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2010-10-29T19:29:00.001+08:00

I can't stop listening to 91.3FM.
My blog's dead.
I'll be back in 2011.
Please bring back whoever that has been reading soon.
(L).

2010-10-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

I wonder what future is there prepared for me..

2010-09-17T19:58:00.003+08:00

Don't test my patience. It won't do us any good.
Please be more understanding,appreciative,giving and all,can you?
Are you? or do you think what you are doing is enough already ?
Don't make me give up.
As you can see,i've given up in alot of things about you.

I've already tried my best to speak as nice as i could.

2010-08-23T18:13:00.002+08:00

Hi girlfriend. Missh euu worzsxzsx. Lets meet up for some food soon.

2010-08-10T19:19:00.001+08:00

Indonesia or Philippines maid better? (:
I got alot of recommendations for Indo maids though.
Let me know let me know please.

2010-07-28T13:40:00.002+08:00

Baby boy just got his haircut. Looks super handsome now! :D
Went to visit Hichi baby a week plus ago.
Naughty girl can open two locks on her own and went to irritate other dogs.
Got bitten in the end. Ended up with a wounded backside and hand.
Still as hyper,happy she's healthy and everything.

Oh,and i've got a new neighbour. I know,i'm super proud of it.
I've been talking about it on FB and everywhere.
I've been wanting to sing for so longggggggggg,right?
Then,i got KBOX as my new neighbour!
Its like right opposite my block. :D
I no longer have to dress up or travel to go anywhere far to sing anymore!
I'm super lazy so i think chinatown is far away from my place too. HEHE.
The new place's super beautiful and nice. Looks a little like club.
And we can close curtains too.
Omg,i can't believe its there. Just right around me.
I can sing everyday now~ hehhheh.

Anywayzsxzs,i know i haven't been updating this old blog of mine.
But i really don't know what to update about.
Lol,i guess in the future,looking back at what i did in 2010 will be stupid.
because there is nothing i could reminisce about. Hahaha!
Soon lah,i'll try my best to remember to take pictures when i'm out so i'll have something to update.
I hate to update with no pictures. ^^

Okay,i gonna cook maggie mee. I've got a itchy mouth.
& I WANT MUFFINS AND CANDY FLOSS! damn.

2010-07-11T17:57:00.003+08:00

Each time i flare up,each time i forgive,doesn't mean its forgotten or thrown behind. It always accumulates and make me rmb what can or cannot be trusted. Once or twice,or never again. This is why the fire gets bigger the next time again and again till i no longer care.

Its always like that,
" Can you trust me not? Why can you tell your friends and i can't tell mine?! My colleagues need to know ma..etc..etc..etc.. "
But the story always comes to an end reminding me,
" You cannot trust the person you don't even have confidence and faith in "

I am really really sick and tired of it,
and actually,i'm really at the edge of not bothering anymore.
I saw these suffering coming long ago,
why did i or why even i?

2010-07-10T22:22:00.001+08:00

Hide,hide,hide and hide.

2010-06-24T14:14:00.002+08:00

I would prefer being myself now.
Never thought this was falling on me.
& if i could turn back time,i wouldn't want to get to know you,not even meeting you.
Whenever i see you,i cannot stop regretting everything between us.
I seriously could not take this any longer,
and i would love being alone.
I wish i'm dead now,
so i don't have to even think i'll see you again.
My life's gone,i cannot be like them anymore and i really wish i'm dead.

Hey b. how are you?

2010-06-21T20:43:00.001+08:00

thanks to you,
i'm washing my hands off everything about you.
are you happy now ? (:
because i guess i feel much happier like this.

2010-06-21T14:15:00.000+08:00

I cannot update my blog because i lost my email.
This is my old one. Which had problems,thats why i changed a new one.
I am bored at home and i've been wanting to update my blog.
I am stupid with blogger stuffs and i'm sick of it.
FML.

2010-05-26T23:26:00.003+08:00

Haven't been doing much lately. Guess i've been staying home most of the time.
Oh,i've been eating,eating alot.
& watching alot of movies online,now i've got nothing to watch already.
But anyway,life's like this,terrible as usual.
Hoping i can get out of it but i've got no where to turn to anymore.
Duh.

Been dreaming alot at night. All the weird dreams and they only consist of one person.
Its been 2 days and i don't like the feeling after each time i'm awake.
But we're all leading our own lives,dreams are just dreams. ):
We had what we needed. We had so much,so much,in us.

Anyway,met up with Pat just now for Ban mian.
Wanted to have Sakae Sushi because they're still having the buffet thing.
But that stupid girl had taken her lunch.
Went to have Fish head steamboat with family for dinner.
Yummy but i'm super full now.
Gonna head to bed soon. Or else i'll start eating again and its a nightmare.

Goodnight.

2010-05-11T10:21:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA. i'm sorry. I was looking at some videos on how to make some stuffs but,look at the poodle. HAHA. I mean,is that even poodle?! ITS SO CUTE LAH! Its just so funny. I can't stop laughing the whole video -.-

2010-05-06T18:03:00.002+08:00

http://dogmilllrehomers.blogspot.com/

Would you be able to save them?

If you guys received any text about adopting dogs/puppies from a abandon farm,its not true.
There are no puppies available,only dogs aging 5 and above. Mostly sick.
You can visit the the website above for more info.

2010-05-04T18:30:00.002+08:00

I went to NTUC earlier on in the noon.
I shopped around the place myself,looking for my sandwich ingredients.
Now i'm done with my sandwiches and they smell delicious.
Dad says they taste good too :D
Dajie's recipe lah,of course its good.

Gonna head back to the kitchen soon to prepare the dogs share.
I'm preparing dinner for them too! :D yeammmmmmyyy.
& then i'll be traveling around my area,to my nanny's and auntie's place to let them try the sandwich i made and give the little ones their share.

BYE!

Oh,& jasmine ask me to update more if not she won't come to visit my blog anymore. ):
but she didn't give me her blog to read too. So i'll update once in a while. tata! (:
fire fire.

2010-05-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

Dying blog,poor thing.

2010-04-06T00:36:00.002+08:00

Another week.

2010-03-20T21:42:00.001+08:00

No longer looking forward to weekends.
Only for the rest i need.

2010-03-07T17:52:00.002+08:00

" hello " Its my turn to be on the line!
偷拍偷拍!

I needed sleep. & lucky me,i got a full sunday morning to sleep.
I woke up around 2 plus,do random stuffs and sat in front of my com.
Still not quite sure whether to head out later or not,
because the people i'll be out with will be rather a weird group.

I've been having steamboat these two nights.
& due to having leftovers,there will be night three.
Cool,i love having steamboat.
Its always the soup thats the best! Yummy.
Miss having steamboat with girlfriend. Aww.

Girlfriend's comment,
" You are gg up and down like a roller coaster. Unhealthy you know. Its time to do smth "

Am i like a roller coaster these days? Hahaha!

2010-03-05T21:48:00.003+08:00

(L) (L) (L)

2010-03-05T10:20:00.003+08:00

Alice in Wonderland yesterday.
Johnny Depp's always so good.
:D
Movie was a little draggy but its alright.
Whole cinema was filled with people.
Singaporeans are so free on Thurs night.

Alrights,no more crapping.
Off to work alone.

2010-03-02T23:37:00.001+08:00

I am busy and tired.
I'll be back (:

2010-02-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

Thanks to all the Tcp-ians & Judy&co. for the wedding.
Thanks to those who helped, Seany. Girlfriend. Fred. Adria. Kaile. Shiying.
I owe you guys a meal. So when i give you guys a call,better be free okay! :D
Hahaha! (L)

2010-02-15T16:44:00.002+08:00

Announcement!

I am very sorry for not informing the friends on my own for the wedding on Friday.
& even to all the friends who're helping out.
I have to go through friends like Seany & Gf to inform all.
I apologize for not having the time.
Please understand and i'll see you guys on Friday at 7pm!
(:

2010-02-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

I am so happy!
I've got QQ hair,first time ever.
and pinkish nails.
I am just so happy! :D

2010-02-12T22:31:00.002+08:00

I somehow mind a little.
But after lying down to think about it,
i don't seem to care afterall.
Because i am busy with my stuffs,and too much troubles for me already,
you guys can't be another trouble of mine.

& since that my normal life actually doesn't includes you,
so i don't bother though.

It hurts a little,but can't be compared to what i am feeling for the past few days.

Hate it when the faking thing is starting all over again.
Don't like to act the way we shouldn't be acting.
Fuck,i was right about always keeping a distance away.
I thank god for feeling that way. Oh my.

2010-02-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

You can forward it to 1:47 min to listen the song right away. (:

I'm at the edge of my emotions,watching the shadows burn in the dark.
& aiye ya e ya e ya,i'm terrified,for the first time and the last time in my only life.

Good. but i don't know if i got the lyrics wrong. LOL.
I'm so lazy to find the right ones. hahaha.

2010-02-08T23:12:00.001+08:00

13 dogs tomorrow.
Wonderful.
i'm doing mask now. Feels so good.
Hahaha.

& damn,i don't know why i feel so unhappy now.
Laugh out loud.

2010-02-08T00:18:00.004+08:00

What is so weird about Sunday is i didn't got the chance to do things i'm suppose to do.
Instead i went to get 19th Feb stuffs and caught the movie 14 Blades.
Its good.

I came back home early morning on Sunday around 6 plus.
And woke up at 11am.
Caught the movie I Hate Valentine's Day on Sat's night.
Its funny but same old movie story.
WELL.
Its another off day gone again.

Goodnight.

2010-02-04T22:08:00.002+08:00

Times i get so tired that i don't want to care anymore.
Sometimes you just get sick after a whole full day at work,
be back home and read stuffs you don't want to read,
see things you don't want to see.

Not understanding alot of problems,
and got no idea how to deal with them.

When some people pushed you to a corner to make decisions you're not ready to,
you sometimes just make the wrong ones.
& right at this moment,
I am too tired to bother all stuffs,
i give up,everything that i'm suppose to make decisions now.

I'm busy with work and alot alot of stuffs coming on these few weeks.
How can it be nobody understands and gives you their problems & pain?!

I don't know. This is just too crazy for me.
I am just having mood swings.
I am so angry and upset.
Argh,FML.
This is stupid.

2010-02-03T22:14:00.001+08:00

I can't believe i sold Rat today to a idiot who doesn't even knows how to walk a dog.
I can't believe i sold Rat today to a idiot who doesn't even have the time to listen to what i have to say and explain to him about taking care of a puppy/dog.
I can't believe...
Totally destroyed my mood for the rest of the day.
He promise to bring her back for grooming,is that possible?

2010-02-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

Happy 9 Months working.

Oh my,its been 9 months.
& Feb will end soon then it would be 10.

Oh,& now i know how it feels owning a malamute or G.shepherd and you got to bath it every week and blowing it dry with a hairdryer. LOL!
Its so scary lah. Luckily i only have ahboy.
Okay,i'm feeling tired.

Goodnight.

2010-01-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

Why do i feel like a useless idiot when i'm broke and trying to save? -.-
MONEY MONEY. Money's coming on Monday.
LOL!

& the joke for today is CJ says he will come to my house to carry me out,
actually its just downstairs because i'm lazy to go out.
KY says he will ask his friend to drive him to come pick me up but he don't know where i stay.
HAHA! I am so lazy today.
I just got no idea where to go,even lazy to find gf.
Oh my. What is wrong.
My saturday night is so boring.
LOL.

K says sorry for not having the time now because.....
SO,hahahaha! Its a sleeping sat night.

越是在乎的人越是猜不透...

2010-01-29T22:15:00.004+08:00

My dark circles. I cannot believe it. My baby exilm shows everything on my face especially my dark circles. Nooooooooooo.
Very busy on the phone.

Alright. Long long days at work these few days.
CNY is around the corner.
Everybody's like " HELLO,I WANT BOOK APPOINTMENT TO GROOM MY DOG. WHEN HAR? I WANT NEXT THURS AND .......... "
So i am very very very tired and busy,like everyone.

I am on diet,trying my best to slim down as much as i could ):
which i know that can never happen lah!
Before cny leh.
At least 2KG,PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! PLEASE!
Okay,i must have enough determination.
I believe i can! LOL.
I've got 3 weeks okay.
Damn,whatever.

Its a friday night and i'm home.
Because as usual,i am foreverzsxzsxz tired.
& lazy. :D
And i need alot alot of rest because my next two weeks will be filled with dad stuffs i need to plan and settle.
So money is the problem. Sigh.
I wish i had the time to take up 3 jobs too. -.-
ANYWAY,i believe after Feb is over.
March will be a better one! Hahahahaha!

VIONNA,JIAYOU. You can do it! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Goodnight. (:

2010-01-27T22:10:00.001+08:00

Please call my shop anytime anybody wants and expect me to recognize your voice as soon as i answer the phone with noises all around me.
Thank you.

2010-01-26T22:36:00.002+08:00

Please remind me to get my,
spectacles.
tickets.
make up remover.
pimple cream.

& stuffs to settle with Sean on the 7th after visiting the children's home.
13th to get my nails and hair done.
to make an appointment and get my brows trimmed.
presents.
take leave from boss for scary stuffs happening on the 19th.
Clean up my house before cny. Oh,and get the mop before starting.

There's still alot of stuffs but i can't rmb.
How? Not alot of time left ):
No money ):
Feb will be broke broke broke broke.
Will die of hunger during March for end of the month pay.
then i got to save save save again for trips coming up.
Like a jialat only.

Not working still got money leh.
But when i start working ah,
i can't seem to stop saying i'm broke -.-
Because when i got the money,i tend to spent alot ? LOL.
But all for necessary stuffs leh. Wth.
FML,laugh out loud.

Okay,whatever. Work tmr.
Can't wait for weekends.
Goodnight.

2010-01-24T23:54:00.002+08:00

Caught the movie " Hachiko " earlier on just now.
As usual,i cried alot. Almost the whole movie.
& guess who cried alot too?! Chee Kin Hao cried alot too.
Laugh out loud.
Dad was watching with us but he didn't shed a tear at all lor,laugh out loud.

After the show,we can still seem to feel the pain of a dog's loyalty to his owner.
Akita leh!
Okay,Hachiko movie was based on a true story from Japan.
His statue was built outside the railway station with bronze.
During World War 2,it was taken down and melted for purposes.
It was then rebuilt again after World War 2 again.
Till today,Hachiko's statue is still outside the Shibuya's railway station in tokyo.
Hachiko might be gone but never forgotten.
The story behind the statue is one that has endured and continually warms the hearts of locals and tourists around.(:

Its a good movie.
Goodnight.

2010-01-24T15:40:00.002+08:00

Catch the thai horror movie " my ex " yesterday with Keithy.
He can't stop speaking to me in thai trying to make me understand some basic words.
But like a dumb,i still can't. LOL.
I kept saying " Its difficult lah,very chim lor. " Haha!

During the whole show,he was uber busy like usual.
So i was the only one getting shock all the while.
It was quite a good show,getting shock from it. Lol.
You can actually hear people scolding " CCB " right in the front. Laugh out loud.

Ok,so after that we just randomly sat outside coffee club to chat.
Wanted to find gf because it was still quite early and i was smoking alot just by sitting there.
But,lol. Gf knows what he said that i decided to just sit there and go home after.
Haha,we went for breakfast at Mac. Hard hotcakes,disgusted by it.
Came home after it.

Damn,never have breakfast at TBP's mac ever again.
):

Watching Hachiko later.
Will come back and update how much i've cried okay. Hahaha!
Been waiting for this show since last year lah!
Goodbye! (:

2010-01-23T03:30:00.002+08:00

i took this picture because i was acting cute to my dad and we agreed i looked like penguin! Lol.

Okay,just came back from Cine after the show Tooth Fairy.
Its good. Good comedy.
I can hear Gf laughing non-stop right beside me.

Alright. I am going to bed.
Goodnight.

2010-01-18T21:16:00.003+08:00

Welcome Exilim! (:
I am going to charge & bring you out soon! :D
You are too pretty for me to keep at home lah,HEHE.

2010-01-18T02:48:00.002+08:00

I am a happy girl with happy stuffs happening every weekend.
A busy girl working 6 days per week.
Troubled girl for all the stuffs thats happening.

But i'm glad what i received today,
thank you. (:

Goodnight.

2010-01-13T04:59:00.000+08:00

Its so weird opening your room door,realizing you're alone.
Sleeping on a queens sized bed.
But so much things has changed and i don't want to care anymore.
I just want to be with gf. Gf......

Oh,or maybe just alone.
& let me work to death too.

2010-01-11T23:18:00.005+08:00

i don't know what to blog about.
Life's in a mess.
Cried my way to work.
Terrible.

I no longer know what to do,how to do.
Where should i start from.

I always wanted to be alone,now i am.
& it was less than 24 hours before you changed,
from you to i don't know who are you anymore.
I started the game,so let me continue it.

Work's busy and i'm trying my best.

I don't care,don't want to care anymore.
I can be heartless too,don't make me be.

Its too late,goodnight.

Keithy,vionna wants to see you and hear you talk about your stories. Everything.
So i won't think about mine. Keithy.

2010-01-07T22:34:00.002+08:00

The best thing about today before i sleep is,

there's still work tmr.
LOL.

But i am heading out tmr,which is a good thing.
Finally we're going to sing!
But whatever,
i am watching some uber stupid comedy now. lol.

GOODNIGHT.

2010-01-04T23:02:00.002+08:00

i am weird like a weirdo.
i need gf badly,lol.
Its either see you on friday or earlier than that to take my phone back.
& talk again. Damn.

I miss the bros alot though.
Gotta call to irritate them soon.

Work ended late today.
Tiring.
All fat dogs.
Why can't their owners realize that and make them go on diet.
Because its tiring for us and bad for their dogs,lol.
Whatever.
Goodnight humans,goodnight humans.

As long as it feels right.

2010-01-03T17:02:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year.
Can't wait for Cny now. (:
& mr.tall tall is leaving to bkk on Cny.
I also want lah! Bkk works it all. Lol.

ITS OKAY.
got plans with gf for my birthday trip to BKK too.
Only us lah,thats super sweet.
Always spent my birthday with only her okay.
Like the way we did it last year,damn.
lol.

Can't wait for whats gonna go on this year.
Last year's been a rough one. Tiring.

2009-12-28T13:27:00.002+08:00

23rd Dec'09.
Met up with the girls to walk around town.
Told them that i haven't been to town for a long time,
don't even know what the 313 or 333 or whatever it is,is.
Haha!
So we went to have our " Zhen Fa Huo Hai Xian " earlier at Novena.
Big place,lots of varieties except for the ice-cream ):
Quite yummy.
Affordable price.
Hehheh.
After our early dinner,we went to the nearby shopping center to walk around,again.
Sat down to gossip for awhile then girlfriend & me left to Dawn.
Till 3 plus.
Went for supper then home sweet home (:

Spent my Christmas day at home.
But anw,MERRY LATE CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
Haha!
Work's gonna start soon again. ):
But what to do,when you're broke and all the stuffs,
you have to work to earn. Thats the only way.
Money won't drop from heaven ):

WELL,
just got to enjoy the last 2 days of my holiday! Haha.

2009-12-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

I am heading away from singapore in less than 10 hours time.
Yet i fell sick,very sick ytd. At least i am feeling better now.
But i don't know how many times i've been going to the toilet.
I hate this, i am actually prepared to go there for good food.
Now,i am broke and i can't even enjoy if i'm there,even food.
Terrible.

2009-12-07T01:17:00.002+08:00

MARRY ME BELLA!
oh my god,Edward is sooooooooo handsome.
Can't stop giggling to myself in the cinema.
If he would say MARRY ME VIONNA,
think i will jump off the cliff.

Okay,just came back from the show New moon.
Good,not bad.
Can't wait for the rest.
Haven't got the chance and time to read the book,but soon.

Alright, i've got work tmr.
Heading off to bed,goodnighty.

2009-11-29T15:35:00.003+08:00

Rusty acting skills.
Filming now,blogging with roy's lappy.
Super hot here because we can't on the fan. Would affect others game.
DAMN.
Okay,nothing much to blog about.
I've been working and i'm feeling super tired now.
I need rest! ):

2009-11-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

I no longer feel like talking to you when you're right in front of your com.
Now,you just got to know that you're going over-board.
Whatever,enjoy your game.

2009-11-22T14:27:00.002+08:00

Chalet chalet. so many chalet. I've got uncountable of friends birthday this month.
I should be resting! But uhm, hehheh.
I can't miss out all the fun lah!

Okay,i am going to eat my lunch now.
& prepare to go out again.
I can't stop sneezing, HAAAAAAAAAAA- CHOOOOOOOOOO.

2009-11-19T17:58:00.003+08:00

Hospitalized a week plus ago. But i'm physically well now,i'm okay.
No worries.

2009-11-16T03:07:00.002+08:00

So,i just finished watching Paranormal Activity with princey.
Basically,we just watched it online with earpiece on.
& i scared the shit hell of myself! :D

So we went to google-ed about it,whether it was based on a true story or not.
But sadly,its a fake one! Hahaha!
The characters in the show uses their own name,yes it is.
and it was a budget film. They had only $11,000.
The house they were using to film was the director's place.
HAHA.
I mean,i don't know if these information are true or not la.

Okay,but its still a good movie.
How did they pull the girl off the bed,make the blanket came up and stuffs...etc...
Even if its camera tricks,how the hell did they....oh damn.

But i still think everyone of you should go catch this show.
Regardless of watching it online or in the cinema.
& scare the shit out of yourselves.
^^ ENJOY.

I AM GOING TO CATCH SAW VI NOW.
Cause i can't get to sleep.
Its been days.
& i'm missing my baby alot.
Goodnight people.

2009-11-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

When nobody understand how difficult is it to forget you exist.
When nobody understand though its only a few days but you were still mine.
When nobody understand that its not easy to forget and let you go.
& i mean,
its really no one that understands.

Only songs i could rely on to miss you.
Like only they know how i feel.

my baby you.

2009-11-13T12:41:00.001+08:00

So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze upon me
Beauty roads to an endless love (endless love)
There's no control
Are you with me now?
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart

There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body, and soul
How can it be
You're asking me
To feel the things you never show

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can't be there where you are

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart.

2009-11-12T20:28:00.002+08:00

When i couldn't control the " oh so what " emotions,
& the tears that wouldn't stop.
What came into my mind was,
i've lost you.
So long that i named it forever.

2009-11-04T23:36:00.002+08:00

Spot me behind! :D lol.
Some pictures found on FB.

I am going to bed now.
Long holiday coming this Dec.
Where should i head to this Christmas.
Can't wait to see the bros,i wanna be with the bros!
Old man says we're gonna club,IS THAT TRUE OR NOT.
CLUBS will be packed,full of people.

I missed Halloween 2009.
That's very sad.
GONNA DRESSED UP NEXT YEAR AND SEARCH FOR PEOPLE TO PARTY WITH ME!
:D

OKAY,goodnight.

p.s I hate schnauzers.

2009-11-01T02:50:00.001+08:00

I am not at home.
I am feeling quite down,for,
i don't know why.

Goodnight.
More than an hour ago,i just came back from Changi Airport.
Tired.

2009-10-30T22:33:00.003+08:00

I don't know what to blog about.
What should i update.

I am sick,for more than a week.
Now,i am tired.
Yawny.
Goodnight.

I miss the bros,the bros. Damn.

2009-10-25T15:46:00.002+08:00

( Last week's butterfac pics )

Work has been tiring these days.
Wants to have fun but don't have the time.

2009-10-18T04:29:00.001+08:00

Just back from Butterfac.
I'm super tired now.
Removing make-up.
Goodnight.

2009-10-15T23:07:00.020+08:00

2nd post of pictures.
There's 5 in the picture. Look at 3 priceless expression. 1 blocked. & the other,always camera ready. LOL!
I think lao de looks,look more and more like a bear. Don't you think so ?! Some grizzly bear or something. Hehheh.
Super fake smile,lol.
I'm freaking blocked. Bloody camera man,whoever that was. Damn ): if not this would be a nice proper picture.
Oh,but this is quite nice. But i've got a weird face,fat face,funny one. hum.
I like this too,i look so small. HEHE.

This picture is nice. But we were forced to. But its still nice,hahahaha!

Jiahao like a fierce siol,lol!
Cousin. :D
adel,bro,marc.

Like a close only. laode,new fling ah?! HAHAHAHA.

Kaki~
Peiwei.
I SUPER DUPER UBER DOUBLE LOVE THIS PICTURE! We are all doing the same thing & Marc's face is pretty. I like that though,hur.

This drink killed laode. Surprisingly,bro & Jiahao were still alive after this.

Look at the super disgusted face.
FROWNING.
" EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !! "
Then Jiahao took over. While the both behind snatch for the drink. Yes,stupid.
Then bro gave in to him. He still died in the end,wasted. LOL.

HAHAHAHA!
Another wasted one.
Valuable face,hor laode?! LOL.

I just,erm,jumped in. :D

He's so gonna kill me for this. DOWN,20! LOL.
" YES MDM! "
HAHAHAHA!
Boss of " Cosy "

GO GO ! LOL.

& he gave up. lol.

Marc!

Laode,you got happening with my cousin ah? LOL.

He's gonna kill me for this.

Okay, FINALLY. ALL THE PICTURES ARE UP.
Its time to upload it into FB.
Phew,now i can go to sleep.
I am feeling super unwell since ytd night.
Weird feeling in my stomach,super unwell.

Well.
Do add my new acc in FB,i closed my other one (:
Same name,same surname.
Just rmb not to tag me with any pictures even if i'm in it.
Heh. Thanks.

Goodnight! :D
Will do a proper update soon,i guess.

2009-10-12T22:17:00.030+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO. 10/10/09's post.

Cyril(:
Orange & bro.

Bloody ass behind don't know doing what.

Jiahao.
Laode.
I saw him a few times already. But i always can't remember his name. Uhm,heh.
The gay hug.
THE SIS HUG. HAHA.
The cousins hug.

Tommie.
Don't you think tommie's pose is super gay. LOL.
Adelson the kb.
T : Why you stand so close huh?!
V : CCB. ( stood further away )
T : HUH?! NONONO, i talking about the camera man. Can't stand higher meh?!
V : -.- ( stood back with a super embarrassing face. )
SEE,i told you. BRO LOVES ME. LOL! and he admitted it. LOL.

Like a big size only. haha.

Campmates.

Kaki kaki. he owes me flower and soil. :D

CZ.

They never get tired of taking pictures. I get tired taking pictures for them. Damn.

Laode! :D Poor thing in DB now. & his super personal phone is with me. Keeping it till he's out.
Too bad,low batt. I would have check on it if its on. HAHA.
Finally. That idiot who pop out after so much pictures has been taken. Don't have to introduce right,lol.
You guys should see the next post of pictures. Look at how the brothers torture the both of us to take one retarded picture.

This is one of the " omg " picture.
I remember after taking this picture,
they turn the camera and say " like couple right?! "
MADE THE BOTH OF US SUPER EMBARRASSED.

The cake that disappear after our celebration.

I wonder whose head was that. How could he block our picture.

Super unglam picture. TELL ME,WHOSE THE BLOODY CAMERA MAN?!

This is gay. i swear.

I like tommie's smile. Haha.

Spot me. I was shock when i look back at these pictures. So i'm the only sister bro loves. LOL!
BRO WAS TOTALLY LYING ON ME LAH! He's so freaking heavy that laode hands was behind holding me. If not i would have fall,and everybody will be falling tgt with me.
& we would be the joke of the day.
I was jumping and jumping and jumping and jumping.
With different expressions.
& this was the taken expression.
I like the effect,i like the cap. Bling-y words.
Thanks marc marc.

Cyril was vomitting. Thats funny.

Here comes my cousin!
& that makes us the only two females.

I like this. :D I don't know why.

Okay. finally done after like,3 days. I still have half of the pictures waiting to be uploaded.
I have 20 over people chasing me for the pictures.
But only brother has the priority to come here to choose the pictures he wants to upload on FB.

Well,its super late now and i can't stop yawning.
Miss.mini is at my place.
Ahboy can't stop sticking to her. Can't stop smelling her backside. Can't stop humping her.
But miss.mini is super fierce,she turns to him,growling.
I can't believe i have two minies minies at my place.
You see two cute little ass running around.
Okay,i should stop.
Goodnight!

Nov 1st is going to be one of the very worst days,i guess.
Goodnight.

2009-10-12T00:47:00.001+08:00

The smell lingers..
sniff sniff*
Goodnight.

2009-10-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

I am so so so so so hungry.
Waiting for dinner.
I am so so so so so tired.
I am going to sleep after dinner.

My mind is in a blank.
I need cash.
I am so broke.
I haven't check in my pay yet.
Sat is bro's birthday.
& yada yada yada,alot of parties.
Oh my.

I don't care.
I just want to eat & sleep now.
Goodnight!

2009-10-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

TAKE A CLOSE LOOK AT THIS DESIGN OF THIS SHIRT.
Pls take note i have 3 of the same kind but different designs!
Don't assume i wear the same hor! ):
Thats very sad,okay.

Oh.
& i'm gonna kill Kaki on Sat.
How come your mouth so big huh! Ass leh.
If you're reading this,be prepared. :D

Okay,goodnight (:

2009-10-06T23:45:00.002+08:00

Every night in my dreams,i see you,i feel you.
That is how i know you,go on.

Near,far,wherever you are.
I believe that the heart does go on.

Love can touch us one time,
and last for a life time.

Love was when i loved you.
One true time i hold to.

You're safe in my heart.
& it will go on and on.

Its just a me & you thing,if you rmb.
but forget it.
Randomly,lemon just wants to watch the show and reminded me of the song.
Thats all.

2009-10-06T07:28:00.002+08:00

I am weird.
I wanted and needed much more sleep ytd morning when i had to wake up for work.
Now i'm awake,its 7.34am and i can't sleep.

Oct'4.
Woke up at 8am,prepared & went down to Rp for imaging.
First day for Intangibond.
Good. Time flies,
the last time i remember,not long ago,
was my first imaging for Pinnacle.
Now so much has passed,
Pinnacle ended with our last filming in Sp weeks ago.
Imaging was great!
You see everyone around,new faces,old faces. lol.
Whats weird is that i'm trying to find common topics around. Haha~
Still,i can't live without Ahjie & Freddy.
Think i can only talk non-stop when they are around.
Duh.

Went off around 1 plus. Took a cab down to Outram.
I spent $20 of cab fare.
Fug.
Guess what,It's Jiao jiao's birthday!
Okay lah,Sylvester lo.
Damn,so rich,
celebrated at Re's Hotel.
The one i've been wanting to go.
Because each rooms has its different themes.
Cool? :D
Oh well,anw,had buffet,the whole party room,his relatives,the colourful chairs and stuffs..
He was grumbling,his 21st birthday ended like a kid's one.
Alphabets stick on the glasses naming,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYLVESTER! ( and all the balloons around )
LOL,wth.
Fabian was still as irritating as ever.
but still cute and makes me laugh the whole day.
So we all rotted around from 2 till 5+.

& we all headed to Marina Sq.
Played bowling. Played pool. Played arcade.
Zh&Kl left for work.
While the rest of us went to have dinner.
I wanted Yuki Yaki,humphf.
But we went to have Hongkong cafe instead.
Terrible dinner but i was still uber full.

Wanted to watch movie,but we did not have time for it.
Meatballs~Meatballs~
So,dawn-ed.
The place was like the usual weekdays,empty.
Drink,drank,probably 1/2 drunk.
I was so high with the girls & guys.
We shout,scream and yell in dawn.
Came back home,stood around my lift area & i puke.
Whao.
Drag my feet home.
BAM!
and i slept like a log.
I've got work the next day leh.
Wth.

Okay,
random Oct'4 post.
I just thought it was a long day for me.
Should be blogged.
Oh,i'm yawning again.
I should go back to sleep.
Its 7.58am now.
A little while would do.

Who knows.

2009-10-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

In bangkok.
Random post.
So lazy to upload pictures.

Goodnight.
Its so late.

2009-09-30T22:43:00.002+08:00

Cousin's wedding night.
Movie with Ahjie & Fred night.

I cut my hair!
when i was in Bkk.
Lemon did the cutting. Cool right?!
In Bkk's saloon. Haha!

Okay,nothing much to update.
Night.

& p.s , I actually hate Mooncake Festival alot.
It reminds me stuffs i don't want to and it hurts.
No more Mt.Faber,candles & lanterns.

The only true love is love at first sight;second sight dispels it.

2009-09-27T18:12:00.002+08:00

Why can't i seem to get enough sleep.

I just feel like sleeping,sleeping and continue sleeping.

Yawn.

2009-09-26T16:20:00.000+08:00

& so i got bite by an assie on my palm ytd.

which hurts,alot.

I can see the hole,the hole,the hole. cool.

& my god,its a little swollen now.

Poor baby thumb,can't move freely.

Damn sparky,damn.

I still have to head to my cousin's wedding later.

I don't know what to wear.

I am lazy to bathe because i have to lift my hand up in order not to let the wound touch water.

Yawn.

Have to use strength even when i'm enjoying my bathing time.

2009-09-23T04:40:00.001+08:00

I'm back.

I shopped alot.

My house is in a mess,with the clothes,shoes & all sorts of stuffs.

I spent... opps.

Saving so much for Nov.

Bye. I am so tired.

2009-09-18T08:12:00.002+08:00

bye.

2009-09-17T12:38:00.001+08:00

_|_

2009-09-16T00:00:00.001+08:00

Did anyone told you,

I am going off this friday.

I am coming back and i'm gonna get LG GD900 crystal.

Then i've got my cousin's wedding on 26th.

Save up for short trips after that.

& prepare my tw trip on Dec.

I am so poor.

But i am still trying my best to save. LOL.

Went to Liang Court to have Tampopo.

Ordered too much,and now i'm still feeling super full.

Tmr will be last day of work.

Not that i quit lah,on leave on leave:D

Okay,i am going to bed now.

Too full and i'm super tired.

Yawn,goodnight.

I want to see Judy & co soon. humphf.

I want to see Fred soon so i can play with his botak head.

I want to see Candy soon so that i can screw her up for not accompanying us for 2 times.

I want to see Ahjie soon so i can force her to eat potatos and eggs...etc...

Aiya,i want to see everybody soon lah.

Tired lah,goodnight,lol.

2009-09-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

I am dumb.

I feel like,Chen xin yi.

Trying my very very best,to throw everything behind.

Oh.

& guess what.

Sean reminded me by talking about Ahjie & Fred.

Well,when i got to know they are tgt.

I'm actually very disappointed and angry with myself.

But happy for them lah.

I've not taken out enough time to go read each and everyone's blog.

Not taken enough time out to meet them.

Not taken enough time out to meet anyone.

Its like i've thrown everything away.

Standard things every week,

work,mahjong once in a while,dawn, home.

Then when i take out a little time to read some blog.

I've got to catch up many posts and realise they are going on very well.

Which is a good thing but i wished i could be like this too though.

I don't know.

Too much for me to elaborate lah.

I'm tired and i need to sleep.

I need to continue dreaming.

Seems like dreaming is much better.

I don't gain anything from it,

but still i can feel pain and at times,happy.

Goodnight.

I've got to feel happy.

Stay positive.

2009-09-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

SO! SEE FRED & AHJIE. i uploaded the pictures.

Tsk,don't anyone dare to say me again. Lol!

Okay. So i just came back from work.

Feeling super tired,hungry and dirty. Hehe.

Can't wait for next Thurs.

LAN MEI ~~

Okay,sorry. Back to my subject.

Lol. Just saw the LAN MEI~~ advert.

Damn cute.

I don't know what to blog alr.

I remembered this morning leh,forget it.

When i rmb,i'll update again.

CAN'T CONCENTRATE NOW LAH. lol.

2009-09-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

OMG. FUCK.
HOW COME AHJIE & FRED IS TGT AND I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL?!
AM I RETARDED?!
HEY RETARDS!!!! I'M YOUR LIKE SO GOOD FRIEND LAH.!
HOW COME THE BOTH OF YOU KEEP IT FROM ME.

ITS OKAY. YOU'RE BOTH IN MY LIVING ROOM NOW.
I'M SO GOING TO KILL YOU BOTH LATER.
OMG.
I'M SO GOING TO CRY FOR YOU BOTH.

CONGRATULATIONS HONEY BABIES.
CONGRATULATIONS! :D

2009-09-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

& for all i know,i've lost my life too.

So that i've been working,staying home and eating.
Makes me alot alot fatter.
Been wanting to go out alot these days.
But i don't know where to go.

Really really want to go overseas.
& i hear Bangkok calling out for me.
Wanted to head to Japan with Judy&co.
But no more tickets.
Which is a super sad news.
But its okay.
J says they are going to head to Tw and Hk beginning of next year.

Anw. I'm planning much of my off days with my honey pies.
Haven't seen alot alot of them for weeks and months.
Hope to see Can,Fred & Ahjie tmr night.
But Fred haven't confirm with me yet. ):
Gonna see WZ and rest super soon,i guess.
Come on come on.
Need some spices,sugar and all sorts of things in my life.

Yawn,okay.
Work tmr. Gotta sleep.
Quite tired though.
Goodnight.

2009-08-30T18:11:00.000+08:00

okay.

I am going for steamboat soon! SUPER HUNGRY LAH!

rush rush!

BYE!

I MISS ANGELA DAJIE! ):

2009-08-20T18:39:00.000+08:00

& so,i was at XE's chalet from Mon.

Had extremely much fun!

Pajamas party on monday night,

you see everybody wearing pajamas bbq-ing,drinking,playing...etc.

Oh,you even see cake,whip cream and cans of beer flying around.

AND WATER BALLOONS. Lol!

But most of us drop dead by 2am.

Woke up at 12pm on tues noon.

Washed up and stuffs,

then we went to have our breakfast.

Back to the chalet,rest.

& we went swimming!

Da yi ma was here to visit me for the past few days,

i didn't want to swim,but they say i'm anti-social ):

So i had to.. i didn't mean to... LOL.

Went back to hotel,washed up again and rested.

Then we went for dinner with kingsly and family.

Movie after that. Watched Orphan,

rated 4.5/5. Its super good lah!

Oh,actually. before movie,we went ntuc to get some stuffs for midnight bbq-ing.

and i shopped a little. hehehe. bought some tees and a new slippers. ITS SUPER UBER NICE.

Okay,and we walked back to the chalet after everything.

I went to bed by 1am plus.

Woke up on wed morning and rushed to work.

Though it only takes 10 mins. hehe.

Back home after work.

Not working today though,

but still,i'm home.

Suppose to pray for the 7th month but daddy says my da yi ma is still here and i can't pray.

Now i took off for nothing.

But its nice to rest.

I'm off to apply mask after blogging with lemony.

Okay,goodbye.

I'll blog later with pictures from chalet.

2009-08-16T17:00:00.000+08:00

Surprise.

I love you! (:

Other than you talk too much each time we watch any show. -.-

2009-08-04T22:56:00.001+08:00

This is my first post,after so long.
But updating with a extremely bad mood.

First,
bitches and bastards.
Fuck you.
For your info P & De,
you guys are just part of my life,past.
You guys never got to know me.
So don't judge me.
P's been spoiling my little young reputation since one random day.
Nothing has ever happen between us,so shut your fucking mouth up.
D's been judging me since one random day,
you started it all,and ended it like a child.
So you don't deserve to say anything.
We don't communicate,at all.
I detest you people like insects.
Seeing you people every week makes me puke without drinking.
& that random Sk guy.
Seriously,i don't even know who are you.
Until,last few weeks i met you.
You disgust me.
Sadly,you know too much about me,
again,without knowing me.
& you're judging me. GOOD.
Such an asshole.
So guess what.
These assholes are all friends(:

Yes.
i don't worth anything.
I am too complicated and smart.
While others are simple minded and dumb.
To whoever eyes.
Yes.
Whatever i do,
where ever i want to start anew again from,
pulls me down.
You people just smack me down at the wrong time.

I am not ready for anything,anyone.
So come on,
Judge me,judge my life,judge every single fucking thing about me.
Do whatever you people can,go on.
This is me,can you accept it?
Maybe i've been right from the beginning,
i shouldn't start from the people who've known me for a long time,without understanding me.
They don't understand me,not easy at all.
Because its difficult to trust again.

FUCK YOU IDIOTS BECAUSE WHAT STUCKS IN YOUR DUMB MINDS ARE OTHERS PAST.
How about you people?
Pretty innocent past huh?
I shut up,because i feel i should.
You people talk too much because its all yourselves you think about.
Go think about it.

So,can anyone understand why i am leaving now?
I didn't blogged about it,
but,i'm leaving.
& you guys just make me feel my decision is right.
Much right after everything.
Aus might be the perfect place i can ever start again,
without anyone knowing me.
At least,no one would hurt me with their "simple" conversation.

I am too young,too young to take any of this.
I have feelings too,isn't it?
Now i feel like leaving,right now.
So everyone could just shut up.
We're all taking things for granted..
My nightmares just hit me,
as soon as the min,i stepped into outram.
Knowing these people,knowing who they are.
Letting them know who i am.
5 years ago,thought they were the great friends that would be there,always.
Friends. _|_

2009-07-23T00:12:00.002+08:00

I don't know what is this.
Can i blog or not?
Not i don't want to upload pictures,
but blogger is making fun of me.
I'm just trying this out,
it writes " Preview ".
WHAT IS THIS?!

2009-07-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

I spent my off day today happily.
Super tired,haven't been getting enough sleep but i spent my day happily.
My happiest moments are always with them.
Goodnight. YAWN.

P.s,
Darling,take care.
No more drinking,pls.

2009-07-18T03:56:00.000+08:00

Drinking makes one forget what he/she is suppose to rmb,
but reminds one of what he/she is suppose to forget.

I'm sooooooooooooo tired.
I'm suppose to stay home today.
Rejected all friend requests to go out,
except for one royal lemon.
Dawn again.
Fun,though some times i tend to rot alone there,
but fun. with fun people around.

Goodnight.
I am gonna be so tired at work tmr.
Screw myself.

2009-07-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

The world is a tragedy to those who feel,
but a comedy to those who think.

2009-07-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

Work today at Srg.
I've been eating,eating & eating.
My god. I need to stop.

Okay,i'm super tired already.
Goodnight.

Someone has been missing for the whole day,missing.
TSK.

HARRY POTTER TMR! :D
GOOD,movie time.

2009-07-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

I wanted to see if i can post pictures.
Wtf. I randomly chose a stupid looking one and uploaded it.
Now i can't bare to delete. LOL.

Met .. for breakfast today at Tb.
So weird. We talked about random stuffs. -.-
Asshole forced to sent me to work,
when he haven't slept for over 24hours.
Sweet. Haven't seen a guy whose willing to do that for a very long time.
I MEAN,he stays at ... and... LOL. whatever lah.
Initiated to pay for the cab fare but sadly,
Uncle said " you mei you san qian? "
I won. i paid. LOL.
He stayed at Srg for awhile,
staring at the both JRT puppies.
Then sent him off.

Okay. Breakfast made me so full for the whole day.
But i still ate my lunch & dinner.
Now i feel like a pig. ):
Pig. Pig.
Fat.

Goodnight.

2009-07-13T22:25:00.002+08:00

好聽! (:
Watch K.O Sanguo. You'll laugh like mad.
Its super nice.

Cycled alone at Ecp on Sunday noon.
Shopped at Bugis and went to find Gf.
Had steamboat.
To her home,Dawn.
Then home.

Work today.
Surprised Angela.
Super tired.

Long day tmr.
Goodnight.

2009-07-08T03:31:00.000+08:00

Goodnight,goodnight,goodnight.

I'll blog again when i find the purpose for me to update.
Goodnight.

There's random people viewing my blog.
I should just change to private,maybe.
Its not nice to have too many people knowing you and how you feel.
Because some don't understand and they just blame you.
Some just understand too much.
This is it,goodnight.

2009-07-06T17:16:00.001+08:00

Now,
fuck you.
Can you read this?

2009-07-05T23:49:00.002+08:00

I'm feverish,i have flu,cough,soar throat and aching everywhere.
H1N1? Scary.
I don't know,i haven't been to the doc and i'm super weak.

Dad just took my temperature and i'm 39.4degrees.
Cool yo,we'll see how tmr.
Being quarantine should be fun.
Alone,chalet,
i can use the time to figure my problems out!
MY GOD.
This is so cool. Lol.

Anw, bloody tears flowing aagain,fuck u tears,fuck you.
Go away.
Not at this sicky moment.
I feel lonely though.lol.

Tues is A's birthday,
i'm prepared to drink till i die.
Let me man.
I don't care,i'll pass this Pig flu to everyone.
Joking. LOL.

Well,tired though.
and today i know,
Love is unfair and humans are selfish.
We all think only about ourselves.

Okay,Goodnight,i need you to be here,
but whatever,goodnight.

pss pss,edited.
I want to delete a post,
but it can't be deleted.
Blogger is making the fun hell out of me. Thanks!

Okay,too long post. Now i feel like dying alr.
Soon.

2009-07-05T05:30:00.000+08:00

I slept at 4.30am on friday night.
Woke up at 9am and went for work.
Ended work at 8pm,and went for Sze Kee's birthday.
Happy 21st Birthday Sweety! I hope you enjoyed.
Party ended at 11+pm.
Went to some Yishun shopping centre to watch Transformers.
The guys think its confusing and boring,
instead, the girls enjoyed it.
I like it.

Movied ended around 2.30am.
K fetched us back to Sean's area.
Alouis,Ahjie,Fred,Sean and me,
we had a super late supper.
No appetite but i just force it down.
Now i'm home,5.21am.
I'm super tired..
Goodnight.

I'm too far,too far from where you are.
If you're still trying to make a choice,
i'll make myself leave,like what i've been doing.
If you need me as much as i really want you....
we will...
you will...

I cried at work today.
For the things i've been hearing,
for the pain i couldn't take it any longer.
Does your heart aches knowing i've been hurting?

Is she already,someone to you?
Who is she?
Why her?
Why not some other stranger?

i don't want to know anything.
i know,this is too much,for me.
How can i prove the people who wants me to give up,wrong?

2009-07-04T04:03:00.000+08:00

Alone,again,half dead.
Walking up the stairs alone.
Trying to figure out whats wrong.
Walking along that path,
wondering why am i still,alone.
Where are you?
Because this is the only time i couldn't control and i need you.
This is the only time,when i'm getting myself drunk,
wishing for you to be here.
How did i fall..
Why aren't you here..
because i'm no one.

time,time passes,
i realise there's so much more better girls around you.
and you seem to be considering.
i'm making myself walking further and further away.
you're pushing me away,are you?
because i don't want to know the fact..
because,
i don't want to hurt myself,again.

they scold me for being stupid,
foolish,
for this has been so long.
but i couldn't start a new story.
because i wouldn't even go think about wanting anyone to be next to me.
hugging me and telling me ily,kiss me to sleep,
and see you the next morning.

& this still stays in my mind,
why,how can you disappoint me once,over and over again.
because i'm no one.
you don't care. do you?

I've heard to much,
felt too much,
cried too much,
how did i promise myself not to do it again.

How did you make me stayed by my phone,
waiting for it to ring,over and over again.

How did you make me hit my heart over and over again.

But in the end,its myself i asked,
who am i to you.
who am i to ask you to be here for me.
who am i to deserve everything.
who am i to care.
i'm a friend,a friend who cares.
a friend you only come to,when there's nothing to do,
is that it?

I don't know.
Its me,my fault. I've been blamed for a year.
I've been screwed up nearly everyday for being an idiot.
Because they tell me,
this is impossible.
How could i prove them wrong,that its all worth it.

They want me to tell you things,
and if you make me stay,
it means that you want me.
if you ask me to go,
it means i mean nothing at all.
but dear,you know i'm afraid to know the truth.

For me to listen to you having A..B..C.. around you.
for me,i just want to take a step back.
I don't know how to make you stay.
Yes.I'm still reminiscing.
I should go,will you make me stay?
This is making me crazy.
I'm dumb.
You make me feel i'm dumb.

I told them,its pointless telling you anything.
Because it only adds on to your problems.
You've got so much stuffs to fiddle with.
Why should i.
But they say,
this is different from any other stuffs.
If i don't hurt you,
i'll continue hurting myself.
Yes,i would rather do that.
As simple as being,alone.
I miss you,
so much,everyday.
That i don't know what to do anymore.

How i wish to see you when i finish my job.
How i wish to see you if i get down of dad's car.
How i wish to open my door,and see you smiling at me.
But never,never will this happen.
Because you're happily leading your life.
Why should i stop you,
and make you think more.
I miss you.
I just can't take the other step.

I just can't help rejecting people over and over again.
This is stupid,
but i need you to keep me smiling.
But,for you to contact me,
its enough,isn't it?
Maybe. Probably.

Too much of this will make you crazy.
Too much of you will make me crazy.
This is too much for me.
I've been strong,strong for so long.

Do you know the way you held me along the way,
up the stairs,back to my room,
make a hot cup of milo for me,hug me to bed but i couldn't sleep because i don't want to waste a sec with you,
do you know,how much i wish time could stop..

I'm asking for too much,too much from you.
I told myself that was enough.
But i was wrong about myself.
Why does it hurt so much.

I can do it. This is nothing V.
This is just feelings,playing with your mind.
This is nothing V.
Because i've been keeping myself going.

Too much,too much words.
I'm tired.
I'm half dead.
I need to hug the toilet bowl to sleep,tonight,i guess.
Goodnight,
and i miss you,bi.

This post is too emotional for anyone.
This post is stupid,its dumb.
This post is making everybody crazy.
I'm super evil.
Goodnight.

2009-07-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

So much so much.

2009-07-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

Its not easy.

Goodnight.

2009-06-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

Okay,now there is something wrong with blogger again.
As usual,with pictures.
Damn.

I don't care,i am going to bed,now.
Goodnight.

Oh,and watch 痞子英雄 from
http://sugoideas.com/drama-2009/black-white/
Super nice. I just finish all the chapters.
If you're not interested,go watch the preview first and consider.
They're starting to film a movie end of this year! :D
GOOD.
Handsome and pretty people inside.
Good acting,good scripts. NICE LAH,just watch,lol.

If i say,
if i ask,
what would your replies be?
Because i seem to know the answer,
that now i don't have the courage to do anything.