blog later . i gonna get my bath and then go to bugis to shopping ! xD . anw , i wun be blogging alot here already . i have my personal blog tat wun be link by others , even those frens who have , they wun tell it to others . so muahahahas , u guys cant know anything more than u should noe . lols . xD . take care .

was at cineplex with wenzhong , zhiwei and pinky [ i think ] . lols . dunch know what's his real name but its a guy , for goodness sake . xD .
and then the zi-lian-ing time with zhiwei's phone . nice , clear camara . weets xD . boo chu chu ~
the drink wenzhong bought . LOLS .
sometimes , i really dunno what the hell dabudian is doing . lalas .
and then the XI face with the KU face ..
bla bla bla . as blur as chinyi MEI . lalas . LOO CHINYI , lalas , you cant do anything . lalalas .
+ the golden face and dunno what kind of mouth behind . lols .
the face for cineplex carpark . LOLS . it was a sports car behind me , i was enjoying looking at it . lols .

the kiss . ! which she got a fright becas i suddenly did that . lols .

okays , i just came to put my pictures up .. currently busy chatting with some things about importing some things from somewhere . don tell u , secret . lols . kaes kaes , be back later . take cares . loved .

very very long ago pics le .lols . hai hao la . before sch starts ...
i need your arms , to hold me now . the nights were unkind , life's so cruel to be , and all i need is you to stand ..
unbreak my heart .

take back that sad word , " take care " , " goodbye " .

i didn't went to sch todae , AGAIN ~ .. oh god oh god .. its the second week only lurhs ~ and for those days i've been to sch , i'am ALWAYS late . lalas . bu shi jiu shi no go sch . lols .. i wonder how wil this year be man . lalas . actually meeting beloved today , but arghs ~ the end i said change to tmr .. cas my nose is dropping anw . hees . sorry beloved ! well , dabudian's at my house now . she come tat thing , first time stomach pain .. lols . so tong ku lurhs . serve her rights , everytime laugh me . lalas . no lurhs , but heng tat mondae never go sch , we see doc , she got ask for tat med .. =) . well , don't think will be going out today . will blog later on if im bored or what ... oh ya , wenzhong hmms , copy lurhs . i mondae no go sch , u no go . i ytd go , u go . todae i no go , u also no go . lols . tmr go , u cfm also go . hahas . faints .

kaes kaes . go le go le , go mam mam , haven eat yet . lols . BYE !!.

i'll never be the same anymore . and they know it , they always do .

what comes around , goes around .

didn't went to school today due to waking up late . had so much excitement during the morning about whether going to sch or not . oh god , its so lame if i think back of it . dabudian didn't went to sch either , and then came to my house around 7 + . played around and talk , and eat . realise wenzhong and other peeps didn't went to sch too . ARH , all ken's fault . LOLS . he made us pei him talk on fone til 4 but i went to sleep around 3 something i guess . many many things happen , which i'am kinda lazy to type it out . meet them at plaza around 7 plus and then saw so many peeps like jordan , rachel , tianlong , desmond , taiseng , bla bla bla . . . went to eat at GRILLER then went to see the doctor to get my MC . oh gosh , it cost $4o alrights . damn , what kind of clinic is this ? after that they went home and i went back home too .

how much more can i tolerate to go on ?
how much more do u have to understand ? i'am tired , tired of explaining .

they were like fighting and argueing , and i took the picture for them . i didn't know my mei looked so OH GOD in this pic . lols . look at my darling , wad a boy . =X ..

had a dayout with dabudian , wenzhong and zhiwei today . awww , wad a day .. yawns . was suppose to meet wenzhong and james , but didn't know what happen . but we ended up meeting different ppl . got fark up when i knew ken and james wasn't watching the movie " SPRIT OF THE VICTIME " with us . didn't know why , but my mood just ain't good nowadays . had kinda loads of probs in my mind running wild now and then . i'am turning back to the previous me . everything just can't be controlled again . anw , back to today . met up around 4 something and went to catch the movie at 7.3o . went to mam mam with papa and dabudian and then came back home . got so much to apologise to xiaozhi and lydia for not going for the movie with you guys . cas im being locked up at home again , i'am so sorry . yet i still gonna thank xiaozhi so much for helping me with tat thing at cresent day tat about evon and rhonda . caused kinda loads of probs in cresent in the end and i wasn't there . left you guys alone and went out . i'am sorry kaes , i was rushing for time you see . =x ..

someone * i wasn't suppose to know you , wasn't suppose to even fall in love with you from the beginning . the worst thing was , you wasn't even suppose to know who i am . i was so happy when we talked on phone , when times we messaged and met up for the first time . i didn't know things would end up like that , i really didn't expected it . i admire you and LIKE you when bla bla bla [ not gona say it out , its gonna be so obvious who that person is ] . but it took months and weeks for me to get to know you . i was so surprise , so so so surprise . i ain't suppose to be misssing you , but i am now , so much . i get so down when you just said bye before i finish my words . i get so down when you don't reply me at all . i get so down when u don understand . but why is this happening ? no . no . things shouldn't be like this .. i wanted you to leave me alone when i knew some things . i wanted you to leave me alone when i knew things were getting out of hand . i didn't know it made you so down too when i said those things . and now , all i want you to do is to turn back like the previous time , u reply my every message , you calling me , you meeting me . so what u're still meeting me now ? things just ain't THE SAME anymore . . . i've think things too easily . i made decisions harshly . and everything is hitting me back now . ouchy ouchy ouch .. i just don't like it .. buuuuu buuuu buuuuu ~~ the most i can do now is to take one step at a time , and let things be it . its the most i can really do now . i'am not gonna make any more decisions on you , i'am not gonna make anymore comments on you , nothing .. i'll just let it be then ...

james ` you wanna know why i don't reply your messages ? you wanna know why ? becas first , i hate you wanting to meet me , but without to heart to . i hate you not explaining things and always being so mysterious . i hate you for its always ur frens helping you to explain everything to me . i hate you for always making me wait and wait whenever u said u wanna meet . u were late when we first met , i didn't hum a word becas it was the first time . for the second time we met , you made me waited too . and then the third , the fourth and then fifth and then it goes on .. its always me waiting for you , for hours , for mins . i'am tired . i know its difficult for you to make me cool down , i know its hard on you . but i'am really tired . i thank you for understanding always . but i always wanted to understand you , yet i hadn't had the chance to becas you keep everything to yourself , your frens but not me . there's nothing for me to say . your weakness is just that you can't learn , you'll never learnt your lesson . not even once . i'am going everything a step at a time now for everyone , every single one of you . i'll never make decisions agaain . those peeps who will stay by side , they will , always . those peeps who ain't true , they'll leave soon . and i'll see how things goes , i'll see there's actually how many true peeps who lived my life .

had a very heavy headache just now . stress up by those things i heard on the phone with clarice . stressed up by those idiots who have been kpkp-ing . had such a headache that it spoiled my mood and i just put down the fone with wenzhong and dabudian . and it made me realise that i'am getting tired again . tired of life again . life's funny for me , for a period of time , i enjoy and love it . and then for a period of time , i hate it and i just get so pissed off with it . a bad news for those peeps who just got to know me and im turning like that . noooooo ~~~ i'am totally sorry alrights . oh god ~ everybody's going MIA , should i too ? like stop blogging and stop answering unknown calls , like stop replying to messages . should i like go MIA too ? and then come back only when things goes well again ? thanks laobudian for listening to me kpkp-ing just now after when clarice darling called . thanks la kaes xD . u were walking to red house when i called , sorry for the disturbance kaes . hahs .. =) .

myGER`thanks for those understanding days , even like just now ? =) . the way i told you how fuck up i was when i knew the news about them opening a shop too . ? the way i told you how fark up i am when those bitches are cominq around again . those fights i get farked up about . thanks for everything . although our rings got confiscated by that SIMSIM , but we're stil heart to heart close rights . muahahahas . i'am glad u're here by side . ! you know la , im not those kind who wil go express how gan ji i am to you .. but i wil type it out . i'll always be the one who will tou tou hide behind you to help out everything u need , i'll always be the one tou tou doing things you dunno .. lalas . don tell you anything so don asked or threaten me . =X . well , really , thanks for everything . =) . hmmms .

last last last thing ! a BIG THANKS to those supporters who had been to me and myGER's shop alrights ! especially to my MEI arhs , [ although im getting blur as you but eh , bla bla bla , don tel lu ] haas . especially to ya , my MEI , for supporting so much so much . had already gotten 4 tops from us . xD . thanks to xiaolyn JIE and rachel siu + bla bla bla [ means other babes ] ahahas . thanks xD . and a BIG SORRY to those babes who wanna get the necklances , im sorry , im only selling it at a very very high price like over 15 or 2o bucks . sorry !!! for those peeps who don't know what shop im talking about . its www.forever8teen.blogspot.com ! =) . guys clothes might be mostly cominq up ssoon !! so look out for it babes ! get it for ur boys or your love ones for valentine's day or anniverseries or anything . LOOK OUT FOR IT SOON ! xD .

one on one ? two on two ? nonsense , a slap will do ..

aiya . fark la . i update just now and i acciendtly press a thing . everything gone . well . fark care . im gonna get it short . im bored , im tired . its the third dae only and my dad is seeing that CHOY . lame chop . SIM's catching me here and there always . boreded . mr.dave say he's gonna get me a webcam , u believe it ? ewww . lets see . and i've been saving money for my chalet cominq up and her bdae . saving money for alot more things . awww . and in love with my MIRACLE [ perfume ] . try it ! xD . well . thats all . stupid blog , stupid . stupid . bulubulu la . damn ..

darling ger ` i wanna get busy , i wanna go crazy , i gotta forget everything . i love those peeps who has been with me for so long so long . and im in love with kendra girlfriend . im soon gonna meet her up next sat . i'll force ashley and amelia baby out next sat too . photos a must xD . my blog has no soul [ means bo photos ] . ewww . buuuuu ~~ wad's happening to me ? im getting as blur as chinyi .. oh god . well , gonna see xiaoping on tues . [ anw , he's back la okays ? but back for only 2 weeks la okays ? so no matter wad, i must find time la ~ ] .. well , thats all i think . update if im bored later . i will ~~ awwww ...

its my disgrace to look like you guys . its my disgrace to act like you . its my disgrace to call u mum or dad . its my disgrace to be out with you . its my disgrace to have everything you have and i have it too . the way u lecture me in the car and in the restaurant , you don have the right too . you weren't even there since i was young , what rights do u have to comment on me even ? don't tell me you were the one who had given birth to me and how much sufferings you had gone through , you ain't fit to talk anything to me . wad i have to study well ? just to show off to ur rich famillies how clever i am ? wad i have to wear properly ? ppls damn look into the mirror how u are wearing first before talking to me . you gave me an unsightful childhood , you gave me the nightmares u once had , u gave me everything i didn't want . so who are you to call me ur daughter now ? u cant even get the right size of the shirt or pants im wearing , u cant even call my name properly , u cant even understand me , wad kind of mother are you ? all you have in ur mind is to gamble , money , gamble , money . damn , pls wake up . u think my sister is accompanying u for 29 years for nothing ? how she hates u during the young times has been revealed . and she's currently treating u so well becas she's waiting for u to farking hell step into ur damn coffin . and well , of cas , the properties would be mostly given to her ? u're rich , u're elegant , u are everything u have . too bad , im nort interested in any of ur properties , im only waiting for u to step into ur coffin , so no one like you wil be there naggin to be again . im not like her , i cant act for 29 more years , im nort like him , staying by ur side for 5-8 years also waiting for u to die . im nort as patient as them .. hugs given to u on ur birthdae , it dosen't feel warm isn't it ? u know to reason to the ans , u know everything .

when u nearly hitted me today , when u made me kneel in front of the gods todae , all i wanted u to do was the same , die asap . im sorry i had to say all these , u made me hate you . thanks for the times u gave me during young times , thanks for sacrificing so much for me , i appreciated it but when u nearly hit me and when u scold me in front of my fren todae , i really wanted u to die asap . the way u shout and yell , the way u talk and nag , i had enough , dad . its time for the both of you to go away . its time to let me go . how i wanted to ran out of the house todae when these things happen , how i wanted to just jump of that damn building . pls , u guys left me an horrible childhood , its time for u to return everything tat was mine , back to me . u guys had no rights to lecture me , no rights to hit me , no rights to control me , no rights for everything i want to do in life . say me hopeless , say me anything , but think of wad u guys did in the past to made me like this . its all ur fault . the memories of how u guys quarrel and fight , haunt me til the night of todae . the way i cried and cried , no one was there . its not time for me to repay how u guys gave birth to me , its just time for you to repay the unhappy memories i always had .

quite long pic le ehs .. lols .. before i go taiwan , at the airport .. =) .

small pic isn't it ? it was suppose to be my blogskin . but i and dabudian decided to use the same instead in the end .. .. ..

nothing much to blog about nowadays . i kinda forget wad happen .. hmmms . nvm .. anw , ytd was new year eve and i went to town and then to dabudian's house and then to town , and then to esplanade . hahas . got no yuen fen with laopo , die also mei you meet dao ta .. damn , nvm , sch is reopening anw . sians man . lols .. saw kinda loads of ppl ytd .. well , tats all la .. im now currently at home with 3 person sleeping ! so let me go off to wonder with my shopping blog .. xD ..

www.forever8teen.blogspot.com

pictures only , cas im talking to laobudian . busy . lols .

lame pic lame pic !
never prepare hao , miss chocolate act lihai go take . i look so ugly , and u see ah xing . niam-ing her .. lols ..


taiwan taiwan !! back to taiwan !! whee .

baby , i let u go . and i stil prefer this decision i've made , to let u go . im sorry if i have ever made u cry . im sorry for everything . *

been meeting adriano and dabudian nowadays . nahs , not nowadays . is this few days . first dae meet him was on tues , when dabudian went to johor very very early in the morning . went down all the way to tamp , reached there around 8 . then was buying things when he suddenly appeared behind me with both of his frens . tio shock and very pai seh . no comments . lols . after awhile they jiu wan go mam mam . so i go walk walk myself lo . so long never go down tamp le . at first thot of calling beibei darling . in the end , never , cas got a feeling she wun be there that dae . after tat he ask me go food court find them , jiu go lo . damn pai seh lawhs . see him i jiu laugh . also dunno why . lols . then after tat go chou yan with his frens , he don smoke anws . then his frens left and leave me and him . then go walk walk lo . go take NEOS . weets . soon jiu go home le . wad happen for the rest of the time , keep as memories . lols .
todae he got to go acting , early morning 7 jiu must wake up liaos . then at first wanted to stay up to 6.45 to message him . but in the end also bo , cas i doze off around 5 something . oppps . cas he went orh orh around 2 something , den message me around 4 something , i xia dao , thot why he haven sleep . then he say wad cas he dreamt of someone squeezing his ear . then i was like laughing la . cas i was like pulling his ear at tamp . lols . then i became his nightmare ! ARH ! lols . then i very lazy talk on fone ytd , but stil talk awhile . then force him back to sleep . was looking at the NEOS we took , then i suddenly rmb some other things . arghs , nvm , its over anws . haas . back to todae , went to town to meet dabudian , was suppose to go kbox , but adriano said he had no voice todae and very tired , so as a good girl , we went to watch movie instead . lols . bought the tix befer he came . lols . saw xiaolyn jie and her fren , at first and cinema jiu saw them le , then dui diao somemore . was wondering if its her ... in the end , fate came , she was standing in front of us when we were taking the escalator . then i whisper , esther , lols , the she turn her head . talk talk til MORE THAN WORDS there then she jiu go le . went down to wait for adriano , the he came walking like a duck again . lols . stupid lurhs . then went to catch the movie , cas late le . we watched CINDERLLA . so farking kong bu , especially the ending . nearly scare the hell of me . after tat jiu go buy drink then took the MRT back home . cas dabudian cominq to stay at my house todae , so he also send me home . papa early jiu go peneng le . ewww . like tat lo . JAMES , SORRY LURHS , I REALLY LAZY TALK ON FONE . THATS WHY NEVER CALL U . ONLY MESSAGE . hees . i hope u understand lurhs . faints . xD . now dabudian behind me painting her nails , i blogging lors . oh ya , just now on the way back home , also saw zhaoxuan and kai and joey . not joey foo , is sec 3 de . then talk all the way home . cas they also taking the same bus . thats all for todae . =) .

nort sure about tmr , might not be going out . cas promise papa not to go out tmr . have to really apologise to KENDRA GIRLFRIEND & HUIPING BAOBEIX . cas asked me out tmr but i cant confirm or make it . suppose to meet SIMAN BAOBEIX also , but the end ye shi mei you . DUI BU QI ! hmmms . if tmr staying at home with dabudian , adraino cominq find us at my house . then the next dae im leaving to taiwan . leaving home around 1 plus bahs . yawns . might be meeting james and guys in the morning . not confirm . thats all bahs . maybe back from taiwan le , wil blogged more de . hmmms . * hugs *

the purpose of cominq to blog todae becas i had some reasons . dabudian was looking at her friendster and we saw her viewing dabudian . so went to her profile to see . then all of a sudden after reading HER blog , i had some things to said to that guy who left me . " boy , no idea if u're reading my blog . but to confess the truth , the person who tagged me about u , the first person i thot was u . cas no one , none of my frens other than dabudian would asked or talked about u . the truth i want to know is simple , why is she putting FEB 2oo6 . why isit 1oth month anni . i don wanna know how much u feel for me . i just wanna know wad's happening . if u're thinking about the testi u saw , maybe , the im telling u again , its that person who wrote like tat , i didn't time u . u never asked who was he or wadever , u just said break . i didn't bother to explain either becas u didn't even want to know . yes , the reason i asked dabudian to add her , was becas i wanted to see her profile . and its somehow ridiculous for me to add her . so if u really get farked up about my wishlist then i really BWG . alrights ? maybe when one dae , im really not interested in knowinq le , or i know le , i wil delete or change it de . just take care bahs . i just read HER blog , she said something that i think its so true , SHE FELT LIKE SHE"S JUST UR PRESENT ONE , AND SHE WILL NOT BE UR FUTURE . duno whether she's talking about u . but boy , when i was with u , this was wad i felt too . *

syl just called me to niam . say he just came back from somekind of disco . and due to raining , he drop his keys and money . he don't even know only til he reached outside his house . and guess how much the money is , $5oo over . lols . LOLS . xD . being two baddies , we laughed and even asked where he drop . we now go out find . lols . damn funny lurhs . [ 5 mins of break ] . okays , after dabudian talking to him , he found it . u know where isit ? inside the cab . lols . heng he went down first and his fren was taking the same taxi on the way back home . lalas . wad kind of tian li is this . nonsense man . lols . kaes la . this is END OF HIS STORY . lols . david called me ytd to talk talk , todae call me go chalet but i didn't go . cas i heard JODY's name . really don wanna see him . lols . so didn't go . brian went MIA . lalas . anw , for the past few blogs , i've been saying bryan . actually is spell as BRIAN . oppps . sorry ! wheee . kaes la . end le end le . no pics nothing . blog also sians . lols . BYES !!

darling ger ` TO THOSE PEEPS WHO READ MY BLOG . PLS KINDLY SHUDUP IF U DON LIKE ME OR SOMETHING . DON COME SPAM MY BLOG OR ANYTHING . ITS USELESS . AND I DON NEED ANY COMMENTS XD . ITS REALLY THE FACT WHAT , ITS MY LIFE , U CARE SO MUCH FOR WHAT . I ALSO BO HUAN TIO U . RIGHTS RIGHTS ?! AND IF U DON LIKE , DON LOVE ME , HATE ME TO THE CORE , THEN CAN I ASK , WHY ARE U READING MY BLOG ? SO KPO FOR WHAT . AIYO , ALL VERY NONSENSE DE NEHS . and oh ya , saying me a bitch , want me to confess . sure , i confess , u also LL rights ? also nothing to say dui ma ? say i innoncent , okays , indeed i am , how old i am only ? . and omg , these things im telling to that annon . whoever it is , i was told by dabudian it might be someone around me becas u kinda like UNDERSTAND ME ? =) . and by spamming my blog , do u realise it makes u a bitch or bastard too ? don u think so ? so kindly just care about ur own business , not mine . i've been through ppl saying me fake , saying me a slut , a wadever , but do u think i ever care ? yes , to those who are my beloves , and if they say this to me , i care , i try to change . but to those who ain't my beloves or anyone , i really don care . and i really really hope u would fark off far away . like wad i say , why spam me ? why not just give me a slap right in front of my friends to wake me up from my senses ? [ ehs , like wadever u think i should wake up from ] . why not ? im kindly telling u , im waiting . . =) . take loads of care urself okays , bu yao lai fan wo .

and ya , was reading through AISU's blog [ although i don't know her ] . and im telling to tat bitch here . u know who u are . i like people around me copying me , jiu shi pian pian don like to see the things i once said in ur blog . let it be let it be , who don't know i just wrote this in my previous blog . and as soon as i read ur blog , oh my shen , i saw the same words . pls lurhs , ur SPIDER or dunno who dunno who . don need ka my jiao wei in front of them de . want , jiu char bo ownself settle . don need ask those guys to entertain u or something . or wadever u are thinking . come to me straight if u really buey song with me . dong ma ? don need shoot me with ur smiles and laughters after i've said u de , to others , u wil qi them . to me , really no use de . and pls la hors , don only now go find those chao ah lian come find me la hors . we play fair la hors , i wait for u . =0 ... ... someone's gonna say she's not as childish as me again . oh ~~ i'll continue with my life anw . just hope u would fark of from my sight asap . especially when sch starts ! omg , say til sch starts ! ARGHS !! my nightmare ! tians . MAY GOD BLESS VIONNACHAN . AMEN .

and oh ya oh ya . last thing before i go to sleep . SHAN COUSSIE , i don't wanna u think so much le alrights . those things have happen for so long , and he's already not beside u . u have to smile to ur future instead of always thinking of him alrights . i use to dunno wad u are talking on ur blog or msn nick , but now noe le , so these are my concerns alrights . im here for u rights ? u know that . play is play , serious is serious . we know that . so don think so much le kaes . memories are memories , if he's fated to be urs , he wil be back de . those times he dote and love u , all gone le . so u just have to find someone new alrights . im sure there's guys better than me , im sure there's guys who love u more than him . u're a nice girl , my nice cousin , so don give up everything just becas of him . kaes ? i'll meet u asap after i come back from taiwan yarhs . like how i *hooked fingers* with huiping , i PROMISE her i'll meet u guys with ben they all soon alrights . no more sleeping over time , or never go le . the next time we meet , i'll be there . take very good care of urself alrights . loved . xD . hmmms .

REPLIES TO TAGS .

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xin : change le la change le la . go johor forget me . act arhs . lols . i go taiwan shopping let u see . lols .

xiao jer jer : i know lurhs =) . thanks . all the best to u too .. hmmms .

orange : okays . relax . i will update de . u think i so free ah . hahas .

fabian : see ur link on my blog . so sweet rights . lols . FARKER ! lalas .

ahBEN : lols . link le . i put under xiaoahBEN . can lurhs hors ? ur blog also like tat put ma . hahas .

kendraGIRLFRIEND : yes yes . and i wil flood ur tag alrights . but just tag mine wil do , don flood ! hahas .

cynthia darling : nono . im not the busy one . u are ! always chinese orchestra lurhs . ewww ..

huipingBAOBEI : die die . i didn't went to meet u guys . hao lurhs . sorry .. sobx . u know hors , i ytd cant go out . todae my father abit out of mind , pass $12o to me ask me go buy things . lalas . kaes la . meet up soon lurhs . PICTURES ! .

xiaoshanCOUSSIE : aiya , u arhs ? go find miss brown lurhs . ytd talk on fone talk til so tired . i know lurhs . u stil love miss brown the most . sobx . xD .

8310 : don think i dunno who u are . heh heh heh . stupid . im turning like u . lols .

SHIRLEY : i'll link u soon ! xD . yupyup . i'll go tag u tonight . tag me always too . wheets .

**** : due to u ssaying about him , i think i know who u are . fark of ? who are u to ask me to fark off ? and whether i got stead anot , it dosen't concerns u . i don't think u have the right to lecture me alrights .

tracy : yeah yeah ! u like my blogskin ! i like urs too . muaahahahas . tag me more tag me ! lalas .

james : ehs , u sure u james ? lols . becas i don even know wad u are talking for the last sentence . lols .

SPYKE : =) . thanks boy ! loved .

tell lora i love her , tell lora i need her . tell lora not to cry , my love for her , wil never die . *

yes yes , i like this pic xD . hahahas . wheee ..
i feel like a cat in this pic ~ ewww ..
a very ugly pic with james oh . lalas . stupid face of mine . see his . aahahahas . xD .
finally some photos ..
imagine if we accidently move and kiss dao ta . like tat he bu shi hen happy . wait long nehs . lalas . =D .
my girls u see ? mine . =) .
we actually have long lips .. so we did somehow touch abit and laughed like hell . lols .
again . took ytd . damn fat pic . arghs . and she look like a aunty ! shopping ! muahahaas .
dabudian's finger disturbing him and i was the one taking the foto . lols .

hey boy , watcha lookinq at . ? its not time for u to stare yet ... ... xD .

was home all dae til around 5 something when decided to go to k . suppose to go down woodlands but didn't . backside itchy go call fabian prepare . lols . then after tat cant go down so go town . reach le don decide to go k box so go walk walk lo . then go mam mam abit le zai go buy one bag . =D . shopping time lurhs . muahahahas . anw , its currently 12.15 pm in the afternnoon . i just finish talking on fone with mr.adriano on fone from around 6 . was suppose to only be awhile before he goes to sleep ! but he pian wo ! he talk til now . and im very very tired now . i needa a rest . meeting ben and peeps they all later around 4 somemore . ewww eewwww . kaes la . for wad we talk and wad happen in the end nehs . tmr zai blog . or later . tired la . buey tahan liaos . i wan SEE JAMES !! I WAN SEE U !! i know u wil be reading my blog anw . i really wanna see u ! lalas !! i also dunno y . lol . doncare la . go sleep wake up le zai say . =) .

maybe single is so much better and relieve ... phew ...

love can touch us for one time , and last for a life time . yes , no forever needed , but for one true time for me to love u , its enough .

be my love one , i'll love you so much , i'll pamper u as much as i can . be my enemy , i'll make sure i'll step u dead . tats why im telling baobeix huiping , GER , IM LOVING U SO SO MUCH . xD .
wenzhong said this were potions .. lols . no lurhs , the drinks ordered by james . =) . hmmms .
this pic quite long le . realise i never put it up . hahas . see my stupid lame lame chop face behind . haas . i ran in to take , its was not suppose to be there . hahas .
she's tat chaoahlian ! not me !! not me !! i'am innocent u see ?! =X .
no make up ? guess lors . lols .
okays . i like this =D .
fark me off if u dare man . lols . qi si ni ar qi si ni . lai lai lai . lalas . ~~
i look so fat in this pic la !! how can it be like tat . like tat jiu buey gam le la . ewwww . and ehs , am i tat short ? hees .

mr.bryan said i put james pic on my dp in msn . he bushuang . so i ask him send me his pic . then here i am to put on blog . haas .

i stayed home all day todae except for at night around 9 something . staying home nowadays to rot okays . im damn bored . its not tat no one asked me out , its just tat im lazy . ehehes . =X . can u imagine like for james they all , i have to like go to woodlands ? and then xiaoshan coussie and huiping baobeix all the way to batok ? and others are like sengkang , amk , tpy . . etc .. .. all so far from me . so maybe i should kao lu wad my father say . moving to amk . hahas . so let's talk about at night then . ti tie de james and wenzhong came all the way to my house here to find me . thot ORANGE was cominq , but tio tua , he never come . lols . and then when i went down . sat at blk12 drink water . hahas . called xiaozhi to ask if he's behind . then he pop up all of a sudden when i was on the next line with my pa . then ask if renjie was behind too ? xiaozhi said , yaya . . lols . then called him . due to missing me too much , he came in front . lols . becas i don wana go behind to see ah huat they all . kinda of kong bu u see ? lols . after talking for awhile , saw jeremy walking pass . DA hi awhile , he came also . with two stacks of 5o dollars notes . lols . didn't concentrate on how all of the 5o bucks came cas i was talking to james and wenzhong . lols . then after that jeremy dunno go where . then talk talk talk , xiaozhi go kbox , renjie go back behind . then ask james and wenzhong go my block downstairs talk . cas sit there kinda kong bu ehs . got one uncle keep looking , dunno see wad .. hahas . after tat downstairs take photos , bla bla bla . then around 1o.55 ? i went back up home . use com , watch tv . baby called anws , kinda quarreled again . and then i just kup the fone . don really wanna listen to his voice and his excuses . hmmms . dunno , my fault too anws . slacking around home , messagin with adriano . since around 7 something he message with me till midnight 5 something . talked kinda loads of things and then he went back to sleep . around 4 something dabudian call me . miracle ehs . i thot she sleep le nehs . talked til around 6 plus she went to sleep . im here to blog then . bryan and david MIA , must be too tired . arghs , wadever . hahas . at least im having peace tonight . oppps . hahas . so thats todae lurhs . nothing much . . .

oh .. i realise something . alot ppl change blogskin . i like me , dabudian and huiping de ehs . three of us de kinda the same . hahas . i finally xiang tong to like u know , ehs , link ppl ? hahas . im not lazy to link anymore !! hahas . and kinda starting to reply all tags with concentration . muahahahas . u see ? im good .. lalas . aiya . nonsense . nothing to blog todae nehs . cant think of anything now. my mind is like , ehs , HALF DEAD ? hahas . damn . wash my mind pls . anw , papa leaving singapore on the 2oth . so i have to live 2 days on my own . and then 22nd going to taiwan le . arghs . i cant bare to leave again . not sure whether im gonna have fun there but hmms , smiles to going overseas ! long long one time de chance . ahahas . heading of for starcruise with bryan and guys around next year march , MAYBE ~ its a maybe only . they're alrights . the probs lies within me and dabudian thats all . hahas . so lets see how bahs . needa gather loads and loads of ppl to go . then i have more chances of going . muahahahas . next year having chalet during my b'dae . and next year its a must . no more out of cash man . save money ! hahas . kaes la . lazy to blog liaos . go see my friendster le . wheee =) .

darling ger ` 5 kinda off to perfect guys , yet none im interested in . is there like something happening to me or has my mind gone headwires in relationships ? let it be man , let it be . time would decide every decisions then . by the time , let's see whose true and whose not . realise i've met alot of bastards in my life , so let's see how things goes . im not really good either , but im glad i scolded them bastards . i don't know why . same words , let it be .....

who knows whats going to happen next ?

okays . so this is james and wenzhong . lols .
becas im bored . so i steal his pic . lols . cas i ownself no pics le !!

i like this pic of him . cas i don understand why his legs so long . lols .

stayed whole day at home today . bored . all i did was sleep , talk on fone , use com , watch tv . i never even eat okays ?! lols . nvm .. .. so this was what i did for the whole dae . and i doze off around 9 something at night til around ehs 12 something i woke up . then around 2 plus bahs , james ask me call him conference with wenzhong . awhile quiet awhile so noisy , also dunno wad to talk . hehes . then wenzhong was di-siaoing james with something about TG . stil don really understand wad isit . cas i saw my name VANILLA on it !! thats why im hao qi about it . lols . after that i really cannot tahan le , i go chat with sameul [ ehs , dunno la , dunno how to spell his name ] lols . ask him tell me about the TG . then only share share abit nia , i also dunno what isit all about again . lols . then ask him call james conference . they disiao him til james now pek chek ehs ? ahahas . dunno la . haas . kaes la . thats todae lo . tmr actually going sentosa . but ehs . tat dabudian went to sleep le . so .. see how tmr bahs . =D .

i've changed my blogskin becas of my tag thingi . i think this blogskin looks better rights ? thannks to my taste choosing and dabudian's help ! hees . i've link some peeps i rmb , but not all . so tell me again if u need me to link u cas i forgot quite alot . sorry ! any comments ? haas .

to u , not gonna write ur name anymore . i didn't know she's reading my blog . how would the hell i know . i don't even know her . i didn't know my blog would cause her to break with u this morning . im so sorry . my apologise to u again , becas i don't decide to delete that post . its stil my blog afterall . i prefer to write the things i want . yes , u said to stop contacting for nw . i respect ur decision and everything . up to you . im speechless . u might be hating me now but i really didn't know she would read my blog and all i wanted to do was just to tell u those things . i really didn't know she would read my blog .

kaes kaes . im going off to concentrate talking to them on fone le . lols . david just called after bryan put down . arghs , but im sorry guys . u called too late todae ! hahas . im already talking on fone . and to baby , we just quarreled or maybe argued over some issues . i prefer to avoid than to continue to quarrel . maybe tmr bahs , tmr zai call me bahs . hmmms . lets see how things go on . =) .