blood is more beautiful than love , the penknives told me so . =) . they told me to let my memories go by using them , i remembered my past then .

see the damn flyers . oh my tian lurhs .
i remember why i took this pic . cas dabudian say her phone dunno take not good or what lurhs . then i say PIAN REN , then i use hers to take . see !! so ke ai . lols . oppps =X .

baby pei me everydae when working arhs , xin ku ni lerhs ! =D .

let's talk about todae arhs . BEING A GUAI KIA , I STAYED HOME ALL DAY TODAE . BABY AFTER SCHOOL CAME TO PEI ME AT HOME . weets =D . darling chou chou arhs , never bath jiu come pei me liao . ewww .. nvm . hehes . then todae mood not really good arhs , dunno why hmmms . think cas of sick sick arhs . ewww . then actually for dinner papa suggest go mam mam the seafood at geylang there derhs . the " WU ZAO PAI " arhs . dunno u all know anot . then papa ask me call dabudian ask her want go marhs . then i call her hmms , then she say don wan , house cook . also dunno what make me so pek chek arhs , just say okays lors , byebye . then put down . then baby thot what make me so pek chek , then he give me kiss kiss . weets =D . but nvm lurhs , i don blame dabudian anws . just xiguan to everydae see her , eat together and bla bla bla . ewww . faints . then after that i tell papa , she not coming then ask papa buy chao guo tiao and rice and soup come back share share . cas we everytime like that marhs . PEEPS , TRY CHAO GUO TIAO AND RICE PLUS SALTY SALTY DE FISH SOUP . nice okays . mix together , lalas . its not er xin okays . its delicious . muahahas . then ask papa buy finish call me , he never . straight away come home then saw baby . OH MY TIAN LURHS . but dunno why he never scold arhs , stil smile . oppps . then after that baby go lerhs i jiu prepare mam mam . then eat finish lerhs , watch tv awhile jiu doze off lei . damn . then papa off lights for me . sleep till 12.ooam , dabudian call me then wake me up . actually thot of waking up but slept back again . hahas . tian arhs ~ then 2.ooam meverick darling call me . damn . i can't have my peaceful sleep . then talk awhile he jiu put down asking me to go back sleep . but can't lerhs , i woke up , use com , watch vcd , chou yan . then when watching vcd arhs , stupid zhen xi " XIAOKERO " call me . then talk on fone til 4 something , just , then put down . so dots lurhs , he message me nights message til like i his stead arhs . tian arhs . HONG HONG HONG ! i like tiff mehs ? why he wil fall for me ? ! bu guan lerhs , not my business . then just came back to my room hmms , stupid patrick papa bluff me say judy with him now . arghs ~ then meverick darling say meet him tmr before we go mam mam . means we go together lurhs . cas he now at his fren house , at my block nias . then i ask him tmr call me . whee . wonder what time wil i wake up tmr . my marcus darling and ken also got go . REALLY GATHERING . hope dabudian wil fail her exams and come down NA arhs , hahas , cas she kana like our class instead of hers . oppps . then now use com , nobody pei me . sobx . i also going back orh orhs liao . weets =D .

anws hmms , just open second acc . first acc already reach MAX of friends . so peeps , add me at my second acc alrights . my-evoled_@hotmail.com . =) . hmmms .

unable to forget those memories hanging . when each of u goes MIA , leaving me in lurch , who feels what i feels ? who understands then when time comes ? u blocked me from msn , its obvious . i dunno why . another one , u're always online yet u don't talk . i don really mind if you talk to me or not . but when we talked , you always told me things i don wanna know . you said you can't understand why u do still miss me . CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG . i let the both of you go . i don't sit and pray hoping u both would be back . but is that true that not even friends we can go on ? not even love ones ? i told myself to forget forget and forget . but when i do , i will receive ur news . sweet one , im really interested to know the person in ur testi that thomas wrote for you . how i wish someone would tell me . i'll be waiting then . I WOULD WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH , EVERY FEELING U , U HAVE . thats all then .

tues : gathering with classmates for steamboat at marina south .

wed : not sure , might be going down to find david and guys .

thurs : sentosa , not confirm .

fri : might be meeting zhen xi , or others .

sat and the rest of the daes , not sure . yuanping and girls . not sure when meeting them also . very long never go find guan hong lerhs . i'll find time to go down suntec then . =) . jio me out soon oh , peeps ! take care . hmmms . loved .

anws ! the BUDIAN'S FAMILY sick sick liaos . hmmms .

xiaobudian : slight cough and flu . slight fever comes and go . currently feel like vommitting . arghs , sux .

dabudian : kong bu de flu . soar throat , slight fever now and then , think so .

LAOBUDIAN : FEVER , SOARTHROAT . muahahahas . u know why ? becas he laugh me on the fone when he was trying to care for me . and right in the middle of the night , he called me telling me he was down with fever and soarthroat . his cough woke him up from his sleep ! lalas . serve him right . muahahahas .

hmms . i wan u guys to take care of yourselves oh . everybody sick liao . just saw shanling's nick , saying that she's sick , down with a fever and some other things . david's sick too . oh my tian lurhs . u guys gotta take good care of yourselves hmmms . loved . =) . weets .

currently getting scolding my patrick pa , dead . sians .

loved . nice nice ~ =) .
darlings , baobeis , budians . loved . =) .
nice background effect hurhs ? hahas .
stupid lurhs this pic . ewww . lols .
gays , no choice . i can't help , hahas . nahs nahs , they're my cuties ! wheee ..
keith ! AND EHS , THE BOSS OF THE SHOP . hahas .
working for sony . the end also tio sack . happy anws , if not work til so tong ku . lols .
vionnaCHAN- . then . lalas .
vionnaCHAN- & NGxinhui - besties .
she said this pic was nice . lols .
dunno why i take with him , then the pic so blur . arghs ~

lastly , weets boy =D .

long long no blogged again arhs , hahas . anws . short and sweet this blog shall be . cas im too tired to blog now lurhs . hahas . hanging around with those chalet peeps , means david they all . and then my stanley . and no one . hahas . i miss my night life lurhs . waiting for someone who can open my lock still man . hahas . tues got class gathering . only the few of us . i hope it will be fun lurhs . hahas . then nowadays also very bored arhs , cas sick sick lerhs . awhile soar throat , awhile fever , awhile flu . ewww . what the hell man . . hahas . nvm nvm ~ never sick til like what jiu ke yi lerhs . hehes . then arhs , *8th of dec going thailand . might be going taiwan . not sure , its for me to decide whether to go . lalas .

kaes kaes . going lerhs , talking to my stanley arhs . weeee . if i don stop , i jiu cant concentrate talking to him lerhs . go lerhs go lerhs . bye peep ! remember to tagg me oh , don kay siao read my blog lerhs run away . i'll bite . muahahahas . take care ! loved .

PICTURES ! MORE AND MORE OH ! MUAHAHAHAS .

keith , xin hui , vionna , jody , david , kevin , jinqi , bryan . LOLS . blur pic isn't it ?! cas everyone walk off as soon as we heard the camara sound ! lalas . haas .
okays , we were at queensway . lols . there're more pics coming up later . lalas .
me and keith . i dig him out from him buying clothes to take pics . hahas .
blinked * lols .
mr . david and miss . vionna once again . =D .
before going to queensway , was behind it at the hawker eating . waiting for food . hahas .
another act cute one . YEAH !! i found my zilian partner ! weets =D .
after accompanying them working at raffles . hahas . DO-RE-MI-FA-SO .! oppps .
i realise i look like a hamster nowadays . how ? lols .
this damn picture was days ago at bugis there de hawker . damn . lols . see how happy he is ? ! muahahahas .
im sorry xin hui , so sorry . lols . BUT COME`ON . LOOK AT THE STUPID PERSON BEHIND DAVID . hahas .

its forever , isn't it ? ! =) . loved .

CHALETS ! PARTIES ! CELEBRATIONS ! weets =D . *

i don't know if this pic is put up cas for now what i see is blank in brown . hahas . but anws , if this pic can be put up , its what taken in the chalet . too bad it was the second day . i wasn't there . hahas . but just put it up to show you guys how much fun i had =D .
waiting for those guys to finish playing their games . was outside HQ , real damn bored and tired .
i've more edited ones . will put it up the next time i update my blog again =D . hmmms .
i think this pic was when i am lyinng on dabudian bahs . forget lerhs . or sticking to the wall . dunno lurhs . ewww . hahas .

this pic quite long lerhs . took at home derhs . hmmms .

same things again , im sorry , its so long since i updated my blog . hahas . im too lazy too update about other things . so i'll start from the fun chalet which was on fridae it started . stupid kevin said got to meet early . what the earlier the better , so i meet him 1.3o . its been so long since i meet someone so damn farkinq early alrights . lols . then was late for awhile . was calling dabudian , but she kept sleeping . then her brother said she said she would call me back . holding on to a 5o.5o% bad mood and good mood , took a taxi went down to find kevin . then went down to PS . idiot him , we went to 7eleven , bought a drink and then went to the arcade after smoking . stupid , play that damn game so long . i wanted to went down to bring dabudian . he keep say soon , finishing , wait for him . lols . and then in the end , his fren came . weets =D . look like wang ren fu arhs . the 5566 derhs . hahas . cute guy , my first impression . so surprise kevin got this kind of fren . oppps , lalas . hahas . then we went down after dunno how long . saw dabudian waiting there . face black dunno like what . hahas , actually hai hao larhs . then after smoking again went to some places under the mrt eat . lols . the food was expensive , but nice . first time trying , btw , kevin's fren name . JODY ONG . its a guy okays . and then he brought us there derhs , then he started to joke with us . our fun started there then . hahas . then after eating , we walked to this place . they play the damn com and we sit there and see . arghs . so bored okays . then finally after playing finish for dunno how long , they went kbox to find other peeps , the birthdae boys . lalas . then we waited outside . then went two of them came out , we went to play pool and then arcade again . damn . den jody was like shouting " BOY ARHS , TIME TO GO HOME LIAO , GO HOME . DON PLAY LERHS " . lols . in the arcade lei !! can u imagine . ~~ lols . then we went back kbox . sing awhile , we all jiu go . at first i thot we're going to make our way down to chalet , how i know they want go play com again . damn . then so tong ku and bu gan yuan de walk back to HQ , then that jody forget he left his IC at the pool counter there . damn , ask me go take . arghs . then ke lian de me and dabudian got to walk back and take . faints . then after that they play for hours , i gotta make my way back home first . but i bluff papa say i going wanjing laopo house stay . oppps . then at first he kpkp . some things happen . then he brought us to wanjing house there . he did suspect that we gonna run out anws . then after that we reached laopo house around 9 something . actually decided just go off like that . but becas of some unmade decisions and thinking . we stay outside her house til 12 something okays ? ! hmmms . then no choice call our lovely taxi uncle come fetch us . again , he fetched us there and gave us extra 1o bucks . we never pay for the taxi fare already okays ? ! so gan ji him larhs . hmms . anws , can feel he very teng me . hmmms . i'll repay u derhs ! =D . then suey suey fone low batt , laopo fone spoil . then use uncle fone call winnie before leaving the taxi . then kevin and jody came out to bring us . hmmms . so funny larhs . i pay to go in , dabudian no need ! idiot . lols . then went to the chalet , guess who i saw !!! JEREMY . my cresent here de jeremy . oh my tian . lols larhs . what a small small world . winnie already a surprise for me , and then came jeremy larhs . lols . then after that we talk and play , smoke . then around 2 something made our way down to red house . after the climbing over the gate and praying , we went walking . so kong bu larhs . then came out , then was deciding whether to go to OCH , but didn't in the end . then went back chalet . when walking back so cute larhs , we had group singing . lols . so loud larhs . so pai seh , got people looking lei ! but i like it larhs ! =D . then reach lerhs , we sit downstairs there talk . after awhile , everybody went up to bath and talk . gathering time again . lols . then after that i and dabudian went down ourselves to talk . then suddenly jeremy came out to ask us go up , i say don wan , if wan , he come down smoke and talk . then he came down . after that jody came down too . then david , kevin and one guy came down . i know that guy's name . but me and dabudian mix up the name . so i don wan anyhow say . lols . anws , he's the most cute among them . then we at there sing song again . so loud larhs . then talking . so fun okays . then after that jody went up to take drinks for us , weets =D . then after that around dunno what time , forget . i , dabudian and jeremy go do the fitness thing . lols . so funny larhs . then dabudian at there dance and sing the dunno what bear song . lols . then after that they ask us go back that time , we went back . after awhile , i jiu lie on bed and sleep lerhs . in between got wake up awhile but then sleep back . in the end , woke up at 11 something . saw papa calling my fone , oh my tian . knew something gonna happen . arghs . then listen . oh my tian . stil can recall how jing zhang i was . soon after that , he say he coming to bring me . then we at there plan say later he come up how . lol . then alot of funny things larhs . from how jing zhang and scared i was , let them make til not jing zhang not scared lerhs . called chinyi , thot meet her ahwhile , bring her go know them . how i know when meet her outside CHEERS , saw papa walking here . then one guy , our friend when to talk to him . went to explain . lols . then after that papa bring us back home still . sians . then in the car , niam abit . then me and dabudian jiu sleep liao . hmmms . but the fun i had during the night , no one could understand . for the fun i had in the night , i don mind sacrificing myself to get scoding and everything . i know papa's softhearted , in the end he will stil let me go out derhs . then after tat came home . jiu sleep lerhs . abit gek xim that i cant go for the BBQ , but nvm . weets . this is it . till now , stil got contact jody and kevin larhs . i not so bo xim derhs . then planning to open one chalet in late december's maybe . but dunno larhs . hahas . see first bahs . thats all . ytd means sunday , stayed at home whole day . slept whole day . bored . have not seen stanley for days , i miss you !! ewww . okays . i got to go and sleep ! if not i will become a panda =D . im already half of it . lols . nights !! should be morning bahs , cas currently is 8.3oam . lols . BYE !! .

darlinq ger ` HELP ME ! OPEN MY LOCK SOMEONE ! OH MY TIAN . ITS REALLY TONG KU THAT I CANT GO OUT AT NIGHT ! QUICK , SOMEONE . THINK OF HOW TO OPEN A LOCK WITHOUT A KEY AND NO SOUNDS ALLOW !! i will love that whoever that can successfully open my lock man . lols . and oh yarhs , why do people nowadays like to call me baby , and baby girl oh ? faints . nvm , im open to names anws . weets =D . loves . hmmms .

o911o6 . 3.15 am =D . loves boy .

I WAS AT SENTOSA OKAYS ?! BUT I DUNNO WHY SOME PEEPS THINK SO MUCH HUHS . LOLS . nvm ~~ i knoe myself can liao . lalas .
see xin . body so long , trying to act again . idiot .
outside queensway waiting for stanley oh . hehes .
CHNG TIAN LONG cum VIONNA CHAN YI CHING . weets =D .
loved .
loved .
loved .
loved .
loved .
never to be seperated darling .
bla and bla . weets =D outside cine .

was talking on fone to my stanley . weets =D . blurp blurp .

whakakas . so long never blog lerhs . weets =D . ewww . alot of things happen nawh . some unhappy moments and some lovely happy moments . i love hugging people u know i realise . next time u peeps see me must hug me oh . hahas . dunno how to explain this few days happen de things arhs . all so confuse . nvm . if anything happens , don worry , i will write on my blog derhs . but now stil not confirm and things never happen , i wun write derhs . to prevent my min yu become bad . lols . anws , hmmms . let bygones be bygones . hmmms . =) .

to all peeps , treasure the one by ur side now , before u lose them and start to regret . enjoy the times with them . don't ANYHOW do things , think OF ur future . =) .

darlinq ger ` will not be updating . so next time zai update . hmmms . hehes . this few days wil be having alot of chalets . so message me if anything oh . i wun be at home only at night =D . 93878581 . " things i did the wrong way , went the wrong way , im sorry . to those peeps who're very disappointed in me , im really sorry . "

bored thats all . hahas . nvm ~ snice i so long didn't blogged lerhs . =D . hmmms . *

loved us , pamper us , tolerate us . we are who we are =) .

my cheers to clementi . lalas . *

just finished my talk to laobudian on the fone . lols . so cute larhs . we both talk like gu dai ren on the fone . then he very tired , so let him go sleep . hehes . see , i so good . because guess what's the time now ? 7.o2am . weets =D . dunno why cant sleep . but maybe after this . then im going to rest . hahas . wonder how wil tmr be nehs . tmr laobudian fren's b'dae at sentosa , if i can wake up , xin nerhs ? then at night is ehs . stanley derhs . invited to the steam boat . hmmms . dabudian , tmr going to meet laobudian jiu shi kao ni lerhs ! make sure i call u pls wake up hors . ewww . i miss laobudian larhs . tsk tsk . cannot ~~~ ewwww .

was viewing all my pics just now . was smiling to myself . pics can really keep memories . dunno what i gonna do if i lose them . they're so deary to me larhs . hmmms . saw those pics taken with ping beloved . missed him . those pics with frens . those past . i can only =) to it now .. nothing can turn back those times again .

darlinq ger ` so what i put a password for my blog . i stil can't write the things i want , the pics i wanna put it up . and at times , im wondering why am i opening my blog for . i said im not gonna care what others think , but i cant do it always . what if i really put those pics up ? what if i really say those things out ? i lost my freedom in reality , am i losing the right to write things and put up things in my blog too ? what the hell .. .. why do i stil have to care for others ?! but have anyone of them think for me . maybe what she said was right , i should go harder on things .

missing many peeps . i'am always STILL making the wrong decisions which are leading me to depressed feelings i once got . *

sentosa !! call me if anyone going alrights . lalas .
done by LOO CHINYI alrights . okays okays , i'am gan dong . hahas . but xiang dao she forgot me during halloween jiu shang xin . arghs ~~ ..
ehs . FABIAN cum DABUDIAN cum XIAOBUDIAN . lalas . stupid day actually . lols .
hi hi . no sun . but i still wear my sunglasses . hahas . if not i will look like a siao char bo without them . lols .

sun-tanning , i mean . =D .

so long never update blog lerhs , no body come and disturb me ask me update also . ahahas . so i just leave it lors . no larhs , kidding . lalas . i got come update , only because com spoil . hmmms . then cant . all failed . so i gave up . and i don't have the time in the afternoon too . lalas . so how's you peep nowadays . ? i lost some of ur blogs , so wun u peeps mind taggin me again ur blog ? hahas .then i'll link this time . lols . anw , can't really rmb what happen these few days . so i'll just say about todae and other next few days then i'll go alrights ? cos im getting tired lerhs !! lalas .

hubby came my house todae to pack my room , house . wash and clean everything . throw away things that don't belong to my room anymore . lols . so funny alrights . but it somehow spoil my mood when he started packing . because dabudian started using com and i just came out from bathing . then when i opened my door , my room was in a farking mess . he throw things that HE THINKS IT DOSEN'T BELONGS TO MY ROOM to another side . and then when finish packing , the rubbish side looked like a hill alrights . he's been wanting to pack my room so much since the day he came my house alrights . he can't tahan the mess and everything . lols . i realise i've actually many things to throw away u know . and from dunno how many bags , i'am left with only 3 now . arghs ~~ . nvm nvm ~ but my room looks really nice and clean now . anw , he mop and vacum my whole house too . lols . he say's if he marry me , he'll be the one doing the house work he thinks . lols . and i said , yarhs , then i'll be the one going out shopping . muahahas . dad was satisfied with his cleaning , hahas . because u know why , " HE CLEANED DAD'S ROOM TOO ! " . then cook mian mian give him mam mam . lalas . after that around 11 something , he went home with dabudian lerhs . weets =D .

gonna get out to somewhere tmr , but i dunno where . everyday facing hubby , i'am getting bored . lalas . oppps . i still prefer to have my freedom , he controls too much . somehow at times , don't like the feeling being with him . then i always asked myself , did i accept him just because to qi those peeps who HAVE GIRLFRIENDS BUT YET LOVING ME STILL ?! i dunno . because i've currently receive 3 " niam-ings" from the 3 guys . but i don't care anws , my revenge maybe . hmmms . was suppose to meet rain and those friendster peeps [ she said that ] tmr . but since she say sunday meet , got joyce . then i rather meet sundae . lalas . but if im down at town tmr , and they're there , might be going to find her awhile . weets =D . sundae was suppose to go out with his parents but i cancelled , opps , sorry . cause i didn't want to go too , and luckily rain called to go out . thats why i went . hmmms . nvm ~ whatever . lalas . thats my tmr and sunday . im missing my night life , and i die also must find ways to go out , i don't care . so if i get back my " FREEDOM " at night , will call some of u peeps out alrights . muahahas . =D . take care . !

since i've receive so many complains about you . and worst , nowadays showing ur true character lerhs , i really wanna leave . nicer to be single . its been a long time since someone controlled me . so what u're tiong xim like what u said ? but i still can't trust u . maybe we were meant to be friends only . i got loads of comments from others , especially my close one and i don like it . i don't like it when they give so many comments . they just cant think of how i feel . and maybe because of these reasons , i really wanna leave . i know im not ur type , and u're not mine too . maybe its true i accepted u because to spike them and because of your lovely sweet talks . the way u worry when i don't listen to your calls and reply ur messages , make my heart melts . u would worry so much so much so much . but sometimes , i really don't wish to answer ur calls . thanks for those great time u gave since 2810o6 . but i know i tai guo teng ni , chong ni . i know i have to leave asap . if not if these continues , i know i would lose my friends , my close ones . i'am so sorry if im gonna make you go crazy , make you grieve . but u have to understand my situation like i told u from the beginning . pls take good care of yourself , you're really a good guy , but not for me . =) . i hope my friends understand why i'am doing these , i hope u guys know what's happening .

i miss lydia that bunch , laobudian that bunch , jiaojiao that bunch , xiaozhi that buch and many many more peeps hmmms . imiss those night life i have with you guys alrights . the drinking and fun we have . those stupid talks , those smoking sessions . really missed . to all my night life friends , pls don go mia just because im not coming out late at night anymore . call me anytime , if i can be there , i will . and would someone pls find a specialist in lockers . help me find a way to open my locker quietly . help me find the key to it . my dad only changes the locker in the night so i can't get out . pls pls pls .. sobs . i miss those nights i sleep only in the morning and only come awake in the evening . and then out again at night . adrian , its been 2 weeks u've been gone , how have u been ? may i know ? its only now , i realise , its only u who came up in my mind now and then . not him , not her , not them , i swear . misses . telling myself to give up , everything was my fault , and thats all i know .

darlinq ger ` those times i've cried , who camed ? who came to understand ? i'am still standing alone at times , thinkin my own ways . although my dabudian's here , some things , some decisions , are still mine . one decision made wrong . everything goes down to drain . don't wanna lose those busy times , i promise myself , no matter what , i have to find ways to get back my freedom , my busy life , fun life and my NIGHT LIFE . hmmms =) . *

headache .

My dear brother , i've known you for years , but i've never seen u like this before . im crying for her while she's sleeping , after what you said again . yes , its her fault three times , but she's knows now , and u're not caring anymore . if i were her , i would have early given up on u and find someone so much better than you . too bad , her taste is so high , she's doesn't even wan any one , but you . even if there's someone so much better than u in front of her , waiting for her , she won't want , but only you . always at times , i really wanna slap the hell out of her to wake her up , but i know how she feels , and i don't slap . i tried telling her all kinds of ways , to get you back but there was this last thing i always try to keep it from her , i never asked her to talk to yuo herself , open herself to you . i thought you were like other guys , more understanding even , and maybe , would be giving more chances . a year has pass , but everything changed . too bad for her , maybe . too late for her too , maybe . like what you said , if i were really her best friend , i wouldn't clear up things for her , i would not want to pamper and protect her anymore , let her grow up . okays , i will . i will let her clear up her own mess with you . i will let her start anew herself maybe . i will not let her cry over for you again . no more words from you , no more , cause if you can hurt me , you will hurt her more . don't tag her blog anymore , don't , because this time , she will know , you're actually tagging only because you have nothing to do . let it be , let it be , i hope she learns her lesson , i hope she learns not to put her confidence and TASTE so high anymore , i hope she would let bygones be bygones . i wish her luck , i wish you too . yes , you take good care of youself too . don't worry , i'll be able to take good care of myself , yes i will .


this few days really happen alot of things hmms . but i realise something , i lose my night life , i lost my friends too . maybe not lost them , maybe they're still here , but i just can't feel them like i use too anymore . i will , get back my night life asap ! i will ! i will not want myself to lose any more friends like i use to last time . no more last time .


darlinq ger ` i took a risk to accept you , i thot maybe only a week , and i'll let you go . but i never thought you would be so sweet , caring and loving . i never thought i would have fell for you . i don need you to be the perfect guy , im not chiwen , not xin hui . i don need high taste , i don't believe in this kind of nonsense . and im glad i didn't believe =) , if not i wouldn't have found you . baby , its you i've been finding for . i realise . everything you do , everything you say , everything ..... its all i want . thank you for trying to bright up my day everyday . thank you . you tolerate my mood swings , my shoutings , my yelling , my bad moods , yet u did nothing but try to make me smiles . even if you were in a really bad mood , you didn't do anything but smile =) . thanks . loved =) . you really dont have to be perfect baby , you don't have those perfect look , but for me , you're perfect enough to be my loving baby . smoochies .