of us?I'm trying to gain back the trust among all of you,do i stand a chance?


emotional moment,
never shed a tear for you again.

婚礼 (New)

词曲: 蓝智峰

（女）那教堂钟声太微弱 却敲痛心中的伤口
台上庄严典礼 纪念我输得彻底

（男）他揭开你面纱时候 一枚戒指将你紧扣
掌声将我吞没

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（女）面带笑容和你握手
（男） 祝福你们的生活
（合）怎却 那泪莫名地流

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（男）你洁白的婚礼 你多么的美丽 台下我的独角戏
（女）走进院子里 昨天的回忆
（合）如今随着花儿慢慢凋零
（男）你庄严的婚礼
（女）我演出的悲剧
（合）最后唯一的结局
（女）教堂的钟声 梦已破碎
（合）祝福声中听叶儿随风飞

nice song(: meaningful.

This pictures are all taken at australlia,there's more but then i'm not gonna upload it :D Don't let you see.

Cousins (:






My relative's house(:



This was when i just got off the airplane,in my cousin's car,so we open the window,and the wind was like blowing and blowing.
Still blowing & blowing...
ok la,i accidently deleted the end of the picture,of what the wind did to me in the end.lols.upload it up later.Hahahahahas!


For the HongKong pictures,wait,wait patiently.Too much for me to upload.Slowly ok.But for the ones at australlia,no more.This is all,there's nothing much for you to see. :D

ok ): in mind,i really don't know what to update . Why not some of you just tell me what should i update about?Because i don't update frequently already,so you won't get to catch up with my everyday life :D.then i'm quite happy with life,sometimes only.So,what should i update about ): ? Anw,i'm having a really bad mood now,due to my menses.Fuck up_|_.So i just feel like killing everyone.Feel so uncomfortable la,don't know why.lols.I need to scream,shout,yell. ): I just don't feel good,boohoos.i'm sweating hot,coughing here and there.What the hell ): i want a big hug ):

I'll update later if there's something for me to update,or something to say (: I gonna watch tv,and then go have a nice bath :D And ya,school's still as boring as ever,and ever.

Happy New Year Dear Friends :D !
Ok,though currently Singapore's time is only 10:37pm,
but Sydney has already past 12,and that means...
Its already 2008 here!Awww,what a fast year 2007 has been.
And hell god,i swear i wouldn't try to leave Singapore on Christmas & New year anymore.
So well,a little bit of "hui gu" of what i've pass through during 2007.
Seriously,i've forgotten most of what had happened this year,
and also some i did it on purpose to forget it.
Some memories are too not worth to remember(:
Anw,i wonder how 2008 would be like huh.Haha!
But for now,i just want to see darryn,my dad,kc and xinhui badly.
& i do really hope this year would be a good one for the 5 of us.
No quarrels[durhs,kinda of impossible=x],no tears,no pain,no stress:D
And,i want money to roll in easily this year,last year has been quite a bad one.
Lalalas.

Well well,for 2007,i've lost 2 friends.And they could be listed it my quite good friends list.
One who betrayed my trust,and one who thinks i've betrayed her trust.
Though i'm still a friend with the one who betrayed my trust,
but i guess i really don't know what to do with her.
She's just making things terrible.
While for the other one,now,we seems like we don't know each other anymore.
I've known her for around 3 years?And just because of MONEY,we broke up as friends.
Till today,i'm still wondering whose the wrong one.
As i thought the both of us would talk out after the incident,
but it seems like we didn't,and now we're gone in each other lifes.
Usually,i would smile at people,any person thats connected to my friends.
But sometimes,when i don't smile,its means that i don't think that person is worth for me to smile at.
But as i think back,i've smiled at most of the people i've seen.Is this wrong?
Too friendly or abnormal?
Well,let it be then.Let things just happen on its own. (:

And for relationships,i guess i'm still as silly as ever.
I got to be with 2 guys i once admire myself.
And now i really think that they're jerks,simply bastards.
One who hongs and hongs and never stops,
the other one has a real bad attitude,but now,i guess his mind is getting back on track.
And one more guy,the person i've gone through so much for him,
he made me felt pain once,twice,thrice,
and i've let him felt pain for once,twice,thrice too.
This guy has given me physically and mentally hurt,though the physically one wasn't done by him.
And for bloody goodness sake,don't think too overboard,isn't that kind of things.
-.-
And for mentally,its still kinda on my mind.
Look,i've cried and cried,beg and beg.But there weren't any replies from him.
For days,weeks,but there wasn't any news.
Till the day, he himself fell out of love,i got a call from him.
Though i was really happy for that moment.but as i think back now,how foolish could i be.Why did i still want him back?
When the smallest and simplest things i've done for him,he didn't appreciate it at all.
But i've known him for a year plus already,and now,yes i admit,we're still friends.
Best of friends,i guess.
If time would turn back,probably the time when he said HE DON'T LOVE ME NO MORE,i would make that decision,of FORGET IT.ITS DONE BETWEEN US.
Anw anw,whats done can't be undo. Thanks for those times,pretty one. (:

Ok,enough of that,i can't think of anymore to talk about.My mind's abit dead already.
Because i don't decide to sleep until i'm on the plane.
My flight is at 8:50am,Sydney's time.
And the current time is 2:31am.If i sleep now,its useless.
I've gotta get prepared by 5:30am,yawns.
& i'll be reaching at singapore around 2 in the noon?! :D
Finally i'm going home.But the thought of taking the plane and carrying the luggages just bores me.
I have a big big,heavy guitar to carry.And a heavy bag to carry on hand too.
Going through all the customs and guards.Durhs.
Bloody plane's gonna take a few hundred mins to reach back to Singapore ):
I wanna go home fast,and share so much stories with them,
and hear their stories for me too:D
Quick time,quickly past please:D
I miss everyone,especially the way my phone always rings,although its irritating at times =x.

Alrights,enough of blogging.No one would want to continue reading such long and no picures post of mine.I'm off to play games with patricia[ my long long time friend,close friend(: ],and listen to music and i shall start preparing at 4am :D BYE GUYS,miss me.

emotional moment,
its been such difficult 12 days without you around.
Difficult and uncomfortable sleeps,without your hug.
Finally i gonna be back in your arms.I miss you so much.
Though missing you and loving you has been repeating lots of times,
but everytime i say,i do mean it.
I was unsure about it in the beginning when you were just here,
but i'm sure i mean the words i say to you now (: finally,after so long.

i miss you.
这么多天没见
可是我总想起你的声音在我耳边
今天心情好吗
是否不愉快
要一切都看得开
世界没有太坏
虽然不在你身边
我的心有一条线
连着你
牵着你
好想你想到愿意相信
我就闭上了眼睛
你在这里
别忘记我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里
不要忘了我有多么爱你

不要忘了吃饭不管有多忙
不要忘了开车时候一定要往前看
其实我真的很快乐
有你一直守侯
一直走到了以后都挽着你的手
虽然不在你身边
但我在你心里面
我愿意等着你
我好想你想到不能呼吸
想到全身没力气没有关系
你别忘记我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里
不要忘了我有多么爱你
我一直在这里
别忘了我有多么爱你.

Merry X'mas Everybody! :D!
Alrights,though darryn:),xinhui & kc bro isn't here to celebrate it with me,
but i've gotta admit this is the best christmas that happen to me(:
Its been so long since i receive presents on Christmas day!
& the traditional thing to do here is that we wake up early and put the presents all on the hall table.
Like if these presents are mine,put it here,and the presents for another person are left on another side :D.
Then when we are ready,we have to open the presents right in front of everybody:D
Unlike singapore,we have to bring back the presents first,or else if we open it in front of everybody,its no respect-.-
Because its my first year celebrating here,i didn't got any presents for them.=x
Instead,i'm the one receiving:DWheeeees.
Let me tell you what made me so happy(:
Okays,i was the one who woke up the latest,hehes,because i find no reason to wake up early=x.
Then my family started saying,"go,go open all the presents!".
So i went to brush my teeth and change my shirt to darryn's shirt=x.hehes.
Then i went to sit on the sofa to look at my presents.lalalalas.
Look look,important part coming:D
At first,i was only concentrating on the wrap-up presents that were on the sofa.
Then i realise something was like in front of me,blocking me.
When i took a look at it,it was a Guitar...
I never thought it was for ME!
Till i look at the envelope that was paste in front,that wrote,Vionna.
And wheees!Its for me for me!:D
It came with everything,a box wrap up and inside was all the ehs,whats that call,i forgot.Whatever lahs!Just that,everything comes with the guitar!
Even books and CDs that had to do with the guitar.lalas,jealoused?!
And then other presents was a bag,that i can put my laptop in it:D,
and another one,a perfume & a body lotion that has a very nice smell.
Its like,you don't have to put perfume anymore if you just put that body lotion:D
Wheeeees~~how nice is this.
Though i don't know whether the guitar is branded or not,but who cares,
its beautiful,its shiny,its nice,its WONDERFUL. :D
Its the thought that counts,this is all it matters(: whees,its enough.

Alright,stop the presents thing.Anyway,its christmas today,and neither i'm going anywhere):
So sad,but the thought of the present just satisfy me.lalas.
And one more week,one more week i'm going back!
Quick quick,i miss darryn,i miss daddy,i miss xinhui,i miss kc! :D
So yea,i had my lunch,i'm gonna watch a show on com now while waiting for darryn to get online.Hehhheh.
OK!Bye readers(:

P.S : I don't mind to receive more presents =x .

Ok,nothing to blog recently.(:
Just that i bought many many chocolates and sweet.
wheees.Currently listening to the song,Miss You Like Crazy,by The Moffats.
Very long ago song i guess.Just went to check up some of their songs,
they came up with this song themselves,long long ago.
When they were still very very young,around my age,i guess.Hahahas.
Really nice song,go check it up(:
There're more songs,like the,Misery & Always In My Heart!
Hahahahas!Nice.(:
Alrights,been shopping and coming back home early.Nothing more):


Came by the song,Laopo,just now.
Loads of memories.And where had all the promises gone to?
The way we all changed,these memories....(: forget it.


emotional moment,
i miss you like crazy.
when could i see you again.
i just miss everything,everything about you,silly.

Went to abit of shopping ytd(:
& get to webcam with darryn:Dbut i can't see him,
only he can see me):
And they're selling lots of lots of CHOCOLATES here!wheees,
anyone,want some ?!:D
i'll buy back for you guys!hahahahas!
Will be celebrating my christmas and my mum's birthday here(:
So now,using the com for awhile,and then we're going to shopping AGAIN:D
Guess will be shopping like everyday?!hehheh,and so you guys want anything ?!
I'm kind what!:D
Ytd my mum and my auntie was like talking,and then they was saying that my sister use to study here for a few months.
And then was like asking me if i like this place ? What if they plan to let me study here a few months too?): Then how am i gonna see darryn?
Anyway,two weeks decide for now ...


你始终没有爱过,你在敷衍我.
一次一次忽略我的感受,我真的感到力不从心,无力继续.
这感情不值得我犹豫,不值得我考虑,不值得我爱过你.
这种回忆不值得我提起,不值得想起,不值得哭泣.
这段感情早就应该放弃,早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹.
这样的你不值得我恨你,不值得我为你而坏了心情.
我决定不为你而毁了心,放弃爱你. (: J .


emotional moment,
all because of you.
after two years,its still meant to be.

So,here to do a little update.Currently already at Sydney(: .
Don't pause and think why i have com to use here,
because i have family living here.So yea,using my uncle's com(:
Current time here is 2.35am,which is faster than Singapore for 3 hours.
Singapore's current time is like only ehs,11.35pm?Hahas.
& i'm tired,but i miss darryn:),alot.
Like praying for him to get online real soon.
But then he can only be online around 4 plus,means here around 7 plus):.
Think i get to sleep first,maybe.Cas i've nothing to do here-.-
Blahs,i've nothing to update.Cause i reached here in the night,
and came to the house right away.
Lets see how tmr(: i'll try to update everyday but no pictures(:
Only till i'm back in Singapore then pics will be updated:D



emotional moment,
missing you so much,tell me what to do.
): i feel like a little kid,so in need of someone.
yes,i teared,yes,i did.

before i went hongkong(: had work with jabez & people(;

my pretty girl(:

before i cut my hair):i had a few pics of them first.

So yes,i did my trip to hongkong on the 14th,and i came home,the bloody com of mine can't be on.I had no phone,because my phone was with xinhui(:.so only now on the 21st,i got back my phone,and manage to on my com(:Blogging now at the time on 5:34am while behind me,david,darryn:),edmund,kc & xinhui,playing mahjong.Getting kinda of tired already,but i still have a flight to sydney at 9.30.Gotta leave house at 7.30am):I just can't bare to leave singapore again.& this time,i will be back only on the 1st of Jan 2008.-.-

Anyway,talking about hongkong,it wasn't as nice as taiwan.bored.The pictures there taken was over 400 of them,so wondering how am i gonna post them up.hahas!Went to disneyland,wasn't as fun as i thought.Only that i saw many cute characters:DNothing to shop,just that i got many shoes thats all=x.hehes.didn't get much presents back either.The things were so orh-piang,or i should say,all the same.Nearly every shop i walk into,had the same things.Just that some prices are different.Nothing much to talk about,i shall let the pictures i update the next time do the talking(:

Alrights,nothing to blog anyway.Shall go entertain them awhile more & i shall go prepare for my early flight(:And as for the renovation of my room,i think i should get to see it when i come back from sydney:Dwhees,so excited.(:Tag me,and i'll reply asap when i get a chance to use the com.Loves.

There are just some things,i can't be bothered to say anymore.
People do get tired of empty promises and disappointments,

then i'll let it be this time.

I gonna miss you,i hope you would miss me too.
But don't work too hard,you need your rest time too.(:
Enjoy this last two weeks of your holidays here,take care,bestfriend!

To you who called me a friend,

now,not only i get sick of you.
Everyone you called bestfriend is getting sick of you too.

You might not realise,but i know what i heard(:

For you,too many times of nagging & telling you dosen't works,so now,forget it.

Since you don't even know how to learn over your mistakes,
& don't even know how to repay people for what they did good to you,

i don't think there's anymore i could do for you.

The people you always tell me about,are actually now turning their back on you.
& again like what i say,i don't have to specific the person i'm talking about(:,

its just that if you're guilty reading this,then you are the person.
Don't have to act like you're not guilty or its not you when actually,

you're feeling the right thing deep down inside(:

emotional moment,

among all people i've mentioned,

last but not least,i hope you know,that you're the one i gonna miss the most.

like same,take good care of yourself,i don't wanna come back here,

and hear you coughing like the way you are now.

The sad thing is,i'm not using my laptop anymore,its full of virus.):
No picutres for you people.
I'm sorry that i didn't blog for such a long time(:

2007's ending soon and i've only realise now,
that i'm left with 10 days here.
For the nex 3 weeks,i guess i'll be blogging no more.
I won't be in Singapore.Leaving for Hongkong & Australlia.
Though i'm looking forward to it,but it dosen't cheers me up.
I still get disappointment from people around me again,&,again.
Maybe i'm really not important,but i hope this time i leave,
it would be really a nice break.
I lost my K810i.Bloody fuck.& this time,my dad didn't even bother to talk to me.
Then my mum got me a k630i.
So no more doting on me from my dad,instead,
he got darryn:) a Ice Silver Psp.& when my dad bought the Psp @ Simlim,
he got con by the people there,around teenagers age.-.-
How i wish i was there,so i could bloody knock their head off.
Fake wire which can be bought at a few dollars,he cost my father $20 to $3o.
__fuck off asshole.If i have the time,i wanna bring back the psp & everything
thats inside and throw it on your bloody fuck face.
Refund me back the bloody money,asshole.
Anw,there's nothing much to blog about.
My life's been such a nightmare.__
Well,gonna re-renovate my room(:with brown & white colours as main.

I've been looking at you as a stranger.
Not anymore the one i'm familiar with,the one i talked to about everything,
while you do the same.
You no longer do the things we plan and say,
no longer the one i knew.
Maybe i'm doing too much on you,but if you know,
i've been taking too much too.
Since the day he came,you're no longer the one you are,
to us,you could say speaking out about everything we ain't happy about is good.
But to him,i'll never see you do that.
Whatever advice and things we've told you is enough.
& always listening to my grumbling and nagging,they're tired too.
I'm tired too,i've been doing too much talking.
Elders were right,time could heal every wound,
but time could also make things change from bad to worse.From good to bad.
When we hadn't see each other for 8 days,and when i see you again,
though i was happy,but then what i feel isn't the same anymore.
You became a stranger to me,someone i was unfamiliar with,
though the things we do are the same as usual,but i don't see you anymore.
Ytd[monday],was the day i was looking forward to,
but everything turn out to be a disappointment,maybe more than that.
Well,nvm about that i guess?Cause if you realise,i'm leaving in 10 days time.
This time,it would be more than 8 days we wouldn't get to see each other.
I don't know how it would be,when i'm back.

To another "friend",
Its time for you to go think about what you should do about your life.
& more to do on your attitude & character.
& if you uncomfortable reading this,then yes,i'm talking about you.

Emotional moment.
you've changed me,i guess.