Saturday, December 16, 2006

i don wanna be that murderer to kill your heart , and to kill you . i don wanna be .. .. .. *

pics ! stil got loads more . but cant put in com . fone spoil . lols . xD . slowly wait arhs . wait til mr.james decide to put . lols . kaes kaes . anw , left , huiping baobeix [ NiUnAiX ] , middle is nonsense , right . of cas if my coussie i loved lurhs . =D .
coussie said " i wan take with u , i want ! " then i stripe off my jacket . lols . was at JP lurhs . with mr.james and mr.wenzhong . lols .
say hello to us . lols .
iLOVED this pic lurhs . lols . but i have a lj face in it . lalas .
our spidey spidey . OUR RETARDED SPIDEY ! lols .

say hello to us again . see baobeix face , like pig ehs . shhhh . opppx * runs away * . whakakas .

oh hi peeps !! long long no see . =) . lets start from the dae i came back from thailand alrights . arghs , anw , i fell sick there . lols . so didn't buy alot of things . but i stil got those presents for some . and i can see they are very satisfied . =D . muahahahas . reached home around night 11 plus , was feeling quite high [ whees ] becas i finally get the chance to touch my com and fone . i won't forget how i on my com and when i get online , the way those idiots bomb me on msn . arghs , but i was glad for something . the first person was adriano . =D . thanks tootie ! =D . and then i chatted on fone with dabudian .. prepare the presents . guess what i get for those peeps . baby got a jacket , two shirts , a perfurm i bought in changi ! its ex okays ?! .damn . and then some food and monkey keychains for his friends =D . got laobudian a shirt , a kuzi , a monkey keychain and others i forgot . =X . her sister got a hello kitty pouch ! whakakakas . david got a shirt plus to limited keychains . damn . my bryan got a NICE shirt and a belt =D . others like coussie , ahben and baobeix , etc .. got limited keychains . lalas . judy one was the most limited one , a la bi xiaoxin , those hang fone de . i can see she's satisfied , and i know she loves me =D . my love for judy , muahahas . well , those peeps who didn't receive or something , wait til i get back from taiwan end of this month bahs . lalas . anw , second dae i came back was tues , was suppose to have aloy's chalet . but didn't make for it , instead i went to meet dabudian , coussie , baobeix , james and wenzhong at JP . aloy cousellor , sorry lurhs . i know i disappoint u . =x . then went down to meet shaowei baobeix first , and then kahleong was with him . so noisy the both of us . stil the same , kp here kp there . lols . after tat james and wenzhong came and then we went to the mrt there to wait for the two princess who took their own time coming down . then when they reached , smoke le jiu go back JP . ccb , i think on tat dae my face got put 3 words ehs " please diao me " . damn . but nvm , im kind , i don care . i just wanted to enjoy my day tat dae . lalas . went walking around and then took fotos . after tat coussie and baobeix wanted to go find ahjohn they all . then i don wanna go down , cas it was kinda late for me to do so . but james and wenzhong stil left down to pei us =D . went to smoke again and they to billy bonkers to get a drink . stupid stubborn idiot , we said we didnt want to drink stil order for us . worst , james ordered chocolate and vanilla shake . arghs ~~ see la , waste money . we didn't even finish half the drink lurhs . gotta go home after the drink so i went off with dabudian . james and wenzhong went down to find ahjohn and guys . after tat at night same lo , chat on fone and bla bla bla .

next dae was sleepign when received a call from judy asking if she could come my house around 3 something . then i said alrights , straight after i put down , coussie called me to pei her go put ak . ARGHS . . then i called judy to tell her i cant let her come le . lucky she said nvm . phew , im sorry oh .. then in the end she came to pass dabudian's fone to me and then her fren who was with her bought chicken rice for me without telling me . SURPRISE =D . wheeee . loved =) . thanks gurl . soon after i prepare , then went down . too bad dabudian already met coussie , so they went to eat first . alalalas . hai me walk so far ehs . faints . then rush back to peni , choose here and there , finally coussie chose a scorpion for her kidney there . lols . she wanted to put there de ! lalalas . then she put , we see , see her tong ku i also gek xim . lols . after tat i backside itchy wanna put also . then go chose one spidey . damn . actually put neck behind , then coussie scared her mummy see . so choose again , actually put at stomach there . then two idiots us scared , don wan . the end put shoulder . arghs ! actually my shoulder is leave for my star star de . ! tsk tsk . nvm ~~ . hehes . i was like shouting all kinds of vulgarities becas really pain lurhs . bone ehs . ke lian , pathetic me . LOLS . then soon coussie say wanna go back batok find frens . then we both don wan , so we go find baby . cas from i come back , stil haven see him . whee . then he so surprise lurhs , cas i never tel him ma . then he shouted NNB , then the boss there . lols . after tat pei him walk around le , smoke le , talk le , me and dabudian jiu go home le . like this lo . rest of the night also same . bla bla bla . lols . lalas .

on thurs early morning 5 something , bryan called me to chat . then david called around 6 something . conference . then after tat david suggested for breakfast . i said orhs . lols . then they came down around 8 something . i fell asleep . opppps . nvm la , cas in the end they also cominq my house de ma . lols . bryan was like bombing my fone when they reached then i said i didn't want to go for breakfast le . they finish le zai come up . so after they finish , they come up lo . i look like a sotong when i open the door ! sobx sobx . cas really tired ma . damn . after tat they woke me up la , ewww . they david sit on my bed , bryan lie on my bed . then i help him manicure his fingers . lols . paint black and white . lols . then i keep shouting cas he keep say not nice . lols . then david at there rot , after tat go use com . then we three at there play play play then after tat massage for bryan . then david kpkp . lols . the end i become maid lors , both also tio . lols . then around 3 something ehs , we three cannot tahan liaos . all go sleep . stupid lehs , we three squeeze my bed lehs . damn . kana hamburger . in the end david don wan sleep le , so come use com . then me and bryan go orh orh lors . 2 idiots so fast jiu doze off . sleep til 6 something i wake up go call dabudian . then david jiu run go rest on my bed lors . aiyo . bu guan la . hahas . after tat i came in ask them stil don wan go meet jinqi they all mehs . they say stil wait i ask , they also tio gan liaos . lols. actually 1 meet them , til now stil sleeping . lols . guess wad , suddenly pa came back . whooohoooo ~ . lols . no la , nothing happen . scare u all nia . lols . then i don wan see his face , so i ask bryan and david quick go meet them . then i prepare go meet dabudian for seoul gardan . lols . they marina south we seoul gardan la . lalas . we belong to the higer class rank . hahas . then call tiff to ask if wanna come down bugis . she say ok lo . wa , first time nehs . ehehehes . then instead of waiting for dabudian , we go down arcade play . oppps . then went up find her then go down arcade again . after arcade , went down to the basement carpark there take photo . stupid right ? tiff la . lols . then after tat take le she went home , we both go eat . yum yum . then james was messaging me whole dae ma . then he also bo come down bugis so i also LL , cant see him . idiot him ask if i saw michelle , damn rights . so er xin la , he know we enemies . thats why . lols . after eating when on the way wanna go home , saw steph and joshua . lols . after some smiling and da hi , we walked off . reached back home , use com , doze off , woke up again now to use com lo . lalas . ban cant go out for a week but aiya , bu ke neng de . lols . 2 daes nia . after tat jiu chiong liaos . pa la , kpkp . now wake up liaos also kpkp . then i at there say , " early morning kpkp , u buey sian i also sians " then he say " si mi kpkp " . then i say " aiya , close my door la . kaos . early morning [ in hokkien ] always spoil my mood " then he close my door , now currently in the toilet dabian . lols . hao la . tats all . =) .

shaowei , every word and everything u say , i would always rmb . ur words are so important tat it can affect my moods now and then . i know it was my fault to let u go , and i've repeated times and times for this . but u've gotta know u're with emily now and i don wanna be said for a bitch just becas of how u think and how am i gonna truely react to it u know . get my meaning ? that dae at JP , the way so close u walk off and then she came suddenly . the way u hugged her and the way u both talk , i really really wanted to get out of JP at that damn right moment . imagining u just told me how much u miss me and then at the next moment , i saw u hugging her , it hurts . really . how i walked pass the both of u , without u even glancing , hurts more . she's stil important to u , becas if she's isn't , you wouldn't be like tat . llike wad u told me , you mind her alot but dunno why not me . but boy , like what i said , maybe like u and her . after months or something , we might be together again . no one knows what's gonna happen next anw . im really sorry about the dinner tonight . i just knew tat i cant get out cas my dad wouldn't let . and i didn't wanna go becas of ur friends . what would they think ? would u think for me before asking me to go these kind of events ? u said u left her ticket for me , but im sorry . i really cant go , even if i can , i really don have the face to face ur friends becas u're attach , i am too . nvm if they don know im attach , but its u . i know how frustrated and angry u are now becas i cant make it . but cool down and then we'll talk again alrights . i hope u understand the difficulty im standing on . i promise i wil meet u so soon alrights . about the chalet u told me about on 22nd dec , baobeix , im sorry , i also cant make it . im leaving off to taiwan tat dae , my dad just told me . im going til the 27th . try to contact u as soon as i come back alrights . u gonna have to take care of urself alrights . seeing u like tat , hurts . promise me to stay happy ? =) . smoochies .

hey baby boy . thanks for tolerating my character and attitude always . especially when times i cant meet u and i always meet my frens . especially what happen ytd , the way i raise my voice at u just becas i was sleeping and felt really pek chek becas u were bombing my fone for so many times . i know u miss me , i know u just wanna hear my voice , but im really sorry for what i did . im sorry i didn't understand ur feelings about ur puppy ur mum's givnig away . i know u've been with it for daes , u hurt too . i know the feeling . becas the way i let bian bian went that moment , i cried too . was talking about u with xinhui when we were havin our dinner , and we know u're a very very good boyfriend . u're a very very understanding one . the way u showed me ur attitude the last time , and then we quarreled becas of tat , in the end u changed for me . u're those kind , serious yet fun . understanding yet tolerating inside ur heart . and many many other more good things about u . isit good for u to stay with me ? im stil thinking , thinking whether should i let u go . there are better girls outside who can make u smile better like i made u smile . there are girls outside who're waiting for u . im really wondering if i should let u go . ni tai guo hao , hao dao rang wo gan jue wo pei bu shang ni . dong marhs ? hais . let time decide bahs . hmmms . . .

kaes kaes , going off le . maybe later zai blog more bahs . im off to rest again . yawns . im quite tired again le . anw , write some stupid words down first . invented by me and bryan . how do u say oh my god in chinese ? not oh my tian , is oh my shen . lols . how about shit it ? " shi ta ! " lols . and then holy shit ? " shen shen de shi " [ some of u might dunno how to pronouce this shen shen , got ying diao de . think ! lols ] . and then wad the fuck is " she me xing ?! " lols . think okays ? gogogo . go think of how to read . hahas . kaes kaes . going le larhs . take care darling peeps . smuacks .

Friday, December 08, 2006

im bored lurhs . cant stand .

is something wrong with my blog when u guys come to see ? cas from what i see here , i lost my tag and everything . ARGHS !!! how how . im leaving to thailand le and this kind of things happen !! arghs . bu guan la . redo if really spoil lors . bo bian .

anw , mr.caiyan [ my danbai ] birthdae is cominq . 14 days and counting . laobudian fren's birthdae on 22 DEC .
cant think of anymore . all i know is meeting alot ppl . lols .
how ? this time go thailand sure broke . lols . and i just met another guy with a black bike . whooohooo . let's go for bike race again !! wheeee ..

warn u here , its not that i've stop saying u . u're getting on my nerves , just wait .

hahas . kaes , let me say about todae . slept only this morning around 9 something . then at night 7 like that then wake up ehs . hees . becas dad had earlied bought dinner for me . so when i wake up , i came to use com , and then watch XIAOQI ! hahas . then went to take mam mam to eat . was talking to baby's fren and aloy they all on msn . telling baby's fren kenny about the thing to tell baby . then he was like , aiya , nvm de la , he everytime sibei zidong de . reach my house jiu will call u lerhs . then i was like . CANNOT ! MUST TELL HIM I NEVER FIND HIM BECAS I WAKE UP LATE ! lols . after that i jiu watch tv , den suddenly huiping baobeix [ NIUNAI ] call me . then ask her what happen . she ask me go down east coast ehs . cas she very bored . lols . then keep phscoing my go down . too bad i cant lurhs . then she don believe , so i ask papa . then pa say NO ! then she sians . keep talking very long . then coussie take over phone . then tell aiping they all say actually i her cousin . then they all like so surprise . lols . dunno`em lurhs . siao siao derhs . after that cas they wana go cycling le , so put down fone . use com , bla bla bla then just now 2 something laobudian call . say i MIA and bla bla bla de . then say booked me on the 22nd of DEC . got the dunno whose b'dae ehs . like that lors . then talk talk talk . just put down . after blogging i jiu continue pack my things for later on . COUNTING FROM NOW , I HAVE 11 HOURS MORE IN SINGAPORE . arghs . i'll miss alot ppl lurhs . sobx sobx . if baby can wake up at 6 , i'll be meeting him at 7 for breakfast or something . see baby for last time lurhs . ewww . ewww . yeahs , anyway , going for 4 daes . come back jiu go chalet . thurs meeting benjamin , colin , yuwei didi , huiping baobeix , xiaoshan coussie and ahroy . whheeee ! got BIKE to sit again ! muahahahas . like that bahs . thats todae and for the rest of the week . might be meetin pamela darling [ CHERISH ] next sat . fridae might be meeting baby bahs . FULL . ewwww . then see when meet adriano , cas they toot toot sia - ing me say what got alot ghost stories to share . cb hors ? lols . then just now he at fren house decorate the house finish jiu message me ask me what i doing . i so surprise ehs . then message till now lors . hahas . but hey mr.adriano , i know lurhs . u ask me take care myself le , u also alrights . got acting and training dancing for this sunday de star awards . see ya soon =D .

ehs . baby just called me ! so late le ! he haven sleep !! 3.32 am now okays ?! then he say what nono , is woke up by that stupid dog ! ARGHS ! HIS HOUSE GOT DOG LE !! PUPPY LAI DE ! YEAH !!! then he say the stupid puppy give eeewwing . lols . idiot ehs u , keep scolding my puppy laogong . hahas . =X . told baby to bring that puppy with him tmr morning when meet me . yeah !! =D . kaes , he went back to sleep lerhs , nites baby . muacks .

i just found some videos i've been finding for long on youtube when talking on fone with huiping baobeix and coussie ytd . and i realise i know how to shout all the poems =X . opppx . although the poems are already very very very very long le . but hmms , i stil think so long yi lai , these are the few i love the most . especially the first one im putting down , i've been finding for years !!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fbuh5mRFMfw

second one . its not the full story . the editted it . last time full story nicer , but now they cut the full story to loads of half half half ~ then i lazy put so many . so put up the longest and better de . =) .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OdTycw2pVw

third one . but abit mix up . cas its not the original one , i know that . im not stupid . i use to have the whole CD . promise pohmeng kor not to give anyone or lent . too bad for me , i lent that sean . and i cant get it back anymore . fark him off . ccb .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXScT8vXe3I

kaes kaes . going le . i give til here only ehs . others u guys wan go find urself .hmmms . either this is my last blog or later one more jiu no more le . u guys gotta wait for maybe around 4 days more affter i come back ? hahas . see ya peeps . =D . i wil miss u guys de lurhs . sobx sobx . byes ~

not sure if u guys can see this . but its a very very very very long time thing . i rmb i love this the most =D .

hualalalas . hualalalas . lols . taken when the dae going out with tackey . now then put cas not really important ma . hahas . only my face lehs . lols .

no comments . blablabla . im half awake now . tired . ewww .

ytd didn't went out . yawns . cas waiting for baby come my house . idiot him , keep tu tu tu ~ so long . then i cant sleep in peace . thats why im tired . yawns . after he came around 4 something , then same . baby use com , i lie on bed trying to sleep . after that cant , so watch tv . wheee . baby baobao me watch tv arhs . whakakas . then after that baby log in his msn acc chatting with his two buddies , then i sit there see him chat lo . lols . after that baby got headache arhs , so went my bed bed rest . in the end he slept . then i chatted with his buddies using his msn . chat till so funny , then they told me alot about baby and some of their ex gf things . keep asking me intro char bo , but really mei you . dui bu qi !! after that chat till around 8 , baby woke up . then my turn go watch tv , he chat with them . hahas . bo liaos hors ? faints . then after that dunno what time baby went to his fren house , then i continue watch tv and mam mam my dinner . soon jiu saw my coussie [ cousin ] online . jiu ask her call me for some probs . say hao lerhs , then baby called in . conference and talk talk talk . around dunno what time baby put down fone go orh orh , cas todae stil must work ehs . then i and coussie continue talk lo . till 2 something i think , niunaix baobeix wanted to call in . but bla bla bla , was told to call coussie fone . then conference there . was talking about some probs have to settle de , talk about ahben de outing and bla bla bla .. then i on youtube the chaopaikia that video . the whole video no more liaos . now all cut to parts . sians . then we at there listen till laugh like tootpid like that . hahas . after that around 5 something bahs , they put down cas later stil have to go out . then todae stil tonning , might be going babyface . them la , not me . cas the aiting's b'dae arhs . yup yup . then was talking to adriano asking him why haven sleep , then he ask me back . lame lame de talk , and he lame lame de ask me jokes . lols . later wil write below de . then after that he say todae he going town , ask me going ma . then i at there kpkp . damn . cas he going , i not going . i going then he not going . arghs ~ then my fone rang , saw a message by bryan . asking me if i've sleep . then reply , then he say can call me ? then i orhs . then we talk awhile , i call david . cas he miss call me alot times todae . then after that we conference . three blur blur conferencing there . then talk talk talk till 7 something , david put down cas his sister wake up liaos . then i talk to bryan till 8 like that , then he put down cas he want go dabian ! lols . then suddenly around 8.1oam , sky called . then talk til 8.3oam , lame rights ? cas he just want me to pei him til 8.3o , cas he going for what dota tornament . damn lame . lols . then just put down jiu come update blog lerhs . thats todae lo . bored hors . don think going out later also . cas very tired ! and my dear peeps , im leaving tmr to thailand lerhs . must miss me alrights ! =D . must rmb me jiu ke yi le la . lols . anw , xiaoping beloved , went back to thailand le ehs . although quarrel with him stil haven okays , but stil message him , telling him to take care . then at there msn here and there . dunno how todae wil be , but i know im very tired thats all . okays la , write till here . im off to reply tags =) .

mr.adriano's lame lame joke :

lin junjie went to a garden full of fruit trees , tell me the fruit he dosen't want to pluck the most . [ after guessing and faintings ]

the ans is : peach . wana know why ? becas his song goes " wo bu zai tao , bla bla bla " lame rights ? arghs ~

mr.adriano's second damn lame lame joke :

zhou jie lun ride one car into the zoo , which animal he dosen't want to fetch the most ?

the ans is : elephant . becas he got one song that goes " wo bu yao zai xiang , wo bu yao zai xiang , wo bu wo bu .. bla bla bla " damn it ! i even guess horse la . ting ma ma de hua ma . lols . the he said if ur ans give ppl , trust me , they all vomit blood . my ans more got sense , they wun vomit blood . ARGHS ~ alrights la mr.adriano . i lose . lols .

kaes kaes . replies to tags now .

chloe : chloe arhs ! i tag for u so long so long cans . and urs for mine is only " im here to tag " . AH BISH ! .

joyce : ger , take care too alrights ! im missing u alot arhs . meet up soon after i come back from overseas hors . muacks . =D .

girl : ermhs , you are ? not sure nehs , i wil help u ask when she gets online ? hahas . becas i didn't know her hair was extended derhs . i thot it was real derhs ehs . =) . will help u try asking then tell u . take care .

shaowei baobeix : ya . all tampiness derhs . ber ber and chloe also stay around there . hahas . u know them oh ? whaakakas .

kaes kaes . im going to rest now . after my message for bryan and david and bla bla bla and im off to sleep . ewww . im tired . anw , i really cant bare to leave singapore even for only four days . but some ppl might be very happy ehs ? ! that one lurhs , that one confirm very happy . aiya , not my busineess . anw , that stupid mr.yong jie . call me todae i think , no , is miss call me . was it todae or ytd ? lols . dunno la . call back so many char bo voice . si bei aiseh ehs . lols . anw , boy , im missing u too alrights ! meet up soon like what u say then ! hahas . take care lurhs . =) . hao le . go le go le . todae no mood scold ppl cas my tail is being stepped , so i have my plans . yawns . its so boliao . kaes lurhs , sibei loso lei . im going le larhs !! byeies darling peeps . smoochies . hmmms . =) .

nono , last words . guess who's the coussie im talking about ?! its xiaoshan alrights ! that stupid gurl =) . so surprise we are cousins la . real blood cousins ! aiseh la . see each other every year also dunno we are cousins . lols . stil everytime go out as frens de shen fen . lols . now no need le ! we're real-blooded cousins ! gurl , fated lurhs . see u next year at aunty G's house man . last time we dui diao each other . next year its time for us to dui diao them back and tou tou go smoke together lerhs ! misses arhs . loved . =D . im stil so surprise man ~ hahas . never expect that we're cousins and we stil know each other by friendster lurhs . hahas . finally im good with my cousin liaos . finally man . i've been always wondering me and all my cousins so buey gam . now i and shan like the same arhs , somemore cousins ! yeah ! we can go out often ler ! and can da shen shuo " WE'RE REAL-BLOODED COUSINS , DARLING ! " . muahahahas . =D .

Thursday, December 07, 2006

BITCH BITCH BITCHH ~~ lalas . u also cant do anything ? come come ~ lalas . im guai lan , what can u do ? slap me ? lalas .

yeah ! can upload pics ! lols . ba0ba0 sweetie , me , beibei darling . 3 toot toot got angkong behind , too bad , beibei darling don wan take behind . she say pai seh . =X .
took by ber . horrigible , i caught his favourite word ! yeah !! lols .
he said i shouldn't have went sun - tanning ehs . comments alot . stil say my hello kitty de necklance ! cas some of the jewels dropped . lols .
i need to learn some foto taking angle already . lols . cas he don like the angles i take ! ewww ..
i like this =D .
zilian continues ~ bored ~ lols . but i like the pics taken with him . lols .
nor ! jie ! eileen chan ! i was saying this pic la ! and ur stupid msn cant see . damn , so lan la ~ lalas . nice hors ? muahahahas .
ber ar ber . i know im short . but u don have to bend til so obvious rights ?!

yawns .continue to zilian . continue ~ ewww ..

anw , i saw siman baobeix todae ! wheee . she rmb im her baobei , cant rmb my name ! bad ehs ?! kae kaes . i wan go friendster kpkp liaos . lols . byes .

oh ya ! to that xiaomeimei arhs , u should know who u r . i like to say what i like can ? wo jiu shi bu shuang ni he wo yong yi yang de zi ! i don like u to use darling can ? spoil my reputation . ewww . i let everyone use also bu shuang u use lei . what can u do . nei ni nei ni pupu ! bu yao er xin le larhs , todae we talked about u also nearly vomit lors . ewwww . dare jiu write my name on ur profile ! write big big , sae me ma , i thot u like to sae ? but don dare write my name ?! write la . i thot ur blog got write what dunno what hell de . write again la . right side act guai . left side act lian . pls la pls la . i give u mirror want ? u go see . =D . go home to mummy okays ? wheeee .. byebye !!

flames to dust , lovers to friends , why do all good things always come to an end ? *

damn . u see ?! again . i can only upload this few . oh , too bad ~ hahas . loads more la . . anw , this chloe . =) . perfect man , she's perfect . lols . taking pics with her , i feel so ginna . ewwww .. .. ..
beibeiDARLING and me . lols . in the lift ~
nahs ! ba0ba0 sweetie . hahas . we were all zilian-ing at cine . outside burger king the seats there . lols .
continue to zilian ~
zilians again . oh my tians .
finally outside fareast before we went cine . ewww .
captured by MR.MICKEYBER . . . oppps =X . i zao geng . damn damn .
in one of their fren's shop , DEPRESSION . i mean the name of their shop ~ lols .

outside their fren's shop . ahahas . they shop , we take photo =D . muahahahas .

let's write a short blog todae . im quite tired ehs . hmmms . was suppose to meet darling and sweetie around 2 at orchard mrt . i knew someone will be late . haas . around 1 when sweetie called me , suppose to ask me what to wear but woke me up instead . blur - ly replied her to wear black . tube maybe ? hahas . she said no tube , spagetti stripe and then force me to wake up for the rest of the conversation . woke up to use com , and then like tackey , force me in msn to bath . so i drag myself to bath . prepare and everything , left home around 2.45 . sat a taxi down to cine , and waited there! arghs ~ sweetie was late ! was waiting there , saw hazel , her little cousin and i think her fren ? hahas . not sure , so called her . at the moment when i saw her , i went " SHAG " . damn . some peeps should know the reason why ehs . then she came talking to me asking me why i look so shag and bla bla bla . after that she went off to get her cousin something and i continue waiting there . too bad , my eyesight was good , i saw sweetie when she was at the traffic light there liaos . toching her fringe , combing her hair . lols . funny ehs ? then she called to ask me why i stand til so lian outside cheers . nono , i stand til very guai le . ewww . then we when we were talking there , came thrree guys asking for money . u know lurhs , something like OCN . then we both was like ermhs no , then he kept pestering us ! even when we were inside the shopping centre alrights . we manage to shooo him off and went to eat . lols . after eating , sat there quite long to talk . i was finding place to buy ciggs man . damn . after that darling called to say we'll meet at fareast i think . and told me ber and chloe was coming . friendly me said it was alright for them to come . i don mind , i know ber quite well anw ~ and very hao qi to see chloe cas i see her pics before . whee . asked her anywhere in town can buy ciggs she said fareast . so we walked there , but cant buy too . same , need IC . ewww . then darling called to meet us at cine !!! then change to orchard mrt !! too bad for us , we walked back . hahas . not far anw , got underpass ma . hahas . then saw darling , hug hug lerhs jiu walk to fareast . arghs . then pei darling go do she and her boy's de anni present , then went to pei her mam mam at long john . saw her fren , baby and girls . ewww. so kong bu , all char bo fighters . tians . me and sweetie at there talk to each other . lols . then when eating , saw hazel again . sitting in front of us . after that same , sat at long john to slack . when decide to go le , then talked to hazel . darling and sweetie went toilet . lols . heard some unwanted news or maybe wanted news bahs . will write below later . hmmms . =) . after that stand outside fareast , saw darling's baby again . then ask her help us buy ciggs . outside there smoke le jiu decide to walk to cine . cas it was raining heavily . luckily never walk to far, we saw ber and chloe =D . then walked back to fareast . ewwww . took pics and talk talk then went to cine again . sat outside burgerking to take pics then . hahas . so funny lurs , ber so zilian . keep wanna take pics ! then chloe wasn't feeling well , so somehow quite no mood . sat quite long , then we went to arcade . and then came back down again . chloe wanted to go back , so ber pei her . then darling went to meet her boy . hmmms . me and sweetie jiu go wait for papa . at there smoke le , papa jiu come liaos . then send sweetie to city hall mrt to take mrt go meet her stead then we went home . sux lurhs , everybody go meet stead ! nvm ~ im seeing baby todae too . hees . after that jiu come home lerh . actually quite loads of stupid things happen . but lazy write . hahas . like before ber and chloe came , darling talking to ber on fone telling him who here . then told ber say vion here nehs . there he keep say , who vion . isit vionna . then darling say ya la . then both keep argueing about my name . darling say vion better , ber say vionna ~ lols . cant stand . like that ehs , after overseas meeting again ! weee . presents time . =) .

ya , about hazel thing . hmms . not much lurhs . just heard about adrian's things . about that char bo . wan know de ownself come ask me hao le . or maybe next time then i write cas todae i really lazy to write blog . anw , ger , thanks for caring and telling me hmms . maybe it made me give up .

hmms . nothing much lurhs . todae baby coming my house pei me . he's having exams now ehs . good luck baby ! =D . like that bahs . will update my blog and friendster soon again . replies to tags now .

to missdolle : ermhs , thanks for caring and readin my blog yarhs . =) . but u r ? hahas . about my ex ehs ? tell u when i know who u are bahs . hahas . =) . sorry ehs . hmmms .

to shaowei : baobeix , will take loads of care derhs . u too alrights . cannot sad sad arhs , must smile =) . hmms . miss u loads too alrights , hope u know that arhs . loved .

to tracy dearrie : why shang xin ? don shang xin la , later i xin tong for u . hmms . smile smile =) . whaakakakas . anything can call me share de alrights , don keep it to urself . muacks .

anw , meeting loads of ppl up after back from my overseas . all say hao lerhs . eewwww . busy busy . luan le luan le . really must write timetable lerhs ! hmmms . stupid adriano , say hao le meet todae , suddenly keep say pai seh ! damn ~ lols . nvm , he said meet up after i back from overseas . cas he have to go acting show on fridae . and im going overseas . eww him ewww him . lols. kaes lurhs . gtg lerhs . gonna try to update the other pics up . =) . take care alrights peeps . loved , hmmms .

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

I WAN THE DEATHNOTE BOOK !! I WAN !! SOMEONE , BUY FOR ME WILL YOU ?! hees , i wan lurhs !! ITS A MUST . LALAS . =D .

oh my god . i have no pics nowadays . but since these also haven put up . i put up first lors . lols .

and then u know ? the retard look . lols . really like two dwarfs living in one small box ehs . hahas . oppps . =X .

alrights alrights . let's talk about ytd . since its already 7.o5am now . hahas . woke up at 2 something ? lols . becas papa call me to ask me what i wanted to eat . i mean , no , he ask if i wanted to eat my ahgu's stall noodles . nice okays people ?! next time got tme i bring u all go . lols . then i said alrights =D . and i woke up . LOLS . then saw tackey online . at there kpkp him , say wake up never call me . lols . then he call me suddenly say what call to wake me up , then i say i chatted with him online . he say he afk . damn ~ then he was forcing me to prepare arhs , keep cui me go bathe . the the end meet at around 5 outside orchard mrt station . lols . i was smoking there la , and then he was late . then he came up , not confirm if its me , but i early saw him , confirm is him , then he call me i kup his fone . lols . then we walked to cine . then his turn at there kpkp say what he say meet at somerset i don wan , now walked to cine . lols . then keep acting like L . si bei kns , buey tahan him . lols . but the fact is , really look like la hors . character and attitude abit wrong nia . he more hyper active , more noisy . lols . then when reach cine , no people . sians . then got this mood to watch movie , go see . all i want watch de nc16 and R21 , nb ~~ lols . pek chek then don wan watch liao . saw the deathnote de poster so big paste there . then i at that guan cha , ewww . so kong bu arhs , like singapore de L like that . lols . then went to check the little shop outside LOONEY TOONS , the jap shop . i want to buy the deathnote book !! 2o bucks . hehe . who want buy for me arhs ? whakakas . buy lurhs buy lurhs , buy for me someone ! hehes . =X . then thot of kbox , so went up go ask . quite cheap ehs . so say okays lors . then go sing song . room 2o . his birthdae ehs . dec2o . lols . then after that saw my fone ring . ehs , yongjie nehs . then rmb i message him ask him call me , got important things . then ask him he isit got ka my lanjiaowei in front of jiaxin or what . then he say no , he only ask jiaxin that bitch whether know me anot . isit buey gam with me . knn ~ that cbk go tell him say we eh gam . nothing wrong between us , den go tell other ppl say actually we buey gam , don wan let yong jie know . cb hors ? then i at there kpkp about her blog , then yong jie go see . dunno isit go kp her or what , suddenly she message me " i'm jia xiins . view my blog =) . " siao hors ? then i was like shouting , eeeeee , dirty my fone . lols . then tackey at there xia dao . after tat yongjie use his houes fone call me , den we talk lo . talk awhile i say must put down le . tonight zai call me or something . then in that awhile , talk til so funny arhs . rmb the past , so close . hahas . then at night le also never cal me , think he busy . cas he also got tell me not sure . becas he will be going out . like that lo . then sing till around 9 . go take neos . wheee . i got no scanner , if not scan give u guys see . i like the pics ! nice ~ the cas he whole dae never eat , so went to the food court there de japanese food there arhs . the whole shop de lei . then went there eat . saw berber and shanling honey inside there talking with one girl . then i go da hi ! lols . the berber sibei kong bu , from there jiu HI liaos . lols . then told shanling honey about later meeting beibei darling and baobao sweetie . then she say she got make up classes . anything or after 6 zai call her see how . weets . faints . then ber thot i go down is find them ! then ask me how i know they there . lols . then i say no la , i come eat de lehs . lols . then after that say bye , we go eat they went off to arcade to meet others . i always eat the same ehs , hahas . eat le jiu come home le nors . cas 9.5o something le nehs . tians . thats my todae lors . lols . reach home liaos jiu rest on bed . talk to baby on fone . so dots la . he at there asking stupid questions then at there kpkp say what i going overseas so long . lols . then after that put down , i lie on bed then . lie lie lie , till i doze off . til 4 something then wake up use com . lalas . till now lo , 7.2oam currently . hahas .

todae also never meet dao the seller for the things i wanna buy de . cas she got something on . so dots lo . lols . awhile say change to 5.3o , awhile say cannot , change till next time . ask me decide place and time . then at first was thinking tmr . but think of the cash i also sians . no money le arhs ! todae spent too much le ! damn ~~ like now im only left with 6.5o . later dad pass me 1o . i go buy ciggs . left with 7 . i mean total la . then get 1o from dad again . left with 17 . go out later , cfm take neos . 5 gone . 7 go eat , 7 gone . left with 5 again . how ? lols . then next dae , dad gives me another 1o . 15 . cas buying from another seller something . 15 - 7.5o = 7.5o . damn it man . i buy this one also cost 7.5o . fark up , by wed or thurs , money all gone . stil backside itchy go promise david wanna go sing k lei . damn damn arhs !! .after that fridae go thailand , spent money again . come back got chalet , money again . meeting pamela and girls , money again . damn it man ~ its all about cash man ! i need to work !! i saw tracy asking me on msn todae , but i afk ! damn !! im gonna ask her soon man ! i really needa work for money ! although baby says he wanna yang me , but abit impossible ! i always tell him , settle urself first darling . lols . too bad for us ehs . nvm ! jia you vionna jiayou ! . muahahahas .

later meeting them at 2 at orchard mrt . wonder if beibei darling can even wake up . cas she just slept . just now she stil go pub drink nehs . 4 something then come back . then both of us was talking on msn about her family . arghs , xin tong for her okays ? ! but i really love her mum larhs , damn . kana sister like that . can smoke in front of her , drink , can scold vulgarities , can kpkp . soemore if darling go back with brusies , she wil ask her , win or lose ? lols . stil can help to think . roll newspaper beat ppl . what alot la . all can do . lols . miracles ehs . next time i must like that . i mean as a mum la ! so open . lols . then talk alot , understand one more person le ! then she also at there say dunno later if can wake up . cas so late liaos . lols . scare she late . hahs . but peeps , i'll be at town whole dae todae bahs . at fareast , cine =) . hmmms . if too early stil got time , will be heading down to bugis . lalas . let's see how todae will be bahs . hmms . =) .

bryan is funny , getting funnier nowadays ! guess what ? he message me the dae before ytd . we message til he slept . todae he message me again , then say something kong bu ! he say he was viewing my profile just now , and suddenly thot of me ! ARGHS ~~ last time don say , wait till now liaos then say . farker , abit too late le bahs ? ! damn . damn u ! bu guan first . then message message message , he say he wan go orh orh le . then guess how he message put ? " hahas . i go or or first le k . night . i miss you .. .. " i nearly went crazy man . farking hell ! lols . been waiting for last few weeks , no news . only til now , everybody coming up ! and david miss call me for dunno how many times todae , i don wanan call back . so he call me in the end , lols . jody come back from his trip le , weets =D . he seemed happy arhs , good for him =) . hmms . well well , these 3 peeps all know from chalet . that time kevin ask me go de chalet . well , didn't regret going , didn't regret for taking the risk but got caught in the end =D . im glad i did that anws . wheeee . guys , misses too alrights . take care ! hmmms .

alrights alrights . abit too noisy liaos . i wan go rest lerhs . if not later die liao . hmms . peeps ! jio me out soon alrights . i don wanna keep staying at home ! will die ! for the last few days already staying at home . hahas . so must go out . ! lalas . hao la , go rest lerhs . loved !

darling ger ` like what u said , let the thing rest currently first bahs . maybe its right for u not to come out a week , maybe after cominq back from thailand , things would get better and back to normal . its not like what u said " maybe without me , you 're better .. .. etc .. " something u wrote like that . but nahs , im just going on with my every dates for this week and overseas . settle everything for this week and thats it . its been a terrible one . i don't cancel dates unless i've something cope on , you know that . thats why im going out now and then becas this dates have been said for a week before . talked to u just now , u're stil as cold . thot u would maybe lols , or hahas or something but i don get anything . trying to get on the right track for us but u don seemed to follow it . nvm , let it be . let this week past le zai say bahs . time wil heal maybe , like what syl said . hmms . maybe u're right , step by step bahs . hmmms . take care when im not with u alrights . take care , loved . =) .

deathnote 3 will be my me and tackey . lols .


talking to that tackey on msn , webcam . lols . his webcam , not mine . then damn stupid , he wear white long sleeves . hair make like L . deathnote de L . then squat on the chair take chocolate eat . then keep biting finger . fucker rights ? make me laugh til buey tahan . woke up in a not very good mood . let him like this make awhile jiu laugh til stomach pain . cant stand him la . damn . then keep ask me go prepare cas meeting him ma . damn damn damn . lols . don care ah , i write blog first . lols . that idiot is stretching himself . did L did that ? lols . don care . anw , add adriano on msn , then i forgot . argh ~~ he came online ask me who am i . i say think he add me de . then two idiots at there argueing . phew , heng after that i rmb . lols . then now like two siao kia at there talking about album thing . lols . then got this guy , say transferring to outram . call dave . now studying mayflower sec . lols . dunno whether transferring anot . none of my business anw . lols . transfer liao zai say . hahas . tians .

kaes kaes . thats all . tmr metting beibei darrling and baobao sweetie . shopping time . cas later at orchard mrt meeting one of the bloggster . lols . i bought things again !! arghs , bought a shirt and a belt . wed also meeting one of the bloggster again to get another shirt . lalas . im shopping . lols . everytime quarrel with u , i use shopping to past through this . okays . stop saying about that . i don wanna go crazy later . lols . alrights . im going back to chat again . and then off to bath . bye guys . =D . take care yarhs . loved .

Monday, December 04, 2006

to u , only for you .



everybody's got something they have to leave behind .
only grate from ytd , that just seems to grow with time .
there's no use looking back or wondering .
how it could be mend or meddle with .
oh this i know , but stil i cant find ways to let you go
i never had a dream come true .
till the dae that i''ve found u
even though i pretend that im alone .
you'll always be my baby .
i never found the words to say
u're the one i think about each dae.
and i know no matter where im pasted to
a part of me will always be with u
somewhere in my memories .
i lost a sense of time .
and tomorrow could never be , cas ytd its all that feels my mind
there's no use looking back or wondering .
how it should be mend or meddle with .
oh this i know , but stil i cant find ways to let you go
i never had a dream come true .
till the dae that i''ve found u
even though i pretend that im alone .
you'll always be my baby .
i never found the words to say
u're the one i think about each dae.
and i noe no matter where im pasted to
a part of me will always be . . .
you always be that dream that feels my head .
yes u will , say you will , you know you will baby .
u always be the one i know i'll never forget .
there's no use looking back or wondering .
becas love is a strange and funny thing .
no matter how i try and try i just cant say goodbye .
ohnonono ,
i never had a dream come true .
till the dae that i''ve found u
even though i pretend that im alone .
you'll always be my baby .
i never found the words to say
u're the one i think about each dae.
and i know no matter where im pasted to
a part of me will always be ,
a part of me will always be with you .


my wishes to those couples around me and to myself .
treasure the one beside u now . treasure them deeply .
even though if u don't know how to , try it .
if u make a decision of letting that person go , don regret =) .

and to those friends around me ,
those darling , babies , baobeis , etc .. ..
treasure the one around u too .
you'll never know when he/she would just go .
u'll never know when they wil just walk off .
givin in is always the best decision for some ,
but you never know how long can giving in takes place .
maybe a word sorry is useful , but treasure them .
when they talk calmly , and trys to explains things le , understand !
don bring everything up at one time ,
cas u'll never know what's the other party doing .
take care of everyone around . don make crazy decisions ,
without thinking of the past .

DAMN DAMN DISAPPOINTED . holding the blame here and there . i really blurred out le , dunno anything le okays . dunno ..


SO IM IN THE WRONG . IM STUPID TO START ALL THOSE NONSENSE. AND IM IN FAULT TAT I HAB GONE OVERBOARD FER WAT I HAB SAE . SO I SHALL NORT SAE ANYTHING .NO FEELINGS, NO COMMENTS, NTH . WHEN I DIN WAN TU SAE ANYTHING . YOO PPL SAE TAT I DIN SAE IT PUT FER YOO ALL TO UNDERSTAND . THEN NOW . I SAID .. GIB COMMENTS. AND NOW , TATS WAT I GOT . SUAN LER . NTH IS GOIN TU BE OUT OF MY MOUTH .NTH !DUNNO SINCE WHEN , UR WORDS HAB BEEN SO IMPORTANT TO ME . AND IT AFFECTS ME ALOT . AND NOW, AL THE THINGS TAT YOO SAID . THOUGH IT IS TRUE . BUD I JUS CANT TAKE IT . FARK . NVM SUAN LER . MAYBE ITS JUS ALL MY THINKIN ..YES . IM WEIRD . YOO PPL ARE NORMAL .

as fer tml , i din cancel anything . so yoo hab sae till like tat liao . and assume tat i hab cancel liao . so let's cancel everything tml . and oso fer the whole week . nort goin out ler . i nid tym tu cool down. ppl tat are in fault hab tu hab time tu thikn abt it and reflect on their wrong doings . rite ? so tats y i m . [ her ] .

EHS . U SIAO ARHS ? ISIT ? U MIND GOT PROB LE ISIT ? FARKING DAMN HELL . FIRST TIME CHAT TO U ON MSN , UR MSN SOT LOG OFF . FATED . SECOND TIME I WRITE ON BLOG CALMLY , U SO JIDONG AT UR BLOG TILL LIKE THAT . EHS , STUPID IS BECAS QUARREL TIL LIKE THAT . NOT START THE QUARREL . I KNOW U MIND SO MUCH BECAS IS HE SAY . BUT DAMN IT , ITS TIME TO START ANEW MAN . WAKE UP LA . I'VE TIRED TALKING TO VERY CALMLY LE LORS . BUT I REALLY DUNNO HOW TO START ANOTHER CONVERSATION LA HORS . WRITE ON BLOG ASSUMING U TMR CANCEL IS BECAS I DON WAN QI WANG SO HIGH . I USE TO U PEK CHEK CANCEL THINGS LIAO . LATER MY ASSUMING IS RIGHT , THEN WHAT ? IF I DON ASSUME , TMR REALLY CANCEL , AND I DUN KNOW , U SAY HOW WILL I GO CRAZY ? U LIKE THIS IS LAST TIME DE ME LA HORS . COME ON LA . U LIKE THAT PEK CHEK WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING MY WRITING HORS , ONE DAY CONFIRM GOT PROB . NOBODY SAYS U'RE WRONG U KNOW ? U'VE BEEN ASSUMING ALL TO URSELF ALRIGHTS . NOBODY SAY U NEVER PUT IT UP FOR US TO UNDERSTAND ARHS , NOBODY ASK U NOT TO PUT UP TOO . AND NO ONE BLAME U FOR PUTTING WHAT U PUT . WE'RE ALSO DAMN FARKING HELL TRYING TO EXPLAIN FOR OURSELVES . WHAT OVERBOARD ? ABIT ? THEN ? SO MIND FOR WHAT . U SAYING LIMBEI , ALSO NOT HIM . YES , HIS WORDS HAS ALWAYS BEEN IMPORTANT TO YOU , YES , HIS WORDS HAS ALWAYS AFFECT U . THATS WHY I APRECIATED THAT DAE WHEN HE SAID DUNNO WHAT WE TO MAKE U SO DAMN HAPPY EVEN WITH ME . BY SAYING ALL THIS , HE JUST WANT YOU TO THINK . TO LEARN . THERE'S SPACE FOR BEING BACK GIRL , ITS WHETHER U WOULD STILL OPEN UR MOUTH TO TELL HIM . ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT MAN .

how i know whether u have cancel i ask u ? i did call u , u say msn say . i also yue hao my fren , prepare my feelings for tmr . and what now ? u say i assume ? then u cancel . ehs , ASSUME LA HORS , assume ~ becas im afriad myself okays . im afraid u ownself cancel and then disappoint me la . think for me la , i assume man . at least when u tell me " oh no , u didn't cancel , tmr still meeting " . and u know just this farking damn sentence i've been waiting for the whole dae can bright my whole dae tmr up ? what wrong doings ? u making the whole thing bigger and bigger . whole week ? alrights , up to u . don see me then . im leaving for singapore . happy ? happy ? glad for u . mei you xiang dao la hors . mei you xiang dao u whole week also can say out la hors . anything le la hors . my previous blog so calm so normal just hoping u wil be normal too la hors . mei you xiang dao it turn out the other way round la . tmr de shi , u settle again okays , whether u want to stay at home REFLECT UR WRONGDOINGS or dunno what , or decide to go out . i dunno le okays . many many things that i never thot would have come out from u already come out le la , i can explain for myself for every other thing u wrote in ur blog but not this whole week thing la hors . no need le la . im going overseas le , okays ?

jing zhao didi go to aus le . for two years . sobs . take care my didi . loved alrights . =) .


and then when u were trying to show care and concern to people around you , they get the wrong idea . then loads of things start to happen again . and then when u don wanna them to mistook anything , u stop showing ur care and concern , they say u changed . and then when even u stop , some can even say , oh , you don't love me lerhs . so should u start caring people or stop it ? or maybe say clearly ? but if everyone takes the wrong idea now and then , i rather the world be a heartless one then . i really don't understand or maybe i should say i really don't know how to show the right care and concern to the people around u . when u silently worry for them , they think u don't worry for them . when you tell them that u really worry for them , they don't give a damn . so how ? shake me awake man , shake me hard . or why not slap me awake man , like once danbai did to me . wake up man wake up !! what's with the world man . and what is the damn god doing man ? did he forget his duties ? where's all the angels that everyone is talking about ? damn it man . i find my damn courage to talk to her and she went offline . must be com hang or something man . farking fated u know . can you imagine thhose kind of disappointed feelings . AND NOW MY DAMN COM IS SO NOISY , cant those guys stop talking ? let's think about how to start the conversation again with calm words man . but don't put hopes that she's going tmr . cas she might have cancel the thing or something again yarhs . oh ... so thats me , my fren said suddenly in msn . damn , he told me i was a bad-tempered one . thats why born into this world to go through up and downs to learn . ARH ~~ pathetic me .

and one of this guy im talking to , he asked me why hasn't i sleep ? i told him , i cant . sleepless nights u see . and he told me , " i'll get u 5 tiger beers , 2 pure cups of vodka " and u can go to sleep . i told him . " nono , one tiger , 1 pure vodka and im gone =D . " . then i continue nono , why not just a cup of martell and u see my lying there , BLURED OUT . oh my tians . and then he just said again , " u're better , at least stil can one cup vodka , i last time 14 , one tiger and im DEAD " . damn , i wonder how much he can take now man . oh . and BOBO came talking to me now , telling me i finally replied . and i was like , no , u didn't chat with me . two idiots argueing on msn . wanted to book me for one of these days , but i told him , oh , too bad . im FULLY BOOKED . after dec14 then . i have aloy's chalet on the 11 to 13 . like what he said , choco and vanilla is a must . i was like " oh , depends on her then . " was force to ton on the 12 , i wonder if i can . BOBO then said , i have a chalet from 11 to 13 too , at costa sand , how about urs ? see , i told u , its fated , too bad i told him again . mine's at changi =D . and he said , oh , i understand , u guys love ahguas . yesyes , i love them so much .

didn't meet beibei darling todae . due to her , not my fault . cas she called around 1 something and said right away " darling , todae cant make it , sorry . my cb mum suddenly told me wanna go malaysia and i told her i got appointetment but she don listen . . . . . " continue with her talk , i forgot what she said as i was sleeping . =X . anw , good too . cas i slept at 11 something early in the morning todae . i needa rest . whoohooo . message her just to ask her if tues she wanna come along with me and baobao sweetie . cas we're going down to town and bugis . so spot us there . she said alrights =) . and i'am going to tell sweetie straight after she comes online . i wonder if they know each other cas darling told me that she knew one baobao , but wondering if its the same . oh pray to god , i hope its the same . so see them this tues , i miss ya peeps . loved .

mr.KC bro was like talking to me just now , which i got a fright . he was asking if i was okay anot . just say everything out . don say nothing has happened . so i continue with my story and he was like " oh , this is damn stupid man . " so i was like , yes i agree . but ehs , i didn't know just a small thing like that and she brought everything up . then we continue talking , and i really don't understand why he thanked me for telling her . damn it , what's with me man . and then he was like telling me , sometimes she's really funny , dunno what she thinking . and then something stroke my head , i realise this is the third person telling me . FIRST SYL , SECOND is someone i shouldn't say out . becas that person only agree . okays . damn . whatever it is , AHBEE told me to say sorry instead of waiting . so like what i said , damn , i talked to her and she went offline . god's playing with us man . shit it . after that was telling him about the thing she wrote about relationship , then he said ' oh ya , thats the part he forgot to tell me . and then he said . she had really gone abit too far this part . so i was like ya ya , i agree . then he said again " why write til make people think u so cheap when u were only trying out ? " . again , lost of words . i said hais . then i said , but she has already wrote , people think im cheap then . and then he said " oh , let people say wat they want . becas if its isn't the truth , you needn't feel dangered rights ? my dear , relax " . awww , i lost my words again . and then he told me to calm down , wait til both of us relax and then talk . then said again , dont think so much . off he went to his games i think . im not sure about him sometimes . good or bad catogary should i put him in ? ohhhh , im stil in a total shock he talked to me , but im glad he stayed by side . take care my bro .

baby finally started his work smoothly . no late , no quarrelings . as a promoter at taka 3rd floor , toy's department . darling , enjoy , but don work too hard or tire urself out alrights . xin ku ni le . rmb i said i saw him online this morning ? oh god , he came online for fun . then he went to bath , came back to the com . chat less than 5 mins and he told me he was going . he said " ur husband me going to work to yang u this pig . " so i was like , oh , im a pig to him . ON DIET ! first thing which came on my mind . then i think how i pass my days nowadays . let me tell you . wake up around 7something in the night , use com , watch tv till morning 1o something to 12 something . go to sleep again . unless meeting anyone in the afternoon , sleeping time would be 9 something . lost the sense of time , so im only eating a meal a dae . oh my tian ! but im still not thin enough . continue like this maybe ? awww , anw , hubby is off to sleep again becas he's working tmr again ! ewww . zhen de xin ku ni le . but hey baby , pls rmb to save money and not spent them right away always alrights . =) , take care boy .

oh my god . taxi uncle just called me ! i got a fright man . i thought he miss me or something . lols . anw , let me explain to u how i know this taxi uncle and how he helped me . oh . his totally my angel =) . last year christmas i think ? i forget le . but i rmb we booked his taxi behind paragon . i rmb me , her , samantha , roselyn and chiwen . ya . each send home and some went to rose house . we were damn noisy but fun . he also pei us noisy . then when we were going down the car , he exchange numbers with us . at first we tot he was a bian tai , we didn't bother to care but stil exchange numbers . hahas . lame pork . then he did message me only . dunno why . did not keep in contact anws . only till the time i start running out at night , always call him . =) . surprise i still keep his number rights ? i told u , im good . muahahahas . then everytime take his taxi without paying , if not jiu shi pay lesser than the amount . everytime before getting off the car , he would push a 1o bucks to me . tell me rmb to eat and take care of myself . well , pss ppss , i know his secrets too . his a ex convict . but why care ? wo jiu shi kan hao ta , zhen yang ? then this few weeks tio lock at home , hasn't been contacting him . so i was surprise when he called me just . asking me where am i and bla bla bla , then suddenly say he got some guys to jie shao me . LOLS . and then pass the fone to those guy . damn . guess who are they ? he say his brothers . lalas then . all so guai lan , but say 18 , 17 , 16 years old . arghs . uncle told me they were handsome , i was like . oh then ? LOLS . ask uncle where they were , and he said , at pasir ris diao yu . then i said " oh damn , never jio me go " then he said , okays lors . i now go fetch u or u take taxi down i pay . so aiseh hors ? damn man really damn it . i love him man . THEN I REJECT CAS I CANT EVEN GET OUT . if not i've been outside now . oh my tians . then he said alrights , next time we go cycling or got anything , call u again . then i said sure , bye , take care ! =D . perfect him rights ? but uncle , really wanna thank u alot for always being there when we were out of cash or something . thanks . =) .

like my mum , from her genes , i have a damn farking attitude problem .



u needa say till so jidong for what ? for what ? for what hell ? I TRY TO FARKING HELL CONTROL MY FARKING FEELINGS WRITING THAT DAMN PREVIOUS BLOG , WAITING FOR A BETTER REPLY FROM U AND THIS IS WHAT I FARKING HELL GET FROM U THIS BLOG . so what do u want me to say AGAIN ? go la go . go for wanjing la . is this wad u want ? jidong rights ? no calming down for talking space rights ? ya la , wanjing ur dream fren . i know that what . don need u to say now . she so good then go bahs . say till like that liaos , i raher u leave me alone then . like u and ur mother the same , i really dunno what u want . understand u ? sometimes u don open ur mouth , must observe . care for u ? later u sarcastically reply again . then ? what u wan us to do ? EHS , FOR DAMN SHIT HELL HORS , i never say what name , what title what shit hors . those kind of things is ownself come out de hors . and u don have to sae bullshit lors . i dun even know what the sec one scare of me . what farking hell reasons but u don have to say til like that . understand ? and farking hell SHIT , I TOLD U I DUNCH KNOW WHAT U ARE THINKING , WHY U SO JIDONG FOR WHAT . i told u , i brought u with me , becas i don wan ppl to say i take u as A TOY or what farking things . i wanted u to know them so next time go out easy , better .

AP ? yes , lies with me . im just telling u about KC here befer farking hell he tells u himself . becas when i told him i didn't want to tell u , HE FARKING DAMN SHIT SAID THAT NVM THEN , HE WILL TELL U HIMSELF THEN . damn shit . donno what the both of u up to . bloody hell . really donno what to do . ya la ya la , me la hor . easily fall for ppl la hors . wrong also limbei wrong la hors . u guys the best la , control feelings la , taste high la . everything good la hors . i flirt la hors , i bitch la okays ? satisfied people ? like that i stay single hao le hors . u guys jiu can diam diam , shudup fark off le la hors . satisfied now ? relationship things ? satisfied ?! whatever la whatever , i also no mood write . nothing to write even . dunno u la dunno everybody la . my AP la , my fault la , everything my wrong la okays . sui bian .

[ dunno how u guys wil react if one dae i really go crazy man . i really dunno how things gonna end up man . same old words man , i don wanna quarrel so much . don wanna even argue so much . fated to leave de , no matter how to hold , also will go de . fated to stay by side de , no matter how many ups and downs have to go through , also will stay by side no matter what de . so let it be then , lost of words . ]

darling ger ` frens ? are they really that important ? why is this so ? i rather be a little ant to get kill by u humans , rather than stay alive . its total nightmare when things don go right . nightmare . . .

everybody's got something , we have to leave behind . there's no use looking back . nothing can be mend or meddle with anymore *


speechless . speechless from what you write . speechless after what i saw . so its my turn to explain now then . yes , my fault , yes , my AP is coming back . i didn't blame u for anything , always . and i know when i have my AP , and i always blame myself for putting all out on u . yes , thanks for understanding me . thanks for always keeping quiet and tolerating me . at times , when i find u don understand , when i find that somethings wrong and get fuck up , i had that hatred there for u . its my character , i swear . u might be thinking why i always blame u ? but do you know what i was thinking ? yes , pek chek at put the fone down . yes , pek chek and show u attitude . but after that , i blame myself for being like that . no i didn't tell you that i don't blame u . cas i count on you too much , so i always don wanna after talking and then say sorry and then say those sweet things or something that i don blame u . maybe my thinking was so wrong that made us like this .

i knew it girl . i knew it . i knew all the way there were peeps behind talking about me . cas they do it to tracy and other peeps too . they said im a chaoahlian . a bitch , not for u to be with . i kept quiet , i had nothing to say . i knew all along girl . what coward ?? they dunch know anything , what are they trying to do now ? [ TO ALL FARKING PEOPLE OUT THERE , ONE MORE WORD FROM U TO MY FRIENDS AROUND ME , I KILL . SHUT UR OWN MOUTHS UP AND CONTINUE WITH UR BUSINESS , NOT MINE , OR OURS . DAMN IT AND SHUDUP . I'LL FARK U . I TOLERATE U GUYS SAYING ME , I TOLERATE . DON MAKE ME FLARE UP . SO U GUYS BETTER SHUDUP AND FARK OFF . NBCB . ] . especially alan peh . dun think i dunch know what u are up to . don worry , to me , u're stil a little ant i look down on .

continue with u and me . no , i didn't ask u to shoulder all faults . thats ur thinking . chiwen yeahs ? back to her again ? alrights , i know , u didn't quarrel with her more than two times . she's the best alrights ? she understands u more than I DO [ if u dare to say this ] . girl , each person has his or her own character , she's willing to say sorry . she's willing to apologise . but my thinking isn't the same , like what i told aloy and he understands . i said , do u know why i don't say sorry . becas since u say , or maybe since u have talk to me , again if i say sorry , it wil embarress [ or however it spell ] the both of us once again . difficult to meet , difficult to talk again . i can u know ? i can always apologise again after everything . its becas i think of the hou guo ! . maybe u don't . like what aloy said , we belong to two kinds of world . but too bad we understand each other , so we're trying to build a new world up .

i know , they said i treated u like a toy . if i need u , i wil keep u by side . if i dun need u , i would just fark u off rights ? HAVE I EVER ? and to the farking people again [ FARK OFF IF U DUNCH KNOW ME WELL . FARK OFF MAN . DON ACT LIKE U UNDERSTAND ME . IF I WOULD REALLY TAKE HER AS A TOY , I WOULD HAVE FARK HER OFF EARLY ON WHEN I BROKE OFF WITH ADRIAN CHOO . I WOULD HAVE FARK HER OFF WHEN WE QUARRELED . ] . maybe u think i took u as a toy to accompany me . but hey u , if i really didn't need u , if i really took u as a toy , i would really had fark u off early . i would really have stop talking to u , and just end this friendship of ours . u think only there's people telling u not to be with me ? u know there's more people telling me not to be with u ?! more than those farking hell people telling u okays , MORE , ALOT MORE . they told me u weren't suitable as a best fren for me . as a tiong xim sister . they told me to be farking careful of u becas u might fark off and backstab me anytime . they told me to backstab u first before u do . they told me u weren't the girl i see . they told me things like u sux , u are just trying to get close to me . u see girl ? u see that ? this is what i get ? but do u know what i always said ? like u i told them , no , she isn't like that . maybe they didn't know u well too . so i let it be , kept quiet , kept to myself , hidden in my poor brain keeping things . same too , i didn't want to make u sad .

i admit i did change after u left . change to become someone u hope to be with . but im changin back . u wanna know why ? i cant control either . i myself hope to be like the time u left me . to be so good , so caring , so understanding , tolerating , controlling my character . but im changin back . but i cant , i tried . and u don't see it becas the side of me to u was a farking AP girl . u wanna talk about relationships hmmms ? stanley .. alrights . u knew that i took stanley for adrian . a better one . u knew i was with stanley becas i took him as adrian , becas u told me to aim for him . when the time u told me to break off with stanley , i was farking hell shock and how i wish i could just ask u what u were thinking . girl , KC wun be urs anymore . wun , there's things he told me to told u . but i cant , i told him . and since we've already quarreled till this stand , i have to tell u . pls lower ur taste and accept other guys , let KC off . he just told me todae to tell u to give up . don go crazy or bad mood becas of him . becas he just cared for u as a FREN . i tried asking if u two were stil possible , he said , for now , its a NO . for u i cried , for u i beg him once . trust me , u only been through 4 blurred relationships . only know now u love KC after u let him go . but ask urself darling , how many times had vionnaCHAN met guys ? how many times i had gone through high and low times becas of relationships . i told u , i've earlied told u , try guys around u . they always ask u but u said no . if i tell u that guy can be tried , go for it . u always don listen , and then let go of a good guy . u always think of looks and everything . but let me tell u , i was once like this . standards high , character and everything . but i realise , this is youth , try everyone around u even if u gonna have a farking reputation . becas only those around u knows why u are like this .

for just now why u kup the fone , i know the reason why . but i kept quiet . no , i was in a very good mood too . but when i talked serious about that girl , u stil continue to then , and then , and then ? i flared up again . thats why i ONLY said , arh , nvm , don wanna say le . and then u kup the fone after mins . yes , my fault for saying those ARH , don wanna say le . i apologise . alrights ? saying till the fone calling thing . u think i don wanna call u de ma ? everytime call , u got ans ma ? u got response ma ? everytime call u , suey suey who ans ? ur bro . or sometimes , never even ans . thats why i told myself , come'on man . get use to it that u calling me . better , i don have to go crazy for unvalid reasons . always trying to find u out suddenly or something , call u no ans . i go crazy again . becas girl , when u want to AVOID me , any calls u also wun ans . like how u avoid ur manager and whoever . pics now , wanjing use to upload it up to rights ? why not u say her ? why not u tell her how much u hate it ? okays , so from now onwards , no more ugly pics . no more NOTHING . now my turn . GIRL , i can see it through . whenever there's wanjing , no matter u are in a good mood or what , u smile to her . i wil never never never ever forget how u use to hurt me by only looking at her , ur mood gets well , turn to me , everything goes to drain . i wil never forget how much i wanted to let u go when i see u were in good terms with her so much .

xi huan what ? bu xi huan what ? yes , i know . you don't like some of my friends . especially jeslyn rights ? especially that dae rights ? but let me tell u , what i was thinking that dae , i had no chance to explain . becas back from sentosa , everything was over too . i don wanna bring it up again . all i was thinking and hoping was to bring u around to get to know more of my friends , they weren't as bad as u think . i wanted to bring u to know them becas i don't wanna leave u alone . becas i don wanna GO OUT WITH THEM AND LEAVE U ALONE AND THEN BEING SAID THAT I TREATED U AS A TOY AGAIN . i had problems too u know ? i had problems that dae too . my mood was already spoilt my patrick that dae for saying what i too fat , stil eat . but i swollow it down too . u think jeslyn never tell me things about u ma ? she's also one of them who told me to let u go . she rather me be with her than u . cas she can see that u had never been through much , stil dunno how to think far , she rather me be with her . but i told her , no , i've been with u for nearly two years . and frens have ups and downs too , i sure i and u can be frens , sisters , forever . this was what i said to her . she LL , also diam diam .

my last words to you . girl , i try to look on the bright side too . but u dunch know . i tried to say sorry too , but things pulled me away . i hope things could get back to the times too , but something is in between us . those gossips and everything . but trust me , there's still loads of people in my 1ooo friendlist who admire us , who love us . and how they wish to be like us too . yes , the time u left , it was a total nightmare for me . mistakes i did . things went wrong . all coming back now . but i just hope u would just be abit more violent to pls fark off those people who tells u im taking u as whatever . fark them off or ask them to come right to me . i had never treated u as a DOG , what cowardly , let me in , no . no . no . yes , besties ain't like that . but i take this as ups and downs . like wat winnie told me that dae privately on the chalet for kevin's chalet , she said , huiyi's like u . and im like her . always letting winnie in . but she didn't take huiyi as anything , always a best girl who understands her . always her best fren who tolerates her . and i agree with her , totally . yes , it was terrible when u left that period of time , but i pulled myself back from a total hell . i knew u would say about later , not going . i've already prepared myself for that . let it be then . again , i apologise for everything . and don assume things u dunno , u wun know how much i've always blame myself . u wun know if i've been still taking my medicines . not asking for u to take pity on me , i just wan u to stop assuming things .

[ AGAIN TO THOSE KPO PEEPS . SHUT UR FARKING MOUTHS UP . ESPECIALLY ALAN PEH OR WHOEVER . IM WARNING U HERE . IF U GUYS DON READ MY BLOG , THEN TOO BAD . ONE MORE TIME ON MY TAIL , AND IM OUT TO HUNT FOR PREYS . I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN , I SWEAR . I WILL JUST FARK U OFF LIKE HOW IM GONNA FARK THAT BITCH OFF NOW . FARKING HELL PLS SHUDUP . THANK U TO U IF U HAVE STOP UR NONSENSE . BUT FARK U IF U'RE STIL TRYING TO PHYSCO HER TO LEAVE . THIS IS OUR PROB , NONE OF URS SO FARK OFF . UNDERSTAND ? IF U'RE NOT HAPPY IN WHAT I WRITE HERE , COME RIGHT TO MY FACE TO TELL ME . BUT IM TELLING U HERE , ITS REALLY NOT UR BUSINESS . REALLY . ]

was talking to aloy on the fone just now after he went offline . was talking about adrian , about thomas , about girls in friendster , about his girl , his brothers , his frens , about u , about our own probs . then we realise we had the same background and everything . when i was with adrian he was with his girl . when we broke off , they broke off too . he's dying , im dying too . and then the same again , he was telling me to becareful of u . then we talked about his coming chalet too . it was a must for me to be there . tians . torture man ~ was told hongling , bibi , and other girls of friendster would be there . so chocolate and vanilla is a must . but most of them going on the first dae , so was somehow told to message those girls i know to go on the second dae too . and was suan by him !! not to wear any black bra to go ! becas he will pull off ! lols . fark fark fark . the chalet's at changi , so wish me goodluck man . lols . kaes kaes . this is all . ARH !! i saw baby online ! now at 1o.15 . damn him . !! must go work le stil online !! ARH . going to niam him liaos . muahahahas . bye !! =D .

darling ger ` maybe the relationship between us wasn't strong enuf . like what i've said for times , u didn't bother to ask , i didn't bother to explain either . after crying terribly for that dae , till todae , i've made that decision to let you go . to forget u . since even frens also cant , i'll let go of everything . but boy , i will always rmb u , becas it was u who brought my life back . and even more fun , more frens . it was u who started my everything again . thanks . =) . last long with her , treasure her . don treat her like how u treat me . i promise u this , i wil love my boy so much , i'll take him by side . i wun let him go , i promise . =) . take really good care of urself . eat ! rmb ! =) . loves .

Sunday, December 03, 2006

baby , still counting . on and on . . . . =) .

neos ! neos ! so long never take le ehs . take le abit funny ehs . hahas . okays ~ this is zhi wei ~ he look like plaza de ah boy ehs . lols . this one at my house with dabudian !! we bought ghost movie watch . lols .
hear no evil , see no evil , speak no evil . & smell no evil . lols .
TOUNGES out !lols .
and then instead of yoARyo , we go FUCKarFUCK . oppps . i told this to baby , and he kpkp . lols . but im alright with it lei . funny us . lols .
and then the wondering thing . lols .
then they fark me . so tong ku . lols .
the children chair . where we leave dabudian out . lols .
then the stupid pig face . tracy dearrie really had a hard time making this face man . lols .

and then the stupid face . lols . i look like someone just hit my butt . lols .

oh . its a saturdae and i stayed home all dae . woke up at 5 something , use come and then sleep back at 1o . lols . and then woke up at 7pm . hahas . so perfect ehs . anws , this is all for todae . just talk on fone with mr.tackey . lols . talk so long la . cas before talking on fone , he on his webcam . too bad i don have . then he act cute . lols . tians . keep acting his long tail . damn . really long la . ARH . whatever . lols . then yeah , was talking to tackey on fone when suddenly dunno how we talk about the overseas thing . then bla bla bla , i ask him go . then he go ask his parents , his parents say yes nehs ! muahahahas . then i ask papa , papa say he try to get one more ticket to squezze in . wheeee . overseas got ppl pei me le . muahahas . good good . then now conferencing with dabudian and him . dots . kaes la . thats todae . tmr meeting beibei darling liao . mondae meeting dabudian de fren , eugene and tackey . weets . kaes kaes . going le . go upload the rest of the pics in my fone de liaos . bye !! =D . hmmms .

loves always sweet and beautiful in dreams , in shows , in stories , but its always a nightmare in reality of ur own life . A TOTAL NIGHTMARE . *


stupid blog . can upload til this pic only . nvm nvm . after this blog if im not tired , i update one more time . hehes . loads of pics arhs ! JIAYOU ! took by wanjingLAOPO - copyrighted - lols .
i was havinq depression when my boy stayed by me , dunno what happen , blablabla and i turn him into a BLUE MONSTER . muahahas . evil , ain't i ?! lalas .
wanjingLAOPO and ME =D . see tracy's stupid face behind trying to spoil our nice pic ! damn ~~ lalas .
nahs nahs . this pic sux . look at my face . i llook totally like a ball . lols .
sometimes , i really don't know what's tracy up to . look at her white face !! arghs ~~
and then u see , squeezing again . lols .
our new pal , yellow bird . lalas . nice name hurhs . =D .
dabudian and xiaobudian ! =D . let's take the BIGtweety as laobudian hao le . awww . i miss him lurhs . tians .

for entertainment causes . reminder : " damn it man , this is not me , guess who ? lols . " !!

let's not talk about last two daes hao le . let's talk about todae! no , its 8.4oam now . so its ytd . okays , ytd was FUN ! totally fun ! =D . was suppose to meet at 2pm at tiong , mac outside . then cas me and dabudian never sleep , so decide to meet at 1 . contact all of them , in the end , patBAOBEIX made the decision to meet at 1.3o . we called them early in the morning alrights , the funny thing was all their voice were like so funny . lols . around 9.15 , went down to eat with papa for breakfast . cas my stomach was calling me . lols . no choice ~ awww . the after eating , calledd dabudian , damn . fone HANGED . was thinking whether she was preparing already or fell asleep . durhs . came back home alone and then dunno how , i doze off around 1o+ . arghs ~~~ receive a call at 1.4o from two people , one hp , one house . patBAOBEIX called house , dabudian called my fone . damn . woke me up and i look at the time . was so anxious lurhs . lols . then dabudian ownself also just wake up . so went to prepare quickly . tians . then wait for papa come fetch me , reached around 2.24 ? hahas . forget lurhs . then wait for dabudian til around 3 . awww . then went to eat straight away at rajar inn . the place where use to be our fave place . ahahas . then eat and play there till dunno what time . baby call me to tell me he was working at taka 3rd floor , toy's department . lols . so cute lurhs . then was wondering if we should go down to find him . cas its been days since i last saw him ! ewww .. after eating , went to take neos . i drag patBAOBEIX all the way lurhs , kana wanna go rape her like that . lols . then she at there scream . siao . lol . in the end she also never take . fark fark fark . hahas . then edit the damn fotos , fark , pen spoilt . had a hard time editing lurhs . soon after slacking awhile , took a bus down to town . left patBAOBEIX to go home herself , she la , spoil mood brat . arghs . then went down to taka , find baby . he standing there like what lurhs . then is promoter murhs , stupid him keep playing with the thing . lols . also cant talk to him , so we took so many pics ! thats why .the cause of the above pics were becas we were bored . lols . then after that went to pei baby smoke , then saw his fren . arghs . baby and dabudian hors , cant stand them . noisy like fark . lols . one niam , two niam , niam here and there also buey sians . two keep argueing . lols . then went back , decide to go kbox ! wweetts . baby had to do OT , till 8 nia , so we went first . walk around CINE for awhile and then went to THEONE , bidded farewell to my tracydearrie . and then we went singing . weets . room 7 . hahas . sing sing sing , awhile later baby jiu come le . so dots lurhs , i and laopo molested dabudian in the room . lols . wanted to rape her but can't . TOO BAD =D . then play til around 1o.2o jiu go le . papa came to sponser 5o bucks cas i ran out of money . i mean all of us ran out of money . lols . baby went to find his friends and we went home . papa fetched dabudian home first and then laopo . reached house downstairs le saw 4 guys sitting there , was wondering if its cresent peeps . i've longed to see`em . so long never see them le lurhs . only that dae marcus came my house to take something , then saw renjie downstairs , saw jeremy sitting at the same place with those bunch . damn . like that only lo . ewww . i miss xiaozhi , really . anw , after i reach home , watch tv , chat , talk on fone with baby den i dunno y , how or when i doze off . yawns . tired okays . around 3 something i think . dabudian called to didi siaosiao . damn . then put down . 5 something i just woke up , jiu use com le . till now lors . lols . kaes . thats the end of ytd and morning todae . hahas . might not be going out todae i think . not sure . but anw , sundae meeting beibei darling le . hope she rmb lurhs ! ewww ..

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xmas'inc : arghs ! why cant u put ur name ?! ya lurhs , i know u care =) . will think hao hao le hmmms . but if fated to receive his news i also LL . bored lurhs . hais .


baoba0 : yup yup sweetie , see u soon next tues oh . anws , what's ur blog pass again arhs ? hehes . iFORGET / FORGOT . oppps . =X . =D .


tracy : flood me with 3 more tags with nothing special on it and i'll kill u this time . muahahas .


xin : yosh dabudian . sleep arhs , sleep somemore u die . =D .


jingLAOPO : okays lurhs . yes la yes la . repeat alot of times le nehs . need to like that de mehs . oink . my fault lors . lalas . how i know xin wil doze off oh . if she never , then we continue talk on fone , we wil early le . =D . lalas . haas .

WONG JIA XIN . I DAMN HAD ENOUGH OF YOU OKAYS . IF YOU ARE FARKING HELL READING MY BLOG , THIS MINE WARNING TO U , DON LET ME SEE U ANYWHERE ON THE STREETS . I DON CARE U ISIT HANG AROUND WITH BLK 22 DE PEOPLE NOW OR WHAT OKAYS . BUT LET ME SEE U AT CRESENT , I WUN LET U OFF . DAMN IT . FARKING HELL , WHY . YONG JIE HATE ME CANNOT ISIT . U KNOW HIM HOW LONG FIRST . XIAOJIE , I KNOW HIM FOR YEARS LE NEHS . OUR MEMORIES MORE SWEET THAN WHATEVER U AND HIM HAVE NOW LURHS . U SURE HE HATE ME MA . U SURE U KNOW HIM WELL MARH . PLS LA , GO TAKE A LOOK INTO THE MIRROR , ASK URSELF WHO KNOW HIM LONGER . DON ACT CLOSE AGAIN LA . SIBEI KNS LEI . SEE LE ALSO WANNA VOMIT LORS . WHAT THEY MESSQAGE U . PLS LA , LIKE THAT ALSO WAN TO BE PROUD . LIKE THAT I BU SHI EVERYDAE PROUD LIAOS ? SIAO . U HATE ME ISIT . COME LORS . AND THEN PLS LA HORS , UR FREN THE DUNNO WHO NOT HONGING ME LA HORS . NO NEED WRITE IN HIS TESTI SO BIG SAY WHAT RATHER HE HONG OTHER PPL THEN HONG ME LA HORS . WHY NOT SAY IN RIGHT TO MY FACE MAN . HE HONG ME U JEALOUS ISIT . PEOPLE ALSO TELL ME HE DON WAN U CALL HIM DARLING DE LORS . IS U ACT AGAIN LA , ANYHOW CALL AGAIN . EH , REALLY LA HORS . TELL U SOMETHING . BETTER WASH UR BACKSIDE CLEAN GIVE PEOPLE FARK LA HORS . ALREADY SAY LE LA , OUR GANG DON GO YO AR YO , WE GO FARK AR FARK DE LORS . FIRST ONE FARK MAKE SURE IS U MAN . DAMN . WAIT MAN , KILL U WHENEVER I SEE U ON THE STREETS MAN . DAMN FARK , FARK UR HOLE . FARK OFF !! arghs .. .. .. ..

kaes kaes , enough of her and the rumours things . had enough man . CONTINUE WITH LIFE MAN . adrian choo arhs ? dunno la , don say le . sians . say le also sians . nvm ! CONTINUE WITH LIFE THEN ! jiayou jiayou jiayou ! =D . queenstownians ? ants .. =D . wong jia xin ? toilet bowl shit . =D . weeeeeee .. kaes kaes . going le . stupid ah boy so noisy . damn . keep nuding me . later i go crazy , he's dead . muahahahas . anw , not plaza de ahboy ehs . dunno where de . lols . don care lurhs . not my businesss . going rest liaos . yawns .